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You know, it's time to answer the call. How do you know? How are there? What is going to be in your surroundings? What'sgoing to be taking place in your life? How do you know my family used to have a saying when I was littleand it was the greater the attack, the greater the call. And you know, when it's time to answer the call, the greater that the attack is what is happening in your life right now? What is trying to drown you? What is trying to keep you from thriving? That is the call. That is the gift because it propels you forward. into a place that you would have not otherwise been able to see. How do you know? How are you able to do what you need to do for your family? You know it by the attack. What pushed me to go forward and answer the call and stop wasting time was my daughter getting over 100 stitches from a suicide attempt? She cut her face, like the Joker. From dimple to dimple to the corners of her mouth. How do you know how to answer the call. When things like that are happening. It's the love of money. That is the root of all evil. Not the money.Because to answer the call all these things will be added to you. Seek first your call. Look for the purpose that you were put on this earth.The purpose is what ails you. What makes your family sick? What makes you sick? What you can't bear. That is the purpose. Mental illness for me. That's what did it teaching people that you can't treat people children or anyone and talk to them any old kind of way. That is what propelled me forward when I saw the effects it had on my daughter when I felt helpless when I knew that a hospital could not raise my child when I knew that she needed to be home and I knew what amount of money do I have to make? What is my price tag? What do I have to do in order for my child to have a psychiatrist or a registered nurse? Full time in my home? What do I need to do when I knew that in order to get my daughter to where she needed to be and to heal her from the divorce? And all of the abuse in our divorce. In the marriage I had with her father. I knew my daughter needed to be in a hospital. But more importantly, I knew that my house needed to be the hospital that's how you know that's how you know when your why is so big. What is my why keeping my daughter alive? She said to me Mani when I was cutting my wrist I cut open my skin and I was able to see my vein. And through the cut. I was able to see my vein pulsating. I knew I needed to stop. But when the emotional pain is overtakes the person, how what do they need to do? They don't know. They cannot control themselves. And this is where reinforcement comes in. This is where I knew that I had to get a community of professionals around my daughter. I knew community would heal my children. But I knew even more so for my oldest daughter that I needed a community of licensed professionals around her around the clock. I needed to curate a hospital at home because the hospital no longer suffice it didn't survive. It never was enough. I didn't want her in the hospital anymore. Because what I knew about the hospital was that the children were taking the medicine and they were going behind staff and crushing the medicine and sometimes snorting it sometimes sharing it that when my daughter told me that, that's when I knew I didn't want her in the hospital. That's when I knew I needed to propel forward and do something more. What was my Y? My y was when I got sick with vertigo, and I couldn't figure out no one could figure out what was wrong with me. I take in two MRIs, two CAT scans and an echo and there was nothing wrong. They couldn't see what was wrong. I took two more MRIs and they still couldn't see what was wrong. But they knew that I had vertigo. They knew I had extreme dizziness. I couldn't stop throwing up they gave me two COVID test to just be sure I thrown up so much that in a week's time I threw up everything in my stomach....