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Thinking of getting one of those frozen drinks this morning?👇
Or...
Thinking twice now, after this podcast?😳👇
Where in the world is ALL the missing mulch?? Guess.👇
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Failing to diagnose cancer means a doctor misses or delays finding the disease when clear warning signs exist
This error can let the cancer grow, leading to harder treatments and lower survival chances.
Not every missed cancer is malpractice, but preventable delays may be.
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A narcissist becomes charming through a calculated mix of mirroring, intense early validation, and high fake confidence, which functions as a transactional tool to secure admiration and control.
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Sometimes...
The only thing you will ever be able to change.
Is YOUR response.
Then go out into the world and build YOUR own happiness!
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Time feels like one-big-circle.
Just when you think... you have life a little teeny, tiny bit figured out.
The universe will surprise you by bringing you back, once again, to the beginning.
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Beautiful weather today, minus the wildfire haze in the distance. Daydreaming... about the upcoming cold weather season. Reminders of last year found in my phone, photo folder.
Getting down to my last lab visits and one more nuclear test. Sometimes, I feel as if my health does nothing but one-big-circle.
Finishing up the last two bedrooms. Looking forward to be able to say...
"I'm finally finished."
As promised, I finished "Boys In Blue" this evening. I feel a really GREAT new line dance video in the making... Enjoy!
Let me know, what you think.🙋♀️🎶👇
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Back to work for this gal and 3 less inches of hair to boot!
Looking forward to less humidity this coming week. Not sure if the smoke from Canada will stop time outdoors. It's important to always get out of your environment at least on the daily, if all possible.
I had this photo enlarged after finishing up the last of the kitchen project. This was taken what feels like eons ago.
A once-in-a-lifetime chance encounter while dipping my hand in the ocean to clean off some bait. Never will forget seeing what was waiting below! A friendly mamma dolphin and swimming nearby, her babies.
Some memories in life are really unforgettable!
Enjoy the new song and let me know what you think👍👇
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Question:
"I had to walk away from *** who was very toxic and reconnected with recently. Now all of a sudden. I've had numerous problems back-to-back that happened over the last 2 weeks at that same time they stopped contacting as frequently and disappeared. Is this a coincidence or are they starting problems again and never changed after so many years having to place my distance?"
Answer:
It is highly unlikely to be a coincidence. The timing strongly suggests they are engaging in a manipulative cycle. People with entrenched toxic patterns often "hoover" (pull you back in) and then quickly cause chaos or drama once you are reconnected.
"When you are forced to fix the problems. They retreat."
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Pet-A-Lyte/Pedialyte for your furbabies, mentioned on this podcast episode👍🙋♀️🐶👇
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Storms.
My panic and anxiety are becoming wayyyyyyy too much.
I'm not going to settle on a new home. However, let's just say, I won't be that picky either.
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Yep!.
This pretty much says it ALL.
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Remember...
Holiday backyard gatherings when what you brought, depended on the list of food that everyone wasn't bringing.
Lawn darts that were heavy enough... to cut your toe off, if thrown the wrong way.
Flies around all the food... but you still took that risk because SERIOUSLY who could resist Aunt Ann's chocolate dessert with graham cracker crust and that whipped cream cheese YUMMMMMY!
Everyone bringing their own lawn chairs, because who could afford having 50 spare and it WAS NOT rude to bring your own either.
And of course...
The rich didn't try to out do those who weren't, when it came to the evening event finale... fireworks.
"Most Importantly"
That feeling of being loved by family and all the memories you created, together. Going to bed with a full belly and a smile to match... happy🥰
"In Memory Of Family"
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Needing to let another family doctor go...
Crossing off... all other avenues, brought us back to the same avenue.
Zero matches for any possible answer, more like a freak-show.
Minimizing medicine,, now went back to... far-too-much medication.
It never did end. Only got worse. One fact, all were on same page with oncology... correct.
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I'm absolutely dumbfounded and completely baffled as I am certain... so is my research team👇
They call it, a medical phenomenon.
I call it... more like living a freak show from many eras ago.
There is not one single, other case to not feel so alone. You can't expect people to understand something they have never witnessed.
"People don't want to talk about it."
That's what makes it such a lonely journey to walk alone.
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All talk.
No script.
Yep, a little bit of everything to catch up on.
Glad this week is officially over.
This second cancer research is very different... even the capability to contact/see my team👇
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The movie tickets, "After Death." His name is, Pastor Howard who came back to life, after being declared clinically dead👇
Wallpaper has to be properly adhered to the 'entire' wall. Yep... had to order another roll. Luckily, it was still in stock👇
Classic example of a typical Narcissistic toddler meltdown. Time-out is crucial and important. So is, the gift of silence when refusing to apologize👏
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There is beauty waiting to be created by our toughest days yet❣️.
Written during one of those days...
A song that many can relate to... and most will never forget.
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"Final Bow"
© 2026 "Final Bow"
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(full song/lyrics now available for dedication/ceremonial)
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99.9% your man WILL cheat again IS better odds than hitting the casino!🎰
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Podcast/Movie title/Information
Love Again is about a woman whose world is turned upside down when her husband is diagnosed with early onset Alzheimer's.
McDonald's 2 new drinks.
Tried both.. favored one more than the other😍👇
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Over the last year, I have been enjoying music... writing music.
I used to enjoy singing music. However, being behind the lyrics seems to be most fitting in my older years.
Putting once in a lifetime memories, into a song that everyone can relate.
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"High School Love Song"
© 2026 "High School Love Song"
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Another long weekend with this last and final construction of my lifetime...
This house.
After a nice warm shower. I did the typical. Lay down to watch some TV and pure over-exhaustion kicked in. Didn't get this podcast published and didn't catch up on any past 2 weeks of favorite shows either.
Until this house is sold.
Until, I'm actually handed a closing date... there is no rest. Just lots of work. No matter how tired a body. Reality.
It's no wonder podcasting for so many, brings with it a great release.
Here's to another working weekend.
(Bank admittance to follow because I don't believe in talk without facts.)
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Episode correction....14 years
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NEVER would I miss talking about the 1st of many yearly events to come!
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Being married to a narcissistic charmer rarely lasts because the relationship is built on an unsustainable foundation of manipulation rather than genuine intimacy. The dynamic inevitably crumbles as the mask slips, emotional depletion sets in, and the victim recognizes the toxic cycle. The breakdown of this dynamic typically unfolds in distinct phases: The Inevitable Mask Slip: The charming persona requires exhausting effort to maintain. Over time, the "mask" slips, and the charm is replaced by coldness, criticism, and emotional volatility. Erosion of Self-Esteem: Narcissists systematically deconstruct their partners' confidence to maintain control, eventually leaving the victim with the clarity and strength needed to recognize the abuse and leave. The Empathy Deficit: True partnership requires mutual care. Because narcissistic individuals lack genuine empathy, they cannot provide consistent emotional support, leading to profound loneliness in the marriage. The Cycle of Devaluation: The relationship relies on a predictable cycle: idealization (love-bombing), devaluation (criticism and belittling), and discard. Eventually, the cycle becomes too destructive to endure. 👍Recognizing the signs of narcissistic abuse is the first step toward reclaiming your well-being🩷. ***
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Each health scare, episode should change you... make appropriate changes as needed.
❤️🙋♀️Thank you to those who sent Snoreo items from his list🐶👇
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The last of the ceiling... is finally finished👏👇
I had never been so ANGRY at a ceiling, ever in my lifetime.
It had to do with more... than just the ceiling. WAY MORE.
(😅Project Mgr Assts👇)
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The real estate market isn't coming out of the gate as HOT as it usually has been over the last decade...
Most folks are taking out equity to make their home, a personal oasis.
While others like myself... are taking a gamble.
Leap of faith if you will?!.
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You know that undeniable feeling...
When you feel the presence of someone... something. However, you visually do not see anyone present... spiritual energy.
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Don't cancel the subscription.
This time around...
You will want to KEEP the subscription!.
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Runnin' On Coffee
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This picture feels like eons ago... although for sentimental reasons. I still have that green winter turtleneck.
My beloved Crystalblue👇💙
Those eons ago...
If given the opportunity... I would had chosen a far healthier life. A relationship built on love. That big move, away from dysfunction.
A chance to live the best life possible. With someone who always understood my health, and my not-so-nornal life.
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There is much more to Narcissistic Personality Disorder such as the undeniable behavior of an Overt Narc👇
Using Their Children as Pawns/Triangulation:
Creating conflict between siblings. Favoring one child as the "golden child" while labeling another as the "scapegoat"...
All in order to keep themselves at the center of attention.
Narcissistic parents never hold themselves accountable. However, have no problem making sure siblings have zero contact. Why?.. So the puzzle pieces never get put together.
So the truth can never be told.
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"Living in the 80's"
Concerts were totally different.. a completely DIFFERENT concert experience!
Raw, unfiltered energy that couldn't be denied!
Affordable ticket prices that weren't controlled by scalpers or third party resale companies.
Concert life that had fans FULLY living in the present moment! That moment was a "WILD" experience focusing purely on the live performance... rather than recording it for social media.
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Narcissistic projection is a psychology defense, where a person with NPD/Narcissistic Personality Disorder or strong traits disowns their uncomfortable, negative emotions, flaws, or behaviors by attributing them to their target/someone else.
Essentially, they "project" their internal shame or toxic behavior onto you, accusing you of the very things they are or were doing.
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The new wallpaper, coastal theme/design still keeping with the house👇
Information on Dunkin question:
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Yes, you can often order discontinued or off-menu drinks at Dunkin if the ingredients are still available.
The best way to order is by explaining the specific components to the barista, such as ordering a hot chocolate with a shot of espresso to replicate a "Dunkaccino".👏🧋👍Free Yourself...My Journeyfreeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
Narcissists typically avoid, deflect, or deny accountability to protect a fragile ego and maintain control, often viewing responsibility as a threat that triggers extreme shame or guilt.
They commonly use tactics like gaslighting, blame-shifting, rewriting history, and DARVO.
(Deny, Attack, Reverse Victim and Offender)
All to avoid accountability and consequences.
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Never use death as a excuse to cover lying to a customer.
This really applies to any professional, business or personal relationship.
Using a sensitive subject like death to cover up a lie is generally considered a severe breach of trust... integrity. Especially if you are a business/owner.
Instead...Be honest
Express transparency over excuses for lying.
Honesty, even when difficult, protects your long-term reputation/personal and business/relationships. 🗣🤏👃👀Free Yourself...My Journeyfreeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
Spending quality time is important for both of us. The simple things in life, happy memories👇❤️
Effects of cancer, that literally robs you of calories and a body you once knew. I generally wear loose clothes now to help hide the continued weight loss, cachexia👇😶
Yes, taking my time a second-time-around with a new bank. Safely, anyone can assume, that I learned my fair share (lessons)... the first time around.
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Trust in banks and realtors is strained in 2026 due to high affordability walls (price-to-income ratios at record high) and a payment shock from 6%+ mortgage rates.
Banks face fragile trust due to increased cyber threats, AI-driven fraud, and ongoing bank mergers, while realtors navigate a slow-moving market with tight supply and high demand.
Everyone is out looking for the best interest of 1 person...
Themselves.
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Parents who engaged in gross negligence, failing to care for their children during sickness in infancy or adulthood, often continue to absent themselves when those children are sick as adults, sometimes driven by guilt, shame, or an ingrained pattern of avoidance.
Research suggests that this behavior is not necessarily a sudden realization of guilt, but often a continuation of neglectful or uninvolved parenting styles (also known as apathetic or detached parenting) where the parent prioritizes their own comfort over the child's needs.
Parents who neglected their children may feel deep shame or guilt when faced with the consequences of their actions (i.e., their sick adult child), leading to avoidance as a way to manage their own emotional discomfort.
Neglectful parents often lack emotional involvement and empathy, treating children as a "burden" rather than a responsibility. If they failed to respond to the child's needs in the past, they are unlikely to develop that capacity later, especially during taxing events.
Neglectful parents frequently come from families where they were neglected themselves, often lacking the tools to provide care, or they may be emotionally "blind" to the needs of others.
These parents may "numb" themselves or use detachment as a survival mechanism, preferring to stay away rather than confront the reality of their child’s vulnerability, which may make them feel inadequate or unloving.
Neglectful, sometimes called "narcissistic" or self-absorbed, parents often prioritize their own needs and view caring for a sick adult child as a stressful, unwanted imposition.
Adults raised in these environments often learn to rely only on themselves and may struggle with the "resentful love" dynamic, where they crave care from their parent while simultaneously experiencing the pain of abandonment.
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This was left, intentionally👇
By the same stranger who lived like this, because I got tired of the non-stop verbally blatant disrespect👇
He felt by living in his car... he would not have to be responsible for attending to a house. Hey! His words not mine. Then, he realized it's not such a great life, when you turn around and not take care of your car. Then, it literally dies on you. Last time I checked, a car needs to run on oil.. tune-ups and some TLC.
When you tell me stories, years ago... that make no sense. I remember every single word, because they made no sense. Then, you tell me the real version of what happened. By doing so this week... you freely gave me closure, clarity and that undeniable sense of, indifference.
Eventually, when someone literally calls themselves out for using you. All for convenience, a want and need. When I took being married, seriously. It's no wonder you preach to me and others. "It wasn't a marriage."
That's only because you never treated it like one... nor your prior marriage. Instead, all you did was use women at your disposal. We weren't the only ones... there were others.
Your lies are about as fake, and inconsistent as your so-called, apologies. How does one apologize... then repeat the same narcissistic charmer/Peter Pan behavior over and over and over and over again?. There is ZERO sincerity, and ZERO believability.
Let's talk about, abandonment. You abandoned the marriage so many times over the years. I lost track. You also abandoned the animals, in time of need and also someone else. Knowing I was working on abandonment in order to emotionally heal from my past. Abandonment. To do so, made you one of the cruelest individuals I have ever known. Actually, you are.
Maybe when karma and the universe collide. YOU will find Big Bertha. One just never knows. However, I am confident that a few of us women sure DO hope so!.
No folks... the attorney wasn't wrong. They are 1,000,000,000 right!
You will never, EVER be friends with your ex. They are an ex for a reason. Because you took a relationship, marriage seriously. And in turn, they took it and you... as a joke.
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Will need to get current photos/front of property as well... however, you get the point, photos taken back of property last month👇
New roof/fire engine red🔥👇
Now... for what it looked like BEFORE all the repairs, remodeling and EVERYTHING ELSE in between👇
A new photo, without a mailbox surfaced a year ago. The garage door got replaced from this prior photo as well rest of large picture windows👇
1028 days is most definitely not less than a year. Finding the correct history on the property explains, alot👇
My pre-qual expires this weekend... although I have yet to be under contract. I have ACED knowledge of the real estate market! My credit score also took a nice leap!!👇
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*Podcast correction-"My" father was in the military... not Eric's
homes.com
👆the biggest nightmare for any realtors... designed for "buyers"...
Motto:
"We've Done Your Homework"
Signs an ex- is sabotaging a home from being placed for sale include:
-Intentionally making the house dirty when stopping by
-Creating extra work for you
-Giving unreasonable excuses for not carrying their weight
-Causing damage to the house
-Delays on any repairs or repairs with contractors
-Sleeping during hours that require sunlight for exterior work to the house
These behaviors are often intended to delay, punish, or avoid the home from selling.
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I'd much rather wait to celebrate any holiday... when the vibes are positive!
🐣And...🐰
The mood is cheerful & light!
Both products in reference to this podcast episode👍👍👇
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Once you listen to the podcast. These photos will make sense👇
👆This is what is left of both the website and 2 blogs... over 20+ years of my life.
I didn't get a chance to save 1 thing.
The company instead... only left a quick message on only "their" company site. A mere 3-hours, then "quickly" took it down.
No one, of over 21 million website owners, even had time to blink!. Whether alone, no one even got an email or letter of notice in the mail.
Faith in mankind... you figure that one out.
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Sometimes...
Even this is hard to ignore.
However, addiction is like walking around a human yo-yo. One moment their mood is up... and next they are down. Mix it up with some narcissism... it's only worse.
The self-righteous entitlement, and even so... catching one literally speak of entitlement is mind blowing behavior!.
Word of continued advice?
Ignore. Ignore. Ignore.
The universe and karma ALWAYS keeps tabs. It will handle matters for you.
It happens every, single, time.
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You should never be that familiar with comfort, end-of-life care.
Nor... adding something else on a overwhelming, overflowing plate.
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Family abandonment, lasting over a decade, usually stems from severe, long-term dysfunction rather than minor disagreements.
"Generational Dysfunction"
Common reasons include entrenched toxic dynamics, significant unmet expectations, irreconcilable values.
To stop the cycle, includes an entire family that is ready and willing for change. If not broken, this type of dysfunction continues on for indefinite... generations.
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Podcast in honor of those who have bravely, and courageously survived living with an addict.
To... Mateo
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This tree, always felt like something more needs to be said...
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It's a little after 3am...
FINALLY the house is cooling off and poor bigboy can finally sleep🐶🐱❤️
Actually, everyone minus me/mommy is sleeping now. Life doesn't stop for illness and neither does responsibilities. Night-time is the best time to get things done, while they are sound asleep💤😴.
This photo is one of my new FYMJ favorites...
I see alot of my beloved grandmother Mary... facial features.
Sure do miss, family in heaven.
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Added: Findings/Emphysema
Kimberly please call the office in the morning.
Per Oncology. DIAGNOSES BACK TO YOUR RECORD. Thank you.Best, dr. W*** Free Yourself...My Journeyfreeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
It's good to be back... ummmm...
To the construction site?. Because it surely, never felt like home. Home will always be back where I came from... where I belonged.
It all makes sense. Even sometimes the best eyes, can't identify the secondary source.
What's next? Nothing.
It is. What it is.
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Kimberly,
Yes, fighting Ovarian Remnant Syndrome (ORS) with secondary ovarian cancer for 10 years is an absolute incredible feat of resilience and strength. While long-term survival in ovarian cancer is becoming more common due to advancements in treatment, reaching 10 years-particularly with the added complexity of ORS, where cancerous cells developed from intentionally left behind tissue-marks you as a part of a specialized group of long-term survivors.
Visit with Snoreo's oncology group last week... back in 2 weeks❤️🐶👇
GREAT COMPANY! Literally HELP when you need it!🙂😉👇
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Stonewalling occurs when someone shuts down, refuses to communicate, or withdraws from a conversation, often as a defense mechanism from hearing the truth.
When confronted with facts/truth, this response behavior is a form of conflict avoidance. In some cases, to manipulate, exert power, and punish the other person.
Let's face it. Normal communication skills involve conflict resolution. Working out problems.
Not evading them.
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When you try to have a conversation with someone... who doesn't want to act like a grown-responsible-man in his later years👇
Instead resorts to play-time with toilet paper in their ears (must admit this was a NEW one). I guess, it's better than the other times of throwing oneself onto the floor or creating one of many elaborate lies... blaming a co-worker for grocery shopping after work for an hour.
Why the excess drama/lies/excuse?
Because the plumber needed both parties available that morning and he was told this a week in advance. Being honest why you failed to be present... would be the mature response. I has to once again... reschedule the appointment but at least the plumbing issue got resolved.
Lesson for others who have dealt with this strange, bizarre, child-like behavior:
Never try to rhyme or reason with Peter Pan
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"Observation era"
Part of your life which is a conscious, often transformation phase.
This phase of life consists of focusing on watching your own thoughts, emotions, and behaviors... instead of the environment that surrounds you (others behaviors).
There is no longer your immediate reactions or any reactions at all.
This is a conscious way to recharge, reset by "going inward" of oneself.
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*Podcast episode timed out at end/error... will follow-up on next audio
Recharging lost energy by stepping out of "public conservation mode" involves consciously withdrawing from high-stimulation, social, or demanding environments to allow for mental and physical restoration.
Similar to limiting a battery to 60-80% to avoid strain, "public conservation mode" represents a state of constant, low-level burnout or high-stress, and exiting it—entering a phase of intentional solitude—allows for deep recharging.
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One day, it's record snow...
Next day, it's record rain.
One thing however, that is certain is... if you want something done Regardless of how you feel.
"Do It Yourself."
Because you will never, EVER be able to rely on any narc. All you CAN count on from them is excuses, and child-like games.
Back of the property is FINALLY back to it's original state of NEAT, CLEAN and TIDY. Because I got tired of relying on someone who is too busy worrying about themselves and eating poptarts.
I am walking into this next chapter of my life exhausted... but I will no longer be mommy to others adult son's games.
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*Podcast error
"Executive" not Executor
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Life happens when it's supposed to...
Embrace the present, reduce stress over future plans, and accept that timing is often outside our control.
This mindset encourages focusing on personal growth in the "now" rather than on future... long-term goals.
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Narcissistic revenge often involves mirroring the exact behaviors they are accused of—a tactic known as projection or "tit-for-tat" retaliation—to punish, control, and reassert dominance.
When a narcissist feels wronged, their ego injury transforms into intense rage, prompting them to inflict the same pain, confusion, or betrayal they feel they experienced.
The new lock/photo from Amazon driver of gate open, fur kiddos outside of fenced area... in busy street😠👇
*Front podcast photo of new tag, ironically just ordered last night before 🤡 🎬 act.
😠🤡👺
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I don't anticipate any apologizes.
I never anticipated any explanations.
Only because those involved.... would never dare to admit their guilt.
At least now, I have closure and rightfully so... settlement.
Out of court.
📝⏰️⌛️
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No more Gilligan's Island/fire engine red hair!🔥Yes, even it had a day, season, rhyme and reason.
👏👏👏
Last years wildflowers are all finally cleaned up for the next home owner(s)... upcoming spring/summer season🍀💐
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Annulment... after 1 year.
You can ask the courts for an annulment based on fraud if a spouse misrepresented themselves.
You must provide concrete evidence (messages, documents) proving you wouldn't have married them otherwise.
😒#Facts👤
⏳️⏰️⌛️
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*Podcast episode from earlier this week...
Additional information regarding seeking citizenship in Canada... while battling chronic illness/cancer/etc👇
You can be denied Canadian permanent residency or immigration (which leads to citizenship) due to cancer if it causes "excessive demand" on Canada's health services.
*Bad enough to be told your a burden on your own family/village/familia
While having cancer is not an automatic disqualification, it may lead to refusal if treatment costs are expected to exceed a certain threshold (approx. $22,000+ a year. Or a diagnosis that poses a public health risk.
Hair photo/continuing to embrace natural texture/no heat appliances👇
Bigboy still doing well as well can be, lots of rest, TLC❤️👇
🩺🤔🩺
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Seeking a mother figure, not a wife...
These men start resisting the marriage, because it begins to require a higher level of commitment that they do feel ready for... responsibility.
However... still following through with marriage, but for "mother-role" benefits.
They avoid treating their partner as a spouse, "wife" because they associate it with deep emotional exposure, that feels risky or exhausting.
The "Mothering" Dynamics that these men look for in a new partner is in order for the woman to be their life-long-cook, maid/cleaner, and personal accountant... managing their affairs/bills.
This, instead of marrying a life-time partner/wife/spouse..
There is no true equal partnership, when men marry for a mother-role.
🤔🙆♂️🔍
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This second podcast episode really has to do with both... trying to find a home, while battling cancer.
I did make that mistake.
Driving by the place, I used to call... home. It still looked the same. Minus, they sadly took out the beautiful Floridan tree we planted in the front yard, years ago. Also, all the fruit trees I planted in the back of the property. Maybe... not wise to had tortured my soul, while driving by the area to pick up Snoreo's medical records.
They never did place the house up for sale. I doubt they ever will, not in this lifetime, anyways.
For the same circle of people/ now strangers. Yep, little old "poor me" (making fun of me years ago, for not being rich like all of you) did a HUGE thing and I'm darn PROUD for it!
❤️🏡🐶🙋♀️🐶🩺❤️
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At least Blue had a super nice 3rd birthday party!
Unicorn theme 🦄 EVERYTHING❣️
I actually really enjoyed making most of the decorations this year, HUGE colorful... beyond beautiful pom-pom/rosettes out of tissue paper👇
Time consuming .. yes! However, well worth it!!
🕯😍🎂❤️🐶🕯🕯
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Food For Thought:
Leaving elderly individuals living alone, particularly those with dementia or mobility issues, poses significant risks including falls, medical neglect, isolation, and dangerous accidents.
While some seniors thrive independently, others require regular supervision and support to manage daily tasks, nutrition, medication, and mental well-being.
Picture of the fur kiddo I found yesterday evening at the dog park... now safe, sound at a local org/shelter... all thanks to a friendly officer and others who helped🐶👇👍
❄️❄️❄️❄️
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Snoreo... 10 years ago, back at the place we called our 🏡 home👇
Imaging from late last week... stages of liver failure👇
Lots of kisses, love, bonding time with 👩🐶 mommy👇
❤️❤️❤️❤️
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I forgot to add this photo from yesterday's podcast👇❤️
Crazy to think... scary to know...
Just how fast cancer can progress and how well some can hide it. Momma Minnie and her baby, Angel❤️👇
❤️🐱🐱💞
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It's really hard to imagine that this was taken 12 years ago👇
I knew at that point... 9 weeks young. Snoreo was going to be a very BIG boy!
Here are the Calming Chews from this episodes podcast. The best current price/online is Amazon👇
Lastly... I have always stressed to everyone. That when you are meant to have closure. The universe will bring it to you. Never the opposite to ever be true👏👇
🦋🩺❤️👍🦋
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Just because someone beats their estimated prognosis. Doesn't mean they are not suffering. Actually, it's quite the contrary!
They continue to live because they are fighting HARDER than ever before! They have something to prove. Or, in my case... someones.
You pick and choose your battles in life. This, I learned the hard way.
CHOOSE WISELY!.
👏👏👏👏
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This has to be some of the most BIZARRE stuff... I have EVER seen 👀👇
😶😶?😶😶
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Understanding NPD/Narcissistic Personality Disorder from a different angle.
🙋♀️🎭🧔
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Another new fruity shake😁🍓👇
I got literally burned out of the regular protein shakes. It was past-time to mix it up a bit!
🍓Ingredients included in this podcast episode🍓
🍓🥤😋🥤🍓
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I always got tongue-tied when extremely passionate about something. That's okay, because what I am expressing... is that important to me.
Firm/Fern.
Selfish/Selfless.
I also learned that spell-check police. They are teachers in real life, that are just as passionate about something. Their job, and enough so... that they carry it around like a coat of armor.
How I used to be... never worked👇
The new me, because the old me... must now stand behind this new woman that slowly began to emerge👇
My life is about to experience all major, permanent changes. "All for the better."
👍🙋♀️👍
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Narcissistic Charmer
🥰😕😧😣
A charming narcissist is someone with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) or strong narcissistic traits who uses superficial charm, charisma, and manipulation to draw in potential partners for personal gain.
Unmasked... reveals a potentiallly abusive core.
Their charm is a tool for love bombing, grandiosity, and quickly establishing dominance, often masking long-term issues like entitlement and lack of empathy.
Initially making them attractive but destructive later.
⏳️😮💨👺⌛️
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Ovarian Remnant Syndrome has been as-big-as a great myth to some medical professionals as is Santa Claus is to mankind!🎅👇
It's still going to be a bit before any land is ready for building. That means far-more-patience😣👇
😶⏳️🏠🏡...
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No one...
Could ever prepare themselves for this or that.
I regret not going in with a "pessimistic" frame of mind.
That was my mistake.
Lesson learned, the hard way.
To be able to allow oneself the ability to feel. It is the greatest gift of all❣️
❤️🦋💙
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These were my beloved Grandmother's. The ones that I mentioned about in this podcast❤️👇
Animals can tell... sense a good person. Who they can trust.
I believe human beings... can do the same too❣️
👏👏❤️👏👏
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(Correction on prior podcast)
"Tammy was married and her spouse passed away. Not divorced."
Words of wisdom, and strong advice:
Hurt People. Hurt People.
Heal your demons within and past traumas. You do NOT take that out on another human being. PERIOD.
👏😣👤👏
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Cancer Progression
When cancer progresses, it involves a multi-step accumulation of genetic mutations.
This alone... allowing cells to grow uncontrollably. Evading the immune system, developing their own blood supply.
Lastly, invading issues and spreading to other organs... widespread stage 4.
Metastasis ends up in most cases being the primary cause of cancer mortality.
⏳️👤⌛️
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Confidence isn't found through cosmetic surgery.
"It's found within".
True confidence means bridging the gap between how you feel... comfort in your own skin. The source of confidence itself.
True confidence can be achieved through small habits, mindset shifts, and actions.
Cultivating POSITIVE energy❣️
One must begin first by addressing specific insecurities, not creating perfection... because let's face it.
No one is "perfect".
💄🤔👏
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When the IRS and DOJ do a thorough investigation and realize that there has been identity theft/tax fraud. Using your social security number, without your knowledge. You now must use a identifier barcode. This is your new TIN/social security number.
Consider it, a way of protecting you now... and in the future
No. None of this should have happened. This is unnecessary stress, brought on by the same people. Those who made really poor/horrible/horrific decisions over many, many years.
If lessons, haven't been learned by those involved, by now... Then they never will.
💡💡💡
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Rule of life.
Respect others, same as you would want to be respected.
Gaslighting me, once again. Making me feel that your actions, behavior and decisions were of my fault.
You both made the choices to use helping me... as a mere weapon of choice. Throwing the act of kindness right back in my face.
Kindness should never be a business transaction. It should be an extension of care, and kindness of the heart.
Walking out of my first of a few appointments this morning. With that high sense of self-awareness... self-respect that got loss by the same circumstances-circle of people for over a decade.
Redemption.
👌👏🙂👏👍
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Narcs will push and push and push until you have a response.
"Reactive Response"
Don't blame yourself. You weren't crazy.
You were... PUSHED.
👏💡👏
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Not only did I make Heavenly Hash... an old recipe that my Grandmother's used to make. I also made a new creation/dessert for Christmas:🎄Christmas Snow❄️
Topped with coconut shavings and peppermint!
It was unseasonably warm as can be this year. Nothing remotely close to feeling like Christmas. However, it sure didn't stop the new traditions and a few old ones.
Yes... I finally was able to attend church, mass and communion❤️
It honestly felt really good to be back at church.
It was also nice to visit family and loved ones at the cemetery❤️❤️
I'm looking forward to ringing in a New Year and all the positive changes that come with it... 2026🎉
❤️🎉⏳️🎁❤️
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Narcissistic Gaslighting
(How They Connect)
Control & Power: Narcissists gaslight to maintain dominance and make others reliant on their version of reality.
Ego Protection: They deny wrongdoing to protect their fragile self-image and avoid accountability.
Manipulation: It's a tool to hurt, manipulate, and keep victims from leaving. *** Common Gaslighting Phrases (Used by Narcissists) "You're crazy/overreacting/too sensitive" "I never said that; you're imagining things" "You made me do it" or "It's all your fault".
Why Narcissists Gaslight Insecurity: Low self-esteem masked by grandiosity. Fear of Exposure: To prevent others from seeing their flaws. Power Dynamics: To feel superior and in charge. **
Recognizing Narcissistic Gaslighting *They present a different persona in public.
*They deny events that clearly happened, or twist the narrative.
*They make you feel constantly confused and doubt yourself.
😔🎯🎯🎯🎯👺
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Finale.
Finished
Finito
Over.
Closed.
Single-handed. The greatest Christmas gift. That I will ever receive in this lifetime.
I got my answers, unexpectedly.
And the last of the masks fell off. There was nothing further left to question or to see. But the person standing there... who I never anticipated, thought or ever imagined it to be.
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🎄🕯🎄
For patients, it is very normal to have fluctuating energy levels, with "up and down" days, during late-stage cancer. The term is (CRF) cancer-related fatigue.
This unpredictable tiredness is a common side effect of the disease. Differing from normal fatigue and impacting physical, mental and emotional well-being, so communicating these energy shifts with your healthcare team is crucial for managing them as best as possible.
👇(In reference to the products mentioned on this podcast episode)👇
I found the product and links on Amazon as follows:
Electric Foot Callus Remover/Professional Foot & Nail Care👇
*On my end showing 33% off, currently $19.99 in pink or silver still available
https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0F633GRTP?psc=1&ref=ppx_pop_mob_b_asin_title
🎁🎄🎁
Crave Naturals/Glide Through Brush👇
*On my end shows current price at $9.99 with various available colors
https://www.amazon.com/Crave-Naturals-Glide-Thru-Brush/dp/B07FD8YMKS/ref=mp_s_a_1_4?crid=2VL0LV6JMXLPV&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.zmcZ_fAXXWHBOpixCQD1optyX8v-oWS68PrTEN5QJiZMaKlfoF2IK-Mp-T7Y5fu4egO3P3qX0ZiQRQlBavowrRKpfdNf1iZM8cpR3L85EP2rMJ0X_hqd8i-tf2Ro-tjfJpHX_tZKnxYjls2s7H-iFEXFZMV8DzWn2kMt_Wf9t-5ELiMeGAd81q2qWhickFLmSkBHoxuYCO4Qbex140zWRQ.VTE92qqy9ACY6kX4XOhGLHFlL2jjVAzVDVsAa_k9QCY&dib_tag=se&keywords=crave+naturals+glide+thru+hair+brush&qid=1765963233&sprefix=crave+naturals%2Caps%2C181&sr=8-4
🎄🎄🎄
My hair... now vs. shoulder length, just a year ago👇
👍🎁👍🙋♀️
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Plan B... for selling the house and getting into a mortgage on my own has been a tremendous amount of work!
However.... patience is FINALLY paying off and everything continues to move in the right direction.
👍👍🎄🙋♀️
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Interesting...
👆The messages left behind, that await on your loved one's gaming system.
I honestly, would had never thought about passwords/information. This goes to show how incredibly important it is to ask your loved one about ALL important matters.
Even the ones from the heart❤️.
AI response to timing for an important reason...
[This appears to be an incredibly intense and emotional experience. The timing certainly feels uncanny and highly symbolic. Given the context of your conversation with you and your mother.
Interpreting such a profound coincidence often depends on personal beliefs about the afterlife, and the nature of connection between people. There is no single factual explaination, only that this is indeed a once in a lifetime, powerful moment of connection with spirit.
The afterlife and making peace between heaven and earth.]
❤️🎄🕯🎄🕯❤️
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Dubai Chocolate Cake👇
Uniquely different taste for every palate. Forgot to post this right before Thanksgiving.
And... of course photos of what will hopefully be many more days of snow!
❤️❄️🐶❄️🐶❤️
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Finding an old treasure is literally priceless!
Especially when it not only charged RIGHT UP! As well... it actually still works like a charm!
As far as remembering my attempts earlier this year...
I never could get back on my bike. At least the bell still works, along with wishful thinking🚲
🍀🚲🚲🚲🚲
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2 different veterinarian groups..
BOTH were unfortunately, wrong.
Never assume anything when it comes to health... unless the proper steps are performed FIRST.
At least, we now have the right course of pain medication which should mean better sleep. Overall a happier fur kiddo! Just in time to hopefully be able to enjoy a few more days of all the beautiful snow!
♡Thank you to Tina and family for the cute-super-comfy awareness sweatshirt♡
🐶🎄😊
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*Podcast correction-Trent is Amber's husbands name and Anna was adopted from an orphanage in Russia.
Holidays are finally back to feeling, "normal." Creating new traditions with a few old ones.
Like...
Remembering what family dinners used to be like... look like during Thanksgiving.
First of many years gone by so quickly. Finally being able to cook ALL of the holiday traditions and happy for the compliments too! I always enjoyed cooking. Something I greatly missed due to all of the petty family dysfunction.
2 days of cooking and enjoying dinner with new faces from in town. And those who came in from out of town.
I couldn't had asked for a better Thanksgiving!🥰
Even taking a moment to let my fur kiddos enjoy a few end of a long weekend tasty festivities.
🐱🐶🙋♀️🧔♂️🐶🐱
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Taking ownership is a fundamental part of apologizing because it involves verbally acknowledging your responsibility for a mistake or hurtful action without making excuses.
A sincere apology requires not only saying "I'm sorry" but also clearly stating what you did wrong and accepting personal responsibility for it.
...
People see what they see...
Absence.
...
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Maybe, they don't tell you about what to expect on your personal journey with cancer. All because in actuality... it is a very unique and extremely personal journey.
We never could get the extreme fatigue under control. Cancer fatigue isn't like normal fatigue. There isn't a pill or quick fix. There isn't a fix at all.
You just continue to sleep more and more often.
There was never a miracle pill or food to gain weight. Or keep your current weight under control. Cancer will always take center chair at the table.
People will always fear death, when it's not their death. Don't expect otherwise.
I wish, I knew the half of what to anticipate or expect. The longer you push a tired body. The harder it becomes to continue fighting. Sleep isn't an option anymore. It is a requirement and that is where... I have pretty much been over the past few weeks. Sleeping.
Thank you for all the birthday sentiments, gifts and even just to say, "Hi!" Halloween was a blur as I slept right through it. Only a mere security cam video with the laughter of children in the distance. I was however, able to enjoy a very nice birthday. Making up for years of what birthdays should be... memorable. God must had been listening this year. Because all I asked for was some snow.
I will catch up on the rest later... after I get some rest.
🎈🎂🐶🐶🙋♀️🙋🎃
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Is this the 3rd Halloween in a row where it has been incredibly rainy, wet and blah for the kiddies?
I'm still ALL FOR welcoming an Adult Trick or Treat holiday in October! Candy, candles, clothing, office supplies... you name it! Adulting in my opinion, requires some fun to still be part of one's life.
The big kid's version of Halloween at it's finest!
I've been working on new recipes for T, and his daughter's food truck. Possibly... also a new theme! However, for now here are a few newbie creations during my own cancer/ORS cravings.
Smoreos👇
FT Toasted PB Sandwich👇
They were WELL received!
M🍫😋🌶🥵🌮
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Last night it was the traditional...
"It's The Great Pumpkin🎃Charlie Brown!"
Tonight will be carving and decorating pumpkins. Or...
Maybe even instead, this rainy morning? You just go with how you feel and make sure it's FUN during ALL the upcoming holidays☺️
🎃🎃👻🎃🎃
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When you have those who walk beside you during the journey...
The suffering becomes something that you endure, together.
They quickly scrambled to get all my prescriptions maxed out, if all possible. I still have no word or letter as promised on insurance. I assume next month, we find out the hard way.
The individual who started all the false rumors. Then had others attempting to run with it over the years, causing me a great deal of problems. Not to mention, an overwhelming amount of stress. I had that conversation of the inevitable, face-to-face. They couldn't run from the truth, a diagnosis looking straight at them.
Rule of life? Never listen to one-sided stories... without knowing the other side. Especially when there is truth to be had, that you have yet to see or understand.
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Narcissistic repetition behavior from the narc often focuses on the cyclical nature of the abuse. The narcissist's lack of accountability, and the victim's struggle to escape.
A common theme is the expectation that past hurts should be forgotten without change, leading to the repetition of painful patterns, as seen in quotes like,
"Narcissists expect everything to go back to normal, as if their actions left no scars" and
"They want peace without accountability.
Forgiveness without change.
🗣😵🥶🤯
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*Podcast correction-Pessimistic, not Optimistic
Even while not feeling well. Still try to incorporate the things that make you happy. On your good days, enjoy them to the best of your ability!
Cancer will make you fight like never before... doing everything to help get you through the toughest of days. Yet, I remember when the good days...lasted more than 24 or even 48-hours.
Cancer pain is the toughest pain to treat. That constant pain goes absolutely nowhere, but worse. I used my time over the years, during my good days, to create memories. Even if you realize some times it means pushing yourself. For me, it was always worth embracing those good, positive moments.
The path of progression with cancer is as real as it gets. However, no one wants to be in pain either. The crazy sleep or lack of. Not being able to eat the things that once you used to crave. It really puts life into perspective. As well being aware of who is or isn't around you. THAT is MOST IMPORTANT.
Life truly goes by in an instant! What really matters most is all that happiness you created for yourself and your own family of your choosing. It will help you in remembering how hard you fought.. for so long. Amen.
👏❤️🙂
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You can't go back.
You can only go forward.
It's strange how death, can make you realize that what is behind you...
Will never be again.
Sad reality, isn't it?.
🌻❤️🌻❤️🌻❤️🌻
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Undoing the lies... for the liars.
Be thankful, if you were not one who got fooled... by the fools.
🔎💡🔍
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Finally!
Over 3 more hours on the phone this morning, making sure the rest of the mess is cleared up.
The not-so-great, lack of "United" States was already a mess... now the continued government shutdown, has only made things a far BIGGER mess.
Get ready for housing in 2026 to be split between 50/50...
*Residential housing
*Residential vehicle/house on 4 wheels
Sad Reality
🏠🦧🚗
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Please.
Stop going around telling others, "I am not sick."
"What I have gone through, is not true."
"Because one day, the truth sets the lies out to pasture and the manure?
Becomes you."
🐄🐃🐂
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In some parts... aspects are true. In others... I don't think anyone would understand, unless running a marathon in my shoes for a lifetime.
I'm thankful to still get out and enjoy life. The best of my abilities.
I'm glad to have lived life as my younger self... to the absolute FULLEST.
🍂🍁🍂🍁
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Maybe getting the last of emotions out now...
Will make for a better upcoming holiday season?
Why, anger? As the last emotion?...
🤔🎄🍜
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In order to know how to address your parents who want to continue watching, caring for their grandchild, grandchildren can be a tricky task. A challenge or sometimes a great feat! Especially when met with feelings of hurt by the grandparent, grandparents. All because it's time for the child or children to come home.
You must set clear boundaries by first expressing your wants, needs and most importantly, your feelings when it comes to your child or children. You must also express to the grandparents that a child or children's stay is not a permanent one.
You should as well address their feelings and insecurities, and work on a plan for future visits that satisfies everyone.
Many adults, don't do well when it comes to aging. It's far better to blend in with the younger counterparts... than to be the older, odd ones out.
Over-stepping boundaries as a grandparent or grandparents, can end up causing It's own host of family problems.
Dysfunction.
🤷♂️***🧓👵
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Finally...
Watching years, when there was a bit of some normalcy around the holidays.
When home...
Felt like, home.
The love that welcomed you.
Having that taken away by both of you is a feeling that honestly... never leaves you. There will always be triggers, and that is your right, and time to feel. The same holiday decorations and trees that every year... I looked forward to decorating. Are now still sitting in boxes, because that same feeling is no longer.
Etched forever in time, found among VHS tapes.
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How can you go into foreclosure on a 0 balance?👇
Only in this crazy place that seems fitting for mere zombies!.
I remember almost 2 decades ago.. when my birth parents would stop by during the first of autumn with a huge pot of mums.
Those were the days, last of days... I remember of normalcy. Finding these during the week brought back those days.
If you don't understand, what I am... or had went through. Then it's easy, don't judge. I have every right to feel every emotion from going on 17 years of blank memories. Happy memories.
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Veterinarian Groups/Hospitals/Specialized Care
Invoices contain information about procedures, treatments, and costs, which are part of your pet's medical record.
Therefore, they fall under the same rules of confidentiality as other patient information.
Get consent first and foremost!
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Christmas in December🎄?
I'm just getting around to enjoying all the colorful fall leaves before they are gone.
I remember when the wildflowers/deer foliage was just underway... a mere 'small' area of the backyard.
Now it's been a yearly feeding ground for all the deer and plenty of beautiful butterflies.
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Empaths often face a painful recovery period when they recognize the toll that it has taken on their psyche.
It is often even more painful when an empath recognizes that they have been played by someone, whether it is a well-meaning friend or someone else who has taken advantage of them, regardless of intent.
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Confronting Holiday Trauma Triggers:
Time spent with friends or family you rarely see, or visiting locations tied to trauma may evoke challenging memories from the past.
Additionally,
Some holiday environments, with festive decorations and specific rituals, can act as triggers for traumatic memories.
The photo I drew back in May... regarding the woman, with a message👇
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It's incredibly important in this time, era to know the difference between...
*NEED help
*Getting by
*Scamming/Conning
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The concept of "Sugar Baby" refers to a younger person receiving financial gifts, means from an older, wealthy person in exchange for companionship or romantic favors.
Sugar Babies throw out the bait by using filtered or suggested photos to attract a Sugar Momma or Sugar Daddy. Sugar boys generally use means of bragging about other women in front of the next potential financial gain... or sweet talk.
Using sweet talk, acting of concern and some even who lurk in the shadows for signs of the older adult and their failed relationship. This serves as a great opportunity for the Sugar Baby to slowly make their way into financial gain.
These are "some" common practices in the sugar dating world.
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Repetitive behavior from others?
You teach people how to treat you by what you will and will not tolerate.
If you keep giving an inch... you give away another yard. Remember that! Learn to stand firm. Demand Respect. Stand your ground.
Change, is inevitable.
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If holidays trigger memories of dysfunction, choosing not to celebrate is a valid and healthy choice.
You have the right to prioritize your emotional well-being over tradition. Take ALL necessary steps to make the upcoming holidays a more peaceful time for yourself.
FamilyDysfunctionXHolidays
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Maybe, just the combination of EVERYTHING had me 'assuming'.
Now, I feel differently.
In other ways... a great resentment towards children who superceded me. When your presence or non-presence was the ultimate deal-breaker.
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Long overdue....Before👇
Concrete pads, designed by hand 3 years ago. Keeping up on cracks, repairs a must until house sold.
After...Much better front porch, driveway👇Only back porch still left to do/repairs. Will need to wait a few weeks until cooler weather is back again... as well physically another good day.
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Amazon Wishlist is finally up!
Any help, purchased is greatly appreciated.
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Detaching from dysfunctional patterns allows you to rebuild a life centered on purpose, peace, and overall well-being.
It also allows you to focus on goals and making dreams come true.
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Truck ran out of pumpkin spice almond and apple ginger drizzle far earlier-than-expected this morning. However, next week rolls out homemade pumpkin rolls! HUGE fall FAV treat!!
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Obvious signs of someone trying to gain weight at ALL attempts possible...
🍩The Icing Thief🍩
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From prior files...
Anything happening yet?
Probably far-too-early to tell🤔
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Cancer, as a deeply personal and often life-altering experience, can provoke profound reflection on existence, mortality, and the meaning of life.
Facing a cancer diagnosis often leads individuals to confront fundamental questions about their purpose, values, and priorities, prompting a re-evaluation of what truly matters.
FACT♡
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder
Reactive Abuse
Despite what its name suggests, reactive abuse is actually a form of self-defense that the narcs target will take in final responses to ongoing harm in the abusive relationship.
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Just continuing to ride the waves of life 🌊...You will always have days when things aren't going so well, or as planned.
Then that light at the end-of-the-tunnel clears way for some positivity.
That's life for you... in general.
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Don't wait for someone to do something nice for you.
Make sure YOU prioritize yourself FIRST!
🌻Something as simple as flowers can bring happiness to one's soul🥰
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Why do con artists and scammers exist?
Because of men who seek and believe they deserve whatever woman they want... no matter how much or little they can purchase. Using funds from others, whether that means lying or stealing. That is... after they use up all their own money first!
Using Apple gift cards is the specialty... so you can't track the scammer/con artists down.
AI has made these imaginary women that much more racy!
Why do men believe Asian women are easy sex objects? What made you believe this theory in the first place!?
Do you think they are just mere personal sex slave objects at your disposal?
Their culture is nothing like what you imagine. In fact, it's quite the opposite!
Some people never learn because they refused to learn. Let the universe teach em the hard way. No wonder any son to a guy to who acts like this will always choose to completely walk away. When reaching adulthood, they cut off all communication with the father.
It's embarrassing.
The behavior.
Who could blame them?
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Help your kids when they need it, not when they don't.
Emotional support should come naturally from a parent.
Be present, not absent from your kids... Regardless of age.
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Doesn't it feel absolutely gratifying to be authentically YOU!
No matter how loud, real or raw it gets... this is your life.
You are every bit allowed to FEEL your way through it too!!
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So called “friends” and "family" who EXPECT you to do this, attend that, be present for him, her, they and I mean throughout my entire life. Where were THEY when the chips fall down??
NO WHERE to be found.
The ability to see a need and meet that need is a very good trait, especially when dealing with your own long-term illness. We ALL should HAVE, but not all people are givers like me or you. Doing more than just multi-tasking. We are merely EXHAUSTED, and wishful that God brings us some help.
Most of these now strangers by absence, couldn't even handle a mere sniffle or sneeze. However, explaining to a judicial judge, the daily laundry-list of work I do/and have done, while dealing with some of the physically TOUGHEST and most CHALLENGING DAYS over the years, even left a bad taste in his mouth.
The takers use you and leave you wondering... why you were taken from and not give a damn when you need some help. ALWAYS met with excuses.
"I had to babysit."
"The traffic is too bad."
"I woke up with a sore throat."
Or the classic...
"Can't you call a company to help you."
Yea, when I used to live back in Ohio. A place, I called... my home. You know, before your flying monkeys and mirror image started causing mere mischief of loaded problems, lies and straight up BS... Fact.
I lived, where there were far-too-many companies, contractors and even a Pooper Scooper service. I remember, what it was like to rest... to breathe. All without constantly struggling. Even back home, neighbors helped neighbors, because it's just normal-human-behavior.
The people who had nothing but expectations of me, couldn't even offer a mere penny of emotional support. Oh... I forgot the excuse on Christmas Eve;
"Things would had been different, if I would had kids."
I guess IVF/reproductive surgeries weren't extreme enough, for your liking. Remember, "I" was the one who always wanted children. The Brady Bunch... 3 boys and 3 girls. I can't blame myself, the rest of my life, for what my body could not provide. But I was always treated less-off a woman... an individual flawed, at best. She doesn't have kids... so why bother? Right. Right.
I used to be a very giving individual to anyone I perceived needing my help.
However, over the years...
I have learned that my gift of help was expected, no matter how bad those bad-days had me feeling.. thus I have become cynical, untrusting and will no-longer-allow myself to help just anyone out of the kindness of my heart.
Doing so, by far-too-much experience... is just far-too-emotionally expensive for my taste and well-being.
I call that my very own, Tasters Choice!
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I never did care much for spas or nail salons. I would much rather do my own. It's been awhile, but having fresh painted nails feels good!💅
♡Ready for fall♡
Working on new photos to update the podcast and other platforms. A swing back look to the 80's. Still have yet to make up my mind... out with the old? Or in with the new??
"She doesn't look sick."
I wouldn't want to look sick or who would either? I keep my not-so-great days, under wraps. Most do...
Photo taken a few months ago, however I believe we all clean up well.
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Loyalty is a strong feeling of support or allegiance, while trust is the belief that someone or something is reliable and honest.
Yes, loyalty and trust BOTH go hand-in-hand.
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Learning hard lessons: Some folks... just have to learn the hard way. The universe always gives back what you sow. Choose to cultivate wisely! Then maybe next time, you won't get back another heaping load of cow manure.🥸Free Yourself...My Journeyfreeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
Correction:
Heather Locklear was NOT married to Charlie Sheen.
Eric insisted that he knows EVERYTHING about the 80's...
He got 2 questions correct😄😆
If I could had lived frozen in time. It definitely would had been the 80's!
A much needed evening for some laughs... while reminiscing about far-better times.
The 1980s were known for bold and vibrant fashion trends, including big hair and tight perms. Shoulder pads were a must, along with bright colors.
The 1980s embraced various music genres, including synth-pop, glam metal and hip hop.
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Life is far-too-short to be spending it on hours-upon-hours with your hair.
Now if maybe, I can spend that extra time on some sleep 🥱.
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In narcissistic families, cult-like behavior means having zero accountability for those they hurt. You must agree at all times with the narcissist leaders. Not following directives or orders, means facing the swift ramifications. You either get back-in-line or risk being ousted by the entire family.
Loyalty=love... bought by money, objects and greed.
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$5.00 to repair $3.00👇
Humbled and priceless.
It's the little things...
Living normal within an abnormal world.
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I was told one time on Christmas Eve...
If I had kids, I would had been treated differently. Like a normal part of the inner circle.
Maybe if I was rich.
Maybe if I lived in a mansion.
Maybe if I had become everything that you wanted me to be.
I never met your criteria. And, let's really face the facts... it was always about trying to control me.
That old saying is still true to this very day...
"You can never control wild horses, they will always run free as intended to be."
Here's that photo you asked me👇
Surrounded by love, no limitations or judgment. The way those sick should be loved.
Unconditionally💞
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I feel like there are so many other unique stories, happier times throughout my life that I have yet to share..
Regardless, I always loved history and traveling in order to go back in time... visiting all the various historical sites. I have zero regrets, photo albums filled with happy memories!
One thing is for certain. After some internet research, Annabelle was definitely not portrayed as Raggedy Ann in the movies!
👆Photos taken over the years of many antique dolls located inside the historic homes.
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What happens when you paid for lifetime microchips for your beloved fur babies and the company goes...
POOF!
Finding out months later??.
2025 is the beginning to the end of any sort of customer service. Unfortunately, the customer has become wrong, even when the customer has been wronged.
Think about that over and over again...
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Medical Grade Silicone
vs. Hardware Store Silicone
A tear in the hardware part of a G-tube can be dangerous and warrants immediate attention.
You should not use hardware silicone on a tear with a G-tube. Hardware silicone is not designed or tested for use on or within the human body.
