Nagra, film school, Martin Scorcese, Su Friedrich, Brett Ratner, you always grieve for the person you wish you were, working production, potential creates expectation, pessimism, faith, optimism versus positivity, binary thinking, obsessive, qualified happiness, what could have been, future tripping, failure, Mr. Show, Garth Marenghi’s Dark Place, SNL, heartbreak, Tara Brach, equating potential to fear, busy versus active, shame, self understanding, Clifford,  Charles Grodin, Barb and Star Go to Vista Del Mar, seeking the truth, compare and despair, cool kids table, Mean Girls, Running on Empty, Daphne Zuniga, Martha Plimpton, grown up thinking. 

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