There is no conflict in what we think or do until we think we shouldn't be thinking, feeling or doing what we're doing. Once thinking is opposed it appears we should not be where we are, with what we have, while we are exactly where we are, with all we have. This inner-reactive fight will continue as long as we perpetuate wrong ideas as though they’re right. Feeling conflicted is not an accident or a curse, it is a sign we know what we're doing while twisted thinking claims we don't. Lies require chronic maintenance using reactions to deny creating the consequences.
We cannot lose or ever be lost where we are now, but we can act on lies and create the desperate impression we are alone. The clues are obvious. Denial is self-induced anesthesia offering short term topical relief to help us feel better while the problem worsens. Numbness is the accrued tension bodies assume as a consequence and reaction to denial. Numbness is used to treat the symptoms by “feeling better” while the cause gets worse. Thinking we’re better by getting worse at feeling what is actually happening is twisted. To think this method of denial is under control is another twisted use of thought. Denial, defensiveness, defiance, and delusion grow to stay ahead of the growing problem or cause. More is never enough in addiction since treating symptoms ignores the cause, the cause like any misdiagnosed disease gets worse.
There are no victims or irresponsibility in the Present. We can think and act out irresponsibly since we are free to choose what we think. Feeling condemned does not mean we are condemned when it is only contempt full thoughts we choose that create the impression. There only abundance in thoughtlessness are reactive, impulsive, and compulsively destructive behaviors reflecting the unworthiness and uselessness of the under-lying delusional thought.
Freedom, Choice, and Responsibility are our principled nature. What is absolute is not negotiable. What does not change does not shake when our thoughts are shaken or stirred. Response-ability is the ability to respond and responsiveness is a sign of life.
We are sentient Beings. We are aware we are aware and know we know. The attempt to use the numbness as proof of life is to act like we’re dead and even loneliness would be impossible if we didn’t exist. The twisted nature of lies is obvious and easy to see for anyone interested in looking. Laws of nature are our nature and ordered to help guide us to survive and thrive - so we have more to give just like nature has so well so far done for us.
There is no fight for or about what is right, real, or true. What is Absolute is Absolute. As our Absolute nature is expressed our thoughtfulness is naturally full-filled. Following our intuitive nature it is clear fulfilling our functional capacity only seemed impossible to obsessive thinking trying to understand what to do while thinking only to and of it-self.
There are no secrets. Thinking the shame, embarrassment and guilt for our choices can be hidden is wishful thinking to excuse the pretense we use to pretend other-wise. There is no wisdom in ignorance. Ignoring what is happening does not stop or change what is happening no matter what we think. Denial is nothing more than delusion amd no mirage ever quenched anyone’s thirst.
Peace is the ever-present state of our knowing awareness. What we actually have is what we share: equally, indivisibly, indiscriminately, equitably. Self Realization and Self Actualization are states of awareness realizing what is actually happening, is always happening now.
There is no place to go and nothing to get to be where we are, as we are now - intimately sharing with all there is and all that are.