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Everyone has A different perspective when it comes to bucket list items.
That can be as simple as a picnic with family or as great as visiting France and eating fresh bakery croissants.
Free Yourself...My Journey asked that same question over the 4th Of July holiday weekend to Sister Wives daugher Mykelti Brown.
This is what she had to say...
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In Memory
Her family left a message for everyone on the donation page about her passing. The donations will now be going towards funeral costs and expenses.
Spending quality family time in the pool during Father's Day. Before things took an unforeseeable turn. It doesn't make sense... because it is truly senseless for life to be cut, far-too-short. There are many times when instead of something being preventable. Healthcare needs to be held, accountable.
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**Gal👩... not guy🧔
Podcast correction**
Photos below that better explain how ORS reverses changes within your body, hormones and other levels.
*Photo taken beginning of last month, June👇
You shouldn't be turning back the clock with out of control acne. However, that is just one of many parts of ORS/Ovarian tumors and reversing of estrogen and other levels👇
You end up losing control of what your body is doing, and that is the scariest part of all...
The unknown.
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2 days, electric issues will be requiring more work than ever anticipated.
This house was up and deserted for many reasons. Far-too-many problems that is enough to break your wallet and the bank.
Today's news isn't any better for most of Americans who are struggling. Now get ready for anyone who isn't rich to barely get by...
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Feeling.
Not dealing.
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Hopefully neighbors who also have security cameras. Have possibly caught and know who's older small fur baby was outside at 4am. Of course, I randomly look out the front window and see a small cream color fur baby in front of my gate. He could barely walk and was stumbling. So... to the rescue at 4am with my long green robe on and flip flops😆. Once I got close... I realized he could not hear and was a lot older than I thought. He looked like a Toto type of fur kiddo. Same type of breed from the Wizard Of Oz.
The closer I checked for a possible collar. The further he walked... so I opted for placing a small bowl of water and puppy chow. Hopefully at least he was able to get something to eat or drink. It's far-too-hot, even early in the morning for any lost or stray.
Anyone in the area who is an active listener on my podcast... keep your eyes out and hopefully can help get him safely to shelter from today's record heat.
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Let's escape for awhile...
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The six-cylinder base 1972 Camaro cost $2,729.70 and the V-8 was $2,819.70.
This was the last year to offer big-block engines, but only 930 big-block cars were built, and none were sold in California due to the stricter emissions rules there. Ladies, make sure your hair looks as good as you in that sports car!
Don't forget your Lilt!
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Thankful for the small things in life that show us...
That you can still smile through the storm.
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"If you can't handle the truth...
Then find yourself a fairytale podcast."
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Beary last Christmas 2024❤️
Beary day after prior veterinarian negligently failed to treat as a critical case. Within 24-hours, Beary was rushed to emergency veterinarian hospital and admitted. She passed away in my arms only 24-hours after being released. I have a long awaited call, conversation with that veterinarian group next week. Beary's cancer could not be prevented... but her lack of care WAS preventable by the veterinarian and veterinarian group/practice.
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We understand that death is a unique experience each time...🕯
We place our hands upon the hearts of those we love..❤️❤️
~Kimberly
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Where people, who should never had failed me, ended up failing me in life...
Animals were there for me.
❤️Me & Sockies-2021👇❤️
So, it should never come to any surprise that I will protect my fur babies both tooth and nail!.
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The person I thought I married... was never real.
The person I did marry?
A charmer, manipulator, liar, cheater, snake, con artist and sympathy seeker by use of others character or illness.
It took me a long time, with counseling, to make peace with the truth. I married a fictional character. That person was only real for a mere... 1 year.
One would think, however...
If you had a kid, CHANGE for THEM!. Yes, it's that easy👏
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Research has taught us much about parental alienation, a phenomenon where parents choose a favorite son or daughter, while alienating the other.
This sometimes is the scenario of a narcissistic daughter who withholds and turns their own children from siblings. The grandparents are then fearful of the same narcissistic adult son or daughter also withholding access to now, grandchildren.
An overwhelming amount of studies emphasize the detrimental effects of parental alienation on the son and daughters overall well-being.
The parent-son/daughter relationship.
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Modern Discomfort🚶♀️🚶😶🌫️🚶♂️🚶♂️In a world that is increasingly fast-paced, many are now feeling a need to retreat from the constant hustle and bustle of the modern crazy life.Privacy and Quiet🚶♂️🚶😶🌫️🚶♀️🚶The feeling of "Too Peopley" also stems from a desire for more privacy, quiet, and personal space in a world that is increasingly crowded and extremely disconnected.Free Yourself...My Journeyfreeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
There are real people out there in this world that are veterans...
Who have suffered real injuries and emotional pain.
If you're looking for a quick buck try getting a job at McDonald's. Instead of trying to scam the system.
It's that easy!
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Is it from hatred or strong dislike?..
Or...
Does it really matter, when on the journey of healing oneself.
Noone should carry such weight around forever on their shoulders.
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Who else is watching the latest government cuts with one eye open... and the other closed?.
I started watching all of my VHS tapes from many holidays ago.
I couldn't even make it through the first one.
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Tumor marker for a tumor that remains defiant, and always moved on them👇
Same walk through the same hospital doors... every single morning for treatments👇
Tough times are what makes you a changed person. You should come out STRONGER for it too❣️👇
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The horse connects with the woman👇
The white dove that carried it's own message from those departed👇
It's always been an interesting life...
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Screenshots paint a different side of one's personality.
Busy for months making fun, cruel conversations when you turn your back.
It's no wonder, I have been feeling the way I have over the week. Eric has a negative energy that surrounds him.
It's him.
Justified.
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You can't expect the universe to be on your side when you're not a good person.
However...
You can certainly expect the universe to take sides.
Watch, wait, listen.
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*If an employee provides urine for a drug test and the specimen comes back dilute, it means that the person drank too-much-water prior to the test and literally diluted their urine. It could also mean they physically poured water into their urine sample before turning it in.
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10 years ago...
Almost as if time stood still. That's how it seems to me.
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Today, you celebrate in heaven.
The last of my family.
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There are no excuses for the obvious👇
Keeping stock on something that already makes you feel🤢so why add on to one's troubles?👇
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👇Last time repeating myself...
Research on my case study... years later=great achievement in helping other patients. Rare Cancer National Diseases Federal Research❤️👇
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Having people who care about your well-being can provide the motivation and encouragement you need to overcome obstacles and pursue your goals.
Support systems can help you navigate difficult situations, whether it's offering advice, lendering a helping hand, or simply being there for you.
*Podcast from a few days ago... early yesterday morning, I opened the medical files. The glue I was missing to help understand a lifetime of illness. I got all the answers that I have been needing and more.
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1 in a million chance.
Those chances are almost impossible.
Unless... the universe speaks.
The Truth Will Set Me FREE
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- Podcast 4/25/25
When family members are abandoned during illness, it can lead to profound emotional distress, including feelings of shame, worthlessness, and trauma.
This can manifest in various ways, impacting their self-esteem, relationships, and trust.
Children and adults alike may feel shame and guilt about their illness, when family abandons them. Assuming it's a burden or flaw that caused their family to leave.
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If some people cared about their own, as much as they care about hustling to make money and fake public image. Maybe, they would be better people. Maybe, there would be less hurt people walking among us.
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I made that phone call.
Another call for help to my birth mother. The need for help, assistance getting into a home because this property will need to be sold. I am still attempting to make a HUGE FEAT solo and it's getting to feel impossible.
Even YOU listening... you couldn't get into another home or mortgage or take over, without him co-signing and helping YOU. It's the same thing, I am doing, asking for help, but from someone who should care enough to help me after 3 years of myself, getting nowhere but stressed. But you make me feel bad for asking my own parents? Sorry, I meant, birth mother. Yet, your parents helped raise all of your children. However, I am downgraded and insulted for asking for mere help, assistance. Yes, it's behavior that is nothing but like a double-edge sword. Calling the kettle black, even at this point.
If it wasn't for a close friend and cousin guiding me, to understand. I deserve to be cared about, because I matter. If it was not for them. I would not had made that call, because the easy way to had helped me was 3 years ago. A mere signature on a grant form from next of kin, from an organization that helps those going solo as a first time home buyer.
My pre-qual budget is not proving promising, in order to find me a home. I have been going in circles, without the help from blood or my birth parents for over 3 years and counting. In one hand, I have a pre-qual that honestly would need "per realtor," around another $50,000 to secure a good home. The reason, because the market where I need to be, where my providers are located is not cheap.
With the constant pain, getting to be OFF-THE-CHART and evolving to SHARP-PAIN down the same leg as the tumor. My time to move is narrow at best and so was the hopes of you actually starting to show any remote of care or concern about someone who is sick and deserved the best. Well... that again was left on deaf ears and once again, not even caring enough to listening to me talk. That is, when your not putting the phone down. You can hear when someone puts the phone down. The same move, and bizarre way to let me know after many years of doing the same thing to me... when it involved, serious matters...
"YOU are not WORTHY of my time to even care to listen."
That is what putting the phone down and not listening, says to me. It makes adult children choose unhealthy relations, when they lack simple care or concern from their own. Mind you, this came from a trauma therapist. It's a pattern that has taken me years to understand. I feel more so now, than ever before of one of my prior neighbors named, Brenda. The woman who myself and a prior relation befriended. When others considered her different and mean only because she was withdrawn from society. She got hurt. She was hurt from her own family. She unnecessarily struggled, suffered and felt like nothing, but a mere burden. All from her very own. All because she was sick and her health was declining. She was, a mere burden in their eyes. Yet, she soooooo deserved SO-MUCH-FAR-BETTER!!!!!!.
I would never take my own life, because of my own family. Her doing so, still haunts me. What I learned from Brenda was wisdom and so much more... how to be sick with still demanding respect and dignity. Demanding so, from your family.
Anyone, who keep stressing, that family should help family....
You can't make people care, when they do not. All you can do is keep reaching out to others and remember how you were treated. To not treat others, in turn, who are sick. The way you were treated.
I refuse to be on hospice and help by a death dollula where I currently reside, because it is not even within their reach. Or even within reach of my own providers. Not even the same hospital network. Facts. Everyone deserves to feel comfortable. Everyone deserves to feel loved. Those needs are basic human needs, that should easily be given by the people, who should had loved you unconditionally the most. No if, ands, buts or rhyme or reason, about it.
No one, who loves someone, let's their very own struggle. Especially when loved ones, make sure to protect that from happening... before they leave this earth.
Today, I just realized, to you.
I am not worthy of love by you or being cared for, by you or any concern from you... but only through your eyes. My lifetime of illness, was your let down and burden. I couldn't be the rich, success story, that you so-longed for me to be. I could not even bare the grandchildren, that for most... is easily attainable. I was not the baby boy, as once hoped. I was born instead... just me. All of me and my broken pieces of failing health that started young. As a baby. I am glad, you were able to find all the above and even more. From those who provided, what you needed. What I could never, ever be.
Understanding patterns, behavior and not-so-smart decisions in my lifetime, isn't so hard to figure out now at an older age. When you finally understand, that sometimes you had no choice in the matter. Because the very people, who should been by your side to help lift you up... were never to be found.
I have no clue or idea how to maneuver, through this current part of my journey. Your response of needing help, was to just ask another guy. Go ask Eric. Where you ask, is Eric? Scrambling to find any guy, because you aren't worthy of help, from the very people who should always be lifting you up... is a damning thing to figure out at an older age. By saying those words, every time someone needs help. Can lead to placing a vulnerable time in one's life... into the wrong hands. Women and young ladies, then find themselves in unhealthy relationships, abuse, violence, rape and abandonment.
Time and time and time again.
By grace and many decades of experience... trials and tribulations. I will, get there one way, shape or form.
I may die feeling unwanted, unworthy and unloved by you and others. However, I will never allow myself another phone call, asking for help.
I deserve better.
I deserved, the best.
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I almost forgot the drawing of the unknown woman who came to me. I'm still uncertain of her identity. However sometimes that is just the way they want it to remain or be... Anonymously.
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Being "nice" focuses on pleasantness and social graces, while being a "good" person emphasizes ethical behavior and a commitment to making a positive impact.
While a good person is often nice, a nice person may not always be good, as they might prioritize being liked over acting with integrity or empathy.
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It's been another crazy, eye-opener experience when trying to find a property. I truly do not get it, because this should NOT be that difficult.
Expecting renters to double deposits, because of small children and/or pets??👇
☝️Realtors telling those looking for properties, they are available for viewing. Only to receive notices from the listing companies... NOT AVAILABLE for viewing. Even one listing showed, "Available Now." Then finding out a day later... "now" means 90+ days from now.
Almost $3,000 for a rental per month, not including all the extra fees... gets you less than anticipated or expected. At least replace the toilet seat, for sanitary reasons. How is one to open/close any door, with a knob out-of-socket👇
Look up folks, to see what type of house you can rent for $3,000 out-of-the-country.
It's pretty disturbing, to say the least. If anything... I have again, this year learned, more than I care to ever know.
REAL Real Estate
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The dungeon 1/4 bathroom👇
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Spacious or just space...bedrooms?👇
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I always admired, the beautiful house on the corner. The couple and their little dog, always when running into them at the park never hesitated to say, hi!
So much rain, flooding over the past few weeks. Yet, it still withstood the elements.
That says alot about the house, and even more so about the owners. Well taken care of and perfectly groomed yard!
Home owners insurance generally, does not cover flood damage. It is an optional, additional coverage. Crossing my fingers the nice elderly couple living there has insurance.
Across the street is the Angel Park. Where many walks have been enjoyed by myself and the fur kiddos over the years. How surreal, the house that stood, survived. Across the street from the Angel Park.
😇Appropriate❤️
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Remember the Salon Selectives brand in the 90's?. It made your hair super healthy and grow like a weed!
Loreal Vive, Healthy Lengths equal to... if not better. Sure, my hair still comes out and has become super thin. However, it's still growing and that counts👇🙋♀️ Yes, back to my natural dark roots. It's nice for a change. No wig. Hair, mine. That's nice too!
No 4D brows. Didn't want to make serious specialist appointments, into comedic opportunities😂🤣😅😱
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The days...
Just seem to flow ALL together.
However, I think we all may just be looking for some much needed DRY weather!
Back to utilizing the huge, washable Pee Pads. 7 hours, 2 pads that absorb like a sponge👇👍
4D lash Sunday funnies... because I can use some laughter🤣😱👇
👆I'm determined to get it right! Getting there...👀
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Question:
Are you in it for solely, the money?
Or...
Are you in it, for the passion and heart of helping people?.
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🎄The main podcast photo, is a little outdoor tabletop tree. It was found by the furnace contractor by accident, in the back of the garage attic. It just needed a little love. Now the decorations, evolve with the holidays💖
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The ridiculous costs for my prescription drugs... keeps growing👇
My greatest fear, is that federal cuts continue with research. That would cut my prescription coverage at -100%.
No grants, no kick backs$$$
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It's never healthy to suppress your feelings.
And...
When it comes to internal health struggles. It is most certainly, true.
Don't suppress.
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By being compassionate and present, you can truly comfort a sick family member.
Offer them kindness through small acts of care like adjusting their blanket, making their favorite soup, or simply sitting quietly by their side.
Listen to their concerns with patience and reassure.
Let them know, they're not alone.
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Evidence of a good life.
Nah...
Evidence of a GREAT LIFE!
One, that I terribly miss.
Get out there, make memories, take lots of photos and don't forget to place them in lots of photo albums. They will one day... be a reminder, proof of a really well-lived life!
Remember, the 80's fashion trend, stir-up pants? Zoomed in to 👀... miss also getting all dressed up and actually having somewhere to go👏😕
*For those asking... yes, continuing to monitor levels, that still remain way too high👇
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Typical days off work... too out-of-it, to do anything.
Strange, how it wasn't about ever being of assistance to me. More so, of assistance to a son, I never knew I had🤔
Word of advice:
Always go through medicine, no longer in use. Prescription or over-the-counter.
When in doubt...DUMP IT OUT👇
People with serious mental health and addiction problems, will hunt, reach and search for anything.
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Here's one for memory!
I didn't attend my own high school prom, however...
I did attend my high school sweethearts prom👇
Talking about missing everyone and all the really GREAT times! Living life to the FULLEST times!
They were all a few years older, but took me in as part of their tight knit group. The girls went to a private catholic school. The guys also attended a private school. I attended public school, but spent my weekends with everyone. They always had the really big Italian gatherings with tables upon tables of food!
They all now have families of their own and some, even have become prosperous business owners. Almost all of the guys, now work in law enforcement as detectives, state patrol and even the FBI.
The 80's... absolutely the BEST time to live and for that, I am one LUCKY gal!!
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THIS...
Is how I remember birthdays in the family👇
No one, ever, went without a birthday cake👇
No one, ever celebrated, alone👇
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I won, a temporary overturn of the remainder, of my insurance appeal.
Prescription drug coverage.
Due to continued cuts with NIH, Rare Cancer Institute research/Federal Funds. My insurance company is not certain, how long my drug coverage will last. Due to so many cuts with federal research funding, this is temporary. I am just thankful to have a break before most likely, another process of appeals.
It's been a very frustrating but as well... enlightening process. My providers will also need to remain on the same page, as it was highly advised to look for a new provider, one who did not follow proper protocol.
This contributed to further problems, with the entire appeal process.
Right now, I am just taking the time to recharge and focus on life. With the help of another round of steroids, I was able to realize a bit of energy. Finally going through my clothes, that no longer fit. Over the past several months, I have lost a tremendous amount of weight.
I am under 100 pounds now, so my clothes definitely need replacing this week. Along with undergarments and just taking time for overall self♡care.
Valuable time for some much needed recharging!
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This test SHOULD be negative👇
This DOES however, explain to my oncology group that we ARE back to the beginning.
That makes me extremely uncomfortable and rightfully scared... concerned.
Symptoms, already creeping right back up, again.
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When someone is accustomed to neglect, receiving kindness can feel confusing, uncomfortable and even suspicious... leading them to push it away.
One may also doubt the sincerity of the gesture or feel unworthy of it. This can be due to a lack of experience with positive interactions often stemming from past trauma.
You may essentially, not have the emotional tools to recognize and accept genuine kindness when it's offered.
Pitfalls Of Trauma
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A good month, it may take to recharge.
What I didn't know? Family or loved ones, can file additional information on your behalf, appeal process👇
If it was a podcast or blog appeal? They would had DEFINITELY been on it! Again, I don't understand the wasted petty time, energy, arguing over the same as any other platform... Facebook, Instagram, etc. ALL... ways people connect and share of life. Again, same as any other gathering where folks talk about themselves, life, but in a face-to-face setting.
It would had been impossible for anyone, to give insight medically... when your not around the patient.
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Watch closely; narcissistic families, cult behavior...
How they ban together, to destroy the inner family target.
Group chats, family gatherings, phone calls. It isn't about any concern of their family member, target of choice. Instead, it's just a daily checking in among the group. A mere smear campaign of malicious ganging up... what's NEXT on the agenda!.
All the way... to the end.
How fast the narcissistic family, cult gets rid of their family target... the better!
Then, it's onto the next one.
The next scapegoat among already trained narcissists, another cursed generation.
Rarely, does the narcissistic family, cult break such a toxic cycle.
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Patients should be able to afford their medication because the high cost of prescription drugs can significantly hinder access to necessary treatment, leading to poorer health outcomes, non-adherence to medication regimens, and ultimately, a negative impact on overall wellbeing particularly for individuals with chronic conditions or low income; making affordable medication a crucial element of quality healthcare access.
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Another weekend...useless help.
Yep, doing everything on my own, again. Even with a legal agreement, it's too much energy, trying to make someone understand responsibility... turning agreements into arguments. The excuses of being "tired" are mere excuses. I could easily use that excuse and more... however, one will remember lack of help at closing. When the proceeds from the house/years of hard work on my end, flipping this house... go into my hands.👏👏👇
Yes, fathers should protect their daughters, which means not only physically shielding them from harm, but also actively working to safeguard their emotional well-being, educate them about potential dangers and foster their confidence to navigate the world safely; essentially acting as a guiding force in their lives to ensure their safety and well-being.
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Here is a photo of the pee pads. These also worked as a sponge for basement water issues👇
These became a lifesaver last weekend!
I had 2 placed down on the floor side-by-side, that literally covered the entire wall.
Luckily, the water issues only lasted a few days. However, with climate changes to the EXTREME!! I am certain, they will be in use again this year.
The crazy rain, sleet, thunder, lightening then SNOW🤪👇
I bought mine to use as pee pads for LittleBabyBlue. That was 2 years ago, and they are still like new! Easy to wash and dry. Super durable!
Here is what I could find on Amazon regarding them:
👍🙂🐶👍LOOBANI2 Packs Extra Large Reusable Dog Mat for Floor, Non-Slip Washable Pee Pads for Dogs, Fast Absorbent Pet Whelping Pads, Puppy Playpen Mat for Incontinence, Housebreak, Crate, 72x72in,Gray👍🐶🙂👍
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It's times like these...
The truly tough times!
In the end, you will know exactly what you were built from... or built upon.
TRUE TEST.
TRUE GRIT.
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How do you like your roses?
With leaves....
Without leaves?
Long original stems...
Trimmed in various lengths?
Clean and simple for me. Why? It helps the roses to have enough room, to bloom to full potential.
Also, change your water daily. Luke warm water with a dash of sea salt. This will help to preserve those beauties🌹
I hope everyone had a super sweet Valentine's Day weekend. If you forgot to do something nice for yourself... try to incorporate a little something special this week!
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*This podcast is from last week, right before Valentine's Day. I had Snoreo's vet appointment and mine, which required out-of-state traveling. 3 days later... I can no longer do, that type of traveling. I knew, in time... this would happen. This makes house hunting, far-more-tricky, as I must rely on others to view potential properties.
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This is a standard Albuterol inhaler👇
I believe the younger gentleman, who lost his life this month. Because his insurance company, refused to continue covering the cost of his inhaler... then had an asthma attack. Was actually on an inhaler combo drug. Albuterol +.
Those types of inhalers can start at $500+.
I'm afraid to see, into the future of this year, 2025... how many other patients, will be cut from prescription drug coverage. Medical necessary drugs. All because...
We Became TOO Expensive.
Yes, for those asking... I started a different round of hair products, more gummy vitamins. All in chances, of preserving my hair for the remainder of my lifetime.
So far, it grows, but coming out from the root much faster👇
Yes, I have far more SERIOUS issues, such as... losing my own prescription drug coverage the end of this month. From my own insurance company. I looked up, the side effects cold turkey, stopping my medications.
The side effects were MANY.
Up to 8 weeks for the body, to be completely clear of all medications. From flu symptoms, cardiac side effects, vomiting, nausea, diarrhea, dizziness, insomnia and depression++++.
What the insurance company is refusing, to no longer cover, UNLESS I try...
Fentanyl & Moraphine.
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2025
Go ahead and close the rest of the year... I won't be complaining.
Insurance company, came back less than 4 days later.... I can plan on Federal Court, and in all actuality, I'm ready.
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This podcast, is from earlier this week. I got the latest appeal, decision from the insurance company this evening.
Update to follow...
Again, I can't stress it enough.
EVERY state should have patient assisted suicide. No patient, should ever have to endure MORE than is physically possible or necessary.
Be PROACTIVE
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This podcast, is from over the weekend.
Rosita, the Girl's Florida Trip👇
I found the photos, faces to go along with my journey. Continuing to downsize, going through many totes along the way.
👆Suzi and hubby
Positive memories.
Smiling faces.
👆Panama City, Panama
Me, Elezias & family
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When life, was far happier.
Zero Regrets
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To be honest, clear.
The new insurance company, prescription drug provider. They gave me a 30-day supply, courtesy on their behalf for January. In order to make sure, I had all my medications for 30 days, while waiting on my provider.
New prescriptions, and other documents needed, by my new insurance company. Requests that were never submitted, by my hospital provider.
Problem is... my provider never turned in any of the paperwork. Nothing for over a month+.
They never even called the pharmacies back... requesting important documents on behalf of the insurance company.
It's no wonder, I was met with denials.
I am on stage 4, appeal process.
Patients...
YOU MUST STAY PROACTIVE!
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Total cost of prescription treatment drug, coverage from my prior insurance plan for 2024. It is exceedingly high! Now, the new insurance company is refusing to cover the same medication. Partly, due to my providers office. Lack of sending back, important information. Then, blaming the insurance company.
It all, really started to quickly unfold this weekend. Next, final step of appeals will be in federal court, judicial judge.
*To be continued...
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"Unconditional caring about someone's health"
Means supporting and prioritizing their well-being completely, regardless of their actions or circumstances.
Offering consistent care and concern even when they might not be making the healthiest choices, and accepting them fully throughout their journey.
Signifying a deep level of commitment to their health without attaching conditions or expectations.
That's unconditional love.
That is unconditional support.
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Morphine and...
FENTANOL!???!
Listen closely... anyone who ever questioned, what I go through👏👏👏
End Of Life Journey.
Patients Reality.
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No properties available or...
Clearly, excuses only given on the reality, facts. You do not want to help. Time changed nothing. However, time changed me to not waste more valuable time.
My realtor, I hired this week found several properties. Already visited 2.. so far.👇
This appeal NIGHTMARE started at the end of January. This is how my new year has begun👇
Not only are they refusing to continue covering 1 medical necessary drug, but now all, but 2👇
Why? Because I have become too expensive. The longer you live... the greater chance you will lose your coverage.
I deserve better.
ALL patients, deserve far better.
Understanding, kindness, compassion and a little bit of human decency.
Sad Facts
Patient Reality
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I remembered...
Her name was actually, Suzi💡
It was Ecoli infection...🤢
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Insurance, I don't do hearsay... I do physical, proof.
Will never pass up over $400+ on 20% savings for having your house secured.
Check with your mortgage and even rental policies. You will be surprised, how many insurance companies DO discounts. Some, even up to 30%.
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That 1 piece of paper, that appeared out of nowhere... had special meaning❤️👇
Before the paper, came about another sign, via email❤️~❤️👇
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Nic, hubby... losing bits and pieces of your identity is the most disheartening part of any patient's journey.
Other women, mere girls... with their own children poking fun of women, should never be tolerated. Women, ladies should stand up for other women... ladies.
Children should be educated, on why we never make fun of those suffering hair loss from cancer. Or any other medical condition👏👏👏.
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Dreams never lie.
Dreams tell you what you really know about something, someone, what you can feel.
Dreams can point you toward what you need for growth, integration, expression, and the health of relationships.
People, places and things.
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Moving things along... determined to sell my house and look what I found👇
The tote of VHS tapes!
Years-upon-years of the most special Christmas memories❤️
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People indeed can, and will surprise you. In big and even smallest of ways👇❤️.
More of Nic's journey to follow.
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Being part of The Egg Donor Program, means helping other patients.
Patients much like Nic, who fought hard to realize a family.
In Memory of one brave battle.
Nic
1991-2025
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Sorry...
But, I'm at a point of my life.
No house or any amount of money, is worth my peace.
No way.
No how.
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Pretty darn soon...
They will be able to just WALK right through the privacy bush!
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I was able to get a back story, from a few neighbors down the street while dropping off consignment... It's a privacy bush. However, it's going to be more like a Chinese toothpick after they finish eating in the evenings, once the spring season is upon us.
The past three winter seasons have been unseasonably warm. However, not this season. The majestic creatures, such as the deer also need something to eat during the last of the frigid weeks of winter.
I have always had a passion and love for all wildlife. I tend to think, it must definitely run in the bloodline, my own back story. Im still slowly learning about my past ancestors. Pocahontas is not just a disney movie character😃!
On a different hoof...
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❤️ Important PSA ❤️
People are going to hate you.
No matter what you do.
People will make you out to be... whatever they want you to be in their mind.
I dealt with bullies in school. So I have prior experience, in what I am about to say... something I would also tell my younger self.
People that hate you... for THIS is true!
People hate things, that they see in you. Many times, they hate those things, within you. That they wish, they had within themselves.
No, i'm not talking about monetary profit or gain.
I'm talking about the true grit, soul and personality. Interigity and your unique light that still shines, through complete darkness.
Some people radiate, even through those darkest of times and the toughest of pain.
Remember that!
To all of you, who are being bullied or have been bullied in your lifetime. No matter as a young child or even a grown adult.
KEEP SHINING!
Remember... no one is worth taking your light or your life, because of their own hate.
Thank you to John Cena, because even the most decorated... have been the most hated.
More to follow during this evening live event, FYMJ private forum/PTFM.
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The house shifting, round 2... just when one thought it was over with bathroom window repairs. In need of caulking again👇
👏Not bothering with it. I've already done enough with this house. Let the new owners tackle it...
Follow-up on the missing medical records. They are still missing. I might not be able to retrieve them, after all. Lesson learned.
Well... guess it's time to once again, meet the jug and hopefully a warm seat.
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Over 25 years, at the minimum. Never thought it would not survive.
But that's the thing with life...
Nothing stays alive, forever.
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Yep!
I got totally alllll thrown off again. Part 2 of the group and official name, follow-up podcast😉🙃
👇Literally took almost a month to arrive from Aussie... postal strikes seem to be more frequent. Not just in the United States.
Did I mention...
I wonder if President Trump, still does his own hair? I prefer the current lighter blonde, don't you👱♂️😁? As-far-as the Vice president... his piercing blue eyes😱still scare me, no clue why.
Come on already! I know, I'm not the only observant one... Billy Ray.
🌬❄️☃️❄️❄️
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It was only bound, to happen again👇
Trying different means, to extend the time to still enjoy my real hair. Before... full hair loss.
So far, my hair is still growing. However, nothing has really stopped the process. Sometimes, it's just inevitable to happen over and over and over again.
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Nope. I don't own any cat costumes per say, however...
I do have a super soft, warm and most comfortable adult cat design pj's! They were bought years ago, as a Christmas gift for traditional holiday photos. Picture with Santa Paws and the fur kids. Some years were serious attire, while others were light-hearted silly!
If I had human kiddos... I would probably had chosen matching Disney themes.
We are expecting negative degree weather, through early next week. So... you probably won't catch me playing with the fur kiddos in front of any windows.
😀🙃🐱😉😁
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This is why I've said, the internet can be a good thing and also a bad thing. It's not like decades ago, where you stored your photos on a camera and took them to be developed and printed at a store.
We have all become reliant on apps phones and storing photos everywhere, but where they need to remain.
Photo albums.
We all got another opportunity, so don't let it pass you by!
Don't be fooled twice.. download your precious videos and content👏
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They say. ..
"Never listen to the media."
That statement could not have been truer than true, when it came to the shutdown of TikTok.
It was.
Not days, but hours and even sooner than media disclosed to millions of app users.
Our content, is not available during the shutdown. In fact, each individual app user has now officially, no content.
No face.
Soon... no name.
For the media once again, incorrectly stating, that you may download the sister app... Lemon🍋8. Pretty much the same concept asTikTok.
Wrong again!.
What the media did not tell us, is the same as what the government does not disclose to us.
Anything owned by ByteDance. Is no longer allowed in what used-to-be a country, known as the land of the free. And freedom of speech.
✔️Please check on those not well.
✔️Please check on your friends.
Because there are many people who.
Made friends and called those friend's... family. All this over, what they called a silly little app. That app, wasn't so silly after all. But instead, became a lifeline to millions. And the sole means of income, to so many others.
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The deer definitely prefer one side of the decorative/privacy bush than the other😆😅👇
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These are the adorable yet funny dancing socks, slinkies from yesterday's other platform podcast.
*Politically correct name of product:
Air Dancers
There are 75 still up for grabs so order-yours-soon before the upcoming holiday season, Valentines Day🥰
Sizes Available:
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I think everyone who followed Soph will miss the coffee chats, updates...
Most importantly, knowing that each patient had the support of one another.
That's the importance, reason of sharing oneself.
It's not about fame.
It's about awareness.
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Why does the ending of this podcast, sound like an episode of...
60⏱️Minutes?
😄😅🤣😀
Sorry, was waiting/parked at the labs door with hazards on, yesterday.
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Not every cancer patient has family support, and many people with cancer struggle to manage treatment and recovery alone.
The number of patients struggling in silence... is preventable.
People must take the first step....
Care.
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What the public fails to see, and understand... that one's journey of unwavering support. From their own flesh and blood...
Isn't of the norm.
Far-too-many patients struggle daily, on their own.
If you aren't one... consider yourself like Deb, LUCKY.
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It's amazing how your life, really starts to make sense once you learn the backstory.
Your extended relatives and even... connections from the past.
In the end, you might even surprise yourself!
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Entitlement:
🙄👺💬
Narcissists are users.
They feel entitled to YOU, and everything you have.
*Your car
*Your savings
*Your everything.
A narcissist does not make any demand with sympathy. Why? Because it is your obligation to provide them with everything they need in life.
Although you give because of your geneoristy, narcissists will then turn your generosity into pure extortion.
In all actuality, they are mere toddlers due to lack of emotional maturity.
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Podcast from a few days ago..
I'm not quite sure if anyone believes that the fires in California, are the result of global warming.
All I can say is... it takes kindness, compassion and sometimes just a lending ear. How we can be of help to others, during devastating life events.
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It might be a new year...
But some can't breathe without exaggeration.
"An exaggeration is a truth, that lost it's temper."
👆Haggin Helen never wore... dresses?!? Ask for this podcast link sir, because Haggin Helen and Free Yourself...My Journey is not a Utube channel.
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The majority, definitely rules with each individual journey.
Once you experience, the first night of cold sweats...
You become increasingly aware. This is something that no one, can predict. Whether alone trying to explain it, to normal society.
Forget it.
Oncologists however, they know the signs of things beginning to get out of hand.
This is the first time, hearing an honest answer. Just one, of many journeys.
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Grandparenthood.
Is that even such a name, term.
Regardless, you get my point of the matter. Trying to fit into normal life, as most know it.
I'm not most.
Prayers go out to those in California, facing complete devastation from the wildfires.
Most of my holiday cards, came from friends in California. A beautiful place, I am told to live... but not a great place when it comes to climate change. Events lately, that most of the entire state is or has faced over the past few years. For many... total loss.
❤️🙏❤️
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Finally... SNOW!.
Lots of snow and needing to travel this evening.
Out of state to pick up medications from hospital pharmacy with a much more peaceful, scenic view.
It's no wonder, I always preferred this time of year.
❄️😌🥱❄️
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Photo of extended family wayyyy back in the 40's!👇
Can you believe it?! The very first snowfall of the season, still coming down👇❄️
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Anyone else, superstitious?
Making sure not to take down the tree and decorations until after the clock strikes midnight...
👽2025 year of Alien friends😄
I just hope they like cleaning and can help cut the grass next landscaping season!
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I think... I have posted and published this now, for the 3rd time.
Trying to explain it... sounded a bit crazy and that was pretty much my Christmas Eve, Christmas Day.
Chasing down someone's son, having a full mental meltdown. All because their parents, did not want them over for the holidays. Yes, I called those parents, twice. All, because let's face it... I know how end of life karma works. You do good, even when sometimes, it feels completely wrong or unfair. I am only responsible as a parent to my fur kiddos. But somehow, have realized the last second parental role modeling... thrown off to me, by others.
Me, contacting their parents to let them know... you may want to come get your son. Of course, they just let the recorder pick up and didn't return my concerning calls.
In the end, I made it through 2 days of pure stress and would never, ever do it again. No matter how much, I know the universe is watching. I ended up however, celebrating Christmas over the past 24-hours. Actually, enjoying myself and meeting up with those later, than one could had ever anticipated. They understand the situation, but this cannot continue another holiday. Parenting, someone else's son, who is not my responsibility.
Again...
If you do not understand, that being a parent is a lifetime commitment. Then you are not ready, for a child or children.
You don't get to pick, choose perfect kids. Then hopefully discard off, the one's that need extra help and attention... off to others out in the world.
No, I'm not a heartless, cold person. But... I have met my limits, on helping others with their son. Then having to move around my entire holiday schedule. Because the parents don't want their holidays to be ruined. Let's just face the facts, because you refuse to bring your adult son home for the holidays. That includes, if you have an adult son and they seek mental health assistance. When the hospital let's them leave, under strict guidelines, that they stay with you. Under your roof, as parents for minimum 24-hours. That doesn't mean telling them, less than 15-hours later... you have to leave now. That's not being responsible at all, to say the least. That is downright, dangerous. You don't choose to be active and supportive to grandkids... in order to forfeit your own flesh and blood, that may have troubles. No way, no how. Especially, when it comes to mental health. I'm a HUGE advocate when it comes to this!
I got smart this time, applied learned behavioral therapy. Seeing, I've been down this same type of breakdowns, with the same person. I have learned overtime, how to handle the behavior to not escalate matters, but to descalate. Omitting escalation, means choosing silence over trying to rhyme or reason.
I was still able to enjoy mixing some old, with new holiday traditions. I was mostly extatic to finally put up the Christmas tree this year! Then I broke down, and had a good healthy cry... because it was important. It's important to allow yourself to feel. That tree holds so many good, positive energy and happy memories of many decades of my life.
Even through it all... no one will ever take my joy away, when it comes to Christmas.
Sorry, negative energy. You will never take away my happiness. It actually, ended up being a pretty good Christmas... even if it was a little late!.
🥞🥞🥞
Treatments started up again later this evening, so needless to say. The gift of food, came at the most perfect timing! A sweet treat to end a bittersweet holiday!
🎄☺️🐶🐶
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Christmas isn't about the monetary gifts...
Christmas is about the ❤️heart.
🎄❤️🕯🎄❤️
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This has been by far... the longest holiday decorating season yet!
Even Blue is getting tired🐶😆
Promo items at least will be put together, up and running by this weekend... YAYYYY!
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If it wasn't for following other's, brave stories.
If it wasn't for those who reached out, responding.
We all struggle through this part of our journeys... but we do so, together.
I started on blood thinners yesterday. I go back for further testing and follow-up appointments next week. If it wasn't for strangers, looking out for me... I would had just taken symptoms as a normal occurrence.
❤️Thank you
Kimberly🫂
During the holidays...
Take it one day, one step and even, one decoration at a time!
When donating... don't forget all the amazing cancer and animal rescue organizations ❣️
Or... just simply, offer your own personal help to those in need.🙏
🎄🙏🐾❤️
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Contrary to belief...
It is far easier, to find true companionship In your older years.
Your in a totally different place of your life, time and season.
Wisdom, and experience play an important role, of a far-more-successful... yet stronger connection.
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Respecting others contributes to healthier relationships, it promotes togetherness, and builds foundations for a far-more-compassionate society.
Human decency and respect is the glue that holds communities, and villages together.
Where we fail to respect and instead project trouble onto others, only shows a lack of healing of oneself.
Remember that!
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As I spoke about this on the other platform...
Meeting those from out of town near the airport and realizing we're not the only ones doing Thanksgiving a bit different this year.
Cracker Barrel was an hour wait and an hour well worth the wait! Amazing food and great company. As I get older... that's what makes a memorable holiday season.
Simplicity❤️🎁
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Okay...
So according to cousins, I assume a comedy show/event is much more important that celebrating others within the estranged family.
Not normal.
Realizing, that when people continue speaking on behalf of others, within the estranged family... one is wise to had made those back up plans, by years and years and years of same said, experience.
Normal.
Lesson? Always adjust, accordingly and you will never be disappointed.
"Happiness is created by YOU.
NOT by others."
Remember that👆
👍😃👍👏😉👏👍
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What makes this journey, over the past 7 years, so much more different. More so than anything else, I've struggled with throughout my lifetime.
Connecting with many other patients that understand what your going through... truly getting it! Still motivating each other with the utmost bravery, respect and determination.
I have learned more throughout these past 2 years.. than the entire length of my lifetime.
Maybe... that is why it's so hard, to understand or accept. When that voice on the other end, is no longer there.
.
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Dynamics of a "broken family" often exhibits constant conflict, poor communication, lack of trust, emotional unavailability, inconsistent parenting, potential abuse/verbal abuse, and a sense of insecurity, where family members may feel unsafe to express their needs due to fear of judgment or further conflict, often leading to significant emotional distress for all involved, particularly children.
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We always have those memories...
Frozen in time.
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Your toughest life lessons...
Will end up being, your greatest lessons.
Remember talking about what used to be... the big traditional family birthday gatherings👇
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Dysfunction within family can only stop when everyone contributes into mental health therapy.
Stopping a longggggg pattern of Generational Dysfunction.
Without it?
The cycle just continues into the next generation.
Let's see...
This latest unhealthy dynamics conversation had her calling me;
"A DingDong"
Other words, when I'm trying to have an adult conversation with her,
"Shut Up!"
But DingDong was AFTER I asked for an apology for telling me to, Shut Up. I assume, one could had come back with mere comedy by calling her a SuzyQ or Twinkie?.. But I'm just rather disheartened by the whole thing, really.
Which makes me wonder...
What would the other had done or handled it, given the same belittling words?
I chose by years of great therapy, to just exit the conversation, hang up.
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Irritability scale?
Is there such an accurate, truthful scale on this part of the journey?
No.
😮💨😮💨😐😮💨😮💨
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Life stories, vividly convey lived human experience... while expressing how people find meaning and purpose in life.
While the primary goal of life story writing is to help keep your memories alive, publishing it allows your story to become a beacon of hope for others♡~♡
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Taking it easy, means giving your body the rest it so desperately seeks.
Time of the year for the old black & white holiday classics🎄
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Condolences to Ien and his family. Rest in peace.
Ien also shared his journey with others, a look inside life living with cancer.
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I've come a long way.
I've also accepted, that I am not the same person.
Not from yesterday, last week, last month or many years ago...
And that IS okay.
Take your time with critical life choices... and there will never be a bad decision, to have made.
🤔🙏❤️👍
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Nope.
It's not your fur kiddos talent of making perfect hearts in clumping litter!
🐱❤️😮🧐🤣
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Podcast from Friday...
Since then, I got my clear sign.
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When it comes to your health... there is never a bad decision, when it comes to your decision.
Remember that!
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Grateful for all the help this house hunting season👏
Not Grateful for a second time around living on...😨😰👇
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It's not about, WHAT I say...
But the real meaning, behind what was said. If what, I am saying. Was really about, what was said... all along.
Sorry, but am I gaslighting?
-Signed, Narc🥸
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder
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Facts:
When narcissistic parents pivot their children against each other, it's called, Triangulation.
Triangulating involves lies to both parties. Not being honest. Telling one thing to one sibling. While something completely different to the other.
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I cannot stress this enough to you...
Go Talk To God.
Ask him for your forgiveness.
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The empath of the family is usually the one, that is absent.
They weren't always like that... you see. Over-time, they learned what's right. What's wrong. They learned to speak up and speak their truth. So others can learn from them. The art of healing.
The empath of the generation is the smart one.
Why?
Because they sought therapy and learned that with peace, comes healthy boundaries.
They stopped biting the same bait... and instead, bit the string.
They are with God's help, forever...
FREE.
♡Kimberly
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GOOD VOTING DAY TO ALL
IN THE GREAT 🇺🇸 USA!
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*Thank you spell check police and cyber teachers for my tiredness uploading yesterday's podcast... "DIARIES" not DAIRIES😂🤣😅😜
Tis was a crazy Halloween for 2024! I mean...
November 1, 🎃 Halloween.
👻👽🎃🤔
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Yesterday's podcast of...
ALL 3!
🎃😃🎃
👽HAPPY HALLOWEEN🤡
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It's the small daily feats in life, that you should be proud of... giving yourself a round of applause.
Today,, was one of those days!
By the way... here's the hair pony, 3 times wearing it and still no tangles.
A great way to feel like you just stepped back in time!
🔮THE WONDERFUL 80'S🥰
My amazing advocate has jumped in, with regards to new prescription drug coverage issues. For now, I must do self-pay. Thankful for helping hands! Getting things down to a little under $6,000 for everything, which is better than $8,000! So far, my yearly insurance payout is now up to over $132,000 in drug coverage alone... which is utterly ridiculous😵💫.
Monthly costs, last 30 days
The cost of prescription drugs, just to help you keep fighting is incredibly heart wrenching for all patients. Some day... hopefully the price gouging ✋️ STOPS.
As for this evening...
I treated the herds of deer with my old school popcorn popper. It's still the little things, that bring peace to my soul.
THAT'S what COUNTS.
🌻🌻❤️🌻🌻
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PLEASE...
GIVE ME SOME PEACE NEIGHBORS AND OTHERS.
To the living we owe respect, but to the dead we owe only the truth.
❤️🙏❤️
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Remember when...
You couldn't wait to get the photos printed?
Looking for an empty space in your photo albums.
Too many albums?
That just means... you lived life to it's FULLEST❤️
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Before uploading this podcast audio... I typed on Google search, what I remembered from my dream.
Here is the AI reply:
This was taken before BabyBlue's passing. The last Christmas family photo. I was Mrs. Paws and Eric always dressed as Santa Paws!
Every year, I always do something special for my fur kiddos. Also for the special strays and organizations that have held a place in not just my heart. But also in my beloved aunt's and grandparents heart too❣️
❤️❤️🎄❤️❤️
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In the midst of death, life persists.
In the midst of untruth, truth persists.
In the midst of darkness, light persists.
M.G
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Jumped on the scale this morning and gained 0, but lost over another pound.
Not sure, how many more I can stomach... maybe during surgery, they will have a change of heart. Take the risk.
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Narcissistic people never acknowledge their behavior... when it comes to hurting others.
Not even, if it is their own son or daughter.
They can't handle even hearing the word, "apology."
This is because, it places a narc in a very vulnerable position. Possibly, having to address their own, ill behavior.
Narcissists are extremely uncomfortable, when you put them in position of an apology.
They will evade, avoid and flip the script at ALL costs.
Narcissists never believe, they are wrong. Therefore, narcs, never apologize.
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I will eventually... get back to hopefully some normalcy, sleep.
At least fall weather is here, and looks like to stay 🌻🎃
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When parents don't respect their own son or daughter, it can often lead to them allowing others to disrespect them as well.
It reflects a pattern of not setting strong boundaries or prioritizing their son or daughters well-being.
This potentially creates an environment where others feel emboldened to treat the son or daughter poorly.
Essentially, the lack of respect within the family dynamic can spill over into interactions with outsiders.
Parents who have/show no respect to their son or daughter. Tend to allow others, even strangers, to disrespect their own.
The daughters of this type of controlling, abusive family dynamics, tend to choose unhealthy partners.
*Unstable relationships
*Accepting domestic violence as normal
*Normalizing less out of life
*Lack of feeling safe
*Fear of abandonment
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I'm blessed...
For all the happiest times... in this lifetime, living among the animals.
❤️🙏❤️
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Stress... in many situations.
IS preventable.
❤️In Memory of Ry🙏
Northern Lights information for your area:
https://www.swpc.noaa.gov/products/aurora-30-minute-forecast
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Research has once again, proven...
Damage on the human brain, from Narcissistic Abuse.
Years of torcherous... relentless...
ABUSE.
Narcissistic families are known to be consistent, when it comes to abusing their own blood.
The Scapegoat.
The BlackSheep.
The Empath.
FACTS
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As time goes on... and you continue on the process of healing.
The question of...
What was real.
What was not?. Remains.
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EnjoymentNarcissists can inflict pain and abuse on others and enjoy it. Especially when it comes to the Truth Seeker/Scapegoat in the family.👇They can also discard people, places, partnerships, marriage and friendships without hesitation.👇Narc's have no heart.Narc's have no empathy.Narc's do not... feel. Free Yourself...My Journeyfreeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
It is certainly not a mere coincidence...
By any means.
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Lesson? Wisdom by life experience...
Plan ahead.
It's never too late... to plan ahead, when it comes to your end of life journey.
It's your right.
They are your decisions.
To the immediate blood member, who stood in my living room over 12 years ago...
Telling me, by speaking on behalf of all other immediate members. Also, while doing so, in front of Eric. Your words... were accurate and disturbingly, precise.
She said...
"Kim, don't you get it? Move on already! No one cares about you anymore. We all moved on... You should too!"
(With a devious grin on her face)
It was then, I realized a pattern. Of how, damningly they treat those sick. Within your own, immediate blood.
A perpetual cycle... that never ends. Before one passes... the next begins.
I'm just one, of four.
Far-too-many.
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I can only take in one solid a day, in order to keep myself from becoming sepsis or getting a blockage.
Today's decision, was super easy on what to make!
What I always looked forward to during the fall season... PUMPKIN!
A simple, easy crustless creation.
*5 minutes to create
*5 minutes in the microwave to bake👇🥰🎃
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Life may not always seem fair... but it's for valid reasons.
Sometimes, things don't pan out, for safety reasons.
It, just wasn't meant to be.
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It's a victory, reaching your prognosis.
The unknown.... after you survive past prognosis, is brutal.
That is the best, I can put it.
The unknown, of what you will be facing.
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This shouldn't be... for any patient👇
My little escape... doing my💅nails👇
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Estranged families, should never ask your neighbor or neighbors to keep "dibs" on you or another family member.
Simply put...
Anyone ever asks you to do so?
Estranged family issues, are not of anyone's business. Nor is it any neighbors job, to keep "dibs" on neighbor's family members.
Anyone asks you to do so?.
Simply put...
"Do so yourself. Your family dysfunction, is not of my business."
"I have my own business, under my own roof, to attend to."
Sadly, privacy is hard to come by in this world. However, everyone deserves the right to privacy in their own home.
Security cameras are to protect "your" property. If you have your camera(s) aimed on other's neighbors homes, instead of your own property? You are invading the right to privacy of others. If any neighbors security cameras are aiming directly into your garage, doors or windows. That is invasion of your privacy. One should feel safe and respectfully, have privacy within their own home.
Folks, respectfully adjust your security cameras, accordingly.
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Mentally, ready.
Physically,, not strong enough... for now.
Rescheduled.
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I would rather keep my wild child days in the past... where they belong. However, no one could ever say... we didn't have a blast!
I enjoyed being the coordinator of all the fun! I made sure everyone had the best time, no matter the weather... or what!
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I have no regrets living... enjoying life, to it's fullest.
Emotional and spiritual growth, I have not only changed tremendously... but as well, physically.
Accepting limitations is vitally important, at this point in my journey.
Slowing things way-y-y-y down.
Doing my best, to enjoying the simplicity of life.
Surgery update to follow
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Photos hold memories of times... when life was simply blissful!
😊💕❤️☺️
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All those memories of a lifetime?..
They will well serve, their purpose later.
All those happy memories... are what gives us, our greatest joy.
Don't forget to live life.
Live it with ZERO regrets.
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Sure wish, I would've taken up gardening many years ago👏
These are just some of the seeds... now BEAUTIFUL fall blooms!
So what else has been on my mind?.. Death Doula, life transition planning. Much on my mind and some uncertainty.
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Biden vs. Harris??
😅🤣😂
Sorry... I had a Biden moment for a second.
👇HELP is this house's first name.
Then... there is this Drano👇
New insurance at least, so far, is covering all prescriptions. That includes, treatment medication.
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If you think your actions, behavior and decisions... out of pure hatred.
If you think they don't affect people, for the rest of their lives?..
THINK AGAIN.
I don't think anyone, would blame me for throwing in the towel. I'm past, physically exhausted.
Sending flowers from a group of people. Whom have caused nothing, but over a decade of problems, for not just myself. But as well, for many others.
To the person who delivered the flowers;
I haven't heard from these estranged individuals, in over a decade. I haven't been included as a unit or a whole, for over a decade. Time doesn't heal any wounds, when people feel they don't owe you any apologies. I sat alone for 2 years of Christmas seasons, that had come... and gone. You don't get to do a do-over.
The last time, they sang Happy Birthday to me, was so long ago... I don't remember the birth year. With absence... time makes for only becoming mere, strangers.
Don't you find it mighty strange too, for sending flowers?.
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👇Gift from the trees🌳😁
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Miss banana tree and her 3 babies😃
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Don't just live life by sheer existence.
Actually....
LIVE life to it's FULLEST unconditionally.
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Doesn't it make you wonder...
Will we ever experience winter season and the beautiful snow again?..
Snoreo always loved jumping up to catch snowflakes and running with his besties!
The first snowfall, was always the best!!
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We aren't dolls.
You don't stick patients in a house. Close the door. Never look back.
No.
It's never okay, to leave anyone, struggling alone.
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After doing my best, to still keep moving forward. No matter how tired, I am feeling.
This is what I most look forward to... rest. It's perfectly normal, in my new norm.
I decided to proceed ahead in 2 weeks with the hospital. I must remember, that my decisions don't just affect me. They will help, so many other woman. Those behind me...
The journey.
Today's advice to other patients. What I have learned by wisdom... GAIN THAT EXTRA WEIGHT!. Don't be so obsessed about healthy eating and healthy decisions, when it comes to food. When things advance, your body is going to consume more than, what you will be able to take in. Weight loss will be inevitable. The more weight. The more extra weight that you carry, will help you in the end.
That's a PROMISE!❤️🩹
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It was another appointment today... another one of those, "talks."
My first??
Oncology specialists walking in the room, while I was dozed off.
The fatigue is something new, when you can no longer control it.
At least they "get it."
Having specialists who fight with you, along side you is EVERYTHING. Remember that!.
