Let me dive deep into the ocean without the plopping sound so that no one could find me so that no one could trace for my existence so that no one could yell for my absence so that no one could ever find me, as I am fed up of my own existence as I am better being lost forever as I am the worst being of the universe as I deserve no happiness as I deserve only pain as I deserve the worst treatment from people as I deserve to be fooled by every single person as I deserve only hell being my permanent guest as I deserve to be in pain for millions of decades as I deserve only tears drops to roll down, as I don't deserve to be alive as I deserve nothing but only death to lull me to the hell....