For the past five years I've been on a journey which, through no fault of my own, is oddly similar in structure to "The Monomyth."
Since September 2016 when I had my intentional dissociative episode, I have been studying deviant psychology in field, I started with myself. Living mostly off-the-grid I've had some incredible characters cross my path though that's the nature of the Law of Attraction. Zaney Janey taught me a very important lesson, she taught me the importance of turning tears into laughter, they are the same vibration in the body.
Snot is an ectoplasmic containment unit for emotion, positive or negative, sometimes it just overflows.
The story of how I started smoking again is the story of 10 days on the sixth floor of Soldiers Memorial Hospital in Orillia, my doctor was a transgendered narcissist by the name of Dr. Rodway-norman, Dr. Rodman for short.
Another great revelation in my Odyssey came with the help of a SpaceAngel, she made me realize that I'd been dissociating all my life, at least since the age of 5 when I wet the nap mat but that's another episode.
Live, Love and stay WILD my friends