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1:
Always remain proactive when it comes to your health.
Your overall care.
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The Toughest decision, besides initial oncology treatments.
I never thought, I would be in this place... again.
Yes, for very few of us.
We make it full circle.
I honestly, do not know of one single person who ever, benefited. To risk it all... to "possibly" extend one's life. A few more weeks, another month..two, or days.
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Can you really come full circle?.
Do you really want... to come full circle?.
"No."
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A must read for anyone dealing with narcissism within family.
"The Narcissistic Slayer"
Always remember... Healthy Boundaries.
Abuse Is Abuse
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This is the other side, that people didn't know..
The Truth.
I have no reason to lie, and why would I. The matter of the facts is, every single time, I attempted to speak my truth. I was threatened by the same within, using money as power to silence me. To.control me. To shut me up from telling the truth. All Documented.
The truth is the truth.
Right is Right.
Wrong is Wrong.
I have my self-respect back. I no longer attend weddings, funerals or functions held by anyone, the immediate individuals, that joined together to abandon, abuse or blatantly did not include me. In their mind, I no longer existed.
For 13 years and 8 months.
Some actions, by those who should always be there for you, unconditionallly. Instead... forget about you, intentionally. For over 13 years, and 8 months. How you treated me, and how I felt abandoned, and utterly neglected. All, will never be forgotten.
It took me years to get to the point of peace.
It took me even more years to heal.
I'd rather be alone. Than to be around anyone who found it normal to omit within. Especially, during the hardest points in your life. The Toughest struggles.
I have, taken a lot.
I have, also learned a lot.
I made peace for myself and moved forward. As I will, continue doing so, for the remainder of my lifetime.
Why surround yourself with those who treated you as non-exitant?. If your breathing... that means your still alive. Never let anyone in this world make you feel small.
YOU are BIGGER than those beneath you.
Remember that!.
Wisdom
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When you get that last text/call letting you know... they ALL have officially been ADOPTED❣️
My heart is singing with pure joy, and overwhelming happiness for Mr. Peakie and his new furever family!!!
❤️❤️🐱☺️❤️❤️
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Yesterday's treatment went well. However.... testing did not. I could not finish all of the nuclear tests. Instead, I got sick, a little over half-way through testing.
I have a reason for pushing myself, sometimes... even when things seem impossible to go another step.
I do so, for all the other future patients. So my case data can provide research for other patients. Options, possibilities and even that darn word...
"Hope."
Those diagnosed, after me. So their specialists will have information on how to care for their patient. We had nothing in the beginning to go by, but an empty slate to build upon.
By sharing of oneself. You will continue helping others.
Remember that!.
♡♡♡
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This podcast was from yesterday...
Good souls, to this very day, still exist and walk among us.
Never be afraid, or too proud to ask for help. Everyone, at some point in life, needs help.
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I actually lost friends, and an entire family. However... I gained back my self-respect in the process.
New people walked into my life, unexpectedly... accepting me, flaws and all💙Unconditionally.
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I have done pretty much everything in order to keep my weight from declining. I can't consume much, but visiting new bakeries with Tom's mother has been exciting! It's something I look forward to, when needing to travel out of state.
I used to do something similar, during my first initial oncology treatments. There was a Cupcake Bakery, that I would visit after leaving the hospital. They had new flavors, that were considered the Daily Specials. It was something HAPPY, during an overall pretty scary time in my life.
After dropping her off back home, I tried the baseless cheesecake with a touch of lemon, berries, chocolate shavings and whipped cream. Homemade baked goods, when placed in the correct containers, will freeze exceptionally well!
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As Ohioian's celebrate the 1st weekend of what appeared to be some seriously HAPPIER folks... and another option for patients who suffer from chronic pain.
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When those estranged, continued to slander you maliciously behind your back... you don't need to get even. People you place healthy boundaries on, and don't take that valuable time-out to reflect. Those kind of people never change. You will instead, observe behavior that only gets worse with time. Not better.
Never stoop to any adult-child level of self absorbed tantrums.
The universe has it's own way of getting even.
YOU continue rising above, moving forward...
REMEMBER THAT!
"Advice by wisdom."
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Podcast from a few days ago..
Keeping busy with the house, while enjoying all the beautiful blooms from all the seeds planted last month.
This is the 5th year for the back property wild flowers and deer foliage. The foliage has definitely taken over!
9am... it's almost dark. One of many signs that summer will soon be coming to an end.
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A narcissist parent(s) do not care about their child or children. They WILL however, join ranks with a Narcissist sibling(s) in order to Triangulate the target...
Their own flesh, and blood.
Their goal?
To destroy, Annihilate and make sure they achieve their carefully planned attacks. To make sure that the family member targeted, ends up losing everything and EVERYONE.
They will reach out and contact anyone associated... connected friends, current or prior relationships, neighbors, coworkers, employers, law enforcement and anyone else connected to the target that they can find, by using the same narcissistic tactics.
Sit back, and observe very carefully!.
There is a repetitive pattern in all narcissists. They ALL eventually, get caught up in their own web of destructive games. Crazy lies.
When they do? They will further their ABUSE towards the family target.
Narcissistic Personality Disorder
Narcissistic Psychopath Behavior
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Never be afraid to remove toxic, unhealthy people from your life.
They are suffering, and only want you to suffer with them.
Hatred... runs deeper, than one will ever know, or comprehend.
You will... with time, heal.
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Photo of the summer cotton beenie hats, from prior podcast. I did purchase them from Amazon last year. I believe, they are still available to purchase👇
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"Free Yourself."
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This entire day, brought me back to what I endured in the past, over 13 years.
Pure hatred from the same.
I also end this evening, being proud of myself. How far, I have come. How much, I have evolved. Most importantly, my spiritual growth.
Life always goes on...
And so it does.
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Nothing worse, than people who believe their own lies.
I keep records, paper documents of EVERYTHING.
Especially when the courts, send me copies of those who quickly ask to have records destroyed... so the public doesn't have a chance to see the other side. I'm fortunate, a stand in judge, helped guide me to obtain transcripts of everything.
I went through literal, hell.
Why ask to have records destroyed? Because, you know what you did to me was not humane.
Destroy.
To destroy means to obliterate a court record or file in such a way as to make it permanently irretrievable.
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Disconnect from anyone that bleeds hate for you.
Instead...
Tell them to get a Band-Aid, so they can heal their hurt from within.
Yes, I got my addendum to my Will finally notarized and dropped off to my estate attorney. I even, made time to schedule the remaining nuclear tests. They were able to work me in for next week.
The high humidity and rain, made for no availability to keep moving driveway rock. That included the remaining outdoor painting.
There isn't too much left on what was, a very LONG list. If you do, even an hour a day. You will amaze yourself on what you can and will accomplish!.
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I think...
You all get my point.
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Facing... moving thousands of pounds of drainage rock, that should had NEVER happened. This was easily, Preventable.
Left side, for privacy reasons, is part of the nightmare (house).
AFTER/Not "before" as posted below.
What little dent, I made with moving all of the rock...
This should had been my top priority over the past week... not this mess of a house👇
It ALL... really makes absolutely zero sense.
Photo never seen before of house, right before bank sale. No mailbox, trust me... I would had remembered seeing this photo on prior occasions.👇
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Rain all weekend meant not being able to finish up outdoor projects. At least 90% is complete. Hopefully drier weather is forecasting for the next few weeks.
It HAS NOT been easy, to say the least. This house has been a nightmare flip!!!.
Little Victories or BIG Victories...
I will take them both!
My dedication to growing the baby banana tree has been a success... with the little sprout taking off! I tried to cut, separate the new stalk, but was unsuccessful. Come fall... it will be time to figure out where to store the tree through the winter season.
I had several large banana trees in my younger days. They are not easy to maintain, but grow to be quite large and very beautiful!
Possible Harvest this year?.. Time will only tell, and so will Mother Nature.
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I really needed the virtual walkthrough... it definitely helped to put things into far BETTER perspective.
The basement, deep foundation cracks/walls was 1 of a few deal-breakers for me.
I could not justify throwing away over $36,000 for a 1 year lease.
The new home search, with my pre-qual letter in hand, began this week.
I'm super excited to begin this journey!
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This was from a few days ago.. located on the other platform.
Every medical condition, has signs... symptoms.
Sometimes, the best one can do?
Not take things personally.
Signs/Symptoms
Alzheimer's, Dementia
(Both require a medical diagnosis)
Memory loss and confusion are the main symptoms. People may experience: Cognitive: mental decline, difficulty thinking and understanding, confusion in the evening hours, delusion, disorientation, forgetfulness, making things up, mental confusion, difficulty concentrating, inability to create new memories, inability to do simple math, or inability to recognize common things. Behavioral: aggression, agitation, difficulty with self care, irritability, meaningless repetition of own words, personality changes, lack of restraint, or wandering and getting lost. Mood: anger, apathy, general discontent, loneliness, or mood swings.👍🚩👍🚩
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In the end...
She still LIVED through it ALL.
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Special blessings to those that travel, helping to share ❤️'s passions... bringing peace, and comfort to one's soul.
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The latest... last group of officially domesticated and SUPER SWEET fur kiddos❣️
How's the banana tree doing?
I anticipate a max of this season around 4ft-5ft tall!
What I couldn't believe... this new tiny sprout that appeared over the past weekend. I may have to separate and pot the new stalk🤔
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"Elizabeth!!" Brice, not Chase. One could tell, I have always been good with remembering faces... HORRIBLE with remembering names!🤣
Nope... I still can't and haven't watched any further episodes of that show.
GREAT music on those HOT, humid, summer-blah-days👇
Early to bed yesterday with my snuggle bunny🐱
You can forget the shower!
I instead, ended up just falling 😴 asleep.
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I no longer celebrate the holidays.
Not until, I am moved into my forever home. It will be soon.
Instead of celebrating Independence Day. I met with an amazing couple who have taken their passion of helping others... and turned it into an incredible mission!
A journey with an important message, takes them all across the great USA❤️🇺🇸.
"You Are Not Alone."
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO THESE BEAUTIFUL SOULS!
❣️🕯❣️
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Am, I experiencing stretch marks from all the weight loss?
YES.
Actually, I am dealing with stretch marks all over my body, except for my calves.
The small shaved ice stand... PLENTY of flavor variations!😋👇
🍧🐶😃🐶🍧
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Our decisions...
Can cause others...
Grave consequences.
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I surely, wasn't prepared.
The new... norm.
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Less than 2 pounds, till the red zone... so to speak.
I am at my all-time, lowest weight.
Desperate times, means trying anything. So far, nothing has worked. The weight, continues on the s-l-o-w decline.
Truly, an uncomfortable place to be in my journey.
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It turned out to be a pretty nice weekend for friends gathering🌞
Amazing food and birthday festivities!
🍰🌮🥗🥙🎂
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GREAT spray to keep ALL flying insects away!
Bath and Body Works concentrated room spray... also makes for a GREAT outdoor insect repellent!👇
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Remembering, my beloved BabyBlue's 7th birthday, today.
When it gets to be incredibly HOT outside... remember the crisp, cool days of fall!
💙🐶💙
Canine Epilepsy Awareness
Do Right By Blue💙
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Friday's Podcast
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Will we ever see "normal" winter weather again... in this lifetime?
Happy times, memories with the fur kiddos!
🐶☺️🐶
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Podcast from yesterday
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Harvest, Cultivate only...
POSITIVE ENERGY.
Keep any negative energy, that you feel from others, very short. Limit time, your presence, around negative energy.
Always recognize your inner alarm system:
Gut instinct.
Intuition.
It's the way, your body... helps to protect YOU.
😌Listen❤️
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Who's the boss?
In this lifetime... YOU.
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"YOU" are not responsible, for someone else...
Staying on top of one's own,
"mental" well-being.
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What a very "strange" world that we live in👇
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An incredible story of bravery...
Another beautiful soul💖
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Was hoping the rain would hold off long enough to do some exterior painting, however...
At least, I was able to get in some fresh air and a short walk with the fur kiddos!
Rain... no exterior house work today.
I did spend 3 hours on the phone, regarding 2 properties that showed available on MLS. What myself and realtor found out... the same issues from my last experience/house hunting.
😕✍️🏠⏳️🫥
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As well lately...
Nap times are a PRIORITY for myself, in order to get through a very long list of MUST-DO.
Don't forget however, to take time for the simple things in life. As for myself, I always enjoyed photography... walking with my fur kiddos on the really nice summer days.
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It's a new day.
It's a fresh slate.
Make it count!
🌼🌼🌞🌼🌼
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Never forget.
Because the universe...
Never forgot.
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Not near as nice as in these photos from Mother's Day weekend...
But at least the rain has finally let up!
🌻🙂🐶🐶🌻
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If someone doesn't stop things from once again, continuing to escalate....
As many are predicting, someone is going to get hurt.
This can not continue.
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I always chose sentimental over materialistic.
This is my beloved grandmother's summer tank top from the 1940's. Still in perfect shape! One actual positive from continued weigh loss. I'm the same size now, as my then petite grandmother. I wore a part of her wardrobe today... one of her favorite Catalina tanks.
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Is now officially Google search certified!
PROUD MOMENT☺️
More like...
One after another. After another. After another. After another...etc, etc, etc, etc...
👆Sorry, but you blowing through over $60,000+ non-taxed money, in one year's time... does NOT qualify you for free internet or mobile service.
How DARE such narcissistic arrogance, to even ATTEMPT doing so with 100% consciousness.
Again... I do not get how people like him think or even function. In the same breath... I do not want to even attempt, to try to understand them either.
Most people, do not change.
Fact.
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They are C-O-M-I-N-G!
***Even scarier seeing this👇
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I ended up celebrating FurMama'sDay the following day... after the 12 days of neighborhood hell.
Another eventful holiday to remember.
At least the weather cooperated, and it turned out to be a BEAUTIFUL day!.
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2 insurance plans..
1 strong determined advocate! A few phone calls later, final out-of-pocket cost, under $10👏
Eric showing me his weight that the officer wrote down for failure to complete stop, ticket👇
Surrounded by comedians in this world!
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Today day 4...
Neighbors, once again, video taping/using the new video security camera screw-in light bulb/turns infrared/red circle when recording at night (can purchase on Amazon) of my dogs pooping and peeing in the front yard.
Does that make for shitty work gossip tomorrow?
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Yep! It was quiet allllll fall and winter. Then the cyclone started alllllll over again!. So, was also told, everyone LIVES/LOVES/SURVIVES on gossip where I live, sooooo...
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People...
Are talking.
And nothing... surprises me anymore.
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👇Ying & Yang☺️
Successfully placed into their forever home 1-11-2024.
Photo taken December 27, 2023
Me and my beloved Kisses, he passed away while cradling and singing to him.
He died under veterinarian care, due to needing just simple medication to treat severe diarrhea.
It did not have to end this way.
It was, personal.
I have learned through such a senseless loss... the red flags to look out for when it comes to people who take out personal issues on your own pet.
Negligence of proper veterinarian care.
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Today, day 13 was quiet... however I am a pessimistic person.
Remaining on guard, for anything.
Sad way to live... but it happens, no matter where you live.
Neighborhood disagreements.
At least, this entire nightmare will make more sense to those in the know... or wanted to know.
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I get it... it's exhausting.
But, do what you MUST to feel safe where you live. You have a right to peace.
PROTECT YOURSELF AT ALL COSTS.
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PROTECT YOUR PEACE AT ALL COSTS!
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Selling👇MUST HAUL
Have additional photos upon request*
This is the ENTIRE secondary driveway in reference that was told, part of initial purchase... 7 years later, told no, is not part of property.
And told... To move, "WHOEVER THE F*CKS CAR! I DON'T CARE WHO HE IS!"
I did more than 90% of the work on entire property. So.. no one could blame me for selling it. I did it. I will undo and sell it. In the end... was MY choice.
MY POWER.
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As a woman, who dealt first hand with domestic violence, throughout my lifetime.
I have my triggers.
Today, was a BIG trigger and I handled it much better than I would had in my past.
As far as a HELLA LOT of drainage rock, paid by damage to the house, storm damage over a year ago. Looks like finding out 7 years later... the property markers, told to me. ARE NOT the same as was told today.
Silver lining out of a mess?
I will continue this new woman, that demands respect as a lady, no matter what who when... when it comes to any man. Mind you... A really nice, respectful officer, I called out to the property today WAS very respectful to me, as a lady. The officer gave me additional knowledge and insight to such a property mess.
I will now however, have the out of pocket costs for my upcoming surgery and treatment medications covered!
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I'm actually happy that things happened the way they did!
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I have less land to worry about now, which is actually a good thing!
And...
My home insurance policy is being currently adjusted! Less land, less coverage needed!.
You have to take bad situations in life folks... and find the positive.
3 Silver Linings
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Yep...
After the past few days.. I had my fair share of people.
AMEN!
I'm ready to be back tomorrow in my safe, quiet and most peaceful cocoon.
Back to enjoying my good moments by putting it towards creative laughter... and sharing it with others.
I would much rather do so, than to resort back to entertaining negative energy, bad souls. Precious, valuable time on the wrong people.
Amen.
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"Your #1 job is to protect, support and be there no matter what... unconditionally.
There is no way, no one could ever understand how 2 people sat back, took part in, collaborating so maliciously... together.
Doing one's best to destroy their own."
Signed, Your Guardian Angels.
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As true... as true can get!👇
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Sorry, but again, what was sent to me by the IRS may have been downright disturbing.
However...
It is not a lie. Nor should be taken lightly.
Why people continue doing, saying everything they can to cover up... when it's far less energy to just be honest! FACT.
I will never understand this type of behavior from people. Calling the IRS liars, and calling me a liar... again.
Why not, just be honest? You must per IRS legal department, amend returns. The individuals would have to do thus during the process. You cannot folks, just go using people's social security numbers without their knowledge. Behind their back, in order to claim as a dependent.
I'm not sure, what I am more disturbed by... The FACT this happened to me, without at least being dead first.
Or...
The Continued behavior of not being honest. No one would be okay, if I did this to them. But it's okay to continue treating me like I'm dead?.
Sorry, it sure IS NOT okay.
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Your emails of mere stalking this podcast, when I asked you to please stop, well past several times and mere bullying are no longer, as your email has now been blocked.
This is my journey. My truth. My story.
There are no lies.
There is no shifting the narrative.
The truth is the truth.
A MUST!
Read or Audiobook to help your journey of healing and recovery
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“Never be in a hurry; do everything quietly and in a calm spirit. Do not lose your inner peace for anything whatsoever, even if your whole world seems upset. ” – Saint Francis de Sales
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Acknowledge the reality of your current circumstances and choose to focus on what you can control.
Life is unpredictable and sometimes unfair, but it's up to us to decide how we respond to it.
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It feels different this time.
Not feeling rushed.
Not standing for being judged.
Giving myself, my time to process everything.
Most importantly...
To go through FINALLY, all steps that come with the process of grieving.
On my terms.
In my own unique way.
To keep myself in check, still grounded. I have been pouring daily time into the new comedy channel.
You must still find a distraction, even through the hardest grief.
When I'm done. It will be on my time.
No one else's.
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In Memory of my snuggle buddy...
You will be furever missed...
And most importantly...
Never forgotten.
❤️❤️😔❤️❤️
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Before anyone, even remotely questions, the longevity and consistency of my therapy.
It exists. It always existed. It just took many, many, many years to finally take sound advice.
The advice of also superiors, Chief Of Police, attorneys, Sheriff and stand in judge.
"Remove yourself and walk away. They aren't healthy for you nor their actions and behavior. These are not the people, that you think they were, all along."
Things never changed. Instead I realized, I had to change.
I finally listened.
I walked away and cut the final string.
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A few words to who really did act for many years to me, a stranger. Again, when anyone ever did anything nice for me... I said, "Thank you" and always did something as a gesture of appreciation. But you... I spent many times in a car, hearing about how so and so is constantly watching, and babysitting all the time for others. You stated, that you never felt they were appreciative. You then said, they should buy this person something nice for watching others kids, as often as they were doing. On another breath, not being happy, because you were promised gift or gas cards that you never hardly received. Working past times, that you stated, were inconvenient when already home.
So... what all were you complaining about me, when I wasn't looking?.. Oh! I heard many things from one who knew you best! They found it hard to tell me in the end, to stay away from you. Yet, it took me this long to listen. Others, you stated how much I was an inconvenience for you, with my health challenges. Among, other things.
You stated, on the phone. You could easily replace me. Your absolutely right on one thing, that you were honest about... because you did!
The hardest thing, you will ever have to do, is cut the last string from toxic people. Those who serve you nothing but ill will, drama, and problems.
But it's by far, the HEALTHIEST thing you will ever do for YOU!
Back next week to the other platform. Doing what makes me happy!
Will be taking a break for awhile from here, the stalkers will just have to find something else to do with their narcissistic selves, time!
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When you just come to that major change in your own environment.
When you just had enough.
And...
You finally, SPEAK UP!
https://www.reddit.com/r/AmItheAsshole/comments/e8gdw3/aita_for_being_upset_that_my_husband_eats_my_food/
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If you answered, all 3...
You would be CORRECT!
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And...
The utterly CRAZY things one must DO to make sure NOT to continue being DISRESPECTED.
https://www.reddit.com/r/AmItheAsshole/comments/e8gdw3/aita_for_being_upset_that_my_husband_eats_my_food/
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What part of asking people to please respect, by leaving an EX alone... do they not understand?
Once, should be enough.
Second time someone does it, is intentional.
After that... we got a problem here called, blatant disrespect. I won't be letting things fall by the wayside either.
"Is it okay for my family to still be in contact with my ex by phone, text or social media?"
Answer:
"Unless your ex is in a coma, this is a horrible idea for any family member to contact your ex. This could be direct or indirect contact with your ex. If you asked family not to contact your ex, it should be respected.
Never put a relationship with your own family member on the chopping block by choosing to still remain in contact with their ex.
Why are you contacting their ex in the first place?"
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At the end...
If you don't find yourself standing up, applauding...
Then clearly, you didn't listen.
Or...
You never understood my journey.
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Obviously once again... a little behind on podcasts.
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It's never too late...
To discover the truth.
To see the true person, for who they are... A person you never knew.
A stranger.
Nothing less, and nothing more.
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I always WELCOME surprise visitors, all hours of the night, while switching out the wash.
These two GOOD PUPPERS got help finding their way back home!
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The majority of stalkers have severe personality disorders.
The most common one among stalkers is narcissistic personality disorder, which gives stalkers an exaggerated feeling of self-worth and an obsessive desire for other people to admire and revere them.
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Emotional Immaturity is linked with narcissism👇
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This is one of the biggest narcissistic moves yet! Yes, per therapist. THIS is another clear narcissistic move, example of same behavior.
FAR from anything, even remotely close, to okay.
It falls, next to the disturbing as you can get, IRS fast one!
Claiming me as a dependent. Behind my back. Without my knowledge.
And...
Here we go AGAIN!
There are MANY LESSONS to be had... learned from all of this, past-the-point of disturbing behavior.
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Podcast from last weekend
Planning Ahead...
Will help you in the end!
That way... you can focus on rest.
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Podcast from 3 days ago
Correction. Whitesnake & Motley Crue was my first concert.
This is a photo of the twin fur baby, I came across online. It was a few days AFTER I had that dream👇
Again... I was claimed on others taxes, without my knowledge. Without, me knowing. Until, the IRS flagged me👇
There is ALWAYS two sides to a narc..
And a million masks.
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Podcast from over the weekend
Use your time wisely folks!
Even while resting.
I sure did, while resting. I am not alone, finding out in the most bizarre ways...
Those doing things, without your knowledge, with your social security number.
Don't do anything nice for anyone... if you're treating it like a business transaction.
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ALL tax software folks, is connected to the Internal Revenue Service.
Ultimate act of betrayal.
Working with therapist, to literally continue wrapping my brain around this one.
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I owed zero on taxes for 2023
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I qualified for tax refunds/breaks for 2023
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Born Truth Seeker
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Anyone who runs around, trying to tell people the system with the IRS is lying?!?
There are reasons, tax software and checks are performed after you finish your taxes...
They are connected to the IRS.
You believe any other story or believe this is all a lie or a mere joke?
The circus is hiring this summer!
I suggest to maybe fill out an application.
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These, may be a great start to gaining back some of the 31 pounds... don't ya think!?😉
I got back home from the hospital yesterday evening and heard back from oncology this morning.
It's Valentines Day... so more about that till tomorrow.
So, for today... may everyone have a super sweet day!
Don't forget to do something nice for yourself and for others❣️
🌹Happy Valentines Day🌹
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For those asking, what did the software say and the IRS regarding being red flagged when I went to file my taxes online.... Not able to e-file and had to mail my taxes in to the IRS.
This are facts.
I had no knowledge of anyone claiming me, under their taxes; 2023.
No one, contacted me discussing ANY possibility of claiming me, on their taxes, 2023.
No one, had purchased any vehicle for me in 2023.
Meaning...
I am not, on any purchased vehicle title or deed, and nor was gifted any vehicle in 2023.
No one, lived with me as a caregiver or medical aid attendant in 2023.
These are just some, of the questions, that the IRS legal department asked of me yesterday.
Unnecessary stress and unnecessary trouble making. Made it to where, I had to cancel an importance scan and instead, spend an entire day with the IRS. I was even asked, to contact 3 of 4 individuals in question.
One got very angry, right from jump!
I am, in complete disbelief and beyond, disappointment.
Four individuals, that I know of are the only ones, who would have had access to my social security number. My personal identity.
Cross out 1 now, of the 4. Now Eric was flagged because, we need to file 2023, together on our taxes. We cannot do so now because, I was already claimed, without my knowledge on someone else's taxes. He didn't do it, per IRS, because he hadn't finished filing. He can't now.
Per legal department, with the IRS;
*You are to never claim anyone and use their social security number, without their permission and communicating this first with anyone's personal identification number.
*You're never to use someone's, personal identity and social security number for tax benefits or tax write-offs without permission... at least letting the person know well in advance. Explain why an individual or individuals feel they have a right to claim you as their dependent. Using your personal identification number.
Now, this has also affected Eric's taxes... as if this morning, they were rejected. The tax breaks, that I was entitled to, disability, cannot be honored on my end... because I was already claimed as a dependent on someone else's taxes.
This means, I cannot do anything with my taxes now, because somebody already used me and my social security number, to claim me as a dependent.
There are reasons, that myself and Eric have to file our taxes together now, 2023. Because I was claimed already, without my knowledge. I cannot do so.
He was also flagged and has to send all of his tax information by mail and required to fill out additional IRS tax forms.
This is ALL unnecessary, and ALL unnecessary stress, that noone should place, on anyone.
I am extremely disheartened.
I am completely in disbelief.
Facts are facts.
This is a screenshot, for those asking, regarding my taxes and not being able to file properly this year, because someone used my social security number without my permission or even without my knowledge and claimed me as a dependent.
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Correction:
This was a podcast from Friday, when doing my taxes
Never, ever, have I been flagged regarding questions about someone who clearly, claimed me as a Dependent/2023 tax season...
Without my knowledge.
To Be Continued...
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Is to not understand it, at all.
There will be parts of your journey... that will be new.
Parts, that you have yet to experience, till now.
Facing each new day, with complete uncertainty.
The evolution... that comes with progression.
The reality, that this is really it, when you lost control.
To Understand Cancer.
Is to not understand it, at all.
Day 3...
Severe opposite, of what my intestines usually do. The pain, signs were there ahead of this new part of progression.
Trying to keep things down is a feat. Keeping up on meds, then adding new medications, is ridiculously, almost impossible.
Remember to get outside for fresh air! Even if that means a few moments.
You are never going to know ALL the possibilities, that come with your specific cancer. You will only know, once you experience them.
Understanding, from oncology point of view... don't try to analyze it. Just do your best to get through the day. Far away, from the hospital emergency department.
New additions for ovarian cancer patients, at home musts to keep, just in case!
Imodium A-D, Pepto and Pedialyte Advanced Max.
I'm not promising, it will keep you out of the hospital. But it will bide you some time.
Who controls the decision, hospice?
Your oncologists.
Rest in peace to Mr. Keith. No more struggling. When you remove titles... we are all in this together.
This unpredictable journey...
The unknown.
The not knowing.
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Having oncology take everything over, from here on out, has made a huge difference in my overall care.
Typical shepherd Snoreo, has been sleeping by my side when napping throughout the day. Waking me up even to catch my breath, when my bp has been dipping super low.
This is the reason, why you start treatment drugs like this 'after' you have someone staying with you. For me, the evenings. You put yourself first, and do what you must. I have those, who look out for me. In more ways, than one. Physical bodies and those who call in, check in on me. So now, my over all oncology care and other help to keep going, continues to slowly come together.
The holiday cards, were supposed to come down this weekend, but I decided to keep them up.
Peace while sleeping, means creating an atmosphere, that also brings me peace.
My weight keeps slowly dropping. My appetite has pretty much been at zero. I'm ready mentally for the next steps with oncology.
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Definitely looks like Lucky was one of his kittens.
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Empaths are truth seekers. They tell it how it is. They wear their heart on their sleeve. They see the good in people, no matter, how bad the person.
Problem with being an Empath?
We forgive too much.
We place others before us, far too often.
We give, far less, than we take for ourselves.
And lastly...
We finally understand, at the end of our journey...
Who was real.
Who was fake.
Who was a fellow Empath.
And...
Who were the Narcissists.
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Thank you to everyone sharing their journey.
You are helping more people, than you will ever know.
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"We teach others...
Through our greatest struggles."
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I'm the kind of person, that appreciates the gifts, that come from the heart.
Gifts that aren't necessarily expensive... but that hold a special moment in time.
I've always been a hat collector. It started, by accident. A way to cover my hair, in the beginning of my oncology journey.
Throw on a hat... and out the door I went!
Seasonal hats are my absolute favorite! Each hat, has its own story in my life. A proper place, and point.
Tomorrow I am back at the hospital, out of state...
With a hat in tow!
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The reality is that you will grieve forever.
You will not ‘get over’ the loss; you will learn to live with it.
You will heal, and you will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered.
You will be whole again, but you will never be the same. Nor should you be the same, nor would you want to.
The Quiet Side Of Ovarian Cancer
Childless At 27
Wisdom By Experience
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He was actually, the very last surgeon, who took a few weeks to review my records. An extremely rare case, that other surgeons could not solve. Two weeks, to be precise. Studying several years worth of medical imaging and a lifetime worth of surgical reports.
He was the final and last of 17 surgeons, that saw me over the course of many months. Easily, over a year.
He solved my case.
Directing a group of oncology specialists, he saved my life, long enough to enjoy a year of being pain-free.
Long enough to travel and actually feel some normalcy for a change.
We knew oncology treatments were only a temporary fix, to far greater problems.
Seven years later... I got seven extra years of life, and for that I am forever grateful.
I never got the chance to thank Dr. J.
I never got the chance to come, face to face again, as he transferred his expertise back down south. Continuing to take his years, decades of training and surgical expertise. Saving the lives of so many others.
My case came full circle. But now, in the hands of his colleague. Those he trained. Helping to also save lives in the field of critical care, trauma surgery.
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Living In The Moment
People with life-threatening illnesses want to live in the moment without worrying about the future.
Living in the moment is an effective coping strategy that helps preserve the dignity of people at the end of life.
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"Animosity"
It's real.
It's deep.
And most importantly...
This validates mine.
13 years of no memories of celebrating Christmas or any other holiday as a UNIT.
"Normalcy."
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A last second invite... over dressed surprise?
Why YES!
Just what I needed to turn the holiday spirit around... getting out of this funk!!
You know someone truly, gets you, when asking to take them down holiday memory lane🎄
The rest of the evening...
Dedicated to my beloved fur kiddos!
🎄Merry Christmas🎄
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Millions of people struggle during the holidays.
Many people struggle in silence.
Speak with someone today CALL: 988TEXT: 988 988 Suicide and Crisis LifelineHours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. ❤️🕯🎄🕊❤️
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Don't forget about your loved one's this holiday season.
As I am certain, they will be looking after you.
❤️🎄❤️
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It's always in your best interest as a black sheep/scapegoat to set boundaries.
Please start to do so wayyyyyy before hanging up the scapegoat coat of retirement to the next member already in position.
The next generation scapegoat.
GOOD LUCK! to anyone who thinks it's not a good idea to set healthy boundaries.
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"In my experience, finally losing you as the family scapegoat, definitely changes the dynamics in a narcissistic family!.
The head narcissist parent, will designate a new scapegoat, while still continuing smear-campaigns against the absent one.
The next cult member to be designated is usually a niece or nephew. If not already, wearing the shoes of this role.
Knowingly or Unknowingly.
Either way, one or more of the remaining cult members will suffer a major upheaval.
Their comfortably deluded sense of family will eventually be shattered.
The scapegoat who breaks free is left to build a new family. Their choice and of their choosing.
Healing from years of abuse.
They are finally Free."
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20 something degrees outside...
Deciding to do something a little differently this year...
🎄MAGICAL MOMENTS🎄
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DANCE...
Like no one is watching.
Or...
If your neighbors, like mine, have a lantern security camera aimed at your front windows...
ARE WATCHING!
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Who doesn't love a parade for all the fur kiddos❣️
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Elfies gone RISKY this year!
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Make this season ALL YOURS...
Merry, Festive, FUN & Bright❣️
🎄🙋♀️🐶🐶🐱🎄
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NOOOOOOOO!
When too GOOD to be true?
It's DIRTY!
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Listen daily on Podcast Republic
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Correction to her story...
She is 70. Not 71👇
The BBC, citing local interviews, reported that Namukwaya said her pregnancy was difficult because her partner abandoned her when he realized she was having twins.
Namukwaya said she wanted to have children because she had been "mocked" for being childless.
"I looked after people's children and saw them grow up and leave me alone. I wondered who would take care of me when I grow old," Namukwaya said, according to the BBC.
The mother told TODAY.com that she has a strong support system in her rural village to help her take care of her kids.
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It's been an extremely s-l-o-w... process with putting up holiday decorations this year.
Luckily, I had a jump start on the outdoor decorations!
Lack of energy and extremely fatigued, seem to be my biggest challenges. Treatment drugs can really make you feel, all-over... YUCKY!
I start a much higher dose tomorrow... doubling the current treatment regime. Wishing myself luck on that one!
Folks who have help with all the holiday decorating? Consider yourself BLESSED!.
Slowly, but surely with doing a little each day... the house will be festive ready by Christmas.
2023 Theme
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Christmas In Hawaii
🐱🎄🥱🎄😌🎄🐶🎄🐶
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Invest your time...
❤️ In your heart ❤️
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What are the symptoms of adult children of dysfunctional families? Adults from dysfunctional families are impulsive.
This impulsivity leads to confusion, self-hatred, and loss of control over their environment. In addition, they spend an excessive amount of energy cleaning up the mess. *
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Effects of Growing Up in a Dysfunctional Family:
*A disrupted sense of trust, in yourself, in others, in the world.
*Difficulty dating and forming healthy relationships.
*Increased risk of alcohol and drug abuse.
*Increased risk for psychiatric disorders, such as anxiety, panic, depression, among others.
These are just "some" facts when it comes to family dysfunction..
More to follow on a very important topic...
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It's amazing to see HOW FAST time has gone by!
Look at this little puppy, who is turning into one BIG puppy!!
🐶😆🐶
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Didn't hurt anyone.
And...
A little cold is GOOD for the soul!
Time to head out with the fur kiddos, and enjoy the beautiful winter day❤️
🙋♀️🐶🐶❄️☃️
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The sad part of reality?
It is...
Reality for many during the holidays.
🍂🎄🍁
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Reminder to others👇❤️
Safe travels to others, who are as well, traveling today!
❤️🎄🐶🙂🎄❤️
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Never allow yourself to be subject to anyone threatening you or ganging up on you.
I dealt with my fair share for many, many years.
Now... in this point of my life. You do so. Continue doing so. I will approach the matter with you. I will then stay far-away from you.
That kind of escalated, continued behavior is extremely disturbing behavior.
My advice;
Stay far-away from anyone, no matter who they are to you. That treats you in such a way. That they make you very, very uneasy and uncomfortable.
Protect your peace at all costs.
Self 🙏 ❣️🤲 Respect.
👆Car made in Korea... not Taiwan
*Person on phone.
A spouse isn't someone you have an open legal binding Seperation Agreement. Not sure if you were doing a pot-shot on me or ? I am a factual person. Meaning... I do not say anything unless I have physical proof👇
He owes the law firm/attorneys $5,800 to finish finalizing the divorce.
✌️👍❤️✌️👍
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Some photos from the birthday weekend... low-key and totally enjoyed it🎈❣️
Holiday nails... Enjoy doing my own at home.
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👏Add the Mothers/Ladies👏
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👍👆👆👍
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And
Good or bad...
People will always talk.
And always talk about you.
Make sure YOU live with ZERO REGRETS❣️
❤️🕯❣️🕯❤️
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And...
Ending it on a PEACEFUL note.
✌️❤️😌❤️✌️
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Fell asleep this morning... before posting podcast/CaringBridge.
Thin-film drug delivery has emerged as an advanced alternative to the traditional tablets, capsules and liquids often associated with prescription and OTC medications. Similar in size, shape and thickness to a postage stamp, or smaller, thin-film strips are typically designed for oral administration, with the user placing the strip on or under the tongue (sublingual) or along the inside of the cheek (buccal). These drug delivery options allow the medication to bypass the first pass metabolism thereby making the medication more bioavailable.
As the strip dissolves, the drug can enter the blood stream enterically, buccally or sublingually. Evaluating the systemic transmucosal drug delivery, the buccal mucosa is the preferred region as compared to the sublingual mucosa.
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Continuing on with throwbacks!
Because we ALL could use a little laughter😃
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Amazing vegan color to give your hair a chemical break!
Correction on podcast:
Not #78
76
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When TOILET PAPER was the hottest commodity around!
Laughter is the BEST medicine 💊
😄😅😆🤣
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Looking back...
I definitely know what got me through the toughest of times!
Creating humor and sharing good old...
LAUGHTER!
👍😄🤑😅👍
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*CaringBridge-Now up to date
*After Death movie review/my shocking connection-tomorrow
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Mixing old traditions... Memories...
With the new!
🎃😊🐶🐶
🐶🐶😊🎃
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For some like myself...
It's a day to acknowledge all those really interesting characters...
That make life?..
Well...
MIGHTY INTERESTING!!!
😶🤨😏👻
🎃👽🤖👺😱🎃
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Forgot to post other video.
This morning, it was a boy's voice caught on camera.
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Same voice, caught on back property security cameras... past few years.
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Seeing the movie tonight.
Hoping to be able, like so many others, who have went through experiences...
To finally be able to say,
"I am not alone."
"I was never alone, in what I have experienced, throughout my life."
💕💫💞
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Little Lazy River Town.
Lesson?
Don't gossip.
Next... my lesson/response to you. When you share things, that definitely should not be shared to strange young girls in a small town. Strangers.
Characteristics of people who gossip are: insecurity, jealous of others, low self esteem, have too much idle time on their hands, usually don't have any hobbies or activities they could be doing instead of rumor mongering, unhappy with their lives, don't like to see other people happy.Narcissists are very well known to be elite gossipers!Free Yourself...My Journeyfreeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
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New treatment drugs have left me with more bad days... than good days.
What I am thankful for?
Those good days!
Being able to get out with my fur kiddos and take in the rest of the beautiful fall season❣️
Happy Memories🍂🍁
❤️🐶😊🐶❤️
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♡CaringBridge journal back up, running this morning♡
Things got stat this week.
I feel:
Overwhelmed.
Defeated.
I was given 3 options, due to where we are with ny health.
Progression.
Quality of live now vs. uncontrollable suffering.
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Another radiation option/new treatment that just came available for patients like myself. When other oncology options, failed.
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Oncologists are now willing to perform surgery as last option. Risks are high, with benefits... unknown.
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Hospice/home care.
I have a few weeks to make my decision. Let's face it, this isn't any life now, by any means.
I am just existing and with this kind of pain? Suffering.
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Rules Of Life
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Always listen to your soul. It will never steer you wrong.
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Live life to it's fullest.
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If you want to do something... don't wait. Do it.
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Celebrate even your smallest accomplishments.
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Don't worry about what others think... in the end what others think, won't matter.
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Feel free to eat the entire cake🎂!.
♡Kimberly
(catching up on CaringBridge over this upcoming weekend)
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Her first thoughts about
Fall Pumpkins...
And...
The rest went down in 🎃 pumpkin history!
😅🎃🐶🐶
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Friend of mine is letting me try out a pair of noise canceling headphones.
😄😯😉
I assume... I don't have the settings correct?..
Excuse the muffled, sounds like I am in a tunnel, podcast from yesterday evening.
😀🎧🙃
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I'm not sure how I feel about next week🤔
Victory lap... possibly.
❤️👐🏿🏃♀️👐🏿❤️
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And...
Being charged over $200+ for fall CLEARANCE pumpkins!
🎃😄🎃
And you...
With your ring and international death threats that involves you and threats towards me, using a podcast and my health to gain $$$ and sympathy points!?!.
Do not threaten me again via text or any other source. Especially with open investigations and cases.
Blow a tire... take it out on YOUR TIRE or find another human pinata.
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Ahhhh... yessss...
The husky terrible 2's..
Her terrible adventures from yesterday... but OH-SO-FUNNY!!!
Mommy👇
😅🤣☕️🐶😐
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Enjoy a day of peace...
&
Quiet.
While taking time...
To take in the beauty of fall.
Peace-Calm-Silence
✌️🍂😌🍁❤️
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I wonder...
Where is the next great rapper aka prodigy in the little lazy town?
🤔😉🙃🙂
Don't forget to grab your cameras folks! Get out to view the BEAUTIFUL harvest moon tonight! I sure did!
And... Don't forget your snickers.
❤️🍂🍁❤️
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Nor...
What others may think of your decisions.
Those "others" only got a 1-sided story. You couldn't take on 2 battles.
You have to learn in life... to cut yourself some slack.
Others behavior and decisions... are others behavior and decisions. You cannot control the behavior and decisions of others.
Sometimes... that 1-sided story others saw, was solely your response to some down right toxic, absent, negligent, cruel behavior.
All while YOU were struggling.
Their time and energy towards extremely destructive behavior and decisions on the behavior. Could had far-better been spent.
No One...
Should have to fight with their health, alone.
Question to therapist:
"Am I justified by leaving dysfunctional/individuals out of my obituary? Will God see it any differently?"
Response:
"God will handle those who have failed to treat others with understanding, kindness, compassion and moral decency. That is not your battle.
The question is really a statement.
Your right, to write your own obituary, is a statement and final words about your life. It can be whatever of your choosing. It can also serve as a lesson for others. A reflection of absence and how you treat or don't treat those who are sick.
Don't feel bad disregarding dysfunctional/individuals. When your dead. It won't matter who was left out of an obituary, final words of the deceased.
What matters is how you respected yourself, no matter if it happened at the beginning or the end of your journey."
CaringBridge finally caught up from the past few days. As well learning more about case/patient #4❤️
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I had to unexpectedly...
Make some big decisions and last second changes in my life.
This has quickly occurred over the past few weeks.
Changes with my health and other important matters.
At this point of my journey... it's important to reflect on what got me through the tough times. Especially, over the course of the past several years.
My hospital specialists, are also at major crossroads. They have become very limited, when it comes to my palliative, comfort care. Unfortunately, nothing has been working.
The new medications, called in early last week are on such a high tier level now. How both insurance policies view certain medications, with being in an At-Home setting. The past several days, have been nothing but more paperwork requests for my specialists. Great attempts at jumping through insurance hurdles. All in order to get new medications covered for me. So I am... comfortable. In the meantime, my weight continues to decline and so does my overall internal health.
When things gain so much momentum... at such a quick rate. You...Yourself, begin to scramble getting things together. Whatever you need to make sure all of your wishes, directives are in order.
My case as of late last week, Friday, has made it back to it’s original hands. I like to think of it, as my final victory lap. I made it past my original prognosis. Now, here I stand with things progressing so rapidly... that my palliative care team have run out of options.
I am not sure, if this now puts me in line, for hospice At-Home care. However, whatever happens... happens.
I am, so very proud of myself. How hard I have fought the battle. While fighting as well those along the way. I never gave up. I never caved in...
I remained determined.
That within itself, speaks volumes about the human spirit.
❤️Remember all the various hearts, over the past several months? Shapes of hearts randomly popping up in the strangest places and locations. I figured out the meaning. All along, the answer was staring right at me.
I was carrying them with me, the entire time. Wearing them close to my own heart...throughout my entire journey.
(Video~Laughter is a gift that we must share with others💞)
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Who ISN'T struggling with the economy in the United States?.
EVERY single penny COUNTS!
Help others without expecting something back...
No strings attached.
👇8% interest rate arrived early
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Get out this weekend and
ENJOY
the beautiful fall weather!
🌻🍁🌞🍁🌻
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Once you get past the emotional part of healing...
The thick narcissistic fog...
You will finally see light.
🖤`❣️
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One thing is for certain about Narcissistic Personality Disorder... and narcs.
If they are having a bad day. They will attempt to project on prior targets or their existing targets=You.
Narcs also lack all empathy for anyone who struggles or suffers from chronic illness.
A narc... no matter how many facts you place on a table... BELIEVE they are always RIGHT.
They are incredibly ruthless when it comes to control.
I wasn't going to podcast today. Only my daily Caring Bridge journal... however when any narc wants to attempt to project their bad day onto me?..
Not going to happen.
Narcissistic Playbook 101
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Here are the 2 seasonal Halloween products referenced/podcast:
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:
Playbook revealed so others can understand what they are going through... the fog from narcissistic behavior.
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BIG picture window makes all the wildlife...
(sneaky peeky approach)
BIGGER THAN LIFE!
🤨🤔🐶🦒😂😉
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The exterior...
Almost complete.
Yesterday evening, I finally took some time to sit back and enjoy all the hard work.
Pouring myself into a home, that needed it's own love. All while enduring my own, long overdue healing.
💔❤️🩹❤️❣️
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Don't feel right without wearing a cross?..
It isn't just a feeling or mere coincidence.
You aren't alone.
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75 degrees...
Partly cloudy skies...😌🐶🐶
Dry air...
"The great reminder of life?
Is remembering to... Live."
♡Kimberly
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7 Signs You Are Not Ready To Be A Parent
The main thing I want you to take out of this is that parenting is far more than just keeping a child alive for 18 years.
That little person is watching and modeling you the entire time, so it’s important that you get as many of your personal inadequacies fixed before you bring them into the world.
If you/they're already here, get to work on sorting yourself out.
Everything you do as a parent matters, and the reality is that your parenting can be a force for good, or a force for evil in the world.
It’s not about raising your kid to be a doctor or astronaut or billionaire.
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If this podcast does not end with your jaw hitting the floor...
Then you weren't listening close enough.
I suggest...
You listen again.
🔎🤔👺🔍
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When the same individual thinks everything is a joke...
Their response to facts, every single time is the same response...
"Yea. Right!"
When I say something. I make sure, I have visual proof to back those facts.
Can you please... all your reasons, for your only responses by saying, "Yea. Right!" put that in writing for my next hearing?.
You can mail or email me the letter. Please make sure to sign and notarize.
Nothing I have gone through has ever been or should had been made out to be a joke.
House should been sold last year. Every contractor has made the same comment, "A temp bandaid is only a temp bandaid."
That signature? No reason it should not had been given. Any reason is just an excuse. Excuses are just excuses. You both should helped me out. It was just a mere signature. It has and will never make any sense to anyone. Especially to me. You have examples of those who helped others. More than a signature. They only had to ask for help once by two individuals who take their rolls seriously. They help, no matter what and it didn't involve the individual under oncology or palliative care.
I do not need or did I need... any additional stressor in my life.
Facts.
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What I am thankful for... through all the unnecessary stress...
Is the fall season, and the winds of change is most definitely upon me.
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A great article sent to me from my therapist. I highly suggest reading for anyone dealing with a difficult parent/parents.
Remember... sometimes and many times, your struggles have far more meaning. When you take time to seek therapy... is when you find answers. You can't blame yourself all the time, so please don't.
Take time to heal and find the love, unconditional support you so desperately have been longing for❤️🩹
Signs You’re Not Ready to be a Parent
So you don’t screw up someone else’s life.. The bar has been set so low to be a parent that so long as you don’t do anything that kills your kids, hey, we’re not gonna judge you, because that’s mean.
Well, I’m calling bullshit.
I can and will judge you as a parent, because your choices as a parent have consequences, both for your kids and for all the people your kids (who grow up to be adults) will come into contact with over the course of their life.
That includes marriage, lifetime partner/s.
Here is a list of signs that, in my opinion and many in the field of psychology/trauma therapy, show you aren’t ready to be a parent.
You should either fix them before you have kids or, if you’re already a parent, get on top of them and sort yourself out so you don’t bring damaged people into the world. Or continue damaging those kids, who are now adults.
To be continued on next podcast. The list/signs that you are/weren't ready to be a parent.
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It's been a bit.
What I have learned over the years is that...
Change is a part of life.
I am in the process of experiencing those changes.
One must still remember to...
Enjoy the simplicity of life♡
True beauty.
🍁😌🌻
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Look who's almost made a full surgical recovery!
Yep... beasty husky girl is back to her old energetic self!
With a little over a month left, before the winter is upon us. What might be winter this year, pending with global warming....
The list of projects keeps getting smaller, and that's a GREAT accomplishment!!!
Happy Labor Day 2023
👍🌞👍
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If you can't be nice, emotionally supportive to those who are sick...
Then seek therapy.
Or...
Try using kindness for once.
✌️😌✌️
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I'm talking about people who were, who they were...
BEFORE
Chronic illness.
People who ask you... what happened to you? Who you used to be. That kind of comment(s).
These are NOT people who bare any kind of emotional support, or understanding.
I am not referencing bad people. Who did bad things in the past.
I am talking about people with live with and suffer from chronic illness... and the comments or lack of emotional support where you need it.
However...
You instead get ridiculed, insulted or made out to be nothing but a mere burden to others. Those "others" lack emotion and heart. So advice by experience?
"Don't mind those kind of people."
No matter what diagnosis... in general. The body changes with time. That is a fact. That is part of the process with chronic illness.
That is just common sense.. that doesn't grow on trees.
For the internet spell check/pronunciation police... Neuropathy😳😆🤪
🌟👍😌👍🌟
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Have you ever enjoyed a cup of coffee... made over an open fire🤔
Talking about DELICIOUS!!
☕️😍😋
Here's to the start of a beautiful holiday weekend and picture PERFECT golf cart views!
🍁🌻😍☕️
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Definitely worth stepping outside to view this rare astronomical event!
🌟🪐🌙
The Whole Earth will witness the Super Blue Moon 2023 on the night of 30th and 31st August 2023.
You should know that Super Blue Moon occurs when red wave lengths and air particles cause refraction due to which it looks Blue in Color.
August Super Blue Moon 2023 Date is 30th, 31st August 2023 and you can watch it in the Night Sky.
😀🪐🌙🌟😍
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As far as the homemade fudge...
DELICIOUS!🥰
❣️✌️😌✌️❣️
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MY Journey.
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Silence...
Is sometimes the greatest gift one can give oneself.
❤️🐶🙂🐶❤️
Important reminder:
"Don't forget to take those necessary days, to recharge yourself."
🌞✌️😌✌️🌞
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Being...
A fur parent, hooman Momma or Dad.
❤️❤️❤️
Being...
A human Momma or Dad.
👩🦰🧒🐶❤️🐱👧👱♀️
Canine Epilepsy Awareness
Do Right By Blue💙
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Be proud of ALL that you have accomplished...
Both BIG and small.
❤️🚶♂️❤️🚶♀️❤️🚶
Thank you to everyone who participated in the American Cancer Society
Relay For Life
In honor of all women who are bravely battling ORS/Ovarian Cancer.
To be able to bring ORS/Ovarian Cancer to light, helping to educate the public, will continue to help research to further understand this rare cancer.
🚶❤️🚶♀️❤️🚶♂️❤️
Anyone interested in setting up or joining a Relay For Life event/team in your area... helping to bring awareness to ORS/Ovarian Cancer:
Please contact below so I can forward on your information:
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And...
Most likely, also my EXPRESSION when my favorite coffee creamer makes MAJOR changes👇
😉☕️🤔🧐😯☕️🙃
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Well...
I guess one didn't cry... all the well of tears dry. The end result, standing back and looking at the property, so far...
All the hard work... bringing the beach home. While remembering this week, one year ago.
I poured everything, I got into it.
This evening... I was glad to be able to enjoy some individual time with the fur kiddos.
I knew... this was going to be a tough week. But feeling, and grieving is part of healing.
💙❤️🐶🐶🐶❤️💙
Canine Epilepsy Awareness
Do Right By Blue💙
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Like...
Spending quality, fun time with your kids and fur kiddos❤️
Focus on #1...
YOUR wants, and needs for a change❣️
💛😁💯🙂🧡
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Silence...
Is sometimes the GREATEST gift one can give oneself❤️
Video... 4th year of my huge deer foliage, wildflower garden.
🌿Never disappoints.🌾
✌️🌞😌🌞✌️
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So...
I had to look it up and YES!
That was a song by, Tony Orlando & Dawn.
However...
I don't believe the deli guy was named, Sam🤔😄
Here's that Rod Stewart album👇
🎶😀✌️🎶
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Cannot WAIT to share the final cut of the song, Rosa.
Part of proceeds going towards ORS/Ovarian Remnant Syndrome/Ovarian Cancer Research💙
Please keep Jack and his fur baby, along with so many others in Hawaii, in your thoughts and prayers.
Those who have lost everything. Please don’t forget to do what you can... to help.
🤙❤️***🤙❤️
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If your ever in Dallas County, Texas...
Or wanting to order online...
Dubalicious CUP cakes are a MUST😋🧁❣️
https://www.dubaliciouscupcakes.com/
🧁🥰❣️😋🧁
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If I have said it before...
I will say it, again...
*Time on earth is precious.
**Value your precious time.
***YOU can do ANYTHING...
A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
Cannot wait to share this HIT! One day... possibly a movie soundtrack?..
Remember:
ANYTHING is possible... when you value your precious time.
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Do Right By Blue
In Memory
Canine Epilepsy Awareness
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Ahhhh... yes...
The games that narcs will play.
After awhile...
You figure out the games... Every crazy, dillusional game.
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EVERYONE can help🤙
Here's how YOU can HELP❣️
https://www.mauihumanesociety.org/donate-olx/
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https://www.redcross.org/donate/donation.html/
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Any additional questions or other ways to help those in need?..
Let me help guide you to many other local groups/organizations in Maui:
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Appropriate shirt for today!
And...
Pretty accurate Angel card & Life Encouragement reading❣️
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Learn...
Heed...
The Red Flags
The Signs.
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Podcast correction:
(Trying to have a federal judge deem me as NOT disabled.)
(Lien on house... not deed.)
The response... was heartfelt and understanding of where I am coming from... valid reasoning.
Second hearing scheduled.
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The house has come a LONG way!
Now a most BEAUTIFUL roof, and I do NOT REGRET choosing different!
❤️Patriot Red👇
❤️👆Finished repairs, touching up hand concrete designs by myself, front driveway and porch.
Prepared for a lengthy hearing... a life changer for me.
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And...
🐶🐶 Some icecream🍦😋
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True HAPPINESS...
What you make of life❣️
Today?
❣️❣️HAPPY❣️❣️
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Unconditional Love...
Of the furry kind❣️
And a well earned special day tomorrow!
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Neoplasia is a rare finding in ORS/Ovarian Remnant Syndrome In the literature as of 2023, 13 cases of adenocarcinoma and malignancy developing in an ovarian remnant have been described to date. 2 cases of clear cell adenocarcinoma, 2 of mucinous tumor types, 5 of endometrioid types, 3 of adenocarcinomas and 1 of border serous neoplasia.
Lower back pain, dyspareunia, variable bowel symptoms, pelvic masses or ureteral compression have also been encountered. In patients with ovarian cancer developing in ovarian remnants, the most common presenting symptom is severe, persistent pain. In 3 patients, the presenting sign is a pelvic mass found incidentally during routine check-up. ** I am case #13 NIH/Rare Cancer Research/Institutes ORS/Ovarian Remnant Syndrome ❤️🩹 Free Yourself...My Journey freeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
No matter how you fight...
❤️Publicly
Or...
Privately❤️
We all fight the same battle.
-Kimberly
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Stand Up To Cancer
In Memory
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It's aI..
5'oclock ICECREAM time somewhere in the fur kiddo world!
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Stayed tuned for more interviews... advice with Jesus!
And...
Don't forget your sandals folks!!
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The Heatwave of 1911?..
Nope. She is DEFINITELY a COLD weather pup!
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A job within itself.
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And cold weather fur kiddos... do NOT like this heat!.
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Because...
Your never too old.
Simplicity Of Life
Life Is Meant To Live
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We are getting somewhere!
Last project/storm repairs after roof...
Excavating.
Positive VIBES
Respect Your Contractors
Heatwave 2023
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And no one's helping you.
**
This shouldn't be happening.
No one should have to attend to property, when another individual is responsible... when lawncare company is not available.
Especially while I am under, around the clock, palliative care.
Anyone who is aware of a person's health status... and doesn't hold up their end or on the totem pole... sat back?
Next month's hearing...
I save no one.
Everything will be on the table.
All the lack of, as well gross negligence, is being discussed at hearing.
I have saved myself... by myself.
I therefore, am not saving anyone. No one.
Every little little dark secret that others tried to hide and conseal...
Comes to light.
Cycle Ends.
Free Yourself.
Here is a photo of LittleBabyBlue's Dad👇
NO WAY... will she only get to be around 55 pounds!
Why?
Because she already weighs 48 pounds and still isn't 6 months old... yet.
Just yesterday she was a tiny girl! Still SPUNKY as ever!!
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But when I'm done...
I'm done.
Healthy Decisions
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Now....
🔎That I got your attention🔍
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Really.
If you think you will have a bigger halo or larger wings...
Because you waltz into heaven with no bills you owe to your name...
Then your living one twisted life.
Life is about how we support one another... that includes emotional support that doesn't cost a dime.
Sometimes when you give distance... it isn't far enough.
Protect your PEACE at ALL COSTS.
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Your never going to be the person you were yesterday.
You are a different person by your experiences.
And... that's perfectly normal and OK!
Last time wasting valuable time. This is why there are far too many people, and families becoming homeless.
Good people... Good souls.
There is an urgent, dire need for reform with leasing companies and some... not all private rental property owners.
There are very few people solo... whether alone married, in this economy nightmare, who can show 3x their income/job.
For a RENTAL?!?!.
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It's been a super busy...
but EXTREMELY productive day!
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This is this morning.
7 something in the morning for all the neighbors to watch...
Neighbor, no this isn't ok.
No woman should have to go through this...
This is not ok.
He was allowed to come into the house to take a shower. I did not want him in the house. Especially acting like this. He stated on text last night, he was joining Planet Fitness to utilize showers.
This is not ok.
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No woman should ever tell another woman...
To stay in any type of unhealthy relationship...
PERIOD.
Self Love
Speak Up
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I never EVER want or will be in any of these situations by the behavior of a man...
EVER AGAIN.
Stand Up Ladies
Self Respect/Protect
Free Yourself
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Laughter is a MUST!
My guys? They certainly deliver!!😂
Today's Angel Reading...
SPOT ON❣️
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Still in need of property:
3-4 bedroom house
Ohio-Kentucky-Indiana
(within hour of interstate 275 loop)
Thank you for any and all help!
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So... I started something new recently...
Angel Card Reading.
Emotional Therapy Card Reading.
I also started this morning going live with all 675 of you... early morning card readings.
Not only do I enjoy doing readings... I certainly would have never known, if I would not have tried. But as well, it is very therapeutic if you suffer from mental health challenges... such as I do with anxiety.
I have always believed in Angels and Guardian Angels.
It is very nice to be able to share live readings with others💞
I look forward to continue embracing this new part of my spiritual journey.
Cultivate Positivity
Embrace Spiritual Growth
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This couldn't be more truer than true👇💯
https://www.moneygeek.com/financial-planning/resources/financial-help-women-abusive-relationships/
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People were made well aware of his behavior.
Other people knew all about his behavior... some before me. Others... a very long time before I met him.
I made attempts, more than a few times, to get out of a very toxic marriage. What I needed was the help from others. Instead, I realized, I wasn't going to get the help... so I was going to have to do it on my own. Taking far more time, than one should had because people forget... I am also dealing with my health.
No one, took what I was going through seriously. Until I hit my limit and reached out to attorneys. Disability and domestic violence attorneys.
They took and are taking EVERYTHING extremely serious. Giving me tools as well and sound advice. Help for women. What to look out for and how to protect myself. That includes those that have an open file with the state of Indiana on connected matters.
Behind the scenes, I was most definitely building that life boat one strong plank at a time.
A judiciary judge, I was told, will be taking matters very seriously. Because all this daily fight or flight mode takes a major tool on your health.
I got tired of hiding what I was, and once again, going through. It's not right, by any means.
Eric's response to everything he has done? He laughs... feels he owes no apologies and acts like it's all funny. The same response to his called out behavior:
"I don't give a fu*k
I don't care."
That includes going in front of judges. In my situation, there is more than one judge.
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Sometimes...
You MUST create your happiness.
Search.
Seek.
My Two Favorites
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Eric was told 1 time prior to not touch any cameras throughout the property.
The cameras are there for a reason.
This is a valid reason why the cameras are in place. He was told one prior time, not to touch the cameras.
If I didn't have a gut instinct to check the cameras. Eric would be sitting in jail right now.
Person who told him to come back to the house. Do you maybe want to think twice now.
Video sent to appropriate parties involved.
Still in search of short term lease. The sooner... the better.
Much appreciated🙏
Ohio, Kentucky, Indiana
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You gamble it ALL!..
So you can realize a far better life that YOU DESERVE!
Signed, The Enterpreneur
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Emotions...
An important part of healing.
Allow yourself to feel...
Then time to heal.
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Emotions are normal.
In order to move forward...
Logics are needed.
Think with your 🧠 brain.
Not your ❤️ heart.
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If you think this is absolutely one hell of a crazy way to have to live...
You are 💯 percent RIGHT!.
Imagine the looks on my pulmonary specialist and radiology techs when explaining why I have keys on my necklace.
Radiology techs... because of my nails, I couldn't undo the clasp..
My pulmonary specialist... while listening to my lungs.
Did they document?
Yes.
This isn't any kind of life, that ANY WOMAN should have to live. No ifs, ands or buts about it.
PERIOD.
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My gut... throughout my lifetime... has NEVER been wrong.
That bad, strange feeling. Bouncing off bad energy, from not such good souls.
People say things, that are down right disheartening. Past the point of cruel. There is no lie. This is the truth. Eric's dad also had the same phone call. To his house that day... almost 12 years ago.
What's the point you might be wondering?.
It's really quite simple.
The past is never the past. Not for the person on the receiving end... of some really cruel behavior and words.
All intentional words because they are fully conscious and aware of what they are saying. Yet, I am sadly not the first of this kind of behavior towards those who struggle/ struggled with their health. I was just the next one on the totem pole and warned by one who took the abuse before me.
I am the one on the receiving end this go around. It sure the hell hasn't been easy, to say the least!. It's not been easy to find things out... all because I really believe.... my loved ones in heaven are looking out for me.
Continuing to do such.
These are also the end results of having that bad feeling. I didn't check my email accounts yesterday. Instead, I did so this early morning, after taking a shower. Because I was once again wise, to listen to my gut. They say... heed the warning... heed the signs.
I kept on top of all bills, necessities. I did so throughout the legal process with Eric. The only responsibilities of most importance for Eric per state of Indiana/legal counsel?...
Stay on top of the mortgage.
Eric was asked by the state of Indiana to send a letter signed and notarized. That he would stay on top of the mortgage. Especially since the loan is in his name. Eric refused to send them back their request. Case file remains open, for real valid reasons such as this.
I was always responsible. Taking care of all bills. Making sure everything was paid, even ahead of time. I even put my marriage, the man before myself. It was a noble, but foolish mistake. My choosing in men was per therapist, a learned behavior, but I will teach you at this point in your life, how to now choose wisely. As well, psychologically explain, why for my choosings of men. And loyalty of some very abusive behavior.
This current home, mortgage is not my loan. I only legally have said interest in the house. Title and deed.
For the past 2 months asking him about the mortgage... you sure everything is okay? Nothing going on with the mortgage Eric? He would respond, "No, everything is fine. I just spoke to them this day, that day, etc. I still felt something wasnt right over the past few months... because my gut was kicking!.
Someone with the insurance company, felt the need to flag me. An email that I didn't see yesterday... because I didn't check until the next day. This early morning.
I am now left with no choice, but to gamble my health insurance and all benefits beginning August 23rd, 2023.
I must stand on my own two feet, because the help I needed by two individuals... was not taken seriously. They didn't care and I had to quickly come to accept that with the help of my trauma therapist. I believe some people just enjoy, in my opinion, watching you struggle and unnecessarily suffer. However...
I WILL NOT continue to let it happen. PERIOD.
If anyone knows of a house rental, preferably short term (6 months or less). So I can transition into a rental temporarily, while this property is going through final storm repairs, then placed for sale. If not, it will be okay for a year lease on a home. I have my beloved family members, pets that will also being moving with me. 3-4 bedrooms as I will be having a friend move in to help where needed, they will be utilizing their home office.
This will allow me to sell this property, take the proceeds, as well owed money from Eric, regarding spousal maintenance agreement and other matters to court. To finalize EVERYTHING because God knows it is long overdue.
Per real estate agent, "You can then put proceeds from your current home sale, as a down payment on your new home."
I deserve as much happiness as anyone else. I refuse to continue taking some very cruel behavior from the same heartless people.
If I don't get the ball rolling... since the current mortgage is in Eric's name and he is now in default, also owed money for escrow. I will end up homeless with my beloved fur kids.
Eric kept important information. EXTREMELY important information regarding not paying the mortgage from me, for 2 months. 1 more month, I was told via email from a concerned party. You would had lost all collateral, proceeds from selling the property and ended up homeless. The bank would begin the foreclosure process
Clearly, these screenshots and video shows, what it truly feels like when people view your medical struggles as a burden. As an inconvenience. And NO ONE deserves to be treated this way. NO ONE.
Area looking for house rental, preferably short term/or if need be 1 year lease:
Ohio, Kentucky, Indiana close to interstate 275 loop
By the way... these are reasons why people take care of their emotional health. There is no way, I could manage such behavior from the same people if it weren't for the help, guidance from trauma therapists.
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As for 4th of July... I will make up for it, once I get into a new home.
🇺🇸 Wishing you and yours a blessed Independence Day 🇺🇸
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GREAT tea by the way 🍵!
No. A narcissist never apologizes. They are too arrogant to do so... and not grown up enough to know how to talk, communicate.
Facts Of Narcs.
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So... I had to try the famous Junior's of New York restaurant Cheesecake, Strawberry Swirl.
SOOOOOO DELICIOUS!!!!
And this is coming from a gal who really doesn't care for cheesecake😋
If you listen to the podcast...
Drunken drivers now have a new enemy in their midst: their fellow motorists. Anyone in an automobile that has a car phone can hit "#77" and report inebriated drivers (aka DRUNK FOOLS)
And... Don't forget to pick up some Pepto!🥶🤢😱
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Of COURSE I'm going to join in on the FUN!
Perfect video opportunity and... your furry ass sure ain't ALONE!
More like...
Overfed, spoiled rotten and plenty of siblings to terrorize!!
FAR... FROM... ALONE
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Going into the 4th like...
THAT'S RIGHT!!
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Blaming getting into a women's purse, and wallet on a cat?!
If a cat took this... there would be bite marks, teeth marks and no cat of this earth knows how to completely crumble a bank receipt.
Facts
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Nothing more to add to this factual video.
Wisdom By Experience
Great... Grave Lessons Learned.
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Big personality!
BIGGER ATTITUDE!!
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The hardest thing to do...
Is stand on your own two feet.
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♡Kimberly
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Taking care of yourself is simply realizing that you’re important.
It means not to unnecessarily and constantly ignore your needs and the things that make you feel good...
😊HAPPY!
Best described as helping others by helping yourself first.
PRIORITIZE your happiness!
Note to self... when over this hurdle time for some happiness
Selfish Season
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Things continue to linger... I will feel like OKAY, maybe today?. I am getting better!
Then hours later...
Back down for the count.
I have absolutely refused, by more than a few specialists, to go back to the hospital. Why? Because people like me don't make it out.
Facts are the facts.
Right now, I am in the stage where my body is trying to bring up the infection. Problem this time around, dealing with pneumonia... is the infection happens to be located in the lower part of my lungs.
I try to do comparisons, to when I had double pneumonia over a decade ago. Trying to remember, how I got over it. But with two totally different locations within my lungs... there is no comparison.
Ironically, the same EXACT scenario!
(This time around it was someone else... more of that at a later date, because I have better things to focus on with my energy. Like getting better! I refuse right now to give my energy to the person with sheer ignorance... amen)
Individual is sick with the swine flu. Cones over to a holiday event sick. Thinks it's funny. Sneezing, coughing... I get sick by catching their germs. Then end up in the hospital. X-rays and later nuclear testing... double pneumonia, upper lobes. You end up with scarring of your lungs once they completely heal, from having pneumonia. Permanent scarring. Less lung function.
Anyone who intentionally brings their germs around you... knowing they are sick... isn't a good person. PERIOD!
I finished the last round of antibiotics yesterday. And I'm already feeling the beginning of what will be... another round of something stronger.
Instacart has stayed busy with me. Only a few positive things to come out of Covid-19.
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The Toughest Battles...
ARE
The Toughest Battles.
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Huskies will howl, talk and yes, they can bark all day long.
Their vocabulary will amaze and never fail to put a smile on your face!
Trust me by saying...
Your phone will be filled with videos of a bigger than life personality!
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Still down for the count...
But guess who's been faithfully devoted by my side?🐾
It's always been that way... throughout my entire life. The best nurses are of the furry kind❣️
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Dogs Can Sense When We Are Sick
Some of us have an extra healing aid around… our pets. When I’m sick, my fur kiddos stay right by my side, as if holding vigil until I recover.
Can dogs really know and sense when we are sick?
The answer is yes! Dogs, in particular, have several special ways that help them indicate if a person is ill or not. One of those ways is with their amazing olfactory abilities, or rather, their miraculous sense of smell.
Certain breed of dogs can have up to 40-50 times the scent receptors than us humans, making their sense of smell about 100,000 times stronger than ours! When a person is ill, their body chemistry will change, and a dog’s sensitive snout may be able to detect these subtle changes, letting them know we are sick.
Dogs can be trained to sniff out volatile organic compounds (VOCs) in the human body, helping with early detection for illnesses, including cancer. Often with 90% or more accuracy, the trained nose of a dog can smell lung cancer on someone’s breath, pinpoint the location of a mammary tumor, or detect bladder or prostate cancer from someone’s urine.
A dog’s nose can alert us to blood sugar changes and ketone presence in diabetics, or let us know when someone with epilepsy is about to have a seizure.
So if your furry family member seems to be paying attention to a certain part of your body more than usual, perhaps it’s time to listen to your canine companion and get checked out!
Our canine companions are also keen observers of our behavior, and can often tell when we aren’t feeling well, just by noticing subtle changes in our daily routines. Perhaps we are more tired and less mobile than usual, or we suddenly are home from work for a few days. The lack of energy you may feel when you’re sick is quickly sensed by your pets, letting them know you are feeling under the weather.
It’s also been noted that dogs can recognize our facial expressions. When we are tired and sick, the energy often leaves our faces, and our dogs see this happen. A dog sees this change in our behavior and expression, and a common response is that of appeasement. Dogs will actually lick the tears from your face when you are sad, as if they know comfort is needed now.
So next time you’re under the weather, let your furry family members help heal you!
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I got hit a few days ago..
Tomorrow, I am back up to the hospital for scans.
We know, from the past 20 months... I have ascites that has shown up on various imaging.
Secondary complications, from the tumor progressing. Pockets of fluid that collect around, and in-between organs, that surround the tumor.
What Covid-19 brought to patients... is the ability to e-visit 24-hours with oncology specialists, who are on call with your group. The ability to call your connecting hospital and even stat urgent testing. Even calling in ahead of time, mediations.
Any patient, who is already battling and ends up adding secondary complications. Or... in my case, pneumonia from those who fail to be proactive around patients. Wearing a mask when sick.
Oncology patients with progressive cancer, tumors that were not successfully put into remission by oncology treatments, are 10 times more susceptible to catching airborne germs.
If you think any patient, has no rights to already be... and feel absolutely miserable enough, dealing with the symptoms and complications from a tumor/tumors/lesions.
If you think any patient, doesn't have the absolute rights to express and show feelings...
ALL FEELINGS.
You are absolutely WRONG.
Any parent, parents who fail to place their child or children FIRST. Young or adult child/children first, during and after diagnosis... including during and after oncology treatments. Is not a parent or parents and failed as such.
Anyone, who is battling alone. Without family. Please know you my friend, are not alone.
There are many online support groups, that will fill in those who are absent during your journey.
It's perfectly OK and absolutely normal to FEEL every single emotion, that comes your way during your journey.
It would be more absurd to say... you don't feel.
We as patients, all feel.
We struggle and the road is not paved easily for us. The roads ahead... are sadly, unknown. Day to day, how you will feel... are certainly, unknown.
We, as patients... live in the moment. We, as patients... live day by day.
If you, as a parent, tell me on the phone to get rid of those that never faltered... stayed 💯 by my side, during my oncology journey...
During your unexcusable absence.
If you tell me, to get rid of those 76% in the United States, that also consider a part of their own family. Those as well, that are not walking the oncology journey. I am talking about a parent, telling me on the phone, more than a handful of times and documented, to get rid of my family members, my pets. That were there for me, no matter what. During years of human beings, totem pole, complete absence.
If you put me in a position... by saying such, hatred words. Time and time and time and time again. My decision will be automatic. My decision is actually, quite easy. You automatically make my decision easy by such statements, time and time and time and time again.
I choose time and time and time and time again... those family members of mine, who faithfully remained by my side.
My pets... My unwavering, loving part of my family.
The same, as the other 76% of households in the United States. That also consider their pets, a permanent part of their family.
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"When we really get down to it...
Past all the notoriety, fame, and fortune...
We are all human.
Through the hard times, trials and tribulations...
Is where we find ourselves.
Is where we realize our true strength.
♡Kimberly
Question for Steve Stevens:
I'm big on overcoming the hard times and sharing our wisdom with others.
What were some of your biggest trials and tribulations in life. How did you overcome them?
If you could put those times in a guitar riff.. what would it sound like?
-Kimberly
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I never... really had normal pets.
Each pet, always had a special want, or medical need.
And you know what?
I wouldn't have it any other way❣️
Happy Birthday to my special girl in heaven...
💙My BabyBlue💙
Canine Epilepsy Awareness
Do Right By Blue
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This should be educational for EVERY SINGLE MAN who thinks con artists are a joke.
This group of con artists are now flipping... the script on him.
They are making 100% CERTAIN...
They don't get in trouble or go to jail. But that the person being conned, scammed, does instead.
You can't be embarrassed for actions of others.
You are not responsible for the actions of others, who are/were warned and fully aware of the con, scam.
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Ever run into one of those extremely rare, beautiful souls walking among us?
If so...
Consider yourself lucky, blessed.
In Memory Of Dr. B.
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Those who have been...
Experienced....
Or...
Currently in a domestic violent relationship.
👇Remember this👇
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Because...
They don't want to see you laughing.
Among the Troll houses...
And
Barbie heads!
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Two days prior, acting crazy, cursing and past the point disrespectful behavior. Was asked to leave premises per legal counsel. No matter what attending to... in order to get the house ready to sell.
Then... like most abusive, disrespectful behavior...👇
An empty apology. Then right back at it again.
Even... with a prior domestic violence case and a permanent, active Brady Bill. The same disturbing behavior towards another woman... prior to me.
Did I know about his criminal past before getting married to him?
No.
Some people, per domestic violence attorney...
Dig themselves, by their own actions.
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Brainstorming for a unique promotion set to begin in July...
Those who know me...
know me well!
Marilyn Monroe collector
=
The OBVIOUS CHOICE!
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There is ALWAYS a reason to laugh...
And SMILE❣️
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Get ALL the HELP...
RESOURCES that YOU need❣️
Under hospice, palliative care?
Keep close monitor/daily counts of your medicine.👇
Find some peace while planning your safety... freedom.
👆My peace? Nature... walking.
Some resources to help you... healthy reading too👇
https://www.womenhelpingwomen.org/
**
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Don't think for 1 hot second.
That I didn't ask YOU to help me
out of an unhealthy relationship.
I begged... and pleaded.
YOU left me to fend for myself. I asked you both on multiple occasions, over the past year to help me. Instead, you used nothing, but mere excuses.
I continued doing my best to juggle my health and an extremely unhealthy relationship, without the help that should had been given. You sat back, and watched me struggle.
And instead of getting your help...
I took it upon myself.
I got the necessary tools and knowledge, I needed to survive by skilled domestic violence attorneys and trauma therapist.
Men who are Peterpan W/Narcissistic Personality
Peter Pan Syndrome describes men who have difficulty "growing up." This generally begins at a young age, how one is raised. As men, they are not typical responsible adults. They have a hard time keeping a job and refusal to behave like an adult in relationships.
According to Psychology Today, men with Peter Pan Syndrome behave irrationally, irresponsibly and may also show Narcissistic Personality traits.
"In life.
Laughter is the only way to help you get through the pain."
-Kimberly
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Laughter Is The Best Medicine
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Ahhhh... Yesss...
The great question game, when confronting a narcissist psychopath.
Will YOU EVER get a normal... honest answer🤔?.
Listen to find out.
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You were never married.
It was just an act from an online predator.
A fake.
You has something, per domestic violence attorney, that he wanted.
Your federal benefits.
PLOT TWIST...
You didn't die.
Now he has to find his next want, need and supply. Back to stalking young girls, nice women who, like myself (have/had no idea what/who you are getting yourself into) and other international dating sites, to find the next victim. Posing as everything, but the true, self.
A fraudulent transaction.
I got smart... and filed a return on the defective item.
Set Yourself Free
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For those folks who played... or continue... playing doctor without a PHD.
Eric, was the only physical body, present for me. I probably (definitely most likely) would had far better support, from the family of squirrels in the backyard.
He wasn't emotionally supportive and only physically present. Once, after coming home from daily treatments. He was explained THE SERIOUSNESS of being present. This was due to the seriousness of unpredictable side effects and complications.
Especially when I was resting, and/or sleeping.
Instead, each time I woke up. He was nowhere to be found. Months later... phone bill showed he was in the back bedroom on pornography sites, dating sites/apps.
Again... my only support was from the unconditional love of my fur kiddos. They remained dedicated to their human momma.
Always laying next to me, above me, or by my side.
🐾❤️🐾❤️
Truth
Terminal Has No Specific Face
Let's Be REAL
Zero Forgiveness
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A mere 🎬 act.
Until the play is over.
The actor ran out of scripts.
And...
Don't forget the Peter Pan, toddler tantrum, mood swings.
Mere pouting.
Put them in time-out👶
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Another opportunity.
☕️🌞🌞☕️
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To try something NEW!
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Great day for doing just that!!
Dry heat... I'll take it!
Taking a friend up on a new adventure yesterday... I'll take that too!
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This would be GREAT in a painting!!👇
***What is Al?
AI manga filter turns you into an anime character, and the AI face filter which blends you with an object or person of your choice.
The latest AI filter appears to have been inspired by the app Lensa, which has taken off on social media.
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All around a better day.
Fresh air is always a POSITIVE!
When Eric admitted to learning how to manipulate people. And using it at prior job, Sheriff's Department...
I had to look up what Good Cop Bad Cop meant🤔
He was referring to a manipulation tactic, per my therapist.
What Is The Good Cop, Bad Cop Strategy?
Good cop, bad cop is a negotiation strategy on how to make a distinction between good and bad behavior. All in order to gain an advantage over their opponent.
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Passive Aggressive Behavior:
A serial online predator aka cheater.
Domestic Violence attorney's opinion?
"A CHARMER out for GAIN from women. Highly manipulative individual. He was out for your disability benefits. Your family member, telling the sheriff's department about this individual was 100 percent spot on. It wasn't a lie, what they were saying. They found out through most likely, a private investigator. Him being handed the Brady Bill for prior domestic violence. Being found guilty is also something not to be taken lightly. He can never own or purchase a hand gun."
So no. His response should not surprise anyone. But I can't stress it enough...
LADIES, PAY FOR FULL BACKGROUND CHECKS ON ANY MALE YOU MEET AND PLANNING ON SOMETHING SERIOUS. BE AWARE OF ONLINE PREDATORS. IT WILL BE THE BEST INVESTMENT $$$ YOU WILL EVER MAKE IN YOUR LIFE👍👍
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A parent or parents should always have the safety in mind of a child or children. Regardless of age.
Even as adults.
A parent or parents job, does not end, once a child or children are of legal age.
Over the age of 18.
This is a valuable tool, link from a Coldwell Banker Broker/Agency Owner.
https://www.coldwellbankerhomes.com/sitemap/rentals/
For all you ladies, who asked for help finding your exit. And did not receive the help. This link will help you in finding a safe home... a safe place to begin the process of healing. To begin a much happier life for you, your child/children and fur kiddos. A new house, rental or even if you are looking to purchase a new home.
"Never fault yourself. You are not responsible for a man's behavior."
Passing this along to those in need... in hopes this can help assist you. As I was told, all agents should be well aware of realtor website/rental listing.
Most realty firms, offer a website so you can search current rental homes as well, available homes for sale.
Women Should Protect Respect Other Women
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When asked, after realizing he literally, intentionally was washing my sheets and dirty clothes... without laundry detergent;
"Why did you wash my sheets/dirty laundry without laundry detergent?. Knowing we ran out of laundry detergent?."
His response;
"Because I can. And I did. That's why."
Regardless, how unsanitary that is... and luckily, I caught it in time!. And... knowing I do everything to keep germs at bay for the safety of my health and immune system.
It's called, blatantly having zero regard or respect for someone's health. Zero respect for one's hospital team of specialists, oncologists.
Here are REAL facts why not using laundry detergent is such a... NO.
Washing your clothes with only water may help you get rid of some surface dirt, but it will likely not be enough to wash out harmful bacteria. Especially with any household member with chronic illness, autoimmune issues, and cancer.
Not washing clothes without using laundry detergent, also subjects your pets to unhealthy bacteria.
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There is a real, valid reason why animals have always held half of my heart.
Where people fail... animals won't. And let's face it. In life... there will be many people that will fail you.
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You were married and buying a girl mistress an engagement ring.
What kind of man (who does a complete disservice to other men), does such a thing?
A man who is a fake and a complete fraud.
Maybe the girl, mistress was going to leave him, and was threatening to tell you, the wife.
So the fake fraud convinces her, that he’s going to leave you, the wife, for her. The problem is, the wife has not a clue this is going on behind her back.
And what better way to seal the deal with the mistress? Buy the mistress a ring with marital money — a ring that signifies a pretty big commitment. The ultimate commitment, one might say.
Men — at least men that cheat on their wives — are not nice people.
So lying to one, to save your own skin, would be second nature — it would be nothing to the fraud.
Telling a woman, I mean "girl" you will marry them, wouldn’t even register as a bad thing, or something you should feel vaguely ashamed of. Or maybe, you are waiting on your sick wife to die soon. This way, you can make sure you seal the deal with the mistress. I mean, girl.
Maybe, the wife has cancer. Your out telling the world, your wife's going to die any day, anyways.
If the lying fake fraud didn’t buy an engagement ring and attempt to seal the deal, they’d be caught. They’d lose everything — wife and the girl mistress — and so it is just to ensure they can keep their wife, their mistress and their lifestyle.
A lifestyle of a serial cheater.
This is from a gentleman. Male friend, let's say. I realize I am libelling my entire gender here, and willing to do so. All because, I don't want to see a good woman continue getting taken advantage of, and in all reality she needed to know the truth. All of the truth. So she can fully move on the rest of her way.
Let's face it. Most men suck.
-Tom
You don't want me to show you REAL examples of what... who... how your photos are being used and shared.
PROTECT YOUR PRIVATE PARTS
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Great!
Not like crazy, unruly passengers aren't enough to make you think twice about flying.
Now... we have a real DUMMY opening up emergency exit doors, while still in flight!?
Call me, the gal who notices little details on this one... but why are some news stations now cutting out the real DUMMY in the passenger video?..
And... why are we not putting safety measures in place? The ability to only have these doors accessible to open, on some sort of safety release system? A sensor button, if you will, to only allow the emergency doors to open... when the wheels of the plane hit the ground.
Surely in 2023?
We should be far in advance with technology, to do just that.
Secure the doors!
Secure the far more friendlier skies.
And... who is that DUMMY anyways?
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What does it mean to be the “black sheep” of the family?A “black sheep” is a family member who is marginalized, treated differently, or excluded by the rest of the family.
The presence of a black sheep in a family has less to do with that individual, and more to do with the social context of the family.
Family misunderstanding, indifference, and refusing to resolve conflict.
There are many characteristics of families that produce black sheep, but the three most marginalizing traits are:
Unaccepting, Inflexible, and highly Dysfunctional families.
Embrace Your Uniqueness
Wisdom From A Black Sheep
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Anyone who has ever raised a husky... knows the most important part of being a hooman parent!
😁❣️ZOOMIES❣️🤣
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SUNDAY REMINDER
NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY DISORDER
Facts are facts.
Narcs NEVER Apologize.
Narcs never hold themselves accountable for their own behavior.
However...
How Narcs treat others who are sick?
SPEAKS VOLUMES of what kind of character they really are behind their many masks... Narcissist Character👺
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59% of patients documented their pain pump provided good to excellent pain relief.
41% of patients saw little to no pain relief from their pump.
A pain pump is not a guarantee for severe pain.
A pain pump does not mean that a patient, will not still experience, daily breakthrough pain.
Facts
Progressive cancer
Education is 🔑 🗝 🔐
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If I could leave some of my greatest lessons for others...
Lessons of Life
Self care is SO IMPORTANT!
One must put themselves first... health, and most importantly, happiness.
It's perfectly okay to be in your selfish season.
Self ❤️
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Ovarian remnant syndrome/ORS is a rare gynecological complication, most often induced by difficult bilateral salpingo-oophorectomy procedures that leave ovarian residual, tissue or cells.
Residual ovarian/malignant development, cases have been reported and documented.
A total of 13 cases, documented of malignant tumors, have been described, reported to date.
Endometriosis, known to increase the risk of ovarian cancer, predisposes patients to ORS, with an incidence rate of 30 to 50% in ORS patients.
Although the true incidence of ORS still remains unknown.
ORS Patient
Ovarian Remnant Syndrome
Ovarian Cancer
Rare Cancer Research/Institutes
The most EXCITING part?
When it ALL just comes together!
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LTD. COLLECTION
Some women...
Just had a different calling from God.
And THAT my fellow women...
Is perfectly OK❣️
Furever 🙌 Blessed
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Sorry...
Missed yesterday's reminder.
But, Always Remember:
You can not change people.
But you can choose how you respond.
We ALL have set backs, so take it with a grain of salt. It's okay... perfectly normal, to want to test the choppy waters from time-to-time. But please keep in mind...
Narcissists never change.
YOU must choose, your response, when dealing with Narcissists...
Walk Away.
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Yesterday was a busy day, visiting with a few of my specialists. Getting the medical game plan in motion.
As things with my health continue to progress... so do important changes on how we proceed ahead.
With that being said...
Tomorrow, which is now actually, today. I will be stepping away from the podcast until next week. In order for me to focus on private matters with my health. Important changes that needed to take place, so I can continue living my best life as possible.
For those who don't understand pain. True pain. You would never have understood my journey. But maybe one day, when you might be in my shoes. Then I wholeheartedly believe... you will then fully understand.
Thursday marks a very important day for me.
5.11.23
I made it, not only past my oncologists prognosis of 5 years. But have officially defied the odds.. 2 addition years.
7 years
As things continue to progress. The uncharted waters... unknown territory, gets tougher for not only myself, the patient. But as well, for my oncologists and attending specialists.
Today was a selfish day (yesterday). I got to enjoy the beautiful weather after attending appointments. And even watching the first ferry boat making its way to its own destination.
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As my specialists so gracefully put it,
"Things will continue changing with regards to your health... regardless of our preventive measures. Pain doesn't get better as things progress. But, I think you have been doing overall well with acceptance. The goal is to help make you as comfortable as possible. So you can continue enjoying your good days."
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Onto...
Getting the rest of the house ready to sell this summer...
Right around the corner!
I am no longer married, after deciding to proceed with a seperation agreement a year ago and finalizing things in private this morning. I will not be discussing my current relationship. There are parts of my life and other aspects as well, that will remain private.
Don't assume anything, about any little thing, you may hear or see.
I make moves and decisions that are best for me and my fur kiddos.
"Now that you are free
and the only obligation you are under
is your own dreams...
What you do now is by your own choosing... with your valuable time."
Selfish Season
Free Yourself
Freed.
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The bond with a true dog is as lasting as the ties of this earth will ever be 💞
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Remember when you were going through oncology treatments?
Remember how you felt before being urgently whisked away... the very next day to hospital oncology care?
Remember how they chose to not be there for you?
Remember how it felt battling alone?
Remember how they disrespected you... while you were busy enduring the greatest fight of your life?
Remember how they disrespected your oncology treatment team? The relentless stress they caused you? No patient should ever be fighting stress, placed upon them from others, while enduring treatments.
Remember how they used excuses or just didn't care to be present... physical support during treatments?
They weren't even there for you before, or even after treatments.
👍Remember all those mere excuses👍
They will help those, much like myself... patients that never got to realize remission. It will help give you strength! Consider it fighting power, because your going to need a reason to keep fighting.
"I remember... and I'm still fighting the battle"
I will Remember weekly... each and every Sunday.
For the remainder of my life.
Why?
So any human beings in this world that decide to act... of anything but unconditionally 1,000,000,000,000% support to oncology patients...
Think TWICE before not being of any support to any brave soul, who made a decision that day. To sign those releases. The decision to do whatever means possible... to live to see another day.
"Before-During-After
The Never-Ending Journey"
Let my experience... of how others, who should had been of support. Yet, choose not to be of anything but unforgettable cruel, malicious behavior...
Be an example that no oncology patient should ever have to remember. Because people should be there for you...
No matter what.
Respect those that are desperately trying to extend their life.
🤍
Sunday Reminder
Reminder For Those Who Failed You
Oncology Wisdom From Me To You.
🤍
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It took a few weeks... but FINALLY!
These two are going to end up super close... best of friends❣️
Exactly what Snoreo needed, companionship.
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Now... I can focus on finishing the first collection.
Onto... kid's & toddler's!
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Love, happiness and...
ALL SMILES🥰
Signs in the hearts that continue to surround me❣️
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Move on.
Sorry... I meant to post this audio at the beginning of the week... but tis better late, than never ✌️😌
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Is worth your valuable, sacred, precious... Peace.
Selfish Season
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Not only are you going to be comfortable r-u-n-n-i-n-g...
You're going to be just as flexible in each step h-i-k-i-n-g!
👟COMFORT/FLEX FIT
WITH
A STYLISH KICK 🥾
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8.24.23
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The day God calls me home?
My loved ones... those who gone before me... will meet me in heaven.
"Thank you for facing the flames. Well done 👏...
WELL DONE."
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What was very long overdue... is now finished. Onto removing the entire roof! With the major storms, back-to-back, the list of extensive repairs goes by priority... FIRST!.
Plumbing/excavation is another project within itself. First the back of the yard needs built up with dirt and drainage rock. That part is Eric's job!
Next, digging by hand.... the rest of the left part of the house/foundation. No one, not even the city is sure where the visible pipe begins or ends.
The roofing company wanted to start removing the chimney and shingles this week. Then tarp, weather permitting. However, I had A/C issues... so priority went to the furnace technician yesterday on repairs.
Maybe... just building from the ground up? At this point, sure would had been cheaper!
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Nothing but pure...
👍🌳 RESPECT 🌳👍
And... so it begins with the major exterior work of my house.
Next.... roofers and excavation/plumbing.
Lesson of life:
When you want something done... Never rely on others.
Rely on yourself and you'll never be let down one single day.
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Looking forward to the tree climbers tomorrow... trimming trees the old school way.
Ropes & Hope's
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You deserve the BEST!
💝💝💝
How does one achieve this?..
By accepting yourself as you are...
By valuing what you feel...
What you need, think, and want.
Slowly... with time...
That extra weight from others will fall off your shoulders.
💞 YOU ARE F R E E 💕
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My personal... 😍
FAVORITE!
And...
A portion of all sales goes to your choice, animal rescue/organization.
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It's a good thing Snoreo prefers Chumbones...
LittleBabyBlue's favorite treat?
Of course...
❣️MILKBONES❣️
Dose Of Daily Cuteness
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How to be of help to a loved one, family member who is sick...
Being honest, open, and willing to offer support goes a long way to show your family member that you’re there for them.
❣️❣️👍❣️❣️
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In time...
You realize that worrying...
Is just wasted energy.
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Finished with the men's/unisex Chuck Taylor's... now off to run a demo pair with Converse!
I'm pretty excited about the diversity with the men's/unisex design😀
👀👇Here is a sneak peek👇👀
They also work great outdoors in rugged environments. Especially for all you hiking enthusiasts!
Of course...
💙For The Love Of Animals🐾
Is also going to be available in the ladies design, video.
Soft release date scheduled for 8.24.23
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I continue, to make some very swift changes.
I will do, what I must, to make life for myself and my fur kiddos...
As peaceful as possible.
That includes, working extremely hard to getting this house repaired. Back-to-back storm damage.
As well... prior owners who did improper work, without permits or using professionals.
July 1st...
The house will finally be listed for sale.
This is my season.
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Because... Rick reminded me to get back in check... out of this post winter blah style funk!. 👠👗👚🥿 Free Yourself...My Journeyfreeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
I'm not the same person from a year ago. Nor... do I respond the same way either.
I like to respond with l😁ughter! This is my selfish season and no one is taking my valuable energy. Not dealing with toxic folks... no one... nada.
Men, I suggest you never tell a lady... woman to shut up. It's called, really horrible learned behavior by the father role model.
Ladies, DO NOT tolerate it.
Again...
I'm not the same person from a year ago. No man ever tells me to shut up. You do... well this is how I respond👇
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A Hello Kitty onesie?..
And lots of kids to babysit!!
Hit me up everyone!!!
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Oh... she also text,
"Keep me off the computer."
Sure... off the computer.
So... instead I put her on the podcast!
Podcast? "JA!"
(Teachers; Quiz Time... Ja!... what language is in reference)
Fill the world with pure laughter and light hearted humor every single time!🤣
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MOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOM
MOM
Did I just type the word:
MOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOM?.
Oops! Forgot spell ✔️ darn spell police!
I think that person also forgot their lunch two or to or too!!
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MOM
Good luck and much patience with BOTH companies!
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All Boss Queens
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Deserve KICK ASS Converse Limited Edition Chuck Taylor's!
Here's a little sneak peek... a little side preview of the men's/unisex hiker
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FYMJ
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Really!
I could save production a Hella lot of 💰 money!
And of course... there is always significant meaning in signs 😇👇
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And...
Don't forget that it is perfectly OKAY to place healthy boundaries.
Do your best to keep stress at bay.
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WHY...
Does it take an attorney to light another fire to get issues addressed?..
This was from past 72-hours...
And
FINALLY an understanding company and helpful workers are out on the roof as I podcast... Saturday 🙌 8pm.
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You just never know what kind of surprise you may open!
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Have you thought about ALL those memories...
Millions of Americans will be losing?.
SOOOO MANY HAPPY MEMORIES 😊
KEEP TIKTOK 🇺🇸 USA
SAY NO TO BANNING TIKTOK
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No one should ever doubt someone... because a legally binding separation agreement. Which is part of the divorce process...
Is legally binding.
When you are not going by what you agreed upon... signed.
👇Tis no laughing matter👇
Facts
Was Never Joking
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Or...
As Domestic violence attorney so kindly... BLUNTLY put it:
"You married a great Manipulative Charmer, Con Artist, Scammer.
You didn't know this person. He is a stranger. With intentions of believing your health matters, would be your demise. Much sooner than later.
You didn't die. And he didn't reap any benefits."
#Do background checks before getting married
#Wisdom by experience
#Knowledge Pass It On
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Don't ever feel bad for placing healthy boundaries...
You only get this 1 life.
Live it well.
Do your best, to also live it...
PEACEFULLY.
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Need your security videos... deleted clips restored?
Always make sure you contact support within 48 hours. Preferably... 24 hours ✔️ 👇
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You can't change the people you were born into.
And let's face it...
Sometimes those same people, can cause you nothing but misery.
YOU have the right to remove yourself from those... who are still bringing the same unwanted dish to the table.
YOU have the right... but most importantly. You should love yourself enough to know... when it's time to walk away.
A highly narcissistic dysfunctional family, can be just as serious... as a disease. Toxicity and family dysfunction should be treated seriously. Don't put yourself in unhealthy dynamics with family.
Your life...
Your health...
Your happiness...
COMES FIRST.
Know when enough is enough on chances. Know when to be the biggest person of all in a narcissistic dysfunctional family.
Know when it's time to break ties... that same vicious cycle.
Free Yourself...
Wish them well...
And walk away.
Now get out there and continue creating your own family. Those who fill your heart, your life and most importantly...
Who will
LOVE YOU
❣️UNCONDITIONALLY❣️
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It's just a Nash world...
And we're just living in it.
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Everybody...
Always got that "1" jealous family member.
The one who hates...
Instead of clapping for you.
Well then...
GIVE THAT MEMBER SOMETHING TO HATE ABOUT!
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When you remove yourself...
From outside the same circle that just keeps spinning over and over and over again...
You begin to see clearly.
And... you don't need a bottle of Windex to do so either🤣
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It's time to say it folks...
The fact of all matters is...
There is no respect for others.
Shingles ripped off the roof by individual trespassing... all caught on various property security cameras👇
Guy literally just throws them on the ground... WTH?!
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There is NO RESPECT for others PROPERTY.
SIGNS BACK UP ON ALL SIDES OF PROPERTY THIS WEEK
👇Wrote ALL OVER the ROOF on every SINGLE SIDE😡!!!
Isn't it absolutely pathetic, when you have to resort to this AGAIN... because people don't respect others property?!..
Once the vehicle plate info and we figure out the individual who trespassed and vandalized the property... that WILL also be handled.
This STOPS today.
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I've been holding onto this...
BIG SECRET
long enough!
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What that old saying...
REALLY MEANS!
"Who wears the pants?"
This term was long applied to women, particularly wives, who assumed the domineering household roll was that belonging to the husband.
It dates back from a time, when only men wore pants or britches... and women wore skirts.
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That bright light that remains inside you...
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Going for annulment.
Enough... beyond facts needed to do so.
An annulment is somewhat more difficult to obtain, from a procedural standpoint, than a divorce. One must establish a number of legal elements in order to obtain an annulment. For example, to get an annulment, one must show at least one of the following situations:
- Fraud, misrepresentation, or concealment of fact. This could relate to an intentional or negligent misrepresentation.
This could also mean concealing something significant, like drug addiction, a felony conviction or jail time, involvement in a violent gang, ongoing criminal activity, a sexually transmitted disease, or some other health issue.
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A Con Artist/Scam Artist will do and use whatever...
Manipulation Tatics.
Male Enhancement Supplements, means the universe is making you feel utter shame. That includes your Grandmother probably shaking her head, in utter disappointment, from heaven.
That's why you can't get it..👉👆
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The GREATEST lesson of ALL...
Landing right in my lap.
BACKGROUND CHECK BEFORE YOU END UP MARRYING A CHARMER/CON ARTIST
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I stuck the literal.... HELL out for 2 years..
Accidentally found this, while searching for something else for attorney this morning 👇
I was ready to get the hell out... two years in the making..
This part of attorneys invoice will make sense on another podcast... later.
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He knows to text before coming to the property. Especially after the past 48-hours of crazy irrational behavior.
But instead...
Knowing if the garage door doesn't open. The locks are set/activated. He knows this... and instead continued using the garage door opener to force it open. Neighbors, looking to see what the hell the loud noise is all about. Snoreo he knows, is under veterinarian care and you can not decide to play back/forth games with the animals. Nor cause toxicity and an unstable crazy environment that is harmful to both humans... pets.
The most craziest part of all of this???
He didn't text before coming over. I am in the house hearing this loud banging noise.
He once again, chooses to not go by our legal separation agreement. A legal, Live document that you are held accountable for... in court.
And... this behavior is why he has been asked to leave the property, twice. For those told anything else... that was a lie. This is part of our legal separation, that was already active when I asked him to leave... get help, counseling before returning. Due to prior irrational, crazy behavior.
There is a huge difference of being...
"Kicked Out"
vs.
👇"Asked To Leave"👇
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During separation, you should stay wary of financial and physical assets without the prior consent of your spouse
This also landed in my hands... 2 days ago..
Per domestic violence attorney, "You married a charmer and con artist. He wanted something from you. He didn't get it, because he thought you wouldn't make it, dead by now. It's called, your disability beneficiary money."
Using apps/services to hide financial activities... recklessly using marital funds, that are meant for bills and emergencies. While you text excuses upon excuses that, "I don't have any money."
PLEASE BOY... Find another person to research on your phone, how to abuse and manipulate women... people.
You are held accountable for all transactions. That includes reckless financial abuse of marital funds. Those funds should be placed into the joint account and any remaining money is divided equally. But YOU think the law doesn't apply to you.
While YOU are getting drunk at random bars all over the county, buying girls that are underage liquor and overstayed your welcome at their house... drunk and then driving, and random men posing as women, giving them free money. With OUR marital money... hiding it, by doing so without my knowledge. I am waiting on the ability to have a hot shower, plumbing repairs with OUR marital money, that you have abused, mishandled... and continue doing so. Tomorrow the plumber will be at the house and YOU will be held accountable. I waited and YOU were aware for almost now... three weeks.
YOU are taking hot showers at Planet Fitness, while I am taking cold showers at a house that you are responsible for... repairs, maintaining.
PER LEGAL SEPERATION.
It's called, GROSS NEGLECT.
FINANCIAL EXTORTION, ABUSE, when you were clearly aware of marrying someone who was disabled.
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During separation, you should stay wary of financial and physical assets without the prior consent of your spouse
This is the one-pot marital funds, being used to not just buying random young girls in the county, liquor and gifts.
Now being used for giving men, posing as women free money. Another terminology...
Scam Artists.
This below is called, past the point of recklessness with marital assets that was supposed to be used for bills and emergencies. Instead given to scam artists looking for anyone easy to manipulate.
Their criminal records, are as long as their manipulation tactics and scheming.
You are... per attorney, supposed to be working on getting the house repaired, in order so it can be sold. And... I can finally move forward. Have a new roof over my head.
Remember, the universe has guardian angels that look over me. It's been that way, throughout my entire life. I always find things out, in the most peculiar ways. So, me finding this out, by some strange peculiar way... isn't so strange after all.
This didn't come from anyone. It literally, once again landed in my hands, 2 days ago..
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24 -hours later...
Receiving an arms length print off, lengthy criminal records.
Marital funds being freely given to complete Strangers
Hundreds of dollars.
This is a lesson for all.
People who scam have another side to them. And when you are supplying Hundreds of dollars to complete scam Artists... you are endangering the lives of others.
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Mystery of missing money... sending money... bills late not being paid.
OUR MARITAL... LEGALLY ONE POT STATE MONEY.
No one told me any of this... this evening.
This just all landed in my hands this evening... literally.
Maybe loved ones looking out for me from heavenly... most definitely... possibly.
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Are a MUST!
Besides all the hype... the reviews most definitely do NOT do justice for Brandon Frazier👏❣️
The Whale
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May the Luck Of The Irish be with you & yours🍀
HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY❣️
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One day... soon.
I sure miss the days... walking with these two best buddies❣️
St. Paddy's Day 2018
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To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering. Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars.
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And...
Be that crazy, unique, rare gem...
Undeniably...
YOU❣️
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It really was a BEAUTIFUL day to walk the trails... getting some fresh air❣️
And...
A few absolutely hilarious laughs at this good boy, that will soon be getting a new home❣️
He really looks like part of the k9 department!
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Protect your PEACE from toxic, scary ass, crazy as hell folk... walk away🚶♀️
Toxic folks are like creeping, hovering narcissistic monsters.
There is not one soul in this world, who has time for psychotic people. Just sit back... let those folks continue looking stupid. Because YOU aren't 5 years old and far BETTER than that👍
Can I get an AMEN on this most BEAUTIFUL Sunday?
A-M-E-N!
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Yea...
I realized... once again...
I'm too old now for the continued clowns and circus games.
Carry On!
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Dealing with the same problem...
Same issue....
Over and over and over.
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As a friend of mine just text me and said...
The reason you're having headaches, when it's raining, is because your house is taking in water in all directions. You're breathing all this water in. Do you understand how dangerous that is and better yet. Does your parents understand how dangerous that is and why are they not helping you to get into a home?
This is another matter... I brought to my mom's attention 2 months ago. I needed help to have somebody come over and lay concrete down on the other side of this privacy wall, because it is coming loose. I told her, I needed help. I never got the help I needed and this is another issue with the house. Everything is falling apart.
No daughter or son, no parent should have any daughter or son, living and continue living in this kind of environment with health hazards in the house. Everything literally falling apart and the capability that they have in helping me find a home. Why would no parent want to see their son or daughter happy?? Most importantly... in a safe home? This is RIDICULOUS!
I am the only one in the entire group of individuals, within the family, dealing with this. Anybody else in the family, that needed help getting into a house. They got the help right away. Their parents made sure they got the help they needed, because that is part of responsibility of being a parent.
It is a lifetime commitment.
This all should have never been happening and now I understand the constant headaches. I'm taking on this water from the roof, the basement and air ducts. I'm breathing this stuff in and the worse part of all of this continued mess?
My parents are fully aware of it. I'm not sure if I want to laugh, cry or scream. No son or daughter should constantly be asking for the same urgency in help. No parent or parents should ever ignore necessary help that is being asked time and time again from especially, a daughter.
Thank goodness for new friends... good souls ✨️ 💖 👇
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My mom listens to this Podcast daily. She's fully aware of this house taking on water. But still refuses to help me get into a safe home.
Now I have the entire side of a basement wall taking on water... that I cannot control. It has been repaired time and time again. I did everything, I could and the water has continued but now worse. As was told by many... as well plumbers, roofers, other contractors;
"You need to sell that house. You need to get your parents to help you to get into a house that is not taking on water. No parent should be sitting back and not already helped you get into a home environmentallly and structurally safe. No one in your health situation should be living in a house taking on water. You're going to end up with pneumonia. Or worse."
This was never a joke. No parent should stand back and not had already helped.
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Going through photos... videos.
I came to realize, things started really going way wrong after 2020.
All I could really find during 2020 were far more happier times... than bad times.
Even with my health.
Then... I came across this video, that broke me in two.
March 2020.
If family, didn't think the constant chaos you dealt me... didn’t take a toll on my little family. Think again!
Because you were so unhappy in your life. You did whatever you could, to project your unhappiness into my life. My little family was constantly being harassed and thrown back and forth in court over fictional, delusional, petty ridiculousness. And thank the Good Lord! I got all the transcripts to prove all the horrific behavior.
All that stress, not only took a toll on my health, emotional well-being... but my entire little family.
Worth over a $4,000,000 toll and that's starting on the low end!
There are some things and forms of beyond cruel behavior that I will NEVER forget.
Nor... will I EVER forgive.
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I think everyone can relate. Whether it's due to covid, post covid or climate change...
People just don't want to work anymore... but what's more annoying?
Are businesses that complain about loss of revenue. However... When you don't show up or have professionalism to at least call or text...
Then don't complain.
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It is within a patient's right...
To have options.
To not suffer.
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Compassion
Choices
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It's after 7am...
I have yet to sleep.
The frustration 😤 has crept in a few times. Some good cries, then more medicine. Once I lay back down... I still am not comfortable. I can't seem to get comfortable.
Back up, pacing... then back down. Just took more medicine to help me relax. Yet, I still feel miserable.
I did a few photo videos late yesterday. Just haven't finished uploading what seems like memories just sitting on both cell phones. Frozen in time. The goal is to transfer them to walgreens, print and place in photo albums for great nieces and nephews that I never met.
A way for them to learn about me later on in life. When they are older, and become adults. Somehow, I find creating videos right now... just far better suits me. Helps keep my mind occupied.
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Mar. 29, 2022 – Oregon Ends Residency Requirement
In a court settlement with Compassion & Choices, the Oregon Health Authority and the Oregon Medical Board agreed to stop enforcing the residency requirement and to ask the legislature to amend the law.
I'm no longer alone... solo👇❣️
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Knowledge is POWER!
Spousal abuse charges are misdemeanors with six months to one year of jail time and probation.
Connect with those that be... to help guide you to those that be.
Just like CLOCKWORK!
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See you in court JOJO.
**Correction... an individual using the app, squareup
ID name of a JOJO MOOR**
Indiana listeners in the area. If you have information please contact me via email for investigator:
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I have always made it clear...
I will not suffer. Unnecessary suffering.
I took my time.
I made my choice.
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Financial abuse is a common tactic used by abusers to gain power and control in a relationship. The forms of financial abuse may be subtle or overt but in in general, include tactics to conceal information, limit the victim's access to assets, or reduce accessibility to the family finances.
Financial abuse is recognized by the court of law as coercive, controlling behavior, which is also a criminal offense when a spouse is on fixed income or disability. You do not have to be living with your spouse for the coercive or controlling behavior offence to apply. Financial abuse can continue, or even start, after separation.
I honestly as well never heard of spousal financial abuse. That wasn't till the state contacted me, regarding bank accounts, unusual behavior and that it is a criminal charge... especially when someone is disabled and a spouse is aware of their disability during the marriage. On fixed income... Federal disability.
For anyone curious... parents are fully and have been fully aware of behavior. Controlling ALL ASSETS. Marital property by spouse.
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"The greatest gift that we leave to the world... Our Journey."
~Kimberly
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It is no longer tolerated.
This is why you place blocks when constant jabs, insults don't stop... this after, I asked you to please refrain from continuing doing so.
But you have zero respect for me and it never stopped. It's only gotten worse. I realized with trauma therapists. The only person who can get this to stop, is me.
How you treat me, is how you taught others how to disrespect me. Per trauma therapists... they have learned from the best.
"Kimberly, you are going to have to one day, break-free."
My beloved pets are my kids. They are not objects. They have been there for me... where you have not. Especially while being sick, oncology treatments, surgeries. You were never there for me, emotionally or physically. Something, I longed for and mistakenly, sought in men. To be loved, unconditionally. I took from men, what ever little I could get... and made critical mistakes by doing so. I am learning and changing my behavior and choices with therapists. Trauma therapists.
Everyone has their breaking point. I have respectfully had enough. Today, after the constant ridiculing, insults and now telling me to find homes and get rid of my beloved pets????????. We both know, if you did this same behavior and told someone else and their kids this... they would not tolerate it.
This is what others are NOT seeing. My therapists have also mentioned this, many times over. They are not seeing your side, because of the threats and mob like behavior to silence me, from doing so.
Today, I broke~free from the emotional jabs, insults and never-ending ridiculing. What others did not... nor did they... ever see.
You only saw one side. You never bothered to ask my side. So you can't... nor was it ever fair to pass judgment.
I realized, what my therapists have been trying to show me for so many years. If I continue, no matter someone's title to me or how I'm connected. If I allow a person to not treat me with respect and unconditionally supporting, loving and being there emotionally. And instead... allowing behavior that has escalated to continue. It's only going to end up causing me some serious long term mental health problems. Long term consequences as well, with my internal health.
I am wise by experience, to now realize and understand, exactly what they meant. It is within my power, to stop the cycle, remove myself and move forward... to the best of my ability.
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Self Respect
Apply Trauma Therapy
Self Love
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Keeping this one safe... you MUST protect that young child at all costs.
YOU... YOURSELF... I.
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The true essence of addiction.
Only a parent has the legal power to force their child or children into getting help. Addiction treatment centers.
Kept this on my phone from one of my dear friends... a reminder that I didn't ask for this. I didn't deserve it. And... I sure didn't want to be married into such a hellish nightmare 👇❣️
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These screenshots fact.
The 1st one is Eric causing once again, financial abuse, by wiping out a bank account that is used for bills. This after prior closing an account I put him on of 11 years. A 5/3 bank account that was used towards bills, necessities without my knowledge.
This new account he set up is at Civista bank and as once again... financially abusing money that is half legally mine.
The 2nd, is a screenshot of Eric placing blocks on his phone. This which per attorney, makes it impossible to have any type of contact and an emergency setting of any financial obligations... to have a number to get ahold of him... financial obligations in his name.
You cannot, as he stated, be in communication with someone, who is placing blocks and doesn't have the emotional capability to communicate effectively as an adult.
Because I'm on fixed income. I didn't realize, until a kind soul that works within the county, advised me that I can get the legal help from attorneys that work with people like myself... on fixed income. Due to financial abuse by the spouse.
I had my 1st consultation on the phone today and have my 1st hour interview to proceed legally with all spousal matters. I did not know as well, when a spouse re-enlists. He not only faces civilian court with legal matters, but as well military court. Especially, when it comes to financial abuse of a spouse who is deemed federally disabled. Any spouse who was well aware, when they got married to that spouse that they were disabled.
Eric, last night, once again... leaves me with bare minimum, controlling all marital assets and bank account. I only get assistance from Indiana, for $29 to help in food and necessities and that is per month. The rest of what the state of Indiana... I will explain on a second Podcast.
Not off of emotions... but fact.
I can only hope, his parent or parents, listens to this Podcast and understand the urgent need to get their son help.
Screenshot of many alcohol tabs at local bars, before paying bills... adult obligations.
But per therapist and attorney. You can't get help for someone or anyone that doesn't recognize they need help.
You also, do not know this person nor how long they have been engaging in this type of behavior. Many families do not nor will discuss this matter. Many just don't want to deal with the behavior and choosing instead, to walk away. It is a form of self protection.
Screenshot of what I had to learn about, Cash App... where he can wire money to other people. Again, as an adult. Financial responsibilities come first.
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It's nice to have distractions in life... but you can't avoid reality.
What's really important.
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Make sure you also correct yourself and let the family member know over a week ago, what I told you to relay to them. Clearly, per cousin... you did not let them know, because now I am being made out as an ungrateful family member???. And... I have always said "Thank You" to anyone who's helped me throughout my entire life.
Remember... you told me over a week ago, that the owner was not going to be able to sell their townhouse. This was over a week ago. I have the texts and you told me via phone as well.
I said specifically;
"Let the family member know thanks for offering and I appreciated it."
Please don't intentionally start conflict between me and another family member... because my therapist is beginning to think this is intentionally and deliberately happening and that's not OK. That doesn't help any type of dysfunction.
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"How Can I Help You?"
It can be embarrassing for any adult child to ask for help from their parents. Not wanting to feel like they still need their parents for survival and wanting to be independent can leave them waiting until the last minute for support. This can become more apparent if requests for help have been met instead with words of disapproval and shame from parents.
Yet, adult children may need help financially or physically. Knowing that they have a supportive parent or parents can give them the confidence to ask for what they need without fear of ridicule.
Adult children should not be afraid to ask for help nor be placed as an embarrassment among family or competion with another sibling. Every adults needs are different. There should never be given parental entitlements or favoritism to one child and not be equal with the other. Whether one adult child has their own offspring, grandchildren... and another may not.
Offering help with "no strings attached" gives parents the opportunity to show grace and gentleness to their adult children.
Love, support... Unconditionally.
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What is worse: the discomfort of asking estranged family for help, or the discomfort of toughing out something alone? Or realizing both are the same... worse.
What do you do as a son or daughter... and find yourself not being able to unconditionally rely on those we expect to care about us the most? Our parents.
First of all... HANG IN THERE!
This is a critical turning point in life. This is where you must be 100% selfish when it comes to your health.
"DO what's best for YOU!"
Don't let lack of support from your parents or any family member drag you down. You need that energy, especially and most importantly, for your health.
We unfortunately, don't get to choose our family. We are born into this group of unique individuals. It's not within our power, choice or decision.
When dealing with family dysfunction. When it continues for long periods of time. Sometimes the best choice we must make for ourselves... is the toughest choice. Sometimes we must wish family well... and walk away. Reach out to the world and start building your circle of support.
Unconditional support is critically important for a patient. You can't go through every aspect of your medical journey... alone. Reach out to online support groups, talk to friends on ways, and ideas on how they may be able to help you. Have a 24-hour crisis number available on your phone. You never know when you may just need a friendly voice.
In the end... I just want YOU to know...
YOU are not alone😔❤️
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Our adult children have so many pressures on them and we do not need to be another one, but rather be a safe harbor.
When they can't rely on you to help support, lift them up.
They suffer.
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Another water leak on top of the other water leaks/issues throughout the house...
Why house will now be sold,
"AS IS."
I'm past the point of maxed out.
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The truth... can be a sad reality.
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Our adult children have so many pressures on them and we do not need to be another one, but rather be a safe harbor.
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We need NO more rain.
Mother Nature.... send the rain out west to the areas that desperately need it.
Family should always... help out family. Not just sit back and watch.
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Pictures will far better make sense, after listening to podcast.
Lesson for all...👇
Be PROACTIVE when it comes to your overall health ✔️❣️
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And... of course, here is little miss cutie ❤️
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NO ONE...
Should have to continue living in a past nightmare.
There are valid reasons why medical professionals, therapists, strongly urge patients to relocate... move.
You MUST start anew... then take the time you need to heal.
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It's been the most busiest day, that I can remember. So many phone calls, appointments... And at the end of the day. I realized... I had to make decisions best for me and my fur kids.
The best decisions for my health, and my life moving forward.
I got the greatest wisdom from a prosecutor, telling me that sometimes you have to get out of the cycle. You have to be able to understand, that we can't help everyone. People have to learn to help themselves, and sometimes... that doesn't always work either. You have to know when to quit.
I was also told by my doctor today, that distress is causing you nothing, but further problems with your health. I don't want to see something happen to you, as a result of the stress. I have lost almost 18 pounds, in less than 2 months. I have been placed on medication to help with my anxiety... just temporarily, to help me get through this time in my life. My body desperately needs, sleep.
I stopped by the chapel in the hospital, after my specialists assistant said, sometimes reconnecting spiritually... helps people when they're going through hard times. As soon as I walked in that chapel. I felt overwhelming peace. I prayed to God, my loved ones in heaven, fur angels and guardian angels.
I prayed for closure... but most importantly, help in moving forward with my life.
I realized today... I have to cut out the remaining people in my life, for my own well being. I come to realize as well. I cannot save someone from addiction.
Today was the day, I said good bye. Next week, I will begin the process of legal name change. I realized as a respective therapist told me last year. That sometimes, we have to kill the old self off first... in order to emerge out of this cocoon. In order to break free and start a new.
It was the 1st time... I was thankful for mother nature and the many trees shedding more branches after the storm. I spent a few hours with my headphones on just listening to music, cleaning up branches and realizing the beginning of much needed closure, and peace. Creativity has always been a great escape for me. This video, although hard to create... was very therapeutic for me. Therapy for my soul. Knowing that today, and here going forward...
I must move on.
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This is part of abuse... controlling abuse when you wipe out the last joint bank account. Taking not only what I am as well entitled to... but thinking it's okay to do so.
This is why... this is the beginning to the end.
Yesterday was the beginning to the end of everything.
He not only wiped out everything in the joint account. He also lied about saying the account had fraudulent activity. However, per bank manager... who held the truth, "He came in this morning, closed the account and took the cash and left. He should had communicated what his intentions were before hand. I do see this is a joint account with your name clearly on the account. There was no fraudulent activity."
I received a copy of all activity, another part of his manipulate controlling behavior. Then he went to another bank yesterday, opened a third account using residence not in his name. Did not open a joint account, per all agreeeances on legal separation, but as well lies and gives me an inactive bank card with a pin number he changes. This left me with no joint account that was agreed upon, to remain to pay necessary bills.
He then... texts me all day, night and lies some more, till he doesn't realize his lies don't match his other lies.
THIS is for whomever doesn't have the facts straight and feels sorry for him... why he was asked to leave the property, due to abusive, controlling behavior and seek treatment before being back as an active member of the family.
He chose, himself, not to get treatment... even free treatment offered to him by a reputable treatment center. And here we are the following day, realizing this was it for me of the continued.... predictable worsening of his abusive, controlling behavior.
Yesterday... was the beginning to the end.
I no longer save anyone, but myself.
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Get ready to take 📝 notes!
The best way to deal with a Narc... is by arming yourself with education!
These dark souls... harbor more secrets than McDonald's Filet Of Fish! 🎭🤔🐠
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Stop worrying about the feelings of... those whom didn't respect yours.
Stop investing precious time left on earth to... those whom couldn't give their time to you.
Stop helping... those whom didn't want to recognize when you were struggling.
Stop giving of yourself to... those whom couldn't treat you equally in any given relationship.
I vow to ✋️
And...
Continue redirecting my energy.
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder is not treatable.
However....
It is becoming a far more understood, Personality Disorder, within the mental health community.
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And...
GOOD will come back to you❣️
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I never, again... have to continue carrying the same questions on my shoulders.
I never, again... have to ever continue carrying that overwhelming weight.
February 6, 2023
Closure.
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So I'm on a schedule now with my therapist, Monday, Wednesday and Friday.
I have always been the kind of person, to not always believe what people say and sometimes ... you don't want to believe, what you read on paper either. Sometimes, the people that are behind the disturbing behavior... are the people, that you would never dream of doing such things to you.
However...
When someone reveals their own mask, and you figure out where and who has started problems for you... for over the past decade.
You can either let it break you or you can choose to rise above it.
Choose how you respond.
Learn how to control your emotions, which has been the greatest therapy lesson of all. Most importantly... continuing to learn peace, and calm.
Per therapist, now that you understand who has been behind the controls. This is not any type of relationship you want in your life. No one should dictate, threaten and control the thoughts and feelings of others. Nor should this individual or anyone else have others do dirty deeds for them. People have a right to share their story and their life as millions and billions of people do around the world.
"This, is the true essence of narcissistic controlling behavior."
And now, I finally have closure.
I don't need to try, to figure out if everything I read or saw, and heard... could really come from this person. Could they really direct all of this madness over the years and why would they do such a thing to me?.
For years, it was hard to fathom and believe this person could orchestrate... some really terrible, horrible, and unthinkable disturbing things that transpired and documented. Especially, during oncology treatments.
Yet others, also suffered and dealt with similar behavior by the same individual. That has always been extremely hard to wrap my brain around, and I literally would try to find excuses for their behavior. Downright cruel behavior. Yet, my therapist was right, actually as well, his partner.
As for myself, I will continue learning peace and calm. I am proud of myself to had waited, give what transpired to my therapist. Most importantly, to not react, when the mask was finally revealed. And the person standing there... was the last person you would ever wanted to believe, would hurt you and be so downright cruel, mean.
Learning the art of peace and calm has been the greatest gift, wisdom and lesson of all.
Understand that when a person finally reveals their mask... there is no turning back. That relationship is over and you must move on. There's no more trying.
It's just as my therapist said...
Done.
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Be PROUD of your BIG & small accomplishments❣️
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Life will always happen.
And...
Personal GROWTH is the greatest gift one can give oneself!
Time to breathe in the great outdoors... better late, than never! 🙂🐶
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BOTH Autobiographies... Documentaries...
Pamela Anderson movie/Netflix
SPARE by Prince Harry
!!WEEKEND MUST!!
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It's not just a saying...
It IS the facts of life.
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Chronic illness. Failing health. Not supporting one another... unconditionally.
That is what ruins people.
Facts Of Life.
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Be proud of your sheer bravery, sharing your journey with others.
It takes courage... and you know what? No one's life is perfect.
Never be afraid to inspire others to know, YOU are not alone. We all struggle throughout life... just differently from one another.
♡ Kimberly
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Myself, and my fur kids are in need of help.
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Anyone with a house rental within Ohio, Kentucky, Indiana market, please contact me at the email address below. Can pay full year in advance
Please and Thank YOU✌️
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No more scans, MRI, ultrasound, nuclear testing...
Imaging.
That's how it happens folks.
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No one, should set themselves up for Federal Court or Tax Court with the IRS. The government does not play around... unlike others.
I'm no longer anyone's push over...
Why would someone secretly open another bank account #2?.. Why of course!
To hide the household income, tax refund, so they can use it for one's self.
However...
You cannot hide any assets from the government. Especially, the IRS.
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Maybe just seeing the word, malignant... it just hit differently for me.
Maybe it was the surgeon's pat on my shoulder, after talking to me.... "Good job for making it this far!"
Regardless...
I don't think you can ever be prepared, for what you face head-on... when that tumor comes back full force. When it once again, reaches it's full potential. The non-stop pain, deep body aches and just knowing this battle... is about to really take another turn.
You give it... everything you got!
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Correction...
Over 12 years...
Putting "HIM" always first.
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I don't waste my energy with anyone over 18 years of age... who can not adult.
Anyone going through this... best advice I can give you is call the IRS. The IRS will file a report and force the information, if need be, in court.
And... this is the same spouse bringing in per state, over $7,200+ not taxed (per month) and buying for oneself, over $600+ in liquor per month. Buying instacart customers liquor, food and other gifts with money that is supposed to legally per state of Indiana, divided equally. That came directly from a young women who owns a daycare, that didn't feel it was normal to keep buying her things, her boyfriend, over staying time at their house... and worried of his excessive drinking and driving. Including any Army re-enlistment money that he refuses to answer. Yet... has not once paid the $3,000 per month agreement that he signed, agreed upon.
Don't worry... wrong county to scam a spouse and extortion. People love to gossip and talk around here... and leave envelopes in the mail of what and where that money is going.
The worst, was a young woman in her early 20's, sending me photos asking if this was the person who lived here. To be exact, "Is this your husband, Dan?" That's him, but he isn't Dan. She replied, "Well, he contacted me on this dating site and said his name was, Dan."
I didn't nor believe anything anyone says, without proof. Visual proof. And... she most definitely had it.
The only reason I did laugh... was after her comment about the photo:
"Is he drunk or getting a BJ?"
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Who can't appreciate someone else, with a great sense of humor!!! I'm still honestly laughing, every time I think about her question!
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Let the process work... all in good timing. No, you don't get away with any of this, in any legal sense of being.
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Allergy testing, performed almost 10 years ago, is no longer 100% accurate.
Your immunity also changes with time.
*New allergies may develop, while older allergies improve. So, to summarize, they do change based on people's exposure to different environments
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I'm not sure... what kind of world we have become?
What kind of unity still exists in the great USA... is it so great?.
I've never attended a protest... however... can ANYONE really blame what will most likely become, some of the largest protests in the states.
For those who couldn't get themselves to watch the police body cam footage... I suggest you do. How we should never treat ANY human life. Especially, when wearing a badge.
An example of a sad reality of what we have become as a society.
What about neighbors who, most likely had police lights blaring in their windows. In my opinion... anyone who stood back, did nothing and watched. They are just as guilty. But... I have always felt that way. Sadly, there are not enough heroes in this world. Those who don't stand back... but make a positive difference in this world. Another word, angels.
This is the United States?..
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My mom said, she doesn't visit nor has visited over the past 6 years.... because she is allergic to cats.
Per surgeon, when asked about support from family... his response,
"There are many allergy medications and even an EPI pen available. There is no excuse for not being there for your kids when it comes to their health."
I made contact with the funeral home today, and estate attorney. My cousin suggested that my father fronts both bills because as she said, "Your grandmother left money for the family and for important matters. This is important."
If I need to set up a GoFundMe, I will let everyone know by late next week.
I feel like, I got most everything accomplished on my wishes, minus finishing my own obituary. I can't fathom anyone else writing it for me. Especially those who chose not to be there during the hard times, as well during and after oncology treatments. They need to understand, those decisions and how you treated me were never OK. I also need to work with the funeral home on making sure there is a pastor who will be present during the entire crematory process. I want the clergy to hear my voice, at least once on the phone, to learn a bit about myself... my back story. I don't want to be just another shell that's left of oneself... another crematory service to attend. It's important to me... that he or she learns about my life. I also want clergy to be 100% present through the entire process for me... my body. I never had that unconditional support from family... so it's extremely important to me, that I am still respected. My body is still respected, all the way to giving those on the will, my cremains.
Any parent, or parents should per professional, "Be fully aware of a son or daughter's final wishes. That includes, asking if they have clothes they desire for funeral services, passwords of accounts, copy of will, and anything else of importance. It's normal to ask of these things." I brought this up to my mom on the phone, because they have not, nor ever asked of any of the mentioned.
I asked my mom point blank, "How are you going to know where anything is at, if you never asked? Her reply, "I'll just walk around the house." How is she, after my passing, going to just come on over... and walk around my house that has cats.?.. You see my point and doctors points... exact! You are allergic to cats, but I haven't heard of my mom ever mentioning any allergist?. Just coming over to a house of the deceased, as well, doesn't always work folks, and no one should assume anything with family. People hide things, lock up things, and so on and so on... My Grandmother hid things under carpet for crying out loud.
It's concerning. It's not ok. You should already know... want to know. Parents should be asking all of these extremely important questions. Her response, now has me resorting back on a few final wishes, especially with the estate attorney. However, I no longer argue with people... my energy is reserved for myself. It's important to be selfish now in my life. That's energy, I now need.
In the end, my greatest wish, is that this podcast teaches everyone that those that are sick, deserve unconditional EVERYTHING. Unconditional Love, Unconditional Support. It should come to those who should be supportive to you as a patient... as easy as air you breathe.
*A grave lesson for everyone.
*An important reminder for all.
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Seeing the words, "Malignant" on a report, holds far more power, than hearing it.
I am quickly realizing, that I am now going into uncharted territory with my health. I also realize, that I am back into this game with specialists. Who holds responsibility and what protocol are we to follow?.
One doctor, wishful thinking, that his surgical team could possibly operate. That was until... really looking into my large medical file and seeing notes, warnings from other surgeons, that any possibly operative solutions are out of the question.
Now... the question is, who should really start controlling the pain?. Let's face it, I am beyond miserable because the pain is still not under control. And pain controls your life. It hasn't gotten any better, only far worse. But that comes with progression and there's no turning back now with my health.
What I did realize however, over the past 48 hours...
The best companion you will ever have in your lifetime... is the furry kind. They will always be there for you, UNCONDITIONALLY.
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Never expect anyone to understand what you are enduring.
They possibly... Can't.
They Won't.
Just worry about, and take care of YOU.
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Don't blame me...
I wanted to build snowmen in the Arizona or Nevada sand...⛄️
HOODAY... Let's see the difference up until Superbowl time! 🏈
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Hands UP!
AND... Solute!
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A patient's journey is Not about You:
Be an Advocate.
Whether it's a sudden or prolonged death. The journey is about the patient. Not the selfishness of loved ones, family or friends.
It isn't about you.
The journey is about your loved one, no one else. Decisions should be made, in all possibilities, by the loved one.
Their wishes, needs...
Not your own.
-Hospice
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Just a little under $3,000 now on roof damages/repairs...
And as the roofers said:
"And counting."
👆Reference to Eric... once again not bothering to help in maintaining property.
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I'm proud of myself... for removing myself. It took me years to learn to take that final slice of...
✌️Peace✌️
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You choose to partake in the dysfunction... It's your CHOICE.
REMEMBER THAT!
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Go by what you sign... agree upon.
Or...
Choose to be someone's shower... soap buddy.
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And...
So was sledding. Before global warming served up a fixed plate of reality.
Where's the Girl Scout cookies? At least that makes everyone happy.
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And...
Because I can totally relate with my terror Teddy🐱
I'm STILL LAUGHING!!!
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What does it taste like?
A chocolate cherry icecream float!
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Again...
Hearts appear EVERYWHERE❣️
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What really is artesian cake anyway?🤔
I found that out... while creating my own cake online.
Isn't it strange how unresolved matters... seem to surface at the strangest times.
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I've never seen so many hearts since the passing of my beloved BabyBlue💙
Does it have meaning?
Sure it does!
Look it up online... Special meaning💙
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I know there may be times... when you want to forget everything you have been through with your health. Desperately trying to once again, fit back into the life you once had.
But your health obstacles are part of your story now. They take up a chunk of your life and in many of the decisions you have to make all the time.
Regardless...
You are just as important as everyone else... even those that are in good health. You deserve the best of the best out of life! And in some people... you deserve the MOST.
Remember that!
❤️Some holiday cards from new friends... my kind of people.
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I'm normally, not the kind of person that follows all the hype...
But Prince Harry really has an amazing book, audio book or however you choose to read or listen to his story.
What I always say about removing titles... taking the time to learn about someone's back story.
For anyone, who is also a black sheep or has sibling rivalry. You will be most appreciate of the words and sometimes heartbreak. How it used to be and how it has become.
The depths of dysfunctional family at its finest, kept under strict lock and close doors comes to life and the story begins. The dysfunctional life, of family royalty, that shows us... no one and no family is perfect.
I got a few gift cards to Amazon Audibles and welcomed, introduced into the world of audiobooks. A first for me, from my dear friend who wrote in the card, "Kimberly, maybe you need to start introducing audiobooks into your life. So here are a few gift cards for your listening pleasure."
And so this is my 2nd and favorite selection, so far and a little insert of all the hype. Most definitely worth a read or audio book purchase!
I don't have enough thumbs up! And, I'm not just going along with all the hype! In less than 24 hours... onto chapter 36!
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I don't really know, who would be OK, when reality finally hits you...
For the mere 1% of the public, in my opinion, that exists. Those whom tried, but were unsuccessful, in great attempts to have children.
When I married this last time... I married two..
That included, becoming a stepmother. Becoming a stepmother that includes, many milestones that you'll experience with someone who has a young child. Those milestones, included watching my stepson graduate from high school. Watching him get married. And lastly, becoming a grandmother one day. Those are milestones, that I planned on celebrating with him.
What I have come to realize is that, I have been cheated out of every single, last milestone. Once in a lifetime memories, that I will not be a part of. When you're cheated out of special events and finally becoming a parent... regardless even becoming a step parent... I don't know anyone who could sit back and not be damn right angry.
The facts and truth of the matter is...
I made critical decisions, with a child psychologist, when I became very seriously ill with an ovarian tumor that had years to grow. I spent almost a year begging and pleading for someone to take my case because I was slowly becoming extremely ill and I could feel my body begin shutting down. I got that answer, when I met a professor in the State of Ohio who realized it wasn't just a tumor. I had advanced ovarian cancer. 2 days later.. I was whisked away to a large oncology group. In less than a week... I began advanced fast track treatments. I maxed out all treatment options, over the past six years. Not one single treatment successfully gave me any type of miraculous cure... but only slowed as much as it could the progression of the tumor. Then secondary lesions started to appear on scans and smaller new growths on other organs.
What I am experiencing now, emotionally, is downright anger. Anger towards a spouse, who promised me, he'd never leave my side or let me die alone. You left someone, that you knew was battling something greater then I could handle... my health. You also knew, my struggles to have children throughout my lifetime. You took away those once in a lifetime memories and milestones of celebrating with my stepson. You took that right away from me because you weren't interested in getting therapy, help for demons you were fighting. Demons that were there, long before I met you. You instead were caught googling how to not be a spouse or caregiver. You already weren't either of the two.
For that... I'm damn right angry at you and my right to realize those milestones with my stepson. And not be treated as I am now... like a 90 year old woman abandoned in a nursing home, left to die alone.
I wouldn't expect to feel like myself now, due to what my therapist expresses to me, "Great losses of lifetime memories."
I don't know who the hell wouldn't be angry, to be quite frank and honest. And unless you're in my shoes... right now. Don't anyone try to feed me some bogus lies by saying, you understand how I feel. Or... judge me on how I feel now, because I have every right to how I feel.
I've had to contact an attorney yesterday and make changes in my final will. I have had to sit down and write my own obituary. All because in fear, somewhat would write it for me that is estranged and no longer knows me. Let's face it, we haven't seen each other and we haven't known each other, for some... in over a decade. You don't know me anymore... and I don't know you. So, you can't possibly write an obituary for someone, you no longer know... me.
It's been tough as hell, working through new emotions and a lot of swift reality. Per my therapist, I have placed in the back of my mind and in fear of one day... I will have to address it straight forward. I am addressing all of those losses, great losses of life... but most importantly the opportunity to be a mother. I don't care if it's being a stepmother. The title means nothing to me, because I know I always put my stepson first while making tough decisions over the years. Decisions that also protected him from seeing me sick, going through treatments and not feeling like myself. Hello folks! Cancer changes people, but it's never any excuse to abandon and omit the patient. I also shielded my stepson, from dysfunction among both sides of the family. I vowed to allow him, to live a normal life, as much as possible. The ability to enjoy being a kid... now a teenager. As I sit and write this... I can now say, I did my best. With no regrets.
Don't expect the same person... because I'm not the same person. I am entitled, to how I feel. I am entitled, to my emotions and I'm entitled to face reality of changes. Changes that I didn't ask for in my life. But that, were made for me. Some... I had to suck it up, and except.
For anyone, who wasn't there emotionally. For anyone, who wasn't there supporting me unconditionally.. I'm sorry, but you can't expect me to be there for you... because I can't. Anyone, who said or showed me by your actions, lack of... you couldn't handle, being of emotional support throughout the years. I am sorry, but I can't be there for you emotionally either. Why you may ask? Because I've learned that relations, are a two-way street... regardless of what kind of relationship it may be in your life.
The changes, and far-too-many changes, that I have gone through throughout my life... have forever changed me. Most for the better, and some for the worse.
But one thing is true...
I will always remain that genuine, raw, up-front and in your face, kind of person. That's your decision, whether you like me or not. In the end, it won't matter either way. What matters in the end, is self respect and self love. Acceptance of oneself... no matter how flawed.
Take it or leave it... this is me.
♡~Kimberly
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It's nice still having holiday cards coming in the mail.
Greetings even... overseas helps brighten any day.
Kindness... Compassion... Understanding is what this world's desperately needs more of...
What society, and people desperately lack.
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Any guy who researches online how to manipulate, rid and dispose of women... after they use and abuse you...
Be careful of these con-artists, manipulators, charmers, scammers.
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The fear cancer created gave me the self-confidence to speak up and live the life which was right for me.
By living the life which I wanted to... I found parts of me I did really like... which also built my self-confidence.
SELF-RESPECT.
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Feeling left alone and abandoned with chronic illness? You are not alone. Many people experience abandonment at some point during their journey.
"It was like... I was screaming for help in a soundproof box. People could see me, but they couldn't understand me... so they just kept walking away from me."
Feelings of abandonment during chronic illness, end of the journey of life... runs deep for many patients. Working on this means, you acknowledge that you're serious of how others view and treat you.
You're not silly or weak for your feelings, hurt by loss... when many run away from you, instead of towards you.
"Supporting you".
You're stronger for wanting to face it, your feelings. It shows... you are not ready to abandon yourself.
Be proud of YOU❣️
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One thing that I can't live with... is this constant, worsening of pain. Non-stop, daily pain. I was warned... things will get worse. However, I don't think they can get anyone mentally ready, prepared for the amount of pain an oncology patient goes through, when things continue worsening.
So far, nothing seems to be managing the overwhelming pain. It affects everything. So... I am moving up the next step to possibly get the pain under control. To the highest degree possible.
Pain can be caused by the cancer itself. Pain happens when the cancer grows into or destroys nearby tissue. As the tumor grows, it presses on nerves, bones and organs. The tumor can also release chemicals that can cause pain.
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This video was from last month, 2022.
The animals never cease to amaze me throughout my life. Especially these two caught on the back porch security cameras.
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Yesterday afternoon, I found out about a family member that passed away... well... I really don't like the saying, "Passed Away."
They went back home to a place where there is no pain. Where everyone loves everyone... unconditionally. And peace is for eternity.
Where there is no ill will, but instead... love with no boundaries among one another.
I wouldn't like... but firmly believe, that this is just a mere pre-determined place. A middle ground, pit-stop of some sorts of a life already written for us, earth.
Where our life really exists, is a place far up in the skies. A place that I know exists... even all of our beloved fur babies. Yes, even where I can still walk among them, like Snow White. Where our soul comes alive and love never dies...
Heaven
♡~Kimberly
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Like... I was told by those that are concerned of your excessive drinking, driving while drunk and buying liquor for people and getting drunk at their houses. Mind you this is what they are telling me...
You also want to play oncologist and God.
Telling people... that is really none of their business, that you expect me to die any day.
Wow! You look like a @*@#! who has no respect at all for people who are sick and...
Remember mean people, like myself, are usually given extra time by God and the universe. Why you may ask? Probably because they need to make sure to teach a lesson to people like you still on Earth.
So be careful, looking weird and gory, as someone said talking... when talking about me dying any day. Because let's face it... the way you're drinking, you're going to meet the maker l-o-n-g before I ever will.
Be careful drinking-driving and partying it up with anyone that's under age, or buying anyone under the age of 21 liquor.
But... in the meantime...
I'll pray for you.
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And...
Quit telling people how so-and-so disowned you and then so-and-so kicked you out... so you have to live in your vehicle. You're forgetting the most important part of your stories... you've forgot to tell the folks, why.
It's your choice to continue living in a vehicle, and you said that yourself. You also... aren't technically living in a vehicle... when I've seen you and other people in this small area have also seen you, staying at various hotels. So... technically, you have a better life than me or anybody else, because you don't have to do the dishes, and you don't have to do any cleaning. You can just sit around, drink and eat all the time and buy women and young girls and other non-family members... gifts with money that was for bills.
Make sure you tell everybody also... since you've had 4 months to do some serious gossiping worse than any woman I've ever met in my entire life... That you would like to find a campground, buy a small RV and live there, so you don't have any responsibilities or have to do anything.
Make sure you tell everyone also while you're gossiping... You agreed you would help with the responsibility of outdoor maintaining of the house... instead you have my dad, who has cancer, coming over and helping me out. Why? Because you refuse to do your responsibility as a man. You have nothing but petty excuses.
Make sure how you tell, you--know-who, that you'll compensate for the time and labor$ done by two cancer patients doing your responsibilities.
Last time I looked... we're not your servants.
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And for a little added extra...
Go volunteer at hospice or a cancer institute and ask a patient when their pain isn't managed because the tumor is the size of a cantaloupe... if it hurts? Ask them if it makes them irritable?. Because people like you, disrespect people like me and others who are fighting what most don't see, internally. People like me, have to push their body, past the brink... which I don't do anymore. All because your lazy and refused to help... so you did what you could to ruin the marriage. Tell everyone, how you smiled signing separation papers. Watching me do physical things, beyond my limits was not okay, per state, who have open cases on the matter.
Yet, tell everyone... how when I got home after daily oncology fast-track treatments. You waited till I was asleep and snuck in the back bedroom, when you were told by my oncology team... that you need to watch over me. Instead... you snuck daily to the back bedroom to go on various pornography websites, International dating sites and anything else that shows you were not anything close to any kind of caregiver.
Again... make sure when you want to talk about me, that you make sure you get your facts and add them to your gossiping.
You're missing a hell-of-a-lot of facts... things that you've done. Especially, during various surgeries and oncology treatments.
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And for the young lady at Walmart... of all places... who asked me,
"Are you the woman who lives on Woodlawn with tinted windows?" If I was the one who lived with a guy named Dan?..
You mean, Dan Cowboy?!
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That's his alter ego!
Four months... you want to gossip about me and trash talk and talk and talk... about private things. Topics that when people are married... they don't go past the roof of your home. Not even on a podcast. I would like to now take the floor, and bring up a few of your dirty little secrets...
Dan on that dating app is actually, "Dan Cowboy" and it's a character that he used on a pornography site. Worked on a pornography site. But Dan wasn't a folk lore. Because Dan Cowboy has to claim, file taxes like everyone else. He just didn't have any taxes to claim... because the tips were $0.
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When you were asked to leave the property to get help and counseling to work on the marriage.
That is a fact.
But instead... you want to tell all of your clients and people that you cross in a small area... of what a mean😄person I was to you. Because I asked you to leave the property to get help.
"Counseling."
Did you bother to tell them about the text message to have your 15 year old babysitter come over and scrub your back in the shower... because I left the house.
For 4 months...
I realized in a little lazy river town. How much trash talk you've been vomiting about me to everyone you meet.
I sat back... until I had enough facts to finally set it straight. From your women, young ladies... because they they know I got a mouth and I'll use it when I need to.
Start being honest with people and get some counseling. Start acting like a responsible adult and a spouse for once in your lifetime... because you are far from young.
There you go! I gave you some more juicy drama and gossip. Like I always told you... I'm not a typical woman. I don't like the gossip. I'm not into it and I'm not going to tolerate it.
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I really don't care who you're screwing or who you're seeing.
However...
What I do care about is when you insert my name to everyone in the little lazy river town and for the 4th and final time... it comes back to me. My silence has now been broken. I will respectfully stick up for myself and speak up.
You admitted to never in 11 years, buying me or the fur kids anything... letting us down.
You can't even buy the animals one thing for Christmas... but you're buying per girls and women, "Liquor gifts and other food items with bill money that is for agreed upon, "BILLS."
I am no longer quiet.
I ask you no further conversation on things that are my privacy... but like vomit... you tell everyone, their brother mother and cousin in an area I'm not even from...
So don't expect me to respect you. It's as easy as that.
As for the strangers who questioned if I knew this individual... others had more things to say. I don't respond until I have enough facts. Thank you for showing me, I can still trust my fellow women, ladies to be quite frank and brutally... honest.
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My PET scan is scheduled for next week. I had to go on new medication this week that... I fought so hard to stay away from.
Sometimes you have to face what's in front of you with grace, and dignity. It's been a long 6 year battle. We don't know what the scan will show. However, we do know my ongoing pain has only gotten worse.
Like each new year... life is ever changing. I have learned through experience. It's far easier sometimes to face reality.
All else fails... there's always Nashe!
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YOU...
Deserve the...
BEST❣️
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👇 So... I upgraded my choice of men because I realized I deserve the BEST❣️
And red hair, no longer..
Five takes, officially platinum blonde because... CHANGE is GOOD❣️
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🎉🎉HAPPY 2023🎉🎉
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"I show them the funny part, the silly part, the laughing part, the crazy part and then the really deep, deep part where I'm talking from my heart to these people. Because I've been through everything they've been through."
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I called it.
After having the electric on and off , on and off since 4:30 in the morning...
Duke Energy finally figured out my problem after it kept going back off.
I have issues with my meter and lines that are barely hanging from a large branch in the back of the property. Of course, that branch hit the lines to the house that provides electricity.
I know I know...
Couldn't stress enough to those that be... the importance of making sure the trees are pruned when they have overgrown. Doing so... protects your home, but I already knew that. Others did not.
Finally have electric, that's staying on. Finally have heat and finally heading out to the hotel to finish wrapping gifts. Grabbing a few necessities along the way. I don't know about how everyone else feels... But it's beginning to feel like another covid Christmas minus -below.
At home.
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Looks pretty accurate to me via detected on bluetooth with my combo outdoor temperature/wind meter.
I literally forget of all things at the hotel earlier this evening... my PURSE! I had my keys, phone and wallet on me while getting Snoreo situated in the car... but of course, I forget my purse with my meds in it. I think fatigue just got the best of me. I ended up having to drive back because literally all of my medications were in my purse... PFFFF!
HUGE PROPS to the hard working road crews!!! I was the only one of maybe a handful of other brave souls on the road. I'm just not scared of driving in the snow... and this rare event brought to us from Mother Nature is really quite BEAUTIFULLY POWERFUL to drive in while the rest of the world is at home🌬❄️❤
I even caught a glimpse of a few other brave souls, who parked their vehicles on deserted roads with their professional cameras and tripods. And no... I'm definitely not joking either! It was actually a great idea, because we won't see this again. Not in our generation. Neither will I ever be right on time, driving back home... to watch an entire cities electric grid either literally do a FLASH reset... or ? One split second while driving... lights on, then lights off!
Enjoy this rare weather event... for some like myself, on the road. For not-so-daredevil folks... from the comforts of your window at home.
FYI: The old putting sand bags in the trunk of your car when driving in the snowing... still works like a charm!
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And...
If you don't leave your kids outside in this cold-ass-blizzard weather...
DO NOT LEAVE YOUR PETS/FUR BABIES OUTSIDE!
That includes...
HELP TAKE CARE OF OUTDOOR FERRALS AND...
Deer that walk up to your porch door because you know... THEY GET HUNGRY TOO❣️😆
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Twas the most PERFECT evening to take a drive to enjoy the lights!
There wasn't any lines while taking our time to drive thru the beautiful display of lights.
Snoreo brought along some company... Babyblue, Oreo, Crystalblue and Littleblue's favorite stuffed animals. It was like having them all along on the ride with us.
This same light display has been a huge tradition for a few decades now... and counting!
THIS was definitely what I needed... we needed💞
😊HAPPINESS🎄
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To the person who sat on the phone with me... explaining why if I don't start cutting the rest of the strings...
"Your mental health will continue to suffer."
"You will continue to suffer."
"There are no boundaries... no respect from the same individuals and now that craziness is really starting to affect you."
I have a phone appointment with my case manager today... to expedite getting back to work. I'd rather die working, than die feeling like your going crazy with the same folks... driving you to feel crazy. No way. No how.
After I listened to my own podcast... I realized there is NO ONE WORTH making and getting you to start feeling CRAZY all-the-hell over AGAIN. Every single time, I realign myself with the same people who don't respect me, narcissistic controlling behavior... nothing good comes from it. But feeling CRAZY. That's your instincts and internal alarms RINGING to wake the HELL UP ALREADY❣️
Checked Myself
Thank You
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It's disturbing how we treat others who are sick.
How easily, we can blatantly disregard... forget about those who are sick. Especially, around the holidays and special once-in-a lifetime events.
For those struggling this holiday season... I feel you... I get you❣️
Remember, when you share those social media posts... that missing person in the photos.
The one that was alive... yet you consciously treated as already dead. Because one day... that empty chair, that empty seat will never be able to be replaced.
For those admiring social media photos of families sharing family photos... that missing person, that empty chair, that empty seat.
Those smiles on photos should be disturbing. How can anyone smile and be happy with themselves treating those struggling that are alive... as dead.
People struggling medically... deserve better... a lot better❣️
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I woke up and looked around and realized this is the first year I don't have a tree up. I don't have all the pretty trees up. I don't have any of the ornaments up that always brought me happiness on the trees no matter how sick I felt. This is the first year I haven't been able to relax and with all the lights out minus the Christmas tree lights sit back and look at all the ornaments. All the happy ornaments that hold happy memories. This is the first year in my life I have no tree. I have no one to buy for except my loving loyal fur kids. I have no trees. I have no gifts. I don't have any happy memories. Just an empty room with nothing but sadness. And it's the worst feeling in the world.
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You can't possibly pass judgment on what you have not experienced.
Unless you have been or are in someone's shoes...
It takes a lot of bravery to share one's journey.
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Thankfully, I have three appointments with my therapist next week to address this holiday gloom.
Seems... the closer the holidays get, the more all this new complete change in my life... hits me. Then...
My mind starts racing, replaying everything like a movie over and over and over again. What could I have done differently? Why did I not defend myself with everything I got?. Why, what, why, what?. Then the anxiety hits. Sometimes... followed with panic attacks.
In the evening... when I am so exhausted, that I finally lay down... the gloom hits. My therapist calls it, depression. Because I'm not familiar with this new feeling... it's hard for me to understand, why I feel the way I do?.
When you stop constantly living in fear, panic and on the edge... the fog clears, and you are able to finally grasp what you have gone through. For myself, over a decade... and it's not been easy.
At least, I kicked myself in the butt today... did something fun, festive for myself and my never faltering, Snoreo.
Sometimes...
You just have to force yourself.
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Effects of Dysfunctional Family A disrupted sense of trust – in yourself, in others, in the world.
Difficulty dating and forming healthy relationships. Increased risk for psychiatric disorders, such as anxiety, panic, depression, among others.
Locks on the front gates aren't enough for me... lions on guard would make me feel less on edge. Less to worry about triggers. To help me feel at peace.
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The holidays can bring with it... reminders of not-so-great tidings of past and present joy. I have found over the years what has helped me to get by...
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Spending some happy time, creating happy memories with my fur kiddos. Baking something sweet! Listening to some classical holiday tunes with the volume turned up! Picking a new place to drive to and view all the pretty lights. Opening up Christmas cards while watching old holiday cartoons and movies. Or... just picking up the phone and letting the person or persons who caused you hurt, know just how you really feel about their ill behavior😆😁😉! If all else fails, send your spiteful family member a bill for $25001.01.
In all seriousness...
Know you're not alone this holiday season, because not everything is always silver and gold.
👇💞 Time to open holiday cards, yes! he really does look at all the cards and photos!
👇 Happy Snoreo after fun football play time with mommy 🐶
The Samaritans HelpLine
1-877-870-4673
Any adult feeling isolated, depressed or suicidal can reach out anytime to Samaritans for support.
It's confidential and free to use
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And...
I did just that today!
Early next week, I have a phone appointment scheduled with disability. At least today, they approved sending questionnaires and requesting letters from my lead specialists. Valid reasons on my end, why I need to gain another work permit... expedited! Sooner, not later.
All I can do at this point is try.
My case manager made sure that I understood, "This is all really up to your specialists."
Another avenue, I discussed today with a different part of the state, would require me to give them the okay to start pursuing legal matters. As they said, "You are in a position that no one should be in. But there is no turning back once you give us the green light."
I did just that today...
Getting my priorities straight, not people. Doing things, making decisions, important legal matters for myself and my fur kids.
Sometimes you need to hear the brutal truth... the facts... in order to give yourself a swift kick in the butt! To get BACK on track!
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I finally have my Christmas plans for this new year... flying solo like Santa 🎅 Claus!
Christmas Eve candlelight service with a friend and their parents. Christmas Day spending time with my cousin at their small family gathering. She said, "We unplug for the holidays! The phone box will be next to the coat rack!"
I think this is a WONDERFUL idea! How it should be for the holidays... QUALITY time!
Exception....
No reindeer... Snoreo instead!
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I had a fairly good appointment with my oncologist today. You have to be honest with not just how you are feeling internally... but as well, emotionally.
Your emotional health effects your internal health. I agreed that it's good to permanently stay on medication for my anxiety. My therapist called in a different medication, so I'm not a walking zombie! It's necessary at this point... it's important❣️
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Found some new channels on my way back in state, home. Korea Today/KPoppin is surprisingly, a GREAT channel... and I really enjoy Joel Osteen!
Both a great way to emotionally reset while driving home!
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When your struggling this holiday season. Remember, you are not alone. There are people who will listen... that want to help you.
Far-too-many lives ending..
Far-too-short .
Dial 988
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For myself...
It's been more than I care to say of WASTED...⏳️
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I asked my parents to help me in getting into a home. Now... I have real valid safety issues with at least 15 leaks... attic issues from the water... yada yada yada.
My mom tells me, "You need to find your cats a home?!!?" Per state, hospital therapist... you have and continue providing great care to your pets. They are to remain with you. Mom... the house has nothing to do with cats or even if I had kids. The house was and is a money pit and I asked for my parents to help me find a home. I began asking this past summer. It's not the cats fault, Snoreo's fault or if I had kids... kids fault either with this house. You cornered me on this months ago as well and I brought this up to my therapist who responded by saying, "Why certainly not! Those are your pets and part of your family. They remain with you."
What I realized today is that people can be led to the facts and yet... still don't want to understand nor accept the facts.
This is not good. It is not healthy. This house sat on the market for over a year for REAL VALID REASONS. Now the house is worse than ever before.
Hot water tank, I property drained and replaced fuses as instructed via video by helpful friend. Last night... the hot water ran out in less than 3 minutes. Per plumber, professional...
"The tank needs replaced."
The warranty is void after 6 years. The tank is not under any repair or replacement warranty.
Off to Lowes I go to find a tank to cut costs... on 4 hours so-far of sleep. Important sleep that some folks should take the time to understand is extremely important and lack of... dangerous to anyone who is under treatment. You have to get sleep. Not under constant stress. People need to help... not find, blame fault.
Past that point years ago with this house. The house is officially... done. Lucky at this point to get much of anything out of it when I get the help into a home. Then selling this money pit. A normal, safe home that isn't filled with water condensation, and mold... bacteria.
It's called when the time comes to sell,
"SOLD AS IS."
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Hey You! Don't put people up to do work that they have no clue what they are doing just for a quick buck out of your pocket. Put a professional instead up to do it! For mere cigarettes and beer... you didn't help, but per professionals... made matters worse.
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Wait till you see home skillets side of what the roof looked like... videos taken by both professional company repairmen... after I finally get some sleep.
Don't go putting people up to doing what they are CLUELESS ABOUT.
GET YOUR MONEY BACK
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Once again... don't ever think of saying EVER AGAIN TO ME WHILE I'M STILL.ALIVE..
"Oh... your JOKING!
Oh... I don't believe you!"
If I want to lie...
I don't think about a roof, that's leaking in multiple places... inside the house would be it! 😂
I wasn't JOKING on urgent help after seeing first hand the roof yesterday and doing what I could... on my DAMN OWN!
And finally... before I finally get some sleep...
"HITLER IS DEAD. YOUR NOT HITLER. HANG YOUR DICTATORSHIP UP IN YOUR CLOSET."
Sorry... but that was far-too-long overdue👏
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Update on roof, 9:25am help on the way!
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Again... New friends pull through and roofer on the way to finish flashing and shingles I couldn't get to on the roof. Of course... help coming from Ohio. Buckeyes don't let Buckeyes down.
I literally called five companies in Indiana this morning. Trying to find someone to come out... to help me out. Got nothing but the same old song and dance! Friends came through and so did my old home state of Ohio.
Once roofer leaves... back to bed for me!
Close the doors to those who don't help... don't serve you well. When you do... new doors will open and much needed help too❣️
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Doubling it up... usually gains me some successful 😴 sleep.
Will make sense... once you listen to this.
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To those who said...
"Don't bother asking the same circle for help. They can't even be supportive during your medical struggles. They made a conscious choice as even your medical team told you... not being there for you."
"Do you expect them or think they are going to care to help hold a mere ladder? They don't care. They sadly, don't care about you."
Tough words that I needed to hear.
I learned today to never ask for a helping hand again, to be of any physical body assistance, help, support. I fell off the path of righteousness and freeing myself of toxicity... but tomorrow is a new day. And a gift from God.
To get back on track!
Connect with those who do care❣️
There are lessons in life... you learn the hardest. At the darkest of times.
Even by moonlight.
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It's been a VERY long day to say the least.
Great news so far... on the hot water tank and replacing fuses/fuse box!
As for the roof and storms heading in tonight... that both sides were fully aware of... asked for help. No help... but my still (legally/technically) father in law said,
"Your right, family should be helping family, but my hands are tied... I'm sorry."
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I did the roof myself, however this evening, what I had to seal the give/space between the chimney and roof didn't work. Where water is coming in between the living room walls and into the fireplace. Unfortunately, I had no flashing and Lowes is closed now.
Per two roofers.. I called this evening that advertise 24/7 emergency repairs..
"We don't do after hour calls anymore, but you may want to tarp around the chimney."
YEAH! SO GET BACK UP ON THE ROOF EVEN DARKER OUTSIDE NOW?!??
Do I get my choice of Tombstone pizza toppers too!?!
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Let everyone know if the hot water tank works a bit later...
Then onto the next...
👍Roof later today👍
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Huge thanks to a new friend who walked me through everything as best as one can!
YOU Can Do ANYTHING
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And...
When something needs fixed...
Do it yourself...
And you won't be disappointed.
Got everything I need for the roof this week, because let's face it.... there isn't such a thing as help. Don't fool yourself.
Celebrate your determination and most iimportantly... your inner STRENGTH❣️
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"Because... the beauty and history of small towns need to be preserved."
In...
The United States Archive Museum
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When I have to put security cameras on the roof to keep the unicorns at night from taking gutter shields...
The world has officially lost it's damn mind!
Never lived anywhere in my lifetime that I had to use security cameras... whether alone on a ROOF?!?.
**WELCOME 2022...🥳
SOON TO BE EVEN CRAZIER 2023**
PUT SOME KINDNESS BACK INTO THIS 🌎 WORLD
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Dump...
Money pit....
It's all the same with this house.
This house needed to be sold during the summer.
I asked for help.
How come you bought a house for someone... but then you gave me all kinds of HELL for a mere signature to help with disability org grant paperwork?
Calling the kettle black and being a hypocrite?.
It's okay to buy so and so a house... yet, I was only asking for a mere SIGNATURE.
Get outta here already on that mere nonsense!
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Any immediate member who paid Kevin, per roofers...
Get your money back.
I'm lucky... as one of the roofers said today...
"There are 1/2 inch nails sticking straight up all around your roof. If you would had got past the front of the roof. They would had went straight through your foot."
Mind you, these are just a FEW of the many photos taken by professional.
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Be clear and firmly direct about your boundaries, people will need to understand your limits and know what you are and aren't OK with, and they'll need to adjust their behavior.
This goes for not just friends, but most importantly... family.
Those who decide and continue to not respect your boundaries are ones you may not want in your life.
Healthy boundaries help you:
Build greater self-esteem.
Set your limitations.
Demand respect.
Most importantly... Self ❤️
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No way... No how.
I don't want to be around it.
Plenty of therapists out there... long overdue.
Get therapy. Get help.
Your behavior is not healthy for me.
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If you can't treat your kids... now adults.. EQUAL.
With the same decency.
The SAME respect.
Then you do not have a parental relationship. That isn't any type of parental relationship of any kind when parents play favorites. When parent's do not and refuse to built on equal respect and decency to both children... now grown adults.
Any parent(s), that can not give you the same time, attention, respect and love as they do to the other child/sibling and knowingly... continue treating you as less... Not EQUAL.
That is not any type of parental relationship and you as the other adult child are NOT being respected. You never deserve to be treated LESS by a parent(s).
That is never... okay.
You do not have to ever be okay with being treated less by your parent(s). As a mere burden either... if you are disabled or struggling medically.
ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE A CANCER PATIENT.
YOU DESERVE PARENTS TO TREAT YOU LIKE THEY ARE YOUR PARENTS. THEY SHOULD BE THERE FOR YOU 100% AND BEYOND. THATS A RESPONSIBILITY AS A PARENT. THAT IS FOR LIFE!
Get the help, counseling and support you need. You don't need to suffer and accept less than you deserve as a child of any parent(s).
YOU DESERVE THE BEST!
NOW GO FIND THE LOVE THAT COMES FROM LOVING PARENT OR PARENTS THAT YOU DESERVE❣️
Wisdom
Pass It On
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If anyone is to fully understand...
Trust me.
I get it.
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Pre-Qual deadline to find a home has officially expired.
I wasn't able to land a contract. But I sure the hell can't say... I didn't try and doing so on my own. 3 months of trying and even 3 weeks prior to that working to fix errors with Lexis Nexis and credit bureaus/reports.
All I can say... with being as honest as I can be:
Good luck out there home buyers... people like myself... by yourself.Unless you are a millionaire... you might as well forget it.Unless you are married with two incomes, have a man helping you out ladies or family assisting you... You can forget it.👆Unless one or more of the above** I'm telling you, how it is. Without sugarcoating it. It's not going to happen. Not solo. Not in this lifetime. Not without help. Don't fool yourself.🏡🏠🏡🏠Free Yourself...My Journeyfreeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
When a Narc is miserable...
When a Narc is having a bad day...
They will fish for Narc Bait.
Narc's never want to see anyone happy.
Guess they couldn't stand hearing me be...
😊 HAPPY 😃
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“I don’t care if you’re black, white, straight, bisexual, gay, lesbian, short, tall, fat, skinny, rich or poor. If you’re nice to me, I’ll be nice to you. Simple as that.”
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Narcissists commonly use psychological manipulation "Gaslighting" which one person makes the other person doubt their perceptions, experiences, memories, or understanding of events that happened. A ways and means for covering up the truth. All in order for the narcissists to avoid their own behavior.
Gaslighting is commonly found in highly dysfunctional families and toxic relationships.
Example:
“What are you talking about?”
Gaslighters aim to make you question your own memory or actions by lying about things and then telling you and others that know you... that you are crazy or being crazy or acting crazy. Another great cover-up by the narcissists.
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In French...
🇫🇷 "MERDE!" 🇫🇷
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When you leave this earth...Make sure your words left behind are POWERFUL ones!
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"My spirit 👻 will haunt..."
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What has been your biggest challenge in life... while filming at a secret location?! 🧐😲
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What no oncology patient wants to see or hear...
"New lesions. One here... another new lesion here... here... here."
"Ascites and another new pocket of fluid here."
I'm relying on treatment and some sort of crazy positive... possible outcome. One that, I'm not sure really at this point what to expect. I honestly believe... I am just fooling myself.
I had an e-visit this morning to go over things with my hospital specialists and let's face it... things don't look very promising. After I got off that e-visit... I just cried. More so out of frustration. Lately, I have become more angry at myself... for deciding to save myself six years ago. Maxing out the gold standard so to speak, oncology treatments.
They didn't even work. Instead, I was released with a five year prognosis.
Right now, I feel as if my specialists are just joining me along on this crazy ride to spare me... a bit more time.
I'm not even sure if a bit more time is worth this roller-coaster ride?. Then my specialists assistant calls to go over new medication to help control the pain, that let's face it... has gotten a hell of a lot worse. Hearing recent scan reports, it's no wonder and should it really come as a shock?.. No.
More PA forms and other red flags, hurdles for even hospital specialists to jump through with the insurance company. Now since I have two different insurance plans... we are crossing fingers things get approved much sooner!
I was hit with a lot of tough questions and decisions that will need answered during my next hospital visit. Five weeks to be precise. I'd be crazy to think... I have no fears. My five year prognosis has come and gone. I then made it past the six year mark. Now as I was told, "Things are progressing and so are secondary complications. Your pain is going to continue getting worse. Do you have all of your wishes in writing?"
I made a phone call after my e-visit to an attorney that the scheduling nurse gave me. If only to make sure I do have all of my wishes correctly, legally documented. I had to make, once again, changes over the past few months. Maybe... I need to make a few other changes?. I'm not sure, but that's why the nurse felt it is good to just sit down and go over everything with an attorney. If I can't physically meet, at least the law office offers video appointments.
I have a lot of concerns... obvious fears regarding the path my health is taking. The pain itself concerns me. Especially, because it is starting to radiate in areas that it has yet to reach. The "It's going to continue getting worse part." That is what scares me, because no one wants to be in pain 24/7 that only continues getting worse, not better.
Not having much, if any kind of appetite lately, at least makes perfect sense now. You can't get past the reports. Medical reports don't lie. What you can't see with the naked eye.
There were three very valid questions that were asked of me. Decisions that will need to be answered. At least... I have five weeks, soul searching.
For now, at least I am still able to get out on the daily. Walking has always been a way to help free my mind, any stress and to reset myself. At least, I am still able to do so with my beloved Snoreo. He has truly stepped it up since Blue's passing. If there was ever a soul dog... Snoreo is mine. I promised him, we will stick together till the end.
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You will have your good days...
And your bad days.
Embrace your good days to the fullest...
Understand your bad days with acceptance.
Third procedure scheduled this week, with my first infection. Today wasn't a good day, but picked up my meds and a few store necessities.
Rescheduled plumber for hot water tank issue... no hot water.
Today...
Acceptance.
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Here's some cookies for your group's tea & crumpets!
That's right... I STILL clean up well, because I'm finally putting ME first❣️🧐😆😁
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Tis IS A GREAT day❣️
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The worst of the worse kind of these people are families that ban up Against their own member.
Someone who is the black sheep.
Is different and difficult, because they see what is going on past the surface... what the public doesn't see.
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The holidays are yours to create❣️
A beautiful day...
Followed by a cozy bonfire with a few friends👨🐶
And... a gift for the best boy❣️
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Snoreo's first play date!
Socializing for him.. is also very important🐶❣️
Choose 😊 HAPPY
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That was it for me...
Rightfully so, after how much I bust my ass making sure the house is always clean, and tidy!
You never know when an offer might actually stick.!
This was sickening and disgusting. My heart dropped for my fur kids. My therapist was disturbed by the video and photos.
NEVER...EVER...AGAIN.
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As a cancer patient, telling your family that you have cancer, talking about treatment(s) and its challenges, and asking for help can be difficult, but it's a must! Family response should always be a positive, and supportive one!
Research suggests that having a good support system during treatment(s) is extremely helpful to the patient. It even improves cancer outcome for the patient...
Your family member...
Your loved one.
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I would had never had the capability to push myself... as hard as I continue doing...
If it weren't for the heart, and soul of some amazing oncologists over the course of the past 6 years.
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Stage 4 ovarian cancer is classed as advanced (metastatic) cancer. This means the cancer has spread away from the ovary to other body organs, such as the liver or lungs. The aim of treatment is to control the cancer for as long as possible. And to help you feel better and live longer.
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Let my experience be of an example for everyone... especially all you ladies.
When walking for exercise... always keep some form of protection on you at all times. Not just a cell phone.
Snoreo's German Shepherd instincts were put to the test.
This world is one word:
Crazy.
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Hard-core?
Yes.
But I need hard-core... someone in my face so change...
Positive change is inevitable.
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And...
Don't forget the plant based, low sugar, vegan 🍪 cookies❣️
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Okay...
I did get a really great chuckle!
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Another terminology...
Recruiting..
LAWD HELP SOME FOLKS!
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When you connect on common ground...
The end result is PERFECTION👌
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And...
I can't wait to share his back story❣️
From a skinny little kid that always got made fun of in school...
That broke out of his shell in his early teens...
Finding true love, and passion for fitness.
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She is rising...
She has risen.
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From shower to bed...
One hella interview while pondering in deep thought about love...
I believe in a thing called love, and great analogy behind it❣️
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"Look Doris, someday you're going to find that your way of facing this realistic world just doesn't work. And when you do, don't overlook those lovely intangibles. You'll discover those are the only things that are worthwhile."
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Into the second month of new treatment... and it's been brutal.
Sleep... all over the place.
Just overall nauseated all the time, pain pretty consistent, and mentally drained.
I call it, my dark place of pure hell. That's about as honest as one can be.
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And...
What was waiting for me back in Indiana... not too surprising, however beyond disturbing.
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I guess I look at situations differently... this man was crying for help. Instead of a society, pushing people when they are already down... why not help to lift them back up?. This IS talent..You can judge by anyone for what is surface... but true beauty always shines through. Aaron Carter's talent, at the seat of his piano, was and will ever be... truly amazing. ~Kimberly Free Yourself...My Journey ❣️🎹 ❣️🎹 ❣️
Nothing wrong with starting an interview SINGING in the shower...
I believe in this thing called, LOVE too!
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Getting last minutes things ready!
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Introverts aren't born that way...
Introverts are made by people.
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The saying is true...
Those who get hurt the deepest...
Have the BIGGEST ❤️ hearts❣️
Sorry neighbors...
But after a few more hours leaf blowing via headlamp, security light and moonlight...
I'm still not finished yet, but 80% there!
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And it's healthy to express your feelings.
Not SUPRESS.
Abandonment trauma can be defined as the behavior and emotional response that someone has as a result of experiencing severe neglect or harm in the form of abandonment. It can happen at any time in life and feeling physically or emotionally neglected can be deeply painful.
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Video calls with friends...
Halloween oldies, but goodies...
The smell of homemade oatmeal raisin cookies...
HAPPY HALLOWEEN❣️
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GLAD I took him up on the offer for a bit of Halloween weekend festivities🎃
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Once I realized its supposed to rain starting tomorrow... Sunday, and took a quick walk around my house...
Fun went right down the pumpkin patch! I am beyond sore, achy and hacking from almost 30 bags of leaves!
Don't ask... but what I am tempted to do? Place a sign behind all the large contractor bags full of leaves that reads:
NO WOMEN SHOULD EVER BE PLACED IN A SITUATION WITH NO HELP AND CLEARING PATHWAYS FROM DRAINS AROUND THE HOUSE.
ESPECIALLY ON TREATMENT.
I am using great therapy and really thinking logically before I say anything else... what really transpired on why I was put in this position to begin with in the first place.
Thankful for two close friends who talked me through my anxiety❣️
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Sleepy Snoreo❣️
👇 House project... last room for now.
Last beautiful views of fall❤️😌🍂🍁
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READY for upcoming holiday baking either in my house... or a new 🏡 home!
Regardless... I am totally loving my new combo air fryer, broil and bake oven 👍👍
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One thing goes out...
It all goes out 🧐🥴🤪
NeverUnderestimateYourStrengthWithin
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Staying busy seems to be the key to keeping my mind off the new creeping side effects.
Being given secondary insurance through Rare Cancer Institute grants, federal program..
Truly PRICELESS❣️
Blessed
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Did she finally get her apples?
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Of COURSE she DID❣️
Back to work for this gal!☝️
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Do your best to continue cultivating...
POSITIVITY❣️
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Want to be HAPPY?
Then... BE 😊 HAPPY❣️
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BELIEVE💙
💙#In Memory💙
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You can't control people...
But YOU can control your response.
Exit the conversation.
Remember that❣️
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Everyone is FREE to make...
😌 POSITIVE CHANGE ✌️
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Let me inspire you...
To tell you...
Day by day...
You Will Slowly Be Free 💕
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It was the happiest Sweetest Day that I have celebrated in a very long time!
Renewed my contract with the realtor, working with their bank. Stopped by for a brief walk with Tom. He had a few sweets waiting for me, while I picked up two hot lattes at the local coffee shop. Ran errands, then checked on a few other potential properties out of state.
It couldn't had been a more sweeter Sweetest Day❣️
Okay... maybe Snoreo finally getting his well earned steak 😋🥩 🐶
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Sound advice from my therapist about being spontaneous.
You will know when your ready to mingle again... it's not about the right time.
It will just happen.
A last minute decision, was a really great decision! I had a fun time and enjoyed a walk-golf cart ride while taking in all of the beautiful autumn colors.
Second date?..
Yes.
(And Snoreo🐾Approved!)
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Quit trying to compete for a parent(s) time... love.
Just be Yourself!
Love Yourself!
💗 Free Yourself 💕
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“Life is shorter, live it. Love is rare, grab it. Anger is bad, dump it. Fear is awful, face it. Memories are sweet, cherish it.”.
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🤍🤍🦸♀️🤍🤍
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House... entire house... every single drain, plumbing...
CLOG 😃 FREE!
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In order to now move forward, realizing companionship...
MAJOR changes in my life... is a MUST❣️
Whether that means remaining in state till early 2023
or
Moving out of state during the winter.
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Scratching idea now on possible rentals...
Now getting repairs completed through fall and winter, in order to get the house ready to sell early next year. My credit, per attorney, will be repaired by then 👍😌
Indiana... now two different departments, monitoring... protecting me 😌👍
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Give anyone years...
Some people still use the same cards, new design.
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Let me inspire you...
YOU are WORTH sooooo much more❣️
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HAPPY 1ST OF FALL'TOBER!
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Some people are put on earth to battle the greatest tests... Warriors.
A cracked heat exchanger is an urgent danger because it can put off carbon dioxide, which can lead to carbon monoxide poisoning. Carbon monoxide poisoning can result in serious health issues and even death. As an invisible gas that has no odor, carbon monoxide is especially dangerous as it is undetectable by humans.
A crack in these tubes and coils can lead to the gases being burned in the furnace, such as carbon monoxide, sulfur dioxide, and nitrous oxide, leaking into your home. These dangerous gases can cause illness, or in extreme cases, death.
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YOU can always find GOOD...
And Silver Linings!
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I always believed you have to be careful how you treat others... good souls.
You also need to make amends with others. Do that before you sit on judgment day.
Clear your skeletons out of your closet, because the universe has a really great way of CLAPPING back!
Imagine... this arrived before leaving this morning. Waiting for me in the mail from the state and LexisNexis. Protecting me, so I don't get financially screwed over during divorce. And... LexisNexis reversing all three of Eric's crashes less than 6 months from appearing, negatively effecting me... and my credit score.
TRUST THE PROCESS.
Silver Linings
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I believe a good old scavenger hunt is in line for tomorrow's pick up!
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How many times will you hit...
REPLAY📣
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I did this podcast after he puked the first time around...
I barely fed him, only small amount of plain chicken and handful of digestive prescription hard food.
Snoreo couldn't even hold that down... after the second time puking, he went right to sleep.
My anxiety is running high. Just let my emotions go. I have a overwhelming feeling... things aren't going to go very well with scan. I anticipate the worst... crossing fingers for the best.
Something happens to him. I don't think you bounce back from two back-to-back great losses of life. Not in such a far-too-short amount of time.
There... to me... is a reason.
There has to be?. Maybe all along, they want to make it to heaven to be there to greet me.
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Life is short and we have never too much time for gladdening the hearts of those who are traveling the journey with you.
Be swift to love, make haste to be kind.
Life is short, and if we enjoy every moment of every day, then we will be happy no matter what happens or what changes along the way.
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Anyone who doesn't serve me well... you are no longer welcome in my life.
Your non-support and stress is no longer welcome in my life.
My life. My decisions.
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THIS should be a VERY INTERESTING phone call to the bank this morning!!!
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Keeping fingers... toes crossed.
❤️🤞❤️🐶❤️🤞❤️
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Most importantly...
BRING YOUR SMILE!
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Fall season...
🍁🍂☕️😌
🍁👩🦰❣️🐶🍂
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Take hate...
Turn it into Positivity❣️
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1 out of every 3 people suffer from some sort of anxiety.
Find Peace
Heal Within
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It's critically important.... with anxiety, know your triggers.
Talk It Out
Heal Within
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You can't change people.
But...
You can change how you respond.
Cultivate Positivity
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I can say this now...
Now that I am older and wiser.
Ironically, while doing evening chores, podcasting...
This song comes on. This was the song of my high-school sweethearts prom that I attended in Ohio, LaSalle.
GREAT Memories❣️
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Forgot for those who are beginning their new Kelly Clarkson talk show!
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For those asking... interested parties:
🏡Updates-Updates-Updates🏡
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LIVE life to it's FULLEST...
With ZERO regrets❣️☕️
✌️☕️😌☕️✌️
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Sorry... but I no longer welcome less-than-adult conversations.
If you are argumentative... then the conversation will have to be exited. If you hate me that's fine... but I no longer welcome any negative energy attached to your hatred.
That's healthy, positive change ✌️😌🌙
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Questions... answered.
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It's actually been a little over 2 months working with a realtor.
He was only able to find a few rentals reasonably priced under $2,000 a month. One won't be ready until next year. The other... typical... will not accept pets.
Per realtor... we need to work on purchasing a home. Throwing money with limited rentals under $2,000 a month isn't feasible.
With my parents not willing to help... time next week to work on plan B.
House desperately needs sold.
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The last text from my Mom...
"Is your house being foreclosured?"
We all know... no one puts more blood, sweat, tears into a house a "second time around" for repairs, etc. NOT if it's being foreclosured. It is ready to finally be SOLD. NOT foreclosured.
I told her on the phone, I'm not arguing with you or anyone else. I don't do that anymore and if I did, it would be a waste of a lot of great therapy! If not, I will have to exit the conversation. She replied, okay. That was the end of the conversation. I will no longer allow arguing. If you can't adult, there is no conversation.
I asked my parents for help. It is their choice to help. Or not to help. They read, listen, understand the situation. But again, it is their choice to help. They chose not to help me with a mortgage signature that included myself. I sent the house link from the realtor. It just got listed. It's not a huge house, but a nice house. It's enough for me. But they do not want to help with the mortgage signature. This until it would get refinanced next year or if I wanted to sell. They then of course, would be removed off any mortgage loan paperwork.
Listen to this podcast and more to follow on why I need a cosigner. It will all then make sense.
That is their decision. All I can do is ask two people, who I would expect to want to see me happy. My parents.
Time to now reach out to extended family and the public. Per friends and cousin... time to get some help. You deserve to be happy.
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Snoreo is still having a really tough time. So many instant changes. What we desperately need is stability. A house with a fenced in back yard so Snoreo can run and be free.
After reconnecting with my family, I had one major plea for help.
Help us to find a home.
It's been a few weeks now.
If my grandparents were alive... they wouldn't have it any other way. They wouldn't want me living in a home that I am no longer comfortable. The Indiana property needs sold asap. I am doing my part on any repairs that need to be done, getting the house ready to sell. I am waiting on that phone call. I am in need of help from my family, due to having to wait now for changes within my credit score after the insurance company failed to remove myself from Eric's three consecutive auto crashes. After needing to get an attorney involved... the crashes were finally corrected and reported to NexisLexis. Still... I must wait for changes to update within my credit score in order to qualify for a home mortgage. This is where my family can help.
There are plenty of homes for sale after consulting with Sibcy Cline in Ohio. It's really up to my family to help me... Snoreo.
We still wait.
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During any divorce, once you agree, sign, and notarized a legal separation. Before the divorce is finalized...
You can NOT open new bank accounts, hide and transfer funds.
YOU are accountable. Held accountable in court. With disability... if you are a spouse doing so to a spouse that is under federal disability... you are held accountable as well on an entirely different level.
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It doesn't solve problems.
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WITHOUT even a piece of a parashoot 🪂
FINALLY!
Podcast published BEFORE passing out to zzzz...😅🤭🥱
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Did I ever feel the sting resurface itself today...
Ladies, gentlemen...
Those who struggled to realize having a child. But found yourself... childless.
It's not a question, if you are treated differently...
"You are."
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Is what YOU make of it 🎃
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Actions sometimes can speak louder than words.
Back to daily chores I go...
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I have been asking for help with lawn care for more than a few weeks now.
This video should speak for itself. I ended up cutting the grass and 2 days deweeding by myself. Because physically, I couldn't do it all at once. And rightfully so. I thought about a LOT!
Grave lesson... lessons to be learned. Many... "For Many."
How we treat others who are different, disabled, elderly and childless is downright disturbing. What we lack in this time of the world is kindness. Helping one another. Instead... we are a society that just stands back, sits back and watches.
Two male friends not apply to this equation. I had a lot to prove this weekend.
And I proved...
WELL.
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Ladies... you have a right to realize some peace.
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Heed the warning... FACTS👇
A Separation Agreement is Legally Binding.
A separation agreement is a document that addresses the issues in your divorce, such as alimony, spousal maintenance, child custody, asset division and more. A separation agreement is a legal document that when signed, notarized and witnessed by you and your spouse act as a legally binding contract.
You may be concerned about how your money and property will be divided. If you have cash or assets, it can be very tempting to try and hide those assets from your spouse.
Of course, hiding assets, and opening new bank accounts, loans during a separation-divorce is a terrible idea- no matter how tempting it may seem- and it can get you in a whole host of legal trouble. Especially if you're angry at your spouse or if you believe you worked for the assets and are entitled to keep them all.
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I will be getting the Chewy.com information up tomorrow💙
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I called the bank this morning to verify accounts and what I was seeing online.
A joint account now connected to a Momentum Account. They explained to me it was open yesterday. This was without my knowledge, because it was done secretly.
The bank representative explained that this type of account is used to transfer money. From a joint account, to his secret account. A new account that I had no knowledge of... nor any access to because it was done, secretly on September 8, 2022. A day after he came over to cut only the front grass, that was also just to pretend to agree to be civilized with me, because he had another hidden agenda. HUGE MISTAKE on my part to trust anyone who has shown me nothing but, not to trust them.
That's one thing during our marriage... I never kept secrets. If I needed to do such... then I didn't need to be married.
His arrogance... that he has no consequences for his actions. I refuse to any longer be near him nor speak to him. I don't know him. His behavior is downright scary. It makes me feel uneasy and extremely nervous. Being around him or talking to him is like walking on eggshells. Instead of being intimidated again, from a mere joint ATM card he demanded. I took it, along with something he got served with by whomever and dropped it off at Planet Fitness. Why?.Because this is a stranger that doesn't care about anything or anyone, except themselves. Telling me, he's joining Planet Fitness without as he agreed, discussing excess expenses first.
Being an adult means, your bills which is part of responsibilities comes first. But you cannot force someone to understand that concept. It isn't worth me being intimidated, and stressed the hell out.
The bank explained the new account set up from the joint account would be an issue needed handled in court. The bank can only verify accounts, they can not enforce legal separation agreements.
If my grandmother was alive, I would definitely have the help needed. Because I could really use her help and emotional support.
It's beyond disturbing, to once again realize... that this was nothing but a mere stranger. And a marriage made of nothing but a scam, lies and hidden agendas. Can't say I haven't heard the same opinions from now... many.
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Of course this podcast was from yesterday...
I am fortunate that this was flagged... Secretly not only opening up a bank account, but taking joint bank account funds without my knowledge and transferring into an unknown account.
Applying for a signature loan during a divorce, secretly is also a huge legal no-no.
You can't do either during a divorce. You sure as hell can't go hiding funds either.
Please... not one single person ever tell me I am not a good person. Good soul. Especially when I attempted to be civilized yesterday. I realized to a really great scammer!
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I wish someone had told me...
No matter how prepared you think you are for a death, you can never be fully prepared for the loss and the grief.
Death does not always comply with our wishes... how death occurs. It's not always peaceful.
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People grieve differently.
We all grieve the loss of life uniquely.
We grieve on our own terms.
Do Right By Blue
Canine Epilepsy Awareness
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UNITED GP WALK
2022
WALK-RUN-RIDE
United GP Walk t-shirts, banners, yard signs, car magnets and other gear upon request now available to order
Sold at cost with free shipping
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I found a really great place along the water to park the car in the morning... after we take our walk and explore new coffeehouse destinations.
Maneuvering through this new chapter of life... figuring our new normal.
Just me & my shadow named, Snoreo
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When life changes in an instant... so does all that you used to know.
It's been hard... tough to find a new normal.
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When you least expect...
Life gives you a new normal.
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It's been 4 days....
I finally had the courage to call Babyblue's veterinarian specialists office. That is... without hanging up, and getting upset.
I have replayed everything from last week, Friday...
EVERYTHING.
I know her specialist will be able to answer some, if not all of my questions. The way she passed was past-the-point of anything I could had ever imagined. I couldn't even get Babyblue wrapped in a blanket to rush her to emergency care. Whether alone, touch her. They were the most violent seizures I have ever, and most likely, will ever experience. I can't imagine a person with her type of Epilepsy to even go through a touch of what I experienced with Babyblue. This went on for over 40 minutes.
I am still in shock, utter disbelief and horrified. Quiet. That is the new me that emerged after witnessing such a... there are no right words.
The past three nights, I have awaken with the images replaying in my head. What could I have done differently? What about using a pillow? A pillow. I couldn't even touch her, so would a pillow have even worked? All I could do was lay next to her feeling beyond helpless and let her know it was okay to let go. I was angry at God. With each horrifying minute... it really began to question my faith. I wanted it all to be a dream.
I promised my fur babies a new home. A new lease on life. A fresh start. Same as if I had human kids... I still feel as if I didn't do enough. Did I let her down?
Something within me, broke that day. I had enough. That means with anyone that does not bring me peace, positive energy. I did right by Blue and finally started closing any remaining doors. Sunday is my reflection day. I began by packing the rest of Eric's belongings and placed them outside of the garage door. I have more than enough reasons, over a decade's worth.
If you don't want to care for your own child. You won't be carrying for any fur babies. And you most certainly won't be with mine either. One would think, going through such great loss... it should automatically change people. But with life, we must remember, that some people never change. Heed the signs... close the door and walk away.
And just like that... life changed.
I've learned many lessons. Most importantly, that nothing stays the same. Life is short. It can change in an instant.
Me and Snoreo are now like two peas in a pod. He is every bit my clingy german shepherd shadow. Always by my side. He needs me now more than ever... and I need him.
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Rather than beating yourself up for what you can no longer control, appreciate and celebrate the things you can control.
When it comes to your health, do your best to shift your focus away from what was never under your control.
Create a life and vision that works for you. Celebrate your flaws, view them as victories... YOU made it this far!
Most importantly, be kind to yourself. Don't be afraid of change. Embrace your uniqueness and OWN IT!
YOU are BEAUTIFUL... don't YOU forget it❣️
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Note to self:
Keep 🏊♀️ Swimming.
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Your health... good health is a gift. It's priceless.
When you lose your health...
You lose everything.
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It's rest day... a perfect day to answer your questions, and emails.
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It can't get any more real, when someone emails you a link that describes exactly everything!
This is what I have been dealing with, experiencing for years. I couldn't figure out what the hell was going on with Eric.
This gentleman's video, omitting to being addicted to energy drinks is raw, real as it gets!
https://youtu.be/T2bfibZ_wCw
EVERYTHING... 100% SPOT ON
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Believe in signs?..
Someone's possible demise?
I do.
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FINALLY... Relief!
Correction. The Compliance Panel involves 66 different drugs. Not 60.
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Everyone gets to a point with chronic illness...
What's important.
What's not that important.
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A must see to fully appreciate!
👍Bucket List Approved👍
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Addiction has patterns... emotional roller-coaster patterns of some very strange behavior.
Listen... watch closely.
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Be kind to yourself.
Be gentle to yourself.
Life can be tough. It can be overwhelming at times but remember...
This too shall pass.
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One word...
Exhausted😔💔
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An addict only cares about one thing...
Not you.
Not work.
Not the family.
Not responsibilities...
They care about getting high.
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It's bound to happen...
Sometimes, much sooner than later.
When addicts continue spiraling out of control, they will try to take others down with them.
That includes financially.
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This is a particular video that I am proud to be found in the United States National Archives Museum.
I can hear Carol and her dear husband up in heaven saying...
"Kimberly, you did well!"
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Eric, He wants you to be aware, here is additional information.
Over consumption of energy drinks can slow brain function, decrease heart rate and blood pressure, dilate blood vessels, impair coordination, motor skills, judgment and memory, and can cause blackouts.
Other medical psychiatrist reported problems:
Mood-related complications of energy drinks include depression, anxiety, lethargy, hallucinations and mania.
Eric, This is going to be a problem because your behavior, erratic driving, crashes are effecting me. This may end up as a far bigger problem in court. Your crashes, driving high is negatively effecting, impacting me.
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For those who sent emails asking...
This is what using video call looks like when Eric is walking Snoreo & Blue. I am still in search of a licensed dog walker. Tis been a tall order.
Same if I had human children...
I will do whatever is within my power to protect my fur kids. Don't mess with Momma Furtector and her babies❣️
Thank you to everyone that continues sending me information, and general well wishes.
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Correction to podcast:
*Hands-free mobile podcasting
*He has never fully stopped the addiction behavior. There has never been a relapse.
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This is what makes people addicted to energy drinks, liquid energy shots and sleep aid drinks, liquid shots, pill form.
Several factors play a role in determining how an addict develops, including personal and family history of addiction. Let's also not forget the addicts brain chemistry.
The problem with energy drinks, especially the ones high in caffeine and sugar, is that they cause your brain to release higher and sometimes dangerous amounts of dopamine. Dopamine is the feel-good hormone.
The more you drink, the more addicted you become. Your brain gets addicted to that high, rush of feel-good energy.
Liquid sleep aids do just the opposite. They help to relax the brain. This altering of hormones, chemicals in your brain allow for quicker and deeper sleep. Both uppers and lowers alter the brain and your mental awareness.
When consumed in large quantities, on a daily basis, you start craving more and more until soon enough, you are fully addicted. The making of an addict.
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Eric's 3rd Crash. Thank you to officer and insurance company who corrected me.
It's actually called a "crash" 👇 not a collision.
What does "totaled" mean? If you've been in an auto accident and the car is totaled (also called total loss), it means the car isn't repairable, or it costs more to repair than what it's worth.
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For those asking...
The insurance company sent me an update on making sure Eric's collisions. Four in less than 6 months. Do not negatively effect me, since we were not legally together during the time of his collisions.
I had already begun the process of divorce during the last 3 claims.
The most recent claim, he has not contacted the insurance company. That is his decision. I am not responsible for his decisions.
I am however... to be on the know when he makes decisions against what was legally agreed upon by him. Legally notarized decisions agreed and signed upon by him.
👆 This is a text from him after yesterday's madness. Then today those words, once again, don't follow through with actions of any change. In fact, 11 years it has been like this, mere words. I am learning why I stayed. Doing what I need to do to in order to not repeat bad decisions. You can't be too hard on yourself... but you can learn and apply that knowledge towards the future. Positive change.
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The policy has been cancelled effective 05/11/2022. I have sent an email to the mailbox that handles the Lexis Nexus disputes/reporting, to have that updated. I’ll let you know as soon as I hear back from them, but hopefully they will get that taken care of as soon as possible.
Have a great day!
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By my own personal experience...
No.
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Words to live by...
Forever.
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As a parent... maybe instead;
"Is there anything we can help you with?"
"How can we be of assistance?"
"But first and most importantly, we just want to say how sorry we are for not being of support. For not being present during important life events."
"We want to work towards the present and future of being better parents."
That's called using absence in a positive light. Soul searching. Self reflection.
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While you can’t control someone’s behavior...
You CAN control how long you participate in it.
Choose wisely.
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But those who desire to be rich fall into temptation, into a snare, into many senseless and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction.
For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evils.
It is through this craving that some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many pangs.
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After reconnecting with a childhood friend. There was a question they asked regarding why some people advertise and brag about money, material possessions. Especially during a very difficult time for so many struggling in the world.
Here's why👇
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People who publicly brag and boast about money, materials possessions, usually do this because they want some sort of recognition.
In their normal lives, they do nothing special or particularly useful. There is a void of some sorts in their life that they fill with money. Having money, assets and excess is not necessarily due to intelligence in the finance area, or rare skills in the individual. Although some of these traits of a person's character can be inherited... if I have more or better than others then maybe my parents or family will see me as a good person. Better than the average Joe. If I hide behind my transgressions with all of my assets, then maybe people will not see my wrong doings. This is a common character flaw that happens due to major life voids within an individual. The choice to boast about their money, material objects to the general public, family, friends or loved ones is to cover far greater voids within one's life. These types of individuals are also well known to show affection by purchasing it. Love to them is money.
Money=Love
Love=Money
Others who boast about their money, are doing it because they have been lucky due to inheritance, or increase in property values... luck buying and reselling at the right time or location. The problem is their happiness solely depends upon what other people think of them. They believe the more money, assets they attain and are able to boast publicly... the better they are of a person. The boasting is in actuality, done to cover being less than ordinary. Generally, if you strip away their shell built of money... they lack personality. There is nothing special about them past the point of their material possessions, and money.
Remember folks, during this difficult time for 2 out of every 3 families in this world... keep your boasting of money, objects, and material possessions down to bare minimum. No one wants to constantly see, read, hear about how much better off you are when there are children going without basic necessities. Couples struggling to pay rent. People in general, struggling.
If you want to boast. Make sure it comes from the heart about how you are helping others. No one has to live way beyond their means. That is an individual choice. Those who choose to do so, let me say... they are only boasting to fill a huge void within their heart. Attempting to achieve some higher than thou social status.
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It's one thing if a person screws up, and owns up to their projected unhappiness on to you.
It's another thing however, if a person continues their projected unhappiness not just towards you, but as well to others.
If people can't be at the least, a decent human being... learn, evolve and grow from mistakes. You will in time, see the universe unexpectedly step in. God walks into their life and lessons are learned the hard way. This generally happens... the winds of change, when least expected.
Sometimes when people project their unhappiness onto you.. let people be people, and walk the other way.
This isn't your battle. Their projected unhappiness was never your battle to be had in the first place.
You just keep moving, and looking forward. You take care of YOU. Let the universe handle the rest.
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In the entire universe, you play such a huge role. The self esteem and love you have for yourself is the only gift you need to give.
It isn’t a selfish act to love yourself hard ❤️
Only you can love yourself to the fullest, because you understand why every aspect of your life has happened. A self-love deficit isn’t what will bring you joy. The wrong mental attitude can be devastating in this crazy world. If you have true self esteem and high-self-love... you can share that love with the world around you.
To love oneself is to love the world... a person learns that only when they show themselves the kindness they deserve.
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You better wait.
Stop yourself before you fall.
You better wait.
Stop before you lose it all... Cause somewhere there's love.
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She was no longer just twirling a simple baton of life.
She was now twirling a baton on fire.
She was fierce because she learned to respect and love herself.
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Trust me folks...
I am trying to figure out how to handle this one. This was from 2019 on a public social media post about myself and Eric. This was sent to me yesterday after connecting with an extended member of my family. This is regarding another member they felt overstepped themselves.
I'm not letting this one slide. Something I failed for over a decade was sticking up for myself... from the same toxicity, unhappy circle that projected that unhappiness and hate.
However, when you are that shallow of a human being, man and say something about my inability to realize motherhood. Knowing, I went through reproductive/infertility testing, surgeries to help me realize motherhood, and you are so arrogant to feel this is ok to post for extended family to read? This is beyond disturbing.
It just took that one extended family member, to see and read your post. They kept your public social media post until they felt I was in a good place, strong enough to contact me because they said, it was wrong.
You have daughters of your own. If you feel that free to play God, pretend you are a Christian and with the same breath, say something like this... is beyond disturbing. If you can say something so damn-right-cruel about anyone struggling with infertility, is not a Christian. You are not a good soul. Knowing what I went through to try realize motherhood, because I wanted to have children. Then you would have no problem saying the same about other women struggling with infertility. Even your own. Yes... that IS disturbing.
Folks, you can push people over the edge by taking it upon yourself to say and then post on public social media about something that should never be made fun of... in light of.
It takes years for many women and couples to emotionally heal from struggling with infertility. For some, it takes a lifetime to heal from never having the ability to realize being a parent. As for myself, it took me decades and a lot of hard work with therapy to heal from the greatest loss in my personal life. Not being able to be a mother.
Thank you for setting me back to that place that I worked so hard to heal. Thank you for taking me back to a dark place that I worked so hard to accept and set decades of loss, sadness... free.
You got the rest of your life to live with yourself. I hope the universe and karma is watching, and God does keep tabs. You should be ashamed of yourself. How disgusting! You are not a man. You are not even a human being to stoop to such a level to say such things towards any woman.
Because, I know you follow the podcast. As a step son, you had every right for this less than human being, to not interfere in private family matters between your father and your grandparents. You also have a right to spend quality time with me as you agreed with your father on the phone a few weeks ago. I listened to that phone call. Most importantly, I listened to you.
A motion is in process so you can finally as well, be free to have the right as now, a teenager to spend quality time with me. We will have and enjoy that icecream. If that also includes your father, we will handle that accordingly.
Adults should never hastily put their adult indifferences in between children. Adults should never use children as pawns, pay backs during adult indifference. Children have a God given right to spend time with their family. Their entire family.
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Narcissistic abuse is insidious and can cause lasting effects like low self esteem, trust issues, self doubt, grief, depression, and anxiety. With time and treatment, it's possible to heal and overcome, recovering parts of yourself and your life that were lost to the abuser. For some, that time lost can be years... decades. 🤍🤍🤍 Free Yourself...My Journey freeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
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You thought I meant something else, didn't you?!😆
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“Life is not a matter of holding good cards, but of playing a poor hand well.”
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You can pretend all you want.
You can wish all you want.
You can fight as hard and as long with all your might.
But it is a sad, yet real reality that there comes a point when you can no longer fight.
What is far greater than oneself.
To all the parents of the world that have sons or daughters that struggle with chronic illness.
When a son or daughter comes to you for assistance. It is your duty to help your son or daughter. They are already taking on a great feat of living with the daily ins and outs that come with chronic illness. As a parent, you should be checking in with your son and daughter to see if they need any help. Helping to lessen the load, weight on already heavy shoulders.
When your son or daughter is trying to desperately exit an unhealthy relationship and asks for your help time and time again. As a parent, it is a moral duty, your obligation, to help your son or daughter. No adult, already struggling with their health, can successfully free themselves from an unhealthy relationship without help... assistance. It is crazy to think otherwise.
Any parent or parents who sits back, and instead watches their own son or daughter struggle and suffer. Any parent who refuses to help their own son or daughter... is not a parent.
Any mother who has a daughter or daughters and makes a statement, that they would rather their daughter or daughters be homeless, then themselves be homeless, especially if that parent or parents is financially stable, well secured beyond their means... is not a parent. Saying such a thing from any parent, that has a daughter or daughters not asking for money, but to merely assist in helping that daughter or daughters seek independence from an unhealthy relationship, while also juggling chronic illness... is not a parent. No normal parent or parents would first, say such a thing to a daughter or daughters. Especially, if they have been fully aware their daughter or daughters have been desperately trying to exit an unhealthy relationship. No woman can juggle a chronic illness and at the same time, successfully exit any unhealthy relationship. Can it be done?... sure. But the percentage is low and let's not go there on the stress it places on a woman physically and emotionally. Women, ladies, don't fool yourselves, you cannot do this alone, so never be afraid to ask for help. If you can't get the help from a parent, please reach out for support through organizations that are willing to help you. It's hard enough for young ladies and women, for those who don't live with chronic illness, to carefully and successfully exit any unhealthy relationship. Now add the daily ins and outs of what goes along with chronic illness. You see my exact point!
Any parent, father, that states to their own daughter or daughters, that they can easily replace you... is not a parent. Any father that would say such a thing is narcissistic. No parent would ever let such words slip from the tongue. Saying such words can leave a permanent mark, emotionally with your daughter or daughters.
Any parent, that gets wind of red flags or information of a spouse that a daughter or daughters is involved with and doesn't warn your daughter or daughters, is not a parent. If you as a parent, cannot handle a child born with a chronic illness, then please place them with loving members of willing family members. Especially, if there are willing family members offering to help. To say, you always wanted children, but refuse to take on all responsibilities of a son or daughter that was born with any chronic condition is downright, selfish. You, in turn, are forcing an anything but normal upbringing for that sick baby, infant or toddler.
Any parent that doesn't understand that being a mother or father includes a moral duty to protect and be there in every sense of the work, "unconditionally" for your son or daughter... is not a parent. No one asks to be born with a chronic illness. But as a parent, it is your moral duty to be there for them, unconditionally. That means for a lifetime, because chronic conditions do not just magically disappear... the majority get worse with time. Many, that involve autoimmune, only get worse overtime.
Anyone who decides to be a parent and cannot provide any, all of the above... you are not ready to be a parent.
By bringing a child in this world and not protecting them, being present unconditionally. You have not only failed your child, son or daughter...
Y O U failed yourself.
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And...
Age is merely just a number.
👆Not a normal response to insurance company from a 40 something year old man.
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Strength... Inner strength isn't given at birth.
True inner strength comes from real pain, real struggles, real suffering.
Be KIND to yourself... Self❣️
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YOU can not help people that are not willing to positively change. Instead, take that valuable time to build a better life for #1-YOU.
What you are doing, by continuing to help someone that isn't willing to change, is enabling their bad behavior. Someone not willing to change is ultimately, after a point, only taking advantage of YOUR kindness. Some people have to hit rock bottom on their own first... before realizing they need to make positive change.
Bad parenting... spoiling your child or children, will only come back to bite you in the ass later in life. That spoiled child becomes an adult and YOU as a parent/parents are going to feel the great boomerang effect. Boys should be raised to be responsible, mature men.
That spoiled child... now an adult, is once again YOUR responsibility. Life has a strange way of coming full circle.
"Life holds many lessons to be learned."
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"She woke up one day from the fog. She finally understood her worth which made her a force to be reckoned with... beyond powerful!
The world gravely needed a hero so she became one.
No superpowers really, just a strong ass, spit fire woman who no longer took any nonsense anymore... from anyone.”
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☺️ Let Melania know I'm on my way! 😉
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👍 2022 is the year for THIS 👍
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CHILL The F* out👆
SCARE the F* out👇
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Grieve not, nor speak of me with tears. For I am still beside you, as I have been all these years. Although my tired body rests, I still live within your heart. For as long as we have love, we will never be apart. Until such day we meet again, I know you love me too, but always keep this in your heart; It was heaven here with you.
I sure will miss all the mindless guinea morning chatter.
Happy squeals when hearing me say, "Salad!"
Animals, fur kids will always hold a special place in my ❤️ heart.
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It felt more like a crisp fall morning. Nothing like summer... and that's perfectly okay to me!
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And...
Helping other patients along the way❣️
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What a quite ENLIGHTENING therapy session this morning!
I'm going to say this for everyone who had those in your life... that chose not to SHOW UP for you.
I'm saying this for everyone, all the 'rare' nice folks, and empaths of the world who got hurt by the same person or individuals. That same person and individuals proved one thing to YOU and ONE thing only:
Their asses were NEVER going to show up for you! Their sorry asses were never going to change for you either, so quit trying to get them to see the light through rose tinted glasses!
These same folks have shown you time and time again, who they really are at face value! They didn't show up for you... because they didn't want to show up for you! They made a conscious choice NOT to show up for you time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time again. They have proven consistent in only one thing:
They ARE NOT going to ever show up for you here in the now or in the afterlife. So...
"FOR CRYING OUT LOUD & FOR THE LOVE OF GOD & YOUR SANITY!!!!!!!"
QUIT the ridiculously stupid hopeful or wishful thinking! QUIT allowing free-loaders to continue renting free-space in your head! See the rear view mirror? They are in your past... keep em' there!
Change is tough, and let's face it. This sorry sack of potatoes world hasn't been kind in the least bit to anyone over the past 2 years! Not to one single soul or HECK... not even to Mr. Roger's, if he was still alive. Let's face it! That guy was friendly to everyone... even the people in his neighborhood after slipping on the same damn shoes every morning! Change takes a hell of a lot of work! Change takes a hell of a mountain of energy!
When the time comes and your ever in doubt. Don't worry about me... I'm perfectly fine living the Richard Simmons high life!
I will finally be doing 100,000,000%... #1... ME.
Oh! By the way! When you finally put the free-loaders, renting free-space in your head... out eating dust in your rear-view mirror, while you look ahead through the front window. Don't forget the mermaid wrapping paper that me & Coty sent ya!
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Lessons Of Life
Rid The Weeds
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Celebrate holidays in your own, unique special way!
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Taste testers... APPROVED!
Looking forward to sharing how this birthday cake creation turns out later today 😀
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"We are not... but a mere shell of the power we hold from within."
♡Kimberly
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*Cut the stress.
*Remove negative out of your life.
*Omit those out of your life who do not provide unconditional love, support.
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Gain peace.
Gain new friends, soul family.
Gain your life back, learn to love YOURSELF again through the process.
What a difference, less than a month can make!
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BEST Red Roses I ever ATE!
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There's really not anything on my end left to figure out.
If anyone has anything else to offer or were also contacted by this individual, please contact Eric. Information will be forwarded to his attorney.
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I know... I know!
You fell for the Narc Bait, once again, hook-line-sinker.
Just don't wash it down with the demon red Kool-Aid that's being offered to you. It's not any type of holy communion by any means. If you're going to nibble, just watch out for the sharp hook!
There's always tomorrow... to grow a back bone and not be so naive, and gullible.
AKA-Narcissistic psychopath supply.
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Heads up from my inlaws sending me a screenshot! Yep, this is what a narcissistic psychopath does while everyone watches their toddler tantrum. They throw the bait out to see who is still the idiot dumb enough to bite. Classic narc patterns. See, they don't change.
Hey you again, who still can't get over your ex and their family.
You stole medical necessity prescription pain medication from two people who had real pain. They were under physicians care. They needed those meds for real, valid reasons. You could had killed them by stealing their narcotics for your high... recreational use.
They had pain. Cancer pain.
When you made a decision to steal medicine, written prescriptions and money without one's knowledge. As one told me... for years. They said, you burned the hell out of them and they were there for you. You damned them. And he said in quote, "I will never forgive them for it."
This is Eric, there were people who thought another member was over taking their medication. When you were instead stealing pills to get high recreationally. They took the heat for it. Others were then falsely blamed until one of many individuals you burned, figured you out. Ultimately, everyone agrees you should been prosecuted and rightfully so when the DEA was ready to file charges against you. Years in prison buddy! Stealing controlled substances. Forging signatures on Walgreens security cameras. There's real reasons why everyone insists, you move on but you got real mental problems because you still act like you are married. Mentally you are infatuated. Your own family doesn't understand why you haven't moved on. Crazy man. Crazy! Everyone believes you may been or are still screwing the narc and not by the handle of a screwdriver either. You probably had been for years. You got us all raising our eyebrows because why else would you still be trying to find a way back into your exes family.
MOVE ON BUDDY YOU LOOK DESPERATE AND USE A CONDOM
Hey hussy with deep fried 80's hair, bigger than Mr. Ed teeth when you smile and Ghostbusters Staypuff by your side. Get on your broom and ride 🧹🧙 before the water hits your ass and you melt away!
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I have to thank my cousin for this one 👇
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There is always two-sides.
There is ALSO a back story.
When you choose to listen to one side, without hearing both sides. Your assumptions make an ass out of you.
(Correction to podcast... I DO have a problem with the demon narc going to every single person they could find that knew me. Even at one point, utilizing a private detective. All to cause a major slander feast. All because they have no control over their own feelings and had problems in their life and needed a punching bag. I became their punching bag for over a decade. Instead of seeking mental health, counseling. They chose instead to put their claws in my life, without my knowledge, for over 10+ years)
Yes! I have a major problem with their actions. It won't happen ever... ever again.
Lesson for all who got emails, phone calls for over the past 10+ years from the same disturbed individual and choose to just read and listen to one side?..
Make sure you listen to both sides. Never make assumptions because when you do... you make an ass of yourself.
Don't be an asshole.
Don't assume anything about anyone. Especially when it comes from a narcissistic psychopath. Another piece of advice from a person I spoke to that didn't buy the Narc's story,:
"If they are comfortable talking behind your back. They are comfortable talking about me, behind my back too!"
Remember that.
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Beyond embarrassing, when the insurance company let me know, they had a little powwow with Eric yesterday via phone.
"Next time... you won't have car or home policies through our company."
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At this point... I am ALL about anything to help center me again...
I'll TRY IT!
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Your passions in life build who you are... today!
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DUNKIN CAPPUCCINO?!!?
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Podcast... Day late
3am, using the bathroom rug as a yoga mat 🧘♀️
👍 This is what supervised walks for Snoreo & Blue now look like.
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Jay Cutler
Truly an inspiration!
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It's been tough as hell...
But here I am...
On the road to healing.
It's been tough making decisions, important decisions with my life, my health... all for happiness.
It's OK to be perfectly selfish as one-can-be on this beautiful journey of life. Remember to find the silver linings.
Even while feeling the gentle breeze on my face... the simplicity of the great outdoors. And... a great frozen treat!
Peace-Love-Light
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Get on your broom with your fried hair and leave my son alone. See you in court because looks like I got questions for the plaintiff to answer about you falsifying altering police reports. Cheers from your favorite!
Greatest wisdom I have for anyone dealing with narcissistic folks
AKA Demons...
AKA Dark Souls...
RUN LIKE HELL!
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Is now officially available for all your listening and viewing pleasure:
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CONNIE'S BACK!
BIGGER & SCARIER...
THAN THE 80'S GROUP DEVO BALANCING MORE THAN 10 BOWLS ON THEIR HEADS!
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Treat yourself this weekend!
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Also...
Making sense of constantly losing my hair.
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Once again... fell asleep before getting the chance to publish podcast.
For the individual who unsuccessfully tries playing PHD without being an oncologist, a patient nor holding a degree. Here is some educational information for you from those who have the degree. Never downplay what patients experience nor try pivoting one patient against the other. As you as well, fully knew the location of my treatments/what hospital and even asked how the construction was coming along on hospital additions. My radiation was COMPLETELY DIFFERENT, as you knew this for years.
Mine is AGGRESSIVE. You are referring to another individuals medical, oncology case who was fortunate to not have a 7 inch size tumor that had a chance to grow for years. Their type of radiation was completely different. Nor did their treatment team have to max their radiation treatments out. I was sick for years. You also knew this. Everyone knew this. It has now grown back with many complications. My medical team do their damn best to help me... to the best of their ability, through each unforseen complication.
As a patient, they don't place you under hospital oncology care nor comfort care, desperately trying to gain control over the pain, doing their best to make one comfortable, while letting you know with as much compassion for you as they possibly can, " I am sorry, but there is nothing else we can do," for no good reason nor as a mere joke. Stressing the hell out of someone who is bravely fighting for years doesn't help any patient, and rightfully so. Patients who get to the point of screaming are doing so because they are sick, and there are people who walk among us that refuse to understand and are in mental denial of those who are sick. Never do that to anyone who is sick.
No one should have to get to the point of screaming to be heard that they need help, emotional support. People scream, per trauma therapists, "To be heard, as a last ditch desperate attempt." To get to that point is desperation, because other forms of communication failed. Screaming is a last ditch effort. But sadly, if someone is not willing to listen to what you are saying, not caring enough to hear you. Screaming won't help either. It however, for many patients, is a great release when under the circumstances, it would do far-more-harm to bottle all that hurt in.
"As decent human beings, you should be there providing unconditional support for the patient."
Patients, all brave warriors deserve unconditional love... unconditional support. If you can't do that for a patient, then at least have some decency for yourself and respect to let the patient who is already suffering enough know, you can not, nor are willing to be there for them. Don't instead intentionally continue causing a patient further grief. I am speaking on behalf of far-too-many patients who were neglected, abandoned by those who had a moral responsibility to be of great support to the patient who is bravely on their own, unique oncology journey. Not because they asked for cancer... but because they want to live. That's why they choose experimental treatments, oncology treatments. They signed all those legal, medical forms to proceed with oncology treatments because they want to LIVE. All patients deserve to be loved, supported during and after enduring treatments... unconditionally.
A patient's journey, doesn't end after oncology treatments. For many patients, like myself... those treatments, regardless of oncologists maximizing all efforts, sadly fail. That unconditional support should be provided by loved ones for the remainder of their life. No questions asked.
Accelerated radiation refers to when the total dose is maximized, administered over a shorter period of time than usual. This involves more frequent doses, than once daily, to administer the maximum dose over a shorter period of time. This can be useful in some types of cancer that require a more aggressive treatment regimen.
Educate Yourself
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There are some things that people do... how they act... how nonchalant they become around those that are sick, that is beyond disturbing.
It can really make you question, just how many empty shells of human beings walk among us.
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Once again...
I fell asleep before publishing this audio podcast. So... a day late`😴
Began working on the canvas paintings last night. Hopefully will be able to stay awake to work on them again tonight.
Took my meds last night and although took me awhile, I finally finished streaming the last season of one of my favorite shows... 1,000 lbs Sisters.
Talking about what is to become a very inspiring story... journey!
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When your busy fighting to live...
The rest of the world around you is just a mere blur.
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My specialists are trying to keep me from having to resort back on some pretty wicked gi treatments.
My first experience back to treatments had me feeling alot worse. The key is not being afraid of trying different drugs currently available on the market.
Experiment.
Opioids are necessary when in this point of the journey. Problem is... the stronger the drug, the more dealing with side effects... slowing the body down. I'd much rather have less pain as possible, this means the necessity of having to experiment. Finding what works best to counteract the side effects.
Having to go back on weekly treatments is something my body can no longer handle.
Educate
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And...
Once again, I fell asleep before hitting PUBLISH.
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Today has been rough.
In order to try at least making it possible to watch my fur kids play, requires now taking pain medication 30 minutes before leaving.
Yesterday, it seemed to work for a bit. Today, it didn't even begin to touch the pain. Not even being gone that long and my body is exhausted.
No one can predict the good days, good minutes or good seconds. One thing is for certain. When you get one of those good moments... count your blessings twice..
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Live With No Fear
Live With No Regrets
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It felt GREAT to finally feel the warm sun on a perfect day!
I could tell Snoreo & Babyblue enjoyed having me watch them run and play 🐶❤️🐶
Getting out of breath a bit quicker now... so hoping to get squared away with insurance next week, medical equipment.
Here's wishing everyone a nice evening, get out there and take the time to enjoy the great outdoors!
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No lie!
I was literally getting ready to finish uploading audio for this podcast last night... then this happened: 🥱😴😂
Here's to finally finishing a 60 minute podcast!
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I finally got back to hospice this afternoon. My insurance company also connected with me. I can not stress enough how important it is to educate yourself before it's too late. Understand the process.
Know all your wishes... have everything notarized and in legal writing. Each state is totally different and so is hospice. There are many hospice groups per state.
My support may not be picture perfect... nor by text book by any means. However, there are not enough words of thanks to those stepping up to the plate. As well, those back in my home state of Ohio... and in the legal field making sure things are secure. That I am protected. So I can realize 100% peace.
Thank you Alex and his legal team. I am beyond appreciative that here on out... I will have no worries. Most importantly, I can finally, r-e-l-a-x.
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In Memory Of My Beloved Littleblue 💙
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You can barely see right now, due to not-so-great lighting...
It's a wonderful weekend for painting 🎨
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"We no longer talk."
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Hey you!
You stole medical necessity prescription pain medication from two people who had real pain. They were under physicians care. They needed those meds for real, valid reasons. You could had killed them by stealing their narcotics for your high... recreational use.
They had pain. Cancer pain.
When you made a decision to steal medicine, written prescriptions and money without one's knowledge. As one told me... for years. They said, you burned the hell out of them and they were there for you. You damned them. And he said in quote, "I will never forgive them for it."
This is Eric, there were people who thought another member was over taking their medication. When you were instead stealing pills to get high recreationally. They took the heat for it. Others were then falsely blamed until one of many individuals you burned, figured you out. Ultimately, at the end... all familes should have each other's back. Prosecuted and rightfully so when the DEA was ready. Stealing controlled substances. Forging signatures on Walgreens security cameras. There's real reasons why everyone insists, you move on.
You not just hurt two people. You hurt many.
YOU. No one but... YOU.
It is no longer acceptable nor tolerated that you butt back into those lives of many you hurt. Therapists suggest... YOU move on. Remember what you did. Because many do, extended wholeheartedly are saying, you committed a criminal act and anyone else who would done the same thing would be sitting in prison.
Walgreens security videos do not lie.
MOVE ON
The tough times should be our foundation for great learning blocks of life.
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I connect with a lot of people, however, there is something very special about having a special connection with someone.
When you find yourselves connecting at the same point in life... Transitions.
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TRULY AMAZING!
A ONE FOR THE BOOKS AMAZING!
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Blame It On The Hammock
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Blame the hammock bar for this podcast episode...
Gams
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External beam radiation therapy include the primary treatment of specific tumor types, adjuvant treatment in addition to chemotherapy for better tumor control, and for palliation to improve quality of life for advanced cancer cases.
External beam radiation uses high-powered beams of energy to kill cancer cells. Beams of radiation are precisely aimed at the cancer using a machine that moves around your body.
Radiation therapy is a type of cancer treatment that uses beams of intense energy to kill cancer cells.
Many of the commonly used cancer treatments, such as radiation or chemotherapy, kill tumor cells. But sometimes, after those cells have died and been cleared away, a tumor will respond by growing faster and more aggressively.
In general, tissue cells don’t like to be crowded. When cells are packed in from all sides, they slow down, or even stop, reproducing. If nearby space opens up because of a wound, say, it can prompt cells to divide and fill the gap. Tumors may be using this same mechanism to respond to the intentional damage done by cancer treatments.
When we kill these tumor cells, we basically provide open space.That triggers a regeneration response.
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There continues to be much-needed change going on within my life.
While much will change... it's nice to know that some remain the same.
Hold onto the positive💞
Cultivate good people, great vibes... and the rest will follow.
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If you are no longer married to someone. GET OVER IT! I am not getting back with you. I am sorry you can't move on. It looks crazy. It is crazy. Your actions only show everyone that your not happy with your current status. "Kim, the guy is infatuated with you."
For the chick who has to follow every single move, within my life. Then... has to copy it...
You are never going to be me.
I am sorry... but again... you are never going to be me.
You are making yourself only look one thing: Stupid. Continuing to mimic and obsessively copy every part of my life is crazy. Your flattery is appearing to look to everyone... very disturbing. Be your own person. I promise, you will like it👍
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To all you listeners born in this month of May!
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Party in your OWN nightclub...
And meet ME at the closing table!
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I've been scrambling to get as much as I possibly can done.
Coming across a stack of old phones in storage/moving totes was an unexpected find.
What was still preserved on the phones...
Priceless.
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Part of trauma therapy is psychotherapy. That includes expression through art.
Ironically... one of my favorite classes in school was art class. Now I ask myself, "Why haven't I got back into painting awhile ago?"
Relaxing... Therapeutic 🎨
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Being a creator for TikTok and business creator for Marketplace has not only been fun... the extra income will start being put to great use.
I begin my third treatment drug next week. It's taken the work of many involved, a process that began over 5 weeks ago. I couldn't be more grateful for those involved and others who stepped up to help❤️
I got the call this morning from the pharmacy manager. The pharmaceutical company will have the drug delivered by May 4th... next week. Eric agreed to make the journey out of state each month. The daily regimen of the new medications, will be permanent. $375.00 a month for just one of the prescription drugs isn't cheap by any means, but necessary.
All compensation for creator content will help pay for my medications. Not only has the ability of being super creative been fun... it also serves a far more valuable purpose. Helping me to continue living a better life.
Stay Humble
Cultivate Good
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Remember that old hard drive hidden... packed away in moving/storage totes?.
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Dreaming of the perfect beachfront property hideaway!
Free bag of apples... included!
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Sometimes in life, you may hit a road block...
Other times, you may find yourself stumbling on a road less traveled.
May you be guided with positive thoughts, memories lighting the way.
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Therapist's aren't always just Therapist's...
Sometimes you connect on a spiritual level. The making of special friendships are born.
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One of the big lessons I have learned from my journey....
You can't please everyone, so don't try.
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There are days... when medication STILL has yet to take effect.
Still 😑 Waiting
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Sound frequencies, "sound healing" positively influences our brainwaves.
This type of therapy alters consciousness to help treat myriad ailments, including insomnia, anxiety and depression. It is also used in helping to treat chronic pain associated with cancer.
I have recently been placed under hospital specialty and oncology care... medication that now provides extended relief from chronic pain. Other medications were not giving me the relief that my body needs. It's never good, once chronic pain starts affecting your sleep. I still do my best to enjoy my good days... but unfortunately, they have been few and far between.
I am always open to try different means, ways in hope of positive alternatives. Different types of sound therapy is one of them.
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Who couldn't use a little pick me up... catching colorful rays of the sun!
Happy Earth Day 2022
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Got a little twisted up on words for a few moments...
Empath/Narcissistic
You know what I mean... the logistics of things.
The old hard drive? 👆 FOUND IT!
BEER NEVER BROKE MY HEART! Talking about getting it ALL wrong!
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Some of my best 😴 sleep... comes after a long day...
NO!
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In my reality...
The only ones with hearts that have been there for me unconditionally... loved me unconditionally... are my pets. My Fur kids.
I wasn't invited to any holiday gatherings from those who send two separate letters, in a course of over a month. No invitation to any holiday gatherings was included.
Being Isolated isn't for the weak. Nor is it for the faint of heart. Emotionally, without psychological help... it can take a toll on you.
I was told that some of the toughest parts of trauma therapy, is when you must come face-to-face with reality. The moment when you have to face the deepest, darkest hurt. All in order to allow your soul to move on... move forward with life the best one can.
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When you pour yourself into true passions ❤ of life...
It becomes a beautiful thing!
I have lost track of how many rescues and rehabilitated animals, I have poured my heart into over the years. They all have a very special place in my heart as each one begins a second chance at life.
Some become human companions. Others are welcomed into a family after the loss of a fur baby. Then there are those special ones, that become furever therapy companions.
This... is the most beautiful part of my life... the gift of life.
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Post Narcissistic Abuse... you learn to not just be the bigger person, but the BETTER PERSON for YOU!
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There IS another part of dealing with narcissistic abuse... the many stages of healing.
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Narssistic Abuse Awareness🤍
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Quality time with my kids, connecting with friends and soul family on video chat, fun Easter crafts instead of traditional eggs and plenty of smiles to be had!
Holidays are what YOU create! Never be afraid of stepping outside of the norm.
Do what makes you 😊 happy!
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Therapy has allowed me to see from a totally DIFFERENT perspective.
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It's 👍OKAY👌 to accept help.
Working with my patient advocate on the first hurdle.
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There is more to the reading... but here is just a small part. I was asked if ten, as far as people who surround your life either now or at some point made sense?
I was able to immediately respond back on both hands, individual names... exactly 10.
It has honestly always been hard for me, maybe even a bit skeptical about fortune tellers, palm readers and even when it comes to tarot cards. However, I can not disregard the accuracy. There is no way on many aspects, things could be so accurate. At one point, justice was brought up so frequently, that it would be impossible not to believe... something.
I have always been a firm believer throughout my life, when people hurt you. Sometimes you need do nothing, but walk away, move on and take care of yourself. The universe, karma and our spirits, Guardian Angels will take over, guide and assist you.
Financially, I was told that spirit is on top of the one evil hand that tried to destroy you. I asked what that meant?
"Out of the 10. They are the head of the snake that controls the others."
Believe In Spirit Guardian Angels
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Some people were placed on earth to be human parents.
And other special people like myself were put on earth to be Hooman fur baby parents.
I consider myself the uniquely blessed by God to protect and watch over all ❤🐾
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These podcasts may be lengthy on some days... short on others... or other times there may not be a podcast for that particular day.
These podcasts are about my journey of life. Fact base. I am podcasting as well to help set myself free. A personal story on audio to help me move forward. Learning not to repeat bad decisions and repetitive mistakes.
With the help of therapy...
I will continue setting myself free.
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To my best walking buddies🐶🐶
Mommy will be back walking with you soon... PROMISE.
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Learning to distance yourself from all the negativity is one of the greatest lessons to achieve inner peace😌
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Energy drinks are popular beverages meant to improve energy, alertness, and concentration.
They contain ingredients that aim to boost these mental and physical aspects, such as caffeine, sugar, B vitamins, herbal extracts, and amino acid derivatives like L-taurine.
While they can deliver benefits, energy drinks have a number of associated health concerns related to excessive amounts of caffeine and sugar, as well as their artificial sweetener content.
One of the key concerns is addiction and dependence. Drinking excessive amounts of energy drinks without being able to control your intake.
Aside from health issues, regularly purchasing energy drinks can affect your finances. Purchasing one, two, or more energy drinks daily can cost as much as a cigarette addiction.
Another sign is experiencing withdrawal symptoms when abstaining from energy drinks, such as headaches, irritability, fatigue, and a depressed mood. The same holds true for drinks that act like a sleep aid. A lower that when mixed with an upper, can cause cardiac arythemia.
Many adverse cardiac effects have been reported following energy drinks consumption, among which atrial arrhythmias, acute coronary syndromes, and even cardiac arrest. These can develop also in the absence of other symptoms related to acute toxicity, such as neurological symptoms.
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What is most important at the end of a brave battle...
Is the precious time that you gift to yourself.
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When you are truly in a happy, healthy, respectful relationship...
Only then, will an obsessed ex spouse be able to move on.
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The secrets are coming out from inside the circle!
Papa DID still cook Christmas dinner. Don't tell those who got invited... uninvited and were they ever really invited?..
Next time...
Was Mama ever really alone at Papa's treatments? Not according to those coming out of the shadows👤
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YOU...
Can do ANYTHING!
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YOU only have 1 life to live.
👆 Once you fully understand the seriousness of this fact...
That will be the moment YOU begin of taking ALL necessary steps in order to set yourself FREE.
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To All of you children in the world, who are now adults.
Be PROUD of the strength, will to continue on... to overcome.
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No one is happy all the time. However, when you experience true happiness...
RELISH IN IT!
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Many opinions... but only those who truly suffer from Chronic Illness will fully understand.
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Overcoming pain and adversity.
If you felt or ever pretended to be happy all the time, you wouldn't recognize life's moments of TRUE happiness.
You need to allow yourself to experience the opposite end of the spectrum...
Pain, sorrow and grief.
This my friends, is the way to be able to recognize and appreciate those real moments of happiness.
-Kimberly
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3.22.22
I don't think, one could ever really wrap their brain around things that had transpired on this day. I'm grateful for those who inspire me, while I remain diligent in doing my best to continue inspiring others.
After almost a 2 year battle with cancer, I lost one of my beloved fur babies. In less than 48 hours, I barely had time to prepare myself to say goodbye. I am still in disbelief, overwhelmed and heartbroken. Doing everything you can to save a life and in a blink of an eye... they are gone. Once again, having to hold a pet with cancer while your veterinarian stands next to you... assisting that journey to heaven. It's never, ever easy. Special's organs started to quickly shut down with limited time to even allow for me to put my thoughts together. I am thankful for an amazing owner, veterinarian. I have always been the brave one during the end of life journey with loved ones and pets. But this time... it was different.
There is something so common, connected with humans and animals, when it comes to cancer. The end of such a brave, powerful journey is one in the same. It has been the first time in my life, that with great therapy... I was able to feel. To go through the loss. The emotions. So many emotions that for decades, I deprived myself. Death is such an emotional process. Regardless if human or an animal. I felt every emotion of every single family member and fur angel that I had been blessed throughout my life to hold their hand... paw. That last breath. With Special... all those emotions of many decades of loss hit me all at once. I know it will be awhile to process another loss. Especially when it comes to cancer. Far too many loved ones, beloved pets have passed on from cancer. Each loss takes a piece of your heart.
A day before Special's health took a quick turn. I was dealing with another unexpected moment. Mere enjoying the weather and cleaning out small flower beds, turned into what I thought was a small insect bite. Problem, is that I am currently under immunotherapy. An insect bite turned into a serious blood infection due to my already compromised immune system. So, in between hospital daily blood draws and trying to save one of my beloved fur kids life... I became extremely overwhelmed. Physically and emotionally.
In a nutshell... I am dealing with more than a few full plates. It's been tough-as-hell on all levels. To say the least, that would be putting it lightly. But there will always be others who have it worse. Far worse. But when we unite... connect... beautiful things happen.
I am slowly trying to catch up on everything today and into tomorrow, Sunday.
The VIP Podcast will be starting back up next week. Monday-Friday 9pm.
More on things to follow including continued VIP Podcast fundraising for Ukraine families who have been displaced and in need
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Happiest of birthdays to these two cuties!
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On this St. Patrick's Day:
May your TEETH be white...
May your BREATH be right...
And the TOP O' THE MORNIN' BE MERRY!
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Finished up the last of my appointments yesterday with my specialists. Along with testing and monitoring my blood levels.
I asked, if there was any surgical possibility to bide me a second chance at relief... time. Somewhat like after the first round of oncology treatments. I had a year of far less pain and was able to travel.
It's a TALL order to ask any surgical group... especially in my current predicament. I won't use the word, hope. Just maybe crossing my fingers a bit tighter. For now I must wait for that phone call and final imaging reports.
During my good days... you will find me enjoying the little things in life. True simplicity. The great outdoors ❤✌️
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Remember...
A narcissist knows EXACTLY the abuse they are doing. When they are doing it. How they are doing it.
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Some people are great with folks... Others are great with animals. I consider myself the next step up from Noah's Ark.
"Come One 🐾☺️🐾 Come All!"
What the world needs right now is laughter, smiles and a bit of happiness. The little things in life. TRUE simplicity!
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I've come to realize after back-to-back morning blood draws... this part of my journey isn't going to be a quick hurdle jump. Not by any means.
I have yet to get my body temperature under control. Actually, specialists have yet to do so either. Once my temp dips low enough, I just crash. Finding myself unable to do much. Moments of hope, I get up from my body needing the rest and work to my best of my ability. Realizing that work may need to become mainly viral videos. I'm just trying to figure this all out. It hasn't been easy.
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“The world is a dangerous place to live; not because of the people who are evil, but because of the people who don’t do anything about it.”
In my honest opinion...
EVERYONE can do something to support those in Ukraine and all of the brave men and woman in uniform.
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"Sometimes we find our frequency by holding onto a moral bottom line in the midst of chaos."
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Пожалуйста, всем вам, мужчинам, женщинам в российской армии. Пожалуйста, уделите секунду, прежде чем лишать человека жизни. Бессмысленный поступок. Прекратите убивать семьи, детей и их любимых домашних животных. На одну секунду. Думай своим сердцем. Не с ненавистью. Позвольте Богу судить вас однажды на небесах за ту долю секунды, которая навсегда изменила вашу жизнь. Позвольте им жить.
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Self absorbed... pompous idiots should all be ashamed of yourselves. Keep this podcast as a reminder of how shallow of human beings it takes to complain right now at the pump.
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Trying to accept that things can change in any given second with your health...
Something that I still mentally have not been able to accept.
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We have to put ourselves in the place to receive the truth.
This noisy world we live in. The commitments, deadlines, fix this, do that, and expectations make it hard to get clarity... peace of mind, famous or not.
We have to consciously put ourselves in a place to receive much needed clarity, answers.
Then the part that comes after... peace.
Whether that's through prayer, meditation, a walkabout, being in the right company, a road trip, whatever it is for each of us.
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"Knowing you don't have much time left changes things. You get kind of philosophical. And you figure things out-more like, they figure themselves out-and everything gets real clear."
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Narcissistic behavior is typical when trying to turn people against you and trying to re-gain control over you in order to isolate you.
This is what narcissistic abusers do when their source of narcissistic supply of you, their target, escapes and finally breaks-free from the recentless narcissistic abuse.
Reeling in any ex relationship or ex spouse of yours is typical narcissist behavior. When the pattern continues is when the narcissist becomes a narcissistic psychopath.
Psychological Facts
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It's been quite a disturbing time in the real estate world 🌎
At least the bathroom colors are politically correct for Easter!
SOLD
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Not your typical kind of pizza🍕
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Trust me by saying, "You will waste your valuable, precious time."
You can't argue with an idiot.
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Singing to Guns N' Roses...
EVERYONE is guilty🖐🖐
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They say that the sound of white noise has many therapeutic benefits.
I say... it helps oneself to tune the world out. Sometimes it's not just important. It's necessary.
Self Preservation
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You never forget.
There's a valid reason.
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This is the truth.
I have a right to how I feel.
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😂 LAUGHTER is all you need... and of course a little Ring!
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This is my Journey.
This is where I am at... Now.
Adrenaline Insufficiency (Addison's Disease) 7/31/2017
Autoimmune disease 6/21/2013
(An existing autoimmune disorder can interfere with pregnancy, causing harm to the fetus. The antibodies that the mother produces can enter the fetus's system)
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Secondary Malignant Neoplasm Without Specification Of Site 2/1/2022
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If a Narc could... They would.
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YOU WILL HEAL
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When a Psychopath Narc manipulates someone who is already known to be untrustworthy, to intentionally withhold information/lies to protect their self righteous Ego. That makes the untrustworthy individual in complicit (helping) the Narc to do a wrong.
Effectively, it is called...
"Lying by default."
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If you go with your gut...
YOU will NEVER go wrong.
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On a serious note...
The Bengals made it to Superbowl and although didn't win... again. Applause to making it to the field, which is half the battle.
Isn't that pretty much life in a nutshell?.
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Question:
If my team doesn't win...
Will I still get a free Happy Meal?
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MEN'S THONGS...SOLD OUT!
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Looks like this is going to be a SUPER upcoming weekend!
WHO DEY ALL THE WAY!!
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This was a very long time coming!
I now have nothing to lose and EVERYTHING to gain by FREEING myself.
It's called, SELF RESPECT 👏✌
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Looks like Connie found a few others to take over doing all the dirty deeds at her house!
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Et si vous aviez un frère narcissique ?
Je ne pense pas que les gens comprennent ce que vous vivez avec un frère égoïste. Quand mon frère a eu des enfants, j'étais absolument ravi et excité d'être un oncle. Je leur ai offert des cadeaux, des vêtements, etc. J'étais très heureuse d'avoir des nièces et des neveux. Après une brouille qui n'avait rien à voir avec les enfants. Elle a cessé de permettre aux enfants de me voir ou même de m'appeler.
Passer 2 à 3 ans plus tard. Mon frère narcissique ne m'a même pas reconnu avec aucun de ses enfants. Quand je lui en ai parlé, elle a dit que je ne faisais rien pour ses enfants. Comment puis-je quand tu les as délibérément tenus éloignés de moi ? Ensuite, placez les enfants au milieu de problèmes qui ne devraient pas être autour des oreilles de mes nièces et neveux. Ce qui est fou en soi. J'ai littéralement dû supplier pour voir mon neveu et j'ai même porté cela à l'attention de mes parents. Mes parents sont aussi narcissiques donc vous savez comment cette histoire se termine. Je ne sais pas ce que c'est, mais je pense que la meilleure chose à faire est de vous séparer des gens comme ça. Famille ou pas. Personne ne devrait être séparé de ses nièces et neveux. Avance rapide jusqu'au présent. Mon frère devient maintenant grand-mère. Son fils va avoir un enfant. Je n'ai jamais été prévenu mais seulement découvert par des amis communs. Je n'ai pas fait ou je ferai tout mon possible pour les connaître. Pourquoi pouvez-vous demander? Parce que je sais que je n'aurai jamais la chance d'être l'oncle que j'aimerais être. Elle ne s'en soucie même pas assez à cause de ses manières narcissiques, donc je ne veux plus ce genre de choses dans ma vie et ma femme non plus.
Signé, fatigué du traitement
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A Narc knows EXACTLY what they are doing, and their intentions are never good.
Consider Narcissistic Personality Disorder an inherited, undiagnosed mental illness. How a Narc treats their target(s) is a PERSONAL CHOICE. They know DAMN WELL what they are doing. Especially when it involves using their own child or children as part of their game of control over the victim.
A Narc doesn't care about you or your feelings. In a Narc's twisted mind... YOU are easily disposable! Remember that!
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What happens when you figure out a Narc's game and flip the script on them?
Game Over.
I WON 🙋♀️
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Let's talk about the weather... Sex & The City and you can't forget about Disney!
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ALL the animals know where to go to be spoiled I-N-D-E-E-D!
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For 15 years difference... I have zero complaints with my new smile.
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Kodi Is the ultimate entertainment center software. It plays almost every kind of media you could find and it looks great while doing it!
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I'll be a son of a gun!
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Talking about stories from the past...
GRAB your ☕ coffee!
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It's ALWAYS a sunny day at Ruthless Renee Realty!
Or... Is it?
"I'LL STOP AT NOTHING TO SEAL YOUR DEAL!"
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OH MY!
Celebrating a Saturday on a Sunday. Why not?
It's 2022... ANYTHING goes!
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1/22/2022
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It's going to be one RUTHLESS kind of housing market this year!!
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Amazon...
Can we get that as a collection? 🤔
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Right on cue!
PERFECT TIMING!
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HUNGRY for something different?
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My 2022 take on an old recipe REINVENTED!
That there ain't sh*t on a shingle! That's FIRE ON THE ROOF!!
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Now you can eat all the Girlscout cookies you want and never leave your couch!
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And other quite fascinating 😮 surprises!
Waiting on photos of first time seeing my great grandmother at the Sioux reservation. I've been waiting over a year for at least one photo. Historian that my cousin hired found more than what anyone could had ever realized.
No wonder my grandmother had all these really old Indian dolls that went into the wrong hands. Who knows what happened to them. When you start getting handed your DNA print out. Things can get to not only be quite shocking, but as well other pieces of your life start making a hell of alot of sense.
Cousins on my father's side have also been searching for at least one photo of our great grandmother. Before my grandmother passed away, there was a photo of a native Indian woman in proper native attire. They believe my uncle may be the only one who has that photo. Sure wish others were at least given a photo copy. Years later... finally realizing more than just that 1 single photo.
HELLO History
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This isn't 2020... 2021.
Hospitals are now fully prepared in 2022. Claustrophobic? You really have no choice in the matter.
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Who couldn't agree more with Joey? A crazy year for all and the start of a new chapter...
2022
Best wishes to Joey and his beautiful fiance, Samantha!
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It's never too early in the year to start some gossip for Conceited Connie!
Who would had dreamed up Jesus Jubilee's at Starbuks??
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Sometimes change is a good thing 🤔😌👍
Change can help open valuable time, minutes, seconds of one's life. Focusing on more important things.
Chronic illness-Self preservation
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A new video game seems to have landed in a few lucky kid's stockings last year!
Is it a mere game OR is it our future reality?.
DREAM ON
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Free Yourself...My Journey is now proudly part of American history!
Free Yourself...My Journey is proudly housed as an official government, special internet archive collection.
The Internet Archive serves millions of people each day and is one of the top 300 web sites in the world. A single copy of the Internet Archive library collection occupies 70+ Petabytes of server space (storing at least 2 copies of everything).
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Thank you everyone for all the continued love & support.
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In memory of my beloved, Aunt Rose 1/3/2005
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Stay away from anything that makes you look like an orange Crayola crayon, false eyelashes that have bad adhesive (put the caterpillar back outside), liquor when you preach you don't drink and smiling too hard which looks more like a forced Abraham Lincoln smile 😁😝🤪😜
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You can't expect people to understand, in which they cannot see. What people don't understand about secondary complications... fluid, ascites from unresolved tumors. Ovarian. The pain, overwhelming discomfort, pressure of the fluid that can push on the lungs. Let's not forget the uncertainty that comes with... being stuck at home on various medications, outpatient procedures. Crossing one's fingers that either the fluid can be drained again, if only just a bit to make things more comfortable. Or medications, the strong stuff to help ease the constant pain.
I find just being connected to friends through texts, video chats and sharing a smile helps. Laughter for me goes a long way! I am grateful to be reconnected with two great friends over the holidays. Time may may have separated us... but we picked up right back where we left off.
Shorts or light compression garments, such as these help hide the bloat. Sometimes it works. Other days, like today, you just cut your pants or shorts with a pair of scissors.
"The hell with it!"
I hope this video, podcast helps other oncology patients... brave warriors.
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YESSSS!!!
A little holiday humor before ending the crazy year of 2021!
"Eric is going out as the Dad of the Hotels.com commercial spokesman this New Years Eve 😳 🤣 "
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Looks like someone's wish came true! Santa came around not once... but TWICE this year!
Leftovers... optional.
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This is the part that some refuse to understand... about the struggle.
Don't place more on the shoulders of someone who is already carrying a heavy load.
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Catching up on emails right now and this one stood out for me.
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Please keep the Koon family in your thoughts and prayers.
Anyone who has time. Please continue reaching out to local shelters in Kentucky and surrounding states that were affected by the tornadoes.
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I always believed the best gifts come from the heart. Especially at Christmas time.
Someone asked me what I am most thankful for during the holiday season. It didn't take me long to answer that question.
I am thankful for friends who have become my family. I am beyond one very lucky person to have two special people, who years ago, took me underneath their wings and into their family as their own. Behind the scenes Mike and Genie have adopted me in as their own child. They are my family... soul family. Yesterday, after spending time as a family. I realized just how fortunate, I really have become.
They have selflessly given not just their time. But their heart. They have supported me, guided me, loved me more than words can ever explain. When I was at my lowest, they helped me get back on my feet. They have counseled my marriage and helped to put the pieces back together. They have given me the strength by words of unwavering moral support over the past month, when a prognosis turned out to not be so great.
Two parents, not made of blood, but of by heart.
I believe special people such as my parents, Mike and Genie are one of God's gifts. Their dedication to serve others as well as their church community, is something that should be looked upon as what others should strive to be... good souls.
They have taught me when to stand up for myself. When to know the point has been proven and how to walk away with dignity and my head held high. Our shared passion for the love of animals is something that cannot be denied. I am blessed to not just have their unconditional love and support. But as well from their children who have become my siblings. I have not just gained a family over the years but also God children.
You see. Family isn't just made of your choosing. Sometimes God has a helping hand. Protect those with everything you got that love you unconditionally. Never be afraid to close doors, when there is no longer love. Because you never know who may behind the other door. Waiting to love you back.
Here's wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas and a magical New Year 2022.
Looking forward to welcoming Free Yourself...My Journey international VIP release at it's new home. Thank you everyone for all the love and all the support.
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Because even during the holidays...
LAUGHTER brings everyone together!
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Blessed are those who share the gift of 😃 laughter.
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Looks like tomorrow's holiday gatherings may be more of a galactic kind!
From Gingerbread Man to... well?
At least the remaining buckeyes and online orders are coming along A-OK 👌😋
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More like...
The entire stage drop!
This is what real estate is going to look like next year.
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And no hot fudge cake to boot!
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What a great Era to do a little throw-back with this year's holiday cards!
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Sex & The City 2021...
Just like that!
Worth watching into the 2nd episode. The 1st episode doesn't really do it justice!
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Truly an honor to interview such a super sweet couple!
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Together...
We overcome. We adapt. We survive.
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I mean really...
What is Christmas without traveling to see all the holiday lights!
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Visiting the nativity scene and all the animals is a must on our holiday festivities list 🥰
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I don't believe there are enough prayers to take with us... heading back down south today.
Please give to the Red Cross and other organizations helping everyone who suffered such great loss.
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BILLY'S BACK!
Time for some holiday chatter 🙆♂️
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Don't forget to blow out your immaturity so you can finally land in adulthood, Mr. Ed👶
Gossipin' Granny LOVES her some juicy gossip!
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Sit back... tell me about you and your crazy life! So me and my life doesn't sound so dry and boring😴
Someone has to stay sexy, sassy & still sweet!
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Requests aren't all baked goods this year. Some requested chili...
🔥 SPICY chili! 🔥
Like EXTRA SPICY!!! 🥵
Another new recipe to add to this year's list:
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It's not enchiladas, but even BETTER!
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Stranger things have appeared in Indiana... or landed.
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Just saying.
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Just breathe...
In this most BEAUTIFUL holiday season 💫
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Food is the ultimate gift!
This is one of my most favorite times of the year and why not?
When it comes to something special, made by hand and straight from the heart... baking is the best gift to give this holiday season.
Besides making my traditional buckeyes. I have added a few new recipes, like these side-by-side homemade brownies.
At least one of my parents children was born with endless creativity and homemaker skills! 😄
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You should want to realize positive growth. Each decade brings with it, valuable life lessons💫
My Life
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All I can say is that...
It's been one hell of a journey!
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Maybe it's Maybelline or...
Maybe it's just PIERRE or...
Maybe it's just US!
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You would be better being real instead of fake behind your masks.
Narcissistic abusers will always find any and all possible ways to cover their tracks. Trying desperately to cause continued emotional distress onto their victims. Brainwashing anyone who challenges them. Finding any excuses they can to deflect their abuse back to their victims. All while remaining behind their many masks.
Just sit back and watch the narcissists scramble when their victims finally call them out for their abusive behavior. Other narcissists will try flipping the script and changing the subject when approached by their victims or those who have gotten wind of their abuse. Anyone the narcissists sense that may be onto their games of emotional abuse be warned. Narcissists are control freaks and great at lying and manipulation. They are known of disposing their victims once they feel they are satisfied by their damaging acts of emotionally tormenting abuse.
Narcissists have no guilt and zero subconscious. They don't feel. They never apologize. They will always try finding any excuses to attempt justifying their behavior.
Narcissists don't care if you are sick, have a family member or spouse who is sick or even have pets that are sick. They have no heart. No compassion. If you let them. Their abuse will further harm your health and the health of anyone or any pets that may be sick.
Narcissists greatest desire is watching others suffer and then acting like they care to the rest of the world. Narcissists fill their cold souls with those who have been manipulated into believing they are nice people. Putting on whichever mask at a given moment that is needed. Narcissists will sit back and smile after each emotionally abusive act they do onto their victims. Their greatest victims are their own family members. Easy prey for the narcissists.
Narcissists will prey mainly on any family member that is sick. They feel is their easiest prey. They will play emotional games with their family member. Lie. Manipulate. Then dispose like trash as many times as possible. Yes, narcissists fully enjoy the emotional abuse games they play with their own family member. Possibly even doing so with multiple family members at the same time. This is food supply for the narcissists and the twisted way they survive.
If narcissists, narcissistic family can find a way to bury you early... They will.
Respectfully Signed By,
The victims who finally unveiled the narcissists masks.
Lesson learned to pass onto you...
Never believe everything in the media.
Tis best to get information first hand.
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Who can't relate to Liza's rant about all the Black Friday madness 💳💰
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"Life is far too serious to not sprinkle in a little laughter."
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Just like kids... with a million types of different personalities!
I am sure parents with human kids can relate to their own little Angel🤭
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BELIEVE...
In second chances👍👍
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Remember to count your blessings twice this Thanksgiving.
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I fully understand how it feels to be treated as less of a human being.
To feel as less of a person.
All because of something you can not control.
Your health.
For those asking about how the end result turned out... I never got to realize that happy ending. The ability to smile again. Instead... my prior surgeons hard work and placing me into the next level of care? The ending of this video is what I am left to accept. I plan to share more at a later time. For now, I am trying to make peace with what is.
I am thankful for all the photos of far happier times in my life. Not realizing how easy it was back then, just to smile.
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So that's what a true Cat Lady means...🐈
Well put, indeed!
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"Turpentine and dandelion wine. I've turned the corner an' I'm doin' fine!"
My old Kentucky home.
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Vegan Frittatas and a half glass of orange juice. Gotta eat before midnight!
I certainly won't miss the limited mushy, liquid diet.
Tomorrow is the beginning of what I have worked so incredibly hard towards...
AN AMAZING SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE!
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The snowfall heading right in the direction of scheduled travels won't stop my plans. However...
When you get a call yesterday to see if you are ready to realize a smile... one I have been without for several months. THAT is a valid reason for a delay on hitting the open road! It's been such a long process. No words can ever explain.
Ready to get back part of my identity. The ability to smile.
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We should all be helping one another out. Especially during the holidays... you know?
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What's not to love about the open road 💞🚘
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"In the end... we are all one."
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One fact in life is for certain...
People will let you down.
One certainly in life...
Animals will always be there for you unconditionally. They will lift your heart. Fill your soul.
My Kind Of People.
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B.B's big brother always seems to be SCARIER on Halloween 👻
BOO!
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Although area has lighting...
PLEASE DON'T FORGET YOUR FLASHLIGHT
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Talking about quite a challenge!
Not sure if this video format is now fixed... or not. Microsoft has changed, updated and caused such a mess when it comes to supported web browsers. If you download the video, it should play, depending on what web browser you are using. For some reason, the not supported message still keeps coming up. No worries though... for those asking. The latest B.B's Adventures will be available starting next week on Free Yourself...My Journey.
Like they always say, "Why fix something that's not broken?"
TELL EM B.B!!
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For someone who never liked cheesecake...
The CHEESECAKERY forever changed me!
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Happiness to me has always been connected to spending time with my fur kids.
Happier times.
Happiest moments.
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There's a valid reason why I always go by the beat of my own drum.
Always have. ALWAYS will.
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I could handle the fall season year round. Especially when the leaves change into some of the most beautiful colors!
Fall is also a great time to take in all the changes of the season along the hiking trails. I was able to recently meet up with a few fellow Podcasters at my soon-to-be permanent residence in the beautiful blue grass state of Kentucky.
There is most definitely something about the autumn season.
A time to reflect.
A time to just... breathe.
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I admit it. Every last bit of energy that my body will allow has been spent outdoors. I have always loved the fall and especially the upcoming winter season.
I admit it. I am most definitely quite a bit behind with everything. And I mean... E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
I admit it. Latest health concerns, starting another new treatment, has put life into further perspective for me. Not that I haven't already viewed life from a completely different set of eyes. Chronic illness, cancer does that to a person.
Yes, I totally admit it. The energy that my body allows has been spent doing what I love. Enjoying the great outdoors. Taking in every last minute possible of the fall season.
My advice...
Life is short. Those health scares. Those health concerns. They should be your wake-up call. A valid reminder that life is short.
"Get out there! Enjoy every single waking moment!"
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You never want to keep hearing the words...
"You are a very unique, difficult case. We rarely come across patients such as yourself. Unfortunately, this process is going to take longer than we anticipated."
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It was truly an honor connecting with the Plath's.
Trials and tribulations. Sharing our own unique experiences on how we persevere through the tough times. Inspiring others along the way.
Stay tuned for more with the Plath's coming up next week on the VIP Podcast.
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YOU are allowed to place healthy boundaries with anyone that does not have your best interests, safety in mind. YOU are allowed to remove yourself from unhealthy relationships. That includes unhealthy dynamics, instability within any parental relationship. YOU deserve to be happy.
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You inspire others by your actions.
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Be an example to others. Be caring, it's okay to have a big heart. Be positively influential. Be encouraging, especially through the tough times. Be open so that others may gain knowledge through your experiences. Be available to communicate your feelings to others. Be that unapologetically... YOU!
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"Dog the Bounty Hunter" called it "a shame" that Brian Laundrie’s mother Roberta Laundrie called 911 Saturday rather than answer his knock on the family’s front door.
Audio emerged Monday indicating that Brian Laundrie’s parents called 911 to report the presence of Duane "Dog" Chapman on their North Port, Florida property.
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Key word... Bizarre.
Something is never quite right when anyone is this fixated on things so dark.
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When all else fails...
There's ALWAYS a lemonade stand!
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It's officially been 1 month.
It's amazing the things one can find in order to keep busy at home. In between lots of rest, this woman kept busy. Time seemed to fly by```
I have successfully finished my first round of a new trial drug. Although, maintenance PARP inhibitors tend to not be used after failed treatments, oncology. Research through drug trials will help determine if the same classification of PARP inhibitors may possibly help slow the growth of existing tumors. This could be very promising!
I will admit, there were days... when I was ready to throw in the towel. I held onto my faith and great online support from all of you beautiful souls. Those video chats helped me to keep my mind off of how horrible I was feeling. My not-so-great days. As my therapist so bluntly put it, "We are working to get by on a daily basis. Small goals first." I made two attempts to just get out of the house, take my car down to the car wash. However, I was met with defeat.
8.22.2021... day 30.
Today is a new day with one goal in mind. An early morning cup of coffee with a few new friends. My first official day to be FREE.
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The very first time being able to speak, after recovering from surgery, was with Tyler. Not as the musical artist from the popular country music group, Georgia Florida Line. But just as Tyler, without any titles.
Just everyday normal folks, talking about a common thread... life's trials and tribulations. Taking away true wisdom, by experience of some of the most challenging times that life has thrown our way.
Realizing through the tough times. There is always a silver lining.
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Abandonment, mental abuse, and gross neglect of a family member, loved one does not equal love.
Get the help you need to heal. Get the help you need to Free Yourself. Let God open the doors for you to realize that you deserve to be loved. Unconditional love.
If you see someone absent. There is a valid reason why... someone realized the help they needed to take all necessary measures, steps. To finally and permanently remove themselves from the continuous cycle of mental abuse, abandonment and gross neglect. Help from licensed, professional trauma therapists. Help to heal.
Narcissistic, Psychological Abuse Is NOT Love.
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If you have an issue with somebody. Go to that somebody. If my business doesn't involve you. Then stay out of my business.
I'm not, nor ever was that kind of woman to get involved with petty female drama. I have absolutely, zero time or desire for it.
I don't need to hear who said what, about who said what, when they said it, how they said it and how many said it. Last time, I looked. I didn't have a goal of being involved with the next housewives of nosy bodyville.
"Jealousy poisons ones soul."
Why do women get so crazy jealous over another woman? Because some women have an incredible amount of inner strength! The kind of strength that other women wish they could possess!
If you don't like your life. If you don't like something about yourself. Despising someone else, isn't going to resolve your insecurities. Taking that time you invest in jealousy, of another and instead investing it on one's self...
That's the REAL secret of self 💘 LOVE!
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Billy's back with another great investment from his Game Stop stock!
What will this mastermind dream up next?
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3D imaging is a useful technology for seeing a visual representation of how you will look after reconstructive cosmetic surgery.
A 3D camera takes a picture of the patient, and the software is then programmed with the specifics of your procedure to produce an image of what you will look like after your operation.
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It was a perfect day to start new traditions, celebrating 4th of July weekend.
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Talking about a reason to CELEBRATE!!!
I have such a long ways to go with further surgical procedures and cosmetic surgery. I was told an estimated guess of January 2022. To me, it seems like a century away to regain my entire face back to some sort of normalcy.
I have been graduating to learning how to drink out of a glass again. It's all been a process of relearning, what most take for granted. The little things in life.
After being approved for travel, within reason. I took advantage of the opportunity to enjoy beautiful scenery and a really great glass of wine along the way. I've also been reintroducing my passion for fitness back into my life. Doing my best to remain as healthy as possible.
I wear a mask, almost... 24/7. Not only to keep risk of infection down, due to still being in the beginning stages of post-surgical recovery. But also because, let's be honest, until cosmetic surgeons are able to put a smile and jaw features back together on my face. It can be quite a shock for others to see out in the general public.
What gets me through the tough times, rough and challenging days, is my faith. I am one of the lucky ones. Born to fight, to live to see another day.
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We all have the capability to connect on a far deeper level.
Infertility is such a sensitive topic. It feels good when we can remove titles, just be our authentic selves and share similar stories. Thank you so much to these two beautiful ladies for sharing your story🤗
Coming up next week for all you VP'ers... more of Darcey and Stacey on the VIP podcast! Don't forget to stay tuned for all new episodes of Darcey & Stacey, season 2 on TLC.
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A picture perfect, most BEAUTIFUL day to relax and reset... mind, body, spirit.
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I had my first of many post surgical video appointments this week. 12-hours was my limit on going zilch with the old pain medication/narcotics. I have officially surrendered my attempt at being heroic 🏳 flag.
The insomnia has been off the charts (up 33-hours) with such a drastic diet, syringe liquids. Down 5.5 pounds in 6 days.
My attempts at getting some fresh air this morning, turned into another failed heroic moment. 15 minutes later, after bending over to just trim back some flowers... winded, dizzy and back to vomiting.
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Anymore, I just shake my head. I am in a totally different mind set. For me, my health.
This childish behavior used to bother me. But I have come to realize with wisdom... you can't change peoples immature behavior. However, what you can change is how you respond.
The next generation watches our every move. As an adult, you are the example. What the next generation sees are the actions of adults around them.
Make sure yours is a positive one.
All else fails, remember one golden rule. You have the power to remove yourself from negative, toxicity of others. No one is worth your health nor emotional well being.
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Owning my experience in this new part of life, my journey, is about the freedom of expressing myself. It is about feeling every darn emotion, no matter how raw, as deeply as possible.
I don’t buy into the narrative that I should just deal with whatever life hands me, accept it, and then lie about how I’m doing.
HA!... No thanks.
The reality, is that true suffering is a beast. Don't let anyone ever tell you otherwise.
I am not “fine.”
I am fighting.
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I'm pretty darn proud of myself with doing my best over the past 12-hours. No pain medication.
With the pain that I am now feeling. This has been quite a feat.
I have always been one for trying holistic means. Shaman music, videos not only help me to relax. But as well, all of my fur kids. Who needs visiting nurses when I already have the best around 🐶🐶
Shamanism is meditation of sacred sound, Native American. Shaman music helps in spiritual, emotional and physical healing.
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What word should I use to describe how I felt. Taking my first look in the mirror at what used to be my face.
Horrified? Alarmed? Frightened?
"Disbelief."
When surgeons try to explain how brutal of a surgery you are about to endure... believe them. There was no way, I could had prepared myself. To no longer recognize myself in the mirror. Post surgical reality of still a long ways off to some sort of normalcy.
What we do know, is a bit further extent of maximum radiation treatments that did extensive damage to surrounding organs. That was 5 years ago and I am still paying for it. The easy part is knowing you can still live, survive with 1 kidney. I will continue dealing with those hurdles as they come.
Honesty, means the reality that it's far easier to accept internal damage. What people cannot see. Having to look at a person you no longer recognize, that is looking back at you in the mirror? An extremely humbling experience to understand that what doesn't kill you, can permanently change you.
It will be a few weeks before they get labs back on the abnormal bone growths. Jaw resection takes time to heal. It all depends on how quickly my body can heal. I was forewarned that the structure, appearance of my face will go through many changes during recovery. Not for the better.
I'm still in the beginning shock phase of disbelief. Not recognizing myself in the mirror is horrifying.
I have my first of many video appointments with my specialists starting next week. I also have my first consultation online with my cosmetic surgical group. It all just feels like a really bad dream.
I know in the end, there is a lot to gain from this hellish experience. There is some sort of wisdom to be had, when it all makes sense.
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This is where I begin to share this new part of my journey.
Surviving what should had killed me time and time again. That's the hardest part of some sort of unimaginable understanding.
Grieving that person you used to be... one organ and part of you at a time.
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Almost finished up with odds and ends. Crossing my fingers Eric stays on top of responsibilities and taking care of my fur babies, eyes will be watching. Everything else... covered. I don't think I could be anymore prepared or ready to begin this next part of my surgical journey.
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Taking a low-key, chillax day with my fur babies. Perfect opportunity to escape reality for a bit, binge watch our favorite shows.
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Progression of ovarian cancers are greatly dependent on estrogen.
The balance between estrogen and progesterone is critical for the formation of ovarian cancers.
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Lighting not the greatest but looking for more of a deeper, reddish vegan color. Must be as well a-okay to use on extensions.
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SUPER PRODUCTIVE hot days of an early summer!
It's feels great to get back into politics.
Today marked the second successfully scheduled meeting with reputable Governors and their executive staff regarding 2021-2022 Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign programs.
The sky is the limit when you never give up on your dreams and destiny!
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It has taken far-too-long, but finally getting to the last of personal belongings.
The housing market is like playing a really bad game of Monopoly/Clue🥸
BIG changes within my life equals even far BIGGER moves! Having to reside within the 3 state, interstate connection until finishing surgical priorities has been tricky.
Yesterday, I realized as a buyer and post Covid-19 strict bank guidelines... it isn't going to be an easy process for me. Sometimes, you have to swallow your pride and ask for help. Indiana was always just a temporary place. It just lasted "temporarily longer" than anticipated.
Life is about lending a hand to one another. Learning that sometimes, we ALL can use a little help.
I'm Not Wonder Woman
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When life was good?
NAH! NO WAY!
If you woke up today, consider it a gift from God because life is a blessing.
Life IS Good!
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To those of you who follow my journey, continue following from The Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign blog or have been part of Jenn & Coty taking over the VIP podcast...
My surgeons were unable to perform this past surgery. The reason being, due to further decline with my health.
The morning of my surgery, I was already up since 3am with vomiting and overwhelming pain. The decision was made for me, by my specialists. My body was not ready to endure another surgery on that day. Intestinal blockages are part of the risks with my largest tumor pressing up, down on surrounding organs. We now wait to see what new imaging scheduled for tomorrow will show my specialists. For now, they rescheduled the second part of surgery for the first week of June.
I rarely, as of now, get out of the house while dealing with round the clock pain. As well, my body trying to get used to high doses of pain medication and other drugs to keep me from further complications.
I have been doing everything to keep my life as peaceful as possible. I have learned with great trauma therapy, that you sometimes just have to tune people out. Especially those who don't respect what I am going through or just refuse to understand. Lack of compassion...❤
I am now in this new phase of my journey. With it, comes all the unpredictability. Some days, it can be quite scary. I am on monthly video meetings, appointments with not just my surgeons, but as well hospital pain management who continue to remain alongside with me. We are almost to the point of just the right combination of drugs. What I now need to take for the daily pain.
My life is far different than it was just last month. Even, last week. This journey has brought with it, a great deal of knowledge. I hope to continue sharing my experiences with others who are bravely battling their own medical journey.
At the end of the day, you must remember... it is your life. It is your journey. You are entitled to make decisions with regards to not only your health. But as well, who will be with you during your last breath.
A patient's legal right.
(Thank you to my attorneys)
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We all see life differently.
We all look at life through a completely different set of eyes.
Beauty isn't what you see on the surface. True beauty remains through the eyes of the beholder.
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Thank you Benge for showing us such unconditional love. Blessings to you and your most beautiful Mom⚘
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They warn you, that as time goes on... so does the intensity of daily struggles. The not-so-great days and anticipated complications.
I have always had a higher-than-normal tolerance for pain. However, sometimes pain requires hospital specialty care.
I reached my breaking point over the past week, while bravely hanging up my superwoman cape. I signed a very important stack of documents. There is no more need to try to be the next Marvel character... unnecessary suffering with incredible, persistent pain.
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A drug contract is a treatment agreement signed by the patient and clinician that sets out the expectations for a patient using high-risk medications.
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I was given a prognosis of 5 years after oncology treatments... failed.
Today marks 5 years.
It doesn't matter who you speak to... you never forget.
Kimberly
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There are so many misconstrued theories about disability. Those deemed permanently disabled by the federal government.
There is nothing worse than people in the general public, who fail to understand, not only the lengthy process before being deemed permanently disabled. But as well, important facts about various types of disability.
There are different types of disability granted by the federal government.
What most people in the general public fail to understand is, what qualifies someone to be deemed permanently disabled by the federal government. To be deemed permanently disabled, your medical condition and prognosis must ultimately end in death. Meaning, the end result of an individuals health, medical condition(s) will result in death. There really is no other way to put it... blunt.
What people in the general public also don't understand about permanent disability, is that the federal government encourages those permanently disabled to live to the best of one's ability. That also includes encouraging those disabled to try to work around medical limitations. Yes, you can still work. Many others as well do not understand that just because someone is deemed disabled. It doesn't mean they can't do their best to obtain a college degree with many federal programs, grants available to help.
Some deemed permanently disabled, may never have that opportunity to work again. There are those who may never be able to realize that dream of a college degree. While sadly, others deemed permanently disabled never live long enough to continue the good fight.
Each patient is so uniquely different, so is each disability case handled by the federal government.
The worst thing to do to someone is to unfairly judge before knowing the facts. That also includes those who are permanently disabled.
As so my journey goes...
"Never judge a book by its cover."
-Kimberly🕊
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I was recently offered an opportunity to not only help myself, but possibly many others. I've been a part of a few prior oncology drug trials over the past five years, but without much success.
After recovering from this week's second part of a very long surgical process. I will be starting a new drug trial to hopefully bide myself a bit more additional time to enjoy life. An opportunity to possibly stunt the continued growth of tumors. Another opportunity to also help others in the future with a new drug. Helping other oncology patients.
It didn't take me much thought in signing important paperwork this evening. The continuation of a very long journey. Another opportunity to help others.
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🐾 Happy Mother's Day to all the Fur Momma's 🐾
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Even Hank knows a good thing when he sees it! 👀
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Unless you live it. You will never understand it.
The repercussions of breathing in smoke can be detrimental to anyone who suffers from Asthma, Emphysema, COPD or even those who suffer long term effects from oncology treatments.
I am thankful for my specialists to quickly work me into their schedule. What I didn't know was how quickly smoke in the environment can penatrate your lungs. Especially when you already have pre-existing respiratory issues. I was also educated on the various types of smoke and how they can effect the lungs.
I still have a second surgery quickly coming up and now placed on additional respiratory treatments due to my bodies response of environmental smoke. Not good. My anxiety having to go on additional inhalation drugs has been off the charts. I also have great concerns on how this will effect my upcoming surgery, next month.
People don't get it. People will never get it, unless it is happening to them.
After seeking advice from medical professionals and therapists. The best advice given was to just move because respiratory medication will not work if you keep inhaling environmental smoke.
So... after quickly scrambling and consulting with a realtor. We placed our home up for sale. Not by choice. But because we have no other choice.
You Only Have 1 Life
THROW-BACK to the days of HAGGIN HELEN... lessons on why you shouldn't smoke 🚬 cigarettes.
Before Magnum P.I mustaches & Pawn Stars was popular...
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News on the sanctuary babies, new puppetry friends on the kid's channel and her summer line of homemade teas now available to order!
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A certain someone just couldn't resist the TASTE of new security cameras.
Talking about taking a BITE out of crime!
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To those self-indulgent souls.
From now, until death. Is this how you want to continue your life?.
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Change Your Behavior
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The kind of happy memories that no amount of money could ever buy.
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SIMPLICITY is the true essence of HAPPINESS!
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Someone needs to spend a few extra weeks on their next mission🤯
Crucifix... NOT Optional.
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The far bigger question for one of the top news stories in the great 🇺🇸 is...
If you are worth millions. Then why use cheap photo filters... you can easily buy that perfect image with a really good plastic surgeon.
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Never Judge A Person By Their Filter
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Guess who's going to be God Parents to very special TWINS!!
The BEST Easter gift we could had ever received from Jenn's daughter this morning🐣❤🐣
God is good, we are blessed and I am one very lucky gal!
Thank you Jenn and Carson for being such caring, loving soul siblings. And to their parents, my adoptive parents who most will never understand how much unconditional love and support they have given me over the years. I am beyond proud and forever grateful to call you...family.
🐾 Happy Easter to everyone from Free Yourself...My Journey and all our rescued angels 🐾
What I truly admire in Eric is his willingness to try something new. Something he may otherwise never dreamed of attempting.
Like... Kung Fu.
I am now in my fourth month, online private classes with two amazing instructors. Challenging would be an understandment!
I do my best to stay consistent, 3-4 days a week with my instructors. On my off days, I practice at home with my new class partner, Eric.
Never, would I had imagined how much enjoyment and self-discipline one can attain from learning Kung Fu.
Challenge Yourself
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Don't regret people and experiences. Even through the hurt...tough times in life. It teaches you how to live a better life and become a better you.
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🐰Even on Easter🐰
The sibling RIVALRY continues with a basket in one hand and a finger on the car door lock for the other!
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Who's really the driver in this smart car...in a smart world...spending smart time...drinking Dunkin lattes by the machine full 🍵
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Come one! Come ALL!
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Marinol is legal in all 50 states. Marinol is a pure isomer of THC, meaning that you won't be exposed to any potentially harmful chemicals found in marijuana. Marinol is a drug used for chronic pain management. It is also the drug of choice for management of chronic pain, nausea associated with cancer.
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With SOOOOO many different YUMMY flavors that... I just buy one of each 😋
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It's always a Connie day when Connie's world evolves around Connie's world.
80's gloves & Dunkin included if your golden!
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Starting off the Top O' The Mornin at the gym then onto a LADY LUCK kinda day😀
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PRE-ST. PADDY'S DAY SPECIAL GOING ON NOW!
"Deals SOOOO GOOD that you may want to misrepresent your parents"
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Thank you so very much to today's VIP Podcast guest speaker. A very informative, highly educational behind the scenes look on a very sensitive topic.
We should never be afraid to talk about our final wishes. Nor to plan ahead, have everything in writing.
Not only is it important to have a Will, but also to stay on top of any changes.
I assume, some will find this video to be offensive. That's okay, everyone is entitled to their own opinion. However, many including myself have found it to be very educational. Especially when it comes to making final wishes, end of life decisions.
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An ANYTHING goes kinda ending to a most BEAUTIFUL weekend 😌
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Can you guess who won this latest round of animated character fun🤔
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Join me next week for a sneak peek of the NEW KIDS CHANNEL!
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I may not have the same body...nor even the same mentality.
(Life changing events do that to a person.)
But I put my best foot forward and headed back to the place that always made me feel my strongest. This time..not just in a physical sense.
With less of me internally and well hidden tubes, medical devices. I took one of my bravest steps this evening.
One great lesson of life that I have learned, is to never be afraid of change.
Change allows for positive growth.
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We like to do a little friendly animated competition from time to time.
This time...Luke CLEARLY did NOT win. 😂🤣😅
Horse Broke Your Beer
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Looks like these two cuties are ready to begin the week with their favorite corn and diced apples🌽🍎
My first post surgical follow-up is this week. Hopefully this means an estimated idea on my next surgical date.
This morning has already started off a super productive week! The Kids Channel has outgrown it's current residency and will be moving to a much larger platform. The sanctuary will be receiving new gates and additional enclosures. We are also working on taking applications for drivers with a new business venture.
All in all this is going to not only be a super productive week...but a SUPER EXCITING ONE!
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A few weeks into testing a new streaming device...nothing quite like waking up to live video feed of BEAUTIFUL Lake Tahoe😌⛱🥰
HAPPY
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First Commandment:
You will tell them, there will be NO Christmas dinner.
"I am no Victoria Gotti...but I think I am."
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It just wouldn't be March without the first flood.
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It's far too early for another power outage...or is it🤔
$16.00 an hour=$21.00 an hour
Right hand RHETT to the rescue!!
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If Connie can't do sickness...then what's she going to do when she gets sick🤔
Mary to the rescue!
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☕For those who missed The Round Table this morning with Jenn☕
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Blue is with veterinarian specialists today in hopes of finding out additional information regarding her health.
As many know, we took in Blue as a rescue pup 3 years ago. She was diagnosed with Epilepsy at the age of 4 months old. Her seizures have been under control over the past several months with medication and follow-up care. However, recently her health has taken a turn and her seizures have been more frequent.
My fur kids come first. Always have, always will.
Thank you everyone for your support through this platform, TikTok and others. Helping to spread awareness of Canine Epilepsy not only helps Blue, but so many others.
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Can you believe I am coming up on a week post surgery? Next week is my first follow-up to see how my recovery is coming along. I have to admit that this has been tough...a true test of strength💪
I have learned to be my own best nurse with fellow furry aids by my side. I am living proof that you can make it. YOU WILL make it.
I will continue focusing on recovery, my fur kids, working full time from home and staying in close touch online with friends. A new lease on life awaits, so there is no time to dwell on any negativity.
God places new doors in front of you for a reason. And those who stand behind you, love and care about you UNCONDITIONALLY.
Life is about learning valuable lessons. Wisdom at it's finest🙏😇👍
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Seems one thing I have quickly realized with the online support community is that there sure are MANY night owls 🦉
This could be a good thing on nights like tonight, early morning hours when I can't sleep. Yep! Be prepared for LOTS of crazy podcast/blogging stories!
One couple was chatting about old trips in the family station wagon back in the day. Both are avid fishers who used to travel in search of the best fishing spots around the great USA. Now the wife cares for her husband while on his own medical journey.
It got me thinking about a trip I remembered as a young kid. Family vacations in the old green with wood looking panels station wagon. Some may call them the "GAS GETTER!" ⛽
Back then you just didn't pack for the trip as a kid. Oh NO!! You packed for Barbie, Skipper and her friends too! I could tell you how Barbie's trip turned out...but somehow only Skipper made it. Ask the kid with the rolled down window while letting Barbie air out her long blonde hair.
Like a good dirt road song just waitin' to happen!
Yea, yea...I will admit it...
I have done my fair share of crying over the past 24-hours. The pain is unreal as well the inability to get comfortable.
I feel so incredibly alone in this new journey. The reality of knowing it just begun is also extremely frightening. As with any chronic illness, some just can't handle it. With time, experience and wisdom...I have learned to just let those folks be. My fur kids have yet to waiver with the rotation of a new furry visitor by my side. A reminder that I am overwhelmingly loved by the furry kind 💕🐾💕
I joined an online community aka support group that was suggested by one of my surgeon's assistants. Still...it's hard not to feel so alone.
Indiana wasn't where I envisioned to start this new year. It certainly doesn't help either when the mail brings long awaited tax documents to continue new business ventures.
Yet...everything feels like a big circle.
Six months has turned into more months than I would like to say and another set of surgical hands who waits in the wings. This, not by my decision.
I have enjoyed watching live feed while continuing to test out new streaming equipment for a reputable company. Waking up to capture the sunrise along the coast of Florida somewhat helps the beginning of a long day of pain, uncertainty.
I have even thrown around the idea of turning off the online world and its entirety. Yet, my therapists feel it's important now more than ever to podcast, blog and express how I am feeling. No matter how depressing or gloomy it may be in my current reality.
So, as I watch my make believe stars in the streaming sky...maybe I will wake up tomorrow with this all being nothing but a mere dream.
I used to believe I was Wonder Woman...but not anymore. 24 hours after surgery my body began to reject everything. Infection began and with it came pain that I have never felt before.
I'm not sure why I believed I was Wonder Woman when it came to pain...but not anymore.
Patients, we are not comic characters and I am not Wonder Woman. Pain medication has a real purpose. Or as surgical paperwork so properly put it, "Don't try to be stoic."
(Video: 1 nurse has now turned into 2 nurses that never leave my side.)
I have the best nurse in the world who hasn't left his mommy's side since arriving back home. I also got a far longer than projected road ahead of me with another surgeon who will be taking over after my second surgery.
I feel emotionally spent and physically drained, beyond defeated.
With amazing therapist's... I have learned that it's okay to feel. It's o-k-a-y.
This morning marks the beginning of a very long journey. When years of medical struggles collide into the inevitable. When you become a transplant patient, life changes.
I have come to peace with what I could never control...my health. I have now come face to face with my greatest battle, one of two back-to-back surgeries and months of recovery.
I have also come to peace with those estranged that are now a part of my past where they will permanently remain. I am thankful for those who gave myself and Eric information that allowed for much needed closure. I have amazing trauma therapists who continue to help me heal from years of psychological abuse. They will play a critical part during all aspects of my surgical and recovery process.
This morning, my adoptive parents and soul siblings will be meeting myself and Eric to begin a very long journey in hopes of continuing to extend my life. I am not only blessed but beyond grateful for their overwhelming support and unconditional love. With great trauma therapy, this is something I learned that I have lacked for over a decade..loved ones who support and love me unconditionally.
God is good. Life is good. There are still good souls left in this world. Remember...YOU my friends are forever blessed.
"Keep On, Keeping On"
~Kimberly
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Learn how myself and many others broke free from years of abuse.
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Did you try the new Dunkin LEMONY drink?
Connie sure did with her phone close by...sipping all that 🍋 lemony goodness!!
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Who's suing who for $60,000 worth of DUNKIN DONUTS stock on an inconvenience call!?! 🍩🤯🍩
Would that be chocolate, glazed or powdered?
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Secrets are never Secrets.
Lies are Lies...in Connie's material world.
Everyone ❤80's
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Look who's B-A-C-K!
Bigger, badder and MEANER than ever!!
Snow day means terrorizing ski day for Sammy's little brother Billy.
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We are on our second week testing a new streaming device for a very reputable company.
I enjoy having the live coastal cams on during the day instead of screen savers. One just never knows what you may see on live stream.
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The pictures say it all😁
We all had beyond a FUN-FILLED week and looking forward to next weeks adventures!!
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With lots more snow predicted to be heading our way...there's really no better Valentine's Day gift❤
Super😁EXCITED!!!!
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Facts are facts👈🤚🤚
There are no second chances for anyone estranged. That includes making sure I have full privacy as well as for those flying in to be of support during my upcoming surgeries.
For the individual on the phone who still insists they did not know where I was having treatments. This is one of many photos you saw and same oncology group. I won't be repeating the same facts again
Self Respect
NO Second Chances
Got a weeks worth of FUN, FUN and more FUN planned before surgery!
Creating Memories
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I laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and STILL laughing 🤣 😆 😂
Sledding Stress Away
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I have less than 2 weeks before my first surgery. Ironically, Monday marked exactly 5 years after failed oncology treatments back in 2016. I was then given a prognosis of 5 years. So far, I have defied the odds.
This morning, the surgeons told us it would be approximately 6 months in order for me to make a full back-to-back surgical recovery.
So what's a gal to do? Stress out, feel sorry for myself, go into deep depression or...
GO SLED RIDING!!!
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Passed pre-op testing.
I'm ready to receive my first of two surgery dates tomorrow.
READY
Friends Supporting Friends
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Or should we say...all our dedicated morning BIRDS get more than worms😃
We all had a great fun-filled snow day yesterday and fell right to sleep when we got home. I always loved hiking and creating your own trails. It was even more fun doing so in the snow!
Creating Memories
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We never laughed so hard at these two having sooooo much FUN!!!
Onto the next stop☃️
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Time to bundle it up because today IS going to be an ALL-DAY fun in the SNOW day!
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Stay tuned next week with Jenn on The Round Table for the second Litter Robot giveaway!
What does our gang think of the Litter Robot 🤖
4 🐾 PAW APPROVED!
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This mornings view on over 900+ live stream cams along the gulf coast could NEVER get old 🏝
Day 2 of consumer testing with the next generation of streaming devices is A-OK👈👍
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It appears that Billy has become the very first official 12 year old BILLIONAIRE of 2021!
GAMESTOP BILLIONAIRE that is now laughing all the way to the bank via skateboard 🛹
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It's a NEW year...New YOU with Connie at Throw Back Fitness 💋
Madonna gloves optional.
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Like a Modern Day Cowboy eating Cannolis while driving the Boogie Man car ⚽️
I'M...B-A-C-K!
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Speaking of L❤VE...
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I'm still doing my best to recover from double pneumonia and upper respiratory scarring. I already had lower left lung blockage from post oncology/radiation. Finding the right combination of inhalation drugs to keep my lungs functioning as best as possible has been a huge feat.
It hasn't been easy being stuck indoors for such a long period of time. Those who know me, know me well and I have been keeping busy while resting with all the websites, sanctuary and new business ventures.
I have been through a lot and in the process have continued to embrace the little things in life. The things that make your heart ❤ happy.
For me...It's always been the beauty of snow.
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Look who's making their mark as the newest coffee Connoisseur of the world in 2021☕
Why of course! It's the cool 80's chick that even makes Madonna sound like a virgin?
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Looks like Billy already has plans for his next stimulus check 💰
Someone is going to be first in line for the next great Playstation...even if Jabroni doesn't agree with what the Rock is cookin!
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CRAZY what the outdoor security system cameras can capture when your not looking🤔
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It's a new year...new YOU at Lost Legs Laketime Resort with Lenny!
KUNG FU sure does hold special powers such as...well, you'll just have to watch for yourself🤔🧐😱
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I am SUPER EXCITED to announce that Free Yourself...My Journey is now available on AMAZON!
Who would had thought that I would be connected with BARACK OBAMA on AMAZON🤔😁
Don't forget to stop over at Free Yourself...My Journey Clothing for the new 2021 designs sponsoring all the rescues, sanctuary!
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~Free Yourself...My Journey
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Dance FREES the soul!
No matter what, when or where...find time to dance to your hearts content💖
HAPPY MOMENTS
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Trauma therapy is very extensive therapy. It involves many critical steps. Overtime, these important therapeutic steps help patients to overcome various forms of neglect, abuse...trauma.
Trauma therapy helps patients to understand repetitive patterns that are not healthy. Learning how to place healthy boundaries with others.
We no longer attend functions and instead focus on better life choices. We no longer hold ourselves guilty for accepting unacceptable behavior from others. We are learning how to completely set ourselves finally free.
That is what trauma therapy really IS all about. Stopping the abusive cycle and focusing on what is best for oneself.
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There is nothing quite like waking up with an early morning walk through the underground cities of many centuries ago.
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Through all the pain, hardship and struggles.
Remember that LAUGHTER can get you through ANYTHING...Fact👏
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I received my Angel Wings for Christmas. To many...It makes perfect sense👌
Today, I send my love to my Aunt in Heaven. Thank you for always watching over me.
❤My🕊Guardian❤
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This CAT toy is a MUST as well for dogs!
Who would had thought they would get as much...if not MORE enjoyment from a cat toy🐶😄🐱
A great way to exercise all of your fur babies during COVID-19 restrictions when spending more time indoors!
PS: Thank you to the Regio family for the wonderful variety of Italian folk music DVD sets 🎄...LOVE!!!
2021🎼
OR...
Are YOU STILL trying to hide all those skeletons in your closet?
If you are one to evade, avoid🏃♂️run from your problems. Then you still have much room for personal growth. Adulting.
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Sounds like someone is sharing their post-holiday vision!
I wonder if it has to do with closing in on 1st place for podcast Comedic Improv in Saudi Arabia🤔🤫😃
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What can we say?
It was a Christmas filled with some of the most 🌟MAGICAL kind of moments!
You know...those kind of moments that go down in the holiday book of the most merriest memories!
A Christmas that went WAYYYY into the following morning. A most MAGICAL kind of 🎄 CHRISTMAS!
Pure Happiness😊
It's Christmas morning with Billy during his most SPECIAL time of the year.
From naughty to nice...or just flat out NAUGHTY🙆
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The heavens listened as we are receiving the BEST Christmas gift that one could ever get...SNOW!!!
🎅MERRY CHRISTMAS🙋♀️
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The worst kind of Parenting is when you as an adult use your own offspring as a means of modern day warfare.
*Using your own kids as a payback, revenge, leverage towards your indifferences among other adults.
*Refusing your children the right to know other adults that are connected to them makes you the worst kind of parent. Period.
*Nothing screams bad Parenting more than such mere Childish behavior. Especially, during the holidays.
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Another successful rehabilitation under way that even has PETA in amazement!
Rescue 1 has regained vision in her left eye after weeks of around the clock care and a whole LOTTA 💘 LOVE!
Her surgery is set for February due to infection that has perforated through the right eye. She is indeed a very SPECIAL kitty with a second lease on life.
All we really need in this world is...
🎄LO💘VE🎄
Using salted butter this year made a huge difference😋
My traditional homemade Buckeyes turned out DELICIOUS!
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Helping each other...striving to make a POSITIVE impact!
A better 2021 for ALL❣Thank you to Timothy, his crew and everyone who responded...Thank YOU!
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A GINORMOUS thank YOU to everyone who contacted, contributed and helping to place all rescue dogs in need of foster homes in Northern Tennessee🙏
We are still in need of additional foster families as well those willing to do transport in and out of state so every dog can feel the love of home for Christmas🐾🎄❤
Contact: freeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
Attn: Jenn/Rescue Assistance
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Who doesn't totally feel Miss Flynt's weekend before Christmas vibes!
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OOOOOOOH.......G-I-R-L!
Ready to pull ahead and take that #1 spot in Egypt and Sri Lanka for Comedic Improv!!
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Be thankful for when you struggle the most...that you are one of the blessed to have family to help you. Not desert you.
Remember what you lack..the good Lord always provides.
Blessed are our Guardians😇
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A MILLION THANKS TO THE DEDICATED LISTENERS & SUBSCRIBERS FROM ALL AROUND THE WORLD!
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We will not give up in order to stop neglect, abuse of the animals. Hoarding is a mental illness. Make change. Use your voice to make a POSITIVE impact for all animals🐾
"Only when you use your voice...Will you then be heard."
Kimberly's Angels Rescue & Sanctuary
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Tis better late than never🙋♀️🎄
2020 holiday cards coming to your mailbox soon...
MINUS BAD SANTA 🎅
2021😅Bring😂The🤣Laughter
Join Jenn next week on The Round Table for our BIG HOLIDAY GIVE AWAY!
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It's the weekend and looks like Pastor Garrett's Assistant is keeping the phone lines🔥HOT!
RING-RING
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Rescue 1 now named, Special Kitty is continuing to defy the odds💞
We are now starting sound therapy so she can continue adjusting to being blind.
Special Kitty feels her way around the large enclosure as well follows your voice and sounds. More updates to follow🙋♀️
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Kids will be kids!
Billy is just a SPECIAL kind of kid with a mouth of🔥fire and a soul of an😇angel!
Relatively speaking
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Why?
Because WE ALL can use more laughter to end the year 2020!
Gossipin'Mission
God even has a sense of humor
Pastor Garrett's Toilet Paper Stocking Wall
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Just wanted to let you know that Zeke, 9.2 lbs, and Zane, 9.0 lbs, have lost any hope of "manhood"...They were neutered this last week...
After more instructions than I got for a complicated back surgery, I brought them home...Opened their containers, expecting a little recovery time, and flew from counter to table, to cat tree, and did this for hours to make up for their short confinement!... No get-well cards necessary! Patricia, Zeke, Zane
Thank YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, ALL OF YOU!!
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Don't forget the old family photo albums when visiting loved ones tomorrow!
Me, Dad, Mom & The Trouble Maker😆Sister👇
Pre-Thanksgiving Fun
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Looks like someone else is slowly coming around to introduce themselves to the new robots🤖
I must say no scooping has been SUPER NICE! The other great factor is you end up only using merely HALF of the litter you would with a standard litter pan.
So far as the testing continues...I am very HAPPY with the Litter Robot and seems so are the testers!
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Talking about making for some seriously interesting...yet ODD conversation.
The first test phase begins!
Litter 🤖 🤖
Consumer Review In Progress🤔
After Wipin' Wendy came through with winds that tangled up power lines...
Who couldn't use some light hearted humor this Sunday evening!
PS: I got some sage for the panel complainers...those who know who/what I am referencing
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Put the electronic devices away...FOCUS on spending time with FAMILY this holiday season🎄
Elvis👆...OOPS! I meant, my Dad😀
👇My beautiful Grandma🥰
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As promised...
A little taste of virtual coffee with 90 Day Fiance Jesse☕2020 style!
Next time...OF COURSE it will be in person!
Free Yourself☕😉☕My Journey
Free Yourself...My Journey is EXPANDING!
Thank YOU for making such an INCREDIBLE MILESTONE possible!!
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I had a GREAT BIRTHDAY!
🐕🦺Early morning walk with the fur kids🐕🦺
❤Visiting loved ones❤
🎄Even keeping up with a few birthday traditions🎅
A birthday is about remembering the good, and the hard times in life that got you to this very day.
Another year of being blessed to enjoy everything that makes you happy...BIRTH-DAY!
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NOVEMBER 10, 2020
12:11AM
There are a million reasons to celebrate today...BIRTHDAY🕯
There is nothing better than having my fur kids waking me up with lots of kisses, gifts and messages of birthday wishes waiting on my phone.
Another year to celebrate life and all the amazing blessings, adventures and memories to create along the way.
A gift from God.
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Bathing Beauties👆Mom & Dad
Sibling, Mom & Me👇
🕯🎂🙋♀️🎈
🇺🇸You know what America needs more of in 2021🇺🇸
People like Coty who aren't afraid of a little fun, sharing smiles, laughter and showing all the country boys what the ladies really like...a GREAT sense of HUMOR😁
Stay tuned for more with Jesse of 90 Day Fiance coming up next week!
🙋♀️☕🙆
All Hips...No Jeeps
Keeping It Real In The Country
The final day of some really HUGE changes to the house!
Lastly...additional tweaks to the new doors and second walk thru for the buyers in 2 weeks👍👍
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Yeppers...
I had to make that call to Verizon (number changed) a few moments ago so I can rid of any negativity that interferes with positive changes...HAPPY GROWTH within my life.
Self L❤VE
Worth Having PEACE
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It's been 3 weeks since finding a scared baby skunk looking for his family. An injured back leg and 3 weeks working with who we named, Qtip the baby skunk. Many around the world following Qtip's journey back to health on The Round Table.
3 weeks later and watching Qtip make an unusual bond with a Momma raccoon and her 3 babies.
Now...BEST of Friends!
What an AMAZING feeling to be able to help another rescue and assist back into the wild. Not one single spray...although a few squeaky warnings. Qtip is back into the wild and we couldn't be happier!
This is what UNITED looks like. Regardless of our differences.
Feel GOOD Journey🐾❤🐾
Start off the beginning of the holiday season on a HEALTHY note!
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Grab your Peloton promo code for $100.00 off any accessory purchase
Is it politically CORRECT to put up your Christmas tree on Halloween?
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Of COURSE IT IS!
Anything goes in 2020!!
Christmas tree on Halloween...
HAPPY HALLO'TWEEN!
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To not be present for your loved ones during oncology treatments...
There are no excuses.
Everyone deserves SUPPORT
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I am SUPER EXCITED to announce that FREE YOURSELF...MY JOURNEY is now available on STITCHER😃😁😉
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WHAT A RIDE on this BEAUTIFUL Sunday morning🙋♀️
Join us: freeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
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Ask about your Peloton promotional code off any accessory purchase
Updates all next week on The Round Table with Jenn on how you can help.
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Items still currently in need:
*Bagged hay/bedding
*Horse feed
*Cat litter-Arm & Hammer
*Blankets-New
*Pet grooming brushes
*Reptile replacement heat bulbs
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It's that time of year again where SNEAKING CANDY becomes more like a covert operation!
NO more CANDY PAMMY🍫🍫🍫
Nothing quite like a scenic ride with such passionate fellow Peloton riders!
Feels GREAT to be back!!
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Leroy and the gang wish everyone a super SWEET SWEETEST DAY!
In memory of my first beloved rescue, Crystal Blue🐾💞🐾
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Stay tuned next week for more exciting news as Free Yourself...My Journey will be further expanding overseas with Apple iTunes for your listening and viewing pleasure!
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I've always wanted to try making homemade caramel apples.
Not the pre-made sheets of caramel that you just wrap around the apples.
🍎NO WAY🍎
This is a first at making HOMEMADE caramel apples with my one-of-a-kind recipe creation. Unique fall festive flavors with a touch of Halloween!
🎃Second video to follow🙋♀️
Another great weekend to get out of town and visit a few new wineries🍷
The Blackberry wine was DELICIOUS!
Spent the evening putting up Halloween decorations and switching out summer to fall/winter clothes. Unwinding after a long weekend with Christmas tunes and It's A Wonderful Life on DVR.
🍁🍷HAPPY🌲🥰
What a privilege to stay at this old historic beauty 👏 ❤ 😍
What an AMAZING opportunity for some really great videography!!
To some it up...this place DID NOT disappoint with over 50,000 square feet of true American history👏
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The finished new fall recipe creation made with organic whole oats, flour, organic applesauce, can of whole pumpkin and Granny's Molasses☺
Fur kids & family APPROVED!!
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For those who joined me on LIVE...keep sending your videos.
This historic gem...a true piece of American history did not disappoint👏
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Never settle when it comes to bad, ill, hurtful, abusive behavior.
'Period.'
LoveYourself
❤❤❤
FreeYourself
It took a professional to be upfront, honest with me on what I needed to get away from over the past 8 years. Eric's behavior just never made any sense. However, I tolerated A LOT because my internal health had to come first. Now I am in the process of setting myself free.
This is as honest as honest can get. Truth.
If this also raises a red flag for you🚩...run as fast and as far as you can.
YOU deserve BETTER 👏
"Laughter connects you with people. Laughter is like a hand on your shoulder in this troubled time of the world."
~Kimberly
Free Yourself...My Journey
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In the end...we are all human. We all go through trials and tribulations👍👍
Thanks to Joey Lawrence and a better week ahead with many well wishes!
Four weeks before my next surgery and the👍👍to do some traveling.
11 destinations booked with 3 down and 8 more to go 😊
My journey is filled with broken pieces, terrible choices, and ugly truths.
It's also filled with a major comeback, peace in my soul and a grace that saved my life🧚♀️
🍷❤🥰
Update on these rescued cuties and their momma🥰
Momma was taken to her last recheck since being diagnosed with late stage kidney disease. She remains stable and will continue on twice daily insulin injections. Momma will remain with me and transported to my new home at the sanctuary.
It was decided that since she has such a tight bond with her only 2 females out of the rescued litter...they will remain with her.
The other siblings have all been successfully adopted by their new FUREVER families. I will as the other rescues throughout the years keep in touch regarding the transition.
I can't say enough about how many blessings all of the many rescues have brought into my life.
My heart is full❤
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*Looking for secondary animal transport company. Can contact Tiffany or Jenn at:
freeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
Look who misses their mommy🐱
Rescued fur angels are the best! But what day, age are we in when hotels have to now shrink wrap television remotes?🤔🤨🙃
Welcome 2020
For those with a little DRY sense of humor.
Don't forget to leave your tip at the door.
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A month later but just goes to show how BIG my baby has gotten over the past 6 years😁
I am one very blessed human momma to sooooo many special rescued fur angels 😇 💖 🐾
This can't be true?
Billy is home alone with a full refrigerator and access to watching endless hours of wrestling on mom's new TV!
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I literally wasted 20 minutes of my life that one will never get back on the phone with those that will never change.
I have come to realize that if someone is that darn angry, mad and unhappy with their own life. They will never change until they finally make the decision towards POSITIVE change. A changed person is a happy person😁
To be jealous of me because I had SURGERY?!? I will gladly have you take the next two back-to-back surgeries for me!
No Words
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Working with animals has always brought me an unspoken sense of love, peace and joy.
I've seen far too little good in people throughout my lifetime.
I've seen and sometimes endured far-too-much evil by the hands of others.
This surgery has allowed for me to see a far deeper side of evil that walks among us. In time...I will recover from back-to-back surgeries. But as a far different person.
Don't Underestimate My Strength
Talking about hitting the lottery!
I guess the old hair saying is true, "The higher the hair. The higher to heaven for good luck!"
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What happens when you blend a fall favorite with fitness at Lost Legs Laketime Resort?
Why of course!
PUMPKIN PIE PUSH-UPS🥧
The last ride was indeed a GREAT one with every single one of you that has helped me to get ready for my upcoming surgery this week!
Jenn will be taking over our Peloton group until I am ready to cycle again for a successful recovery. You can reach Jenn for the group hashtag on this email addy, as well for private invite requests for the Round Table: freeyourselfmyjourney@yahoo.com
Much Love, Health & Happiness
❤Kimberly🙋♀️
It's a kinda Sunday FUNDAY for Gossipin' Granny!
That means time to hit all the end-of-season specials for a SUPER SASSY Granny like herself👄👩🦳👄
For those who asked for a replay...here is another wonderful life lesson with Free Yourself...My Journey and Mrs. Paula Deen🙂
I have also had the privilege this week to connect with Mama June from the hit television show, Honey Boo-Boo.
The journey of life is one made up of many ups...downs, trials and tribulations. Learning the art of laughter and smiling along the way will help YOU get through even your TOUGHEST battles.
Remember that!
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Wonder what the Rock cooks on Fridays?
Only Billy would know the answer to that question.
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Surgical preoperative testing and less than a week away...
What more inspiration does a gal really need before surgery?
Nothing. Absolutely...nothing but pure STRENGTH on a journey with JOURNEY.
🙆♀️👩🎤🙋♀️
Thank you to everyone involved in helping to make a long awaited dream come true for all the rescues🐾
~Kimberly
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What spoiled Sammy wants...spoiled Sammy gets.
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I've been FREE for quite sometime now.
It's taken me many years to move on, close doors, find myself again and most importantly...Be HAPPY!
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It's a JAMMED PACK weekend of holiday fun for this Granny👵💋
Don't forget the cherries & a fork!!
When you get older you realize the time it takes to crochet a quilt or a blanket.
But most importantly...how much 💗 goes into making one of these beauties.
Thank you Grandma for the reminder as we were organizing totes this morning. A sign of love from family in heaven.
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Sorry Dice...but we know if I didn't omit the DIRTY.
WAYYYY past the alphabet, if you know what I mean!
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Meet SAMMY.
Special Billy's SUPER SPOILED Sis!
A face that only a mother could LOVE!!
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Billy is a gifted child with an IQ of Einstein!
A SPECIAL kid with a LARGER-THAN-LIFE personality to match!!
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Remembering my Grandma this weekend upon the anniversary of being reunited with my Grandpa.
I have a perfect frame ordered for this print!
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Time for a little bit of outdoor family exercise on this BEAUTIFUL Easter morning!
Holidays are how you make them in your very OWN unique, special way with those you 💗 and 💞 you back UNCONDITIONALLY.
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Easter DIY crafts & sugarless treats.
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B.B sends a reminder to everyone around the world!
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Look who's getting in some serious exercise while throwing it back...WAY BACK to the 80's!
And who says having Tiny HANDS doesn't mean you still can't strut it out!!
Tiny👋👋HANDS...BIG🕺Dance
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When the adults are away...the kids will play.
So much for B.B taking over babysitting duties. Now we know where that extra charge came from on last months satellite bill.
T-I-M-M-Y!
🐾8 Ways to Celebrate L❤VE Your Fur Baby, Best Friend, Family Member Day🐾 ❤Throw a Pawty. There's really never a bad time for a party, especially one in honor of your PURFECT Best Friend, Family Member🐾 ❤Have a Spaw Day🐾 ❤Give Your Fur Bestie a Massage🐾 ❤Indulge in Something Delicious🐾 ❤Donate to Pet Charities and Other Rescue Organizations🐾 ❤Dress Up Your Furry Ball of Love & Take Some Selfies🐾 ❤Dine Out🐾 ❤Shower Your Furry Family Member With Gifts🐾
Even the smallest hands sometimes have one heck of a time...
Managing their time.
But for TINY👋👋Hands...
Even putting on a watch to tell time can be a HUGE feat!
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I don't know about all of you...but I CAN NOT WAIT to see old Leroy's face when I tell him the news!
Talking about a...
BIG FAT FABULOUS SURPRISE!!
Leroy has quickly become the world's most POPULAR MAYOR!!!
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We haven't even celebrated Valentine's❤Day?!?
Tell that to TINY Hands!
TINY👋👋Hands=BIG Jig🍀
Normal tasks can be quite the challenge for Tiny👋👋Hands!
Unloading the dishwasher can even turn into a huge feat!!
TINY👋👋Hands=BIG😨Fallin
Who doesn't love spending time with cute little kitties!
Possibly someone with less-than-average size hands?
Tiny👋👋HANDS
BIG🐱BITE!
TINY👋👋Hands sure has the work cut out for em!
These cold winter months can't even stop less-than-average size hands!!
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What does Spinach, Popeye & Americas Got Talent have to do with TINY👋👋Hands?
STRENGTH.
Sheer STRENGTH!
Tiny👋👋HANDS sure knows how to offer up one mean bargain when it comes to the most FAMOUS noodles in the world!
"IT" is on!!
HANDS👋👋ON...GAME🤡ON
Additional information on the joey pouches and rescue efforts from those all around the world for Aussie animals in dire need!
Material: Pure cotton or flannelette, washable material only
Dimensions: Small - 18cm wide x 20cm long when finished (after sewing together) Large - 24cm wide x 30cm long when finished (after sewing together)
Closed on the two longer sides and one end, and left open at the top.
The lining should not be attached to the pouch as it will need to be changed regularly. We generally require more linings than pouches to allow washing and regular changes.
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Material: 8 ply pure wool (we are unable to use pouches made from synthetic materials as the joeys cannot breathe in closed synthetic pouches)
Knitting: Pouches should be knitted in plain (garter) stitch both sides
Needles: Size 8 needles (old UK sizing) or new UK size 4mm metric needle size
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Time for baby B.B to put all of her Christmas decorations and holiday clothes away. It's a New Year for this special baby👶🍼
Why...HELLO KITTY!
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'aydi saghirat 'iieadat tashkiluha kabira
TINY👋👋Hands...BIG Remodel!
Because Spring is ALMOST in the air!!
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Chisana te no okina sholuyoku
And for all you Americans...
Tiny👋👋HANDS
🍽 BIG Appetite 🥗
A New Year means brand new episodes for Tiny Hands most favorite shows!
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The New Year is almost here and so are all the New Years resolutions!
TINY👋👋HANDS...BIG 2020 RESOLUTIONS!!
It's tough when all the fun holiday festivities come to an end for Tiny Hands!
Tiny HANDS = BIG cleaning!!
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When your best friend LITERALLY knows you both OH-TOO-WELL with the next NEW 2020 skit prop for Christmas???
"Tiny 👋HANDS👋 Time"
was born!!
A day filled with making the HAPPIEST kind of memories with my BEST HUBBY in the world, our super cute & absolutely ADORABLE fur babies and there for us...no matter what life may bring our way, friends 🥰
Life... It TRULY doesn't get any better than time spent with those you love and who L💞VE YOU BACK on Christmas Eve.
🎄MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE🎄
B.B sure does have a lot on her mind during the holiday season!
Especially when it comes to that infamous question...
"Why didn't Linus win a Noble Christmas Peace Prize for his worldly insights on human psychology??
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And a little DRUMROLL please!
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The elected Mayor for the little town of BACKWOOD SWAMPS is...
LEROY!!!
Time for some celebrating with Yeller Racin' stripes and MISTLE😙TOE?!?
I can't believe it's already been 4 years since you had to say goodbye. You are the best boy that truly showed me that anything is possible while learning to walk again after your stroke.
It was this day over 22 years ago that you were brought home. Your mama and siblings abandoned and looking for Furever homes.
You were the pick of the litter, definitely must had taken after your daddy. I can only imagine as your veterinarian guessed, part pit bull, part border collie that looked more like a little puppy/piglet. You had the cutest little pink stripe on your black nose with the SWEETEST disposition ever imaginable!
I miss you, Little Blue, Crystal Blue and all of mommy's fur babies, together celebrating your birthday in heaven.
I love you with all my heart~💙
The day you left, was the day a piece of my heart was taken with you. I can only hope you'll wait for me at the Rainbow Bridge so we can cross back over together.
Happy Birthday my brave, courageous Oreo Angel🐾💞🐾
With the BIG GUY in red back at it again. Surely B.B's reaction can only mean one thing.
That is...if your wearing a hearing aid!
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So the story begins...
A chance meeting of two elves during off season from the North Pole.
One who works for the Ricola company helping to aid the ill during the flu season. The other representing Swiss Miss Cocoa of the most sugary part of the Alps.
Purity at it's finest means absolutely no sex before marriage. Too bad Mr. Elfie didn't understand that concept as the slap continues to be heard all around the Elfie World.
It's December 1st and you know what that means...
TIME FOR THE ELFIES!!
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"HAPPY😁THANKSGIVING FROM ALL OF US"
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COMING SOON TO SIRIUS!
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I most definitely need to find the before photos of our living room fireplace!
The "after" is going to BLOW YOUR MIND!!
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Tis a million reasons to celebrate the holiday season!
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Looks like Hank is doing a little bit of pre-holiday celebrating himself...hmmmmm???
I always did love everything about winter.
The beauty and magic of the very first snowfall of the season!
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Please keep this in mind.
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You never know what others may be going through or the struggles that weigh heavily upon their shoulders.
Pass It On
Soon enough Santa will be on his way delivering toys to all the good little boys & girls around the world.
Looks like B.B and her best friend Puppers are already getting ready with one of many holiday traditions!
HOLD UP!!
WHO IS THAT UNDER THE TREE???
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Look who's all ready for the next upcoming holiday!
❤CHRISTMAS💚
Time to put everything scary away for something totally CUTE & Oh-So-SWEET!!
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Look who's now keeping an eye on the garage at night for old Leroy while learning some new twerking moves??
HUNNY MAE?!?
So much for picking up the holiday banner for Little Billy.
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What do you get with a cute little baby, lots of candy and good old Rock and Roll music?
ROCK N' CANDY!!
So much for baby B.B getting any sleep tonight👶
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This year's United GP Walk event?
The BEST Yet!!
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Halloween sure started off with a scare but thankfully I was able to pick up Blue from the animal hospital with new epilepsy meds from her neurologist.
The road ahead is unknown but at least Blue is back home much more alert and to her playful self.
With such high winds and crazy cold temperatures some areas within our little lazy river town postponed Halloween until tomorrow. I got back home from the animal hospital with 30 minutes to spare and 1 trick or treater waiting at the front door..HA!
Round 2 tomorrow!!
HAPPY👻HALLOWEEN
This gal continues to be ON A ROLL!
It truly amazes me with some of these home repair projects that I really do enjoy! Let's not forget all the deep soul searching with each sweep of the paint brush!
Me👍😁👍Time
Finished a few little spots on the foundation walls and garage door today. Even began working on the next step...the garage exterior walls.
Concrete the entire exterior along with repairs.
Determined as EVER to get it finished within the next few weeks. Mother Nature don't fail me now!
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It's not Halloween just yet but don't tell that to Pammy!
One piece for Pammy and none for Timmy.
It's Pammy's world full of everything...
CANDY, CANDY, CANDY!!
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United GP Walk 2019 is still going strong so don't forget to get out there this week!
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Poor Pammy just can't catch a break after seeing what happened to her room while sound asleep.
Well...at least one knows how to make everything a bit better...
ICECREAM🍦
What in the world is old Leroy doin' with angel wings on his back?
Is he runnin' for Mayor or part of the new Victor's ex-secret holiday fashion show??
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It must be that time of the year again with MAJOR change in the air and not just the colorful leaves!
B.B sure has the hang of it when it comes to embracing red hair👶
Seems she's not the only one celebrating a NEW feisty~fiery look for fall and the upcoming winter season!
RED Hair...Don't Care
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You gotta hand it to old Leroy!
Not only did he win "TOP MECHANIC" but also a seat on the upcoming ballot for Mayor of Backhills Swamp!!🐍
VoteForLEROY
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Good evening to some and good morning to others who are now officially following listening and subscribing from iHeartRadio!
Welcome to...
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Let's talk about Fred the fraudulent credit card monster shall we?!?
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FRANK & B.B are going to be the best of friends!
Looks like some of us woke up on the SPUNKY side this morning!!
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Poor B.B Baby!
Not enough daily fiber makes for one very bloated & unhappy baby.
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Nothing a little dance tune & some serious facial expressions can't fix!
MOVE IT👶
Far-too-long assistance without a nap equals one very cranky baby!
SOUR PATCH B.B BABY!
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It's one thing to cut back on your spending $$$ but an entirely different thing when your down to the basics.
In Hank's case more like...
BREAD N' BUTTER?
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What to-do on a rainy day?
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Why of course!
Celebrating National Puppers Day with our fur kids along with finishing up the bathroom light installation-rewiring project and painting Jimmy Buffett's Margaritaville green kitchen and dining room😅🤣😁🍹
I wonder what Hank & Leroy are going to think of the new paint? 😁
Can you believe we finally found the very first video of Pammy💖
Thank goodness she grew out of the Pamela Anderson phase because let's be honest by saying...
Pammy is way too young to be wearing a red Baywatch swimsuit in second grade!
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B.B has literally taken the term, "Leg Day" to an entirely different level!
She is such a Special Baby📸
Too much late at night Netflix equals a very restless B.B Baby!
By the looks of it...
Possibly a very late for VIP Daycare Baby too!
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A little certain Special Baby B.B is still up way past her bedtime with a stuffed up nose👶
Looks like it's time to bring out the dreaded Nose Suction Thingy??
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Let's see...
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We have a young female🦊fox who thinks she's part of the cat colony. Each and every morning she eats alongside the cats and then cat naps throughout the day with her best buddies.
Now we have Mr. Shadow🐱 who has grow fond of a particular female🦌deer who doesn't seem to mind her admirer.
Life...Tis never boring😙
Looks like someone may be picking a bone with a little mischievous holiday elf this year!
Does Mr. Elfie ever learn?
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Guess what I found staring back at me while arranging all of our holiday totes?
Eric's worse 😨 nightmare!
That's right...Mr. Elfie! There's just something about those beady little eyes and his devious crooked smile with his Infamous holiday shenanigans!
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It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year again!
Time to get the kids together for their back-to-school pictures in their new clothes📸
Who's the favorite👱♀️😱 and BEST BABY?👶
I don't think old Leroy really had this is mind for the upcoming holiday special down at the garage?🤔
But does Hank really care or just not listenin?
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Oh, Mr. Elfie!
I thought you were going to lend a helping hand to the elves for the upcoming holiday season?
Your version of WRAPPIN' wasn't what they had in mind...🎁🎤
One just simply cannot celebrate this year's upcoming holiday season without that little fun wrapped up in a onesie!
MR. ELFIE?!?
You're putting Santa on the Keto diet this year?!?
MERRY KETO🎄🎁CHRISTMAS 2019??
They say...You gotta start em young when it comes to good manners!
Just leave the chips & soda part out!!
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I feel a big old weekend pre-game celebration down at Leroys Garage!
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There's Bobby Ray, Hank and of course old Leroy up to no good workin' 8 hours, gettin' paid 8 hours and leavin' before 8 hours.
Wonder if they got the right time on that old belt? 🤔
It's almost like old Leroy has literally become a great NINJA WARRIOR!
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That is of course...DURING work hours...
Works 8 hours, gets paid for 8 hours, leaves after 8 hours.
All in the life of a NINJA & his secret side kick WARRIOR!
Look who is in for the BIGGEST surprise of her little blue-eyed, blonde-hair life!
So what does Pammy think of her new baby sister...B.B?
Your about to find out first-hand and by the looks of things...
She is NOT happy!! ♡♡♡
Looks like a little someone overslept this morning and into the late afternoon hours after doing some serious binge-watching and far-too-many sugary snacks!
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Did Pammy party way too hard while celebrating her final days of summer break before heading back to school?
Is old Leroy trying to publicize his new-found 📸 Fame running for Mayor on this year's ballot?
Or is he more focused on what's in the box??
Sounds more like a supersized responsibility🍔🍟to me!
A hungry baby sure doesn't make for a very happy B.B baby🙁
Looks like someone decided to help themselves to a little hidden surprise!
A baby's gotta do what a baby's Gotta Do!!
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Here are a few additional questions and your answers regarding the upcoming United GP Walk 2019🚶♀️
We are also hoping to have the thumbs-up👍👍tomorrow with Apple Corporation and the link that you can instantly subscribe, download and connect with everyone down at Leroy's Garage, Pammy, Timmy, BB'S Adventures and a NEW KIND of BIRD coming next month in the neighborhood!🐾
Why l👀ky there!
The whole gang is down at Leroys Garage for a big old celebration!
To be more specific...
An APPLE🍎CELEBRATION!
Information regarding donations for the United GP Walk
https://www.massgeneral.org/regenmed/support/
The 9th annual United GP Walk information is now available on the Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign website🏃♂️
www.gastroparesisawareness.com
Remember back in January what happened when someone came back from a long holiday break?
And...MR. ELFIE??
Sounds like a hood ornament situation to me!
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Didn't Mr. Elfie learn from last years mistakes that too-many-sweets makes for a BIG😨seat?..
Well...At least this sweet in a can doesn't have too many calories nor sugar♡♡
Isn't it way past someone's bedtime?
Of course not for the world's Best Baby Chef with a little bit of 80's mode to boot!
☆TOTAL DEVO☆
🎙👶
Guess who's back and made a decision to run in the next upcoming political election...
LEROY FOR MAYOR?!?
Wonder if that little baby is going to be his trusty sidekick?
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B.B sure does know how to take care of herself!
First class-5-star accommodations and even VIP seating for her best friend Blue Puppy🐶
Ahhhhh...the life of a special baby!
☆👶☆
Leroy is REALLY kickin' it back old school!
Right back to where it all began at...
LEROYS🤠GARAGE
Tire & Plug of course!🍺
Looks like Pammy's drone is in need of some dire repair!
Time to make a fast pit stop at Leroy's Garage🚦🚘
That is if old Leroy is back yet from vacation or wherever he may be hiding🤔
Can you believe that Hank's mom went on the BRET MICHAELS cruise?
"ROCKIN' WITH THE 👴 OLDIES!"
Although...Hank has something else in mind with the hit television show, TEEN MOM...
"TOUGH👊👊MECHANIC"
Rappin' it or UN-wrapping it? It will soon enough be Halloween!
PARTY AT THE DRAGSTRIP!!
🎤🍫🍭
Can you believe that HANK finally won the BIG ONE down at the racetrack!!🚘
Does this mean that his mom, Hunny Mae will finally share that Butter🍥Cookie family recipe?🤔
We're not sure what is going on down at Leroys Garage this weekend?
Beans 🚫 may be on the list?!?
🤤😨☠
MILLI VANILLI??
🎶🎤🎶
Why... I haven't heard that name in a long time...
Neither the confusion old Leroy has between air n' gas? Just all in the day of a hard or hardly workin' mechanic!
🚘🤠
A WEE LITTLE FUNNY FOR THE IRISH🍀TUMMY!
I guess old Leroy is on another vacation away from the garage while Hank takes control of the wheel!?
This can only mean one thing that involves guitar strings and a strong glass of whiskey!
🤓🥃😁
Jumping on top of counters, dodging the cats while they're sleeping on the cat tree and now...
CLIMBING THE FIREPLACE!?!
No more American Ninja🥋Warrior for PAMMY thanks to TIMMY tattling...BUSTED!
😑😐😕
With Halloween three months away it can only mean one thing!
Will there be any left over candy this year for all the Trick or Treaters?
Guess you'll have to ask PAMMY that little question!
🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫
HEEHEEHEEHEEHEE!!!
Looks like old Leroy is gettin' an early start on first dibs for a good seat down at the racetracks second annual...
FOES'GIVING 2019?
I wonder which onesie attire Hank will be sportin' this year?!?
Remember when everyone had a unique twist on last years Friendsgiving Weekend!
"FOES'GIVING"
Now THAT was a new one with one heck of a recipe TWIST!
???
Looks like a little certain blue eyed, blonde hair, spunky as can be cutie is going to walk for Gastroparesis Awareness.
Except... Not on my treadmill!
Blame it on Tattletale Timmy... HA!
Why look who it is...
HANK!
What happened to stickin' to his New Years resolution?..
I guess blame it on the beard...Or the Doritos.
Why...Look who's back from playing hookie...
LEROY!
It also seems that he just can't get a break from the great Ninja vs. Samurai friendly competition...
Noodles anyone?
Is Leroy going for a TROJAN WARRIOR or a VIKING look for the new back-to-school summer promotion this year?
HMMMMMM... Nope...
It's just his new welding helmet! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Here we go again with all these electronic devices...
The IPAD🤔
I see someone else clearly doesn't listen when it's almost time for school this morning.
"PAMMY!"
👱♀️💖
America's Got Talent? Michael Jackson?
Now Bobby Ray is callin'...VINCE MCMAHON?!?
Looks like everyone is gonna play while old Leroy is away...🤠
Looks like someone was gettin' prepared for the big Ninja Warrior Faceoff!
I only ponder one thought...
That attire??😨😨
A little throw back of the most WONDERFUL time of the year with Pammy and her little brother Timmy!
Well...At least a whole whopping 5 minutes worth... HEEHEE🤣😂HEEHEE!!!
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PAMMY is trying out for AMERICAN NINJA JUNIOR?!?
I sure wonder what her little brother Timmy thinks about all this training on the furniture through out the house?
Yep!
I bet there is some serious tattling coming!!
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So now old Leroy is getting into the holiday standee business? Repairing old cardboard standees??
I guess he really is FIXING IT this time!
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Well...It's about time for this long awaited, highly anticipated showdown!
LEROY NINJA
🥋-VS-🎎
PAMMY SAMURAI
This oughta be pretty darn G-O-O-D!
What DO babies like B.B dream about??
Possibly becoming a HUGE overnight rocker chick drummer for some BIG name band such as...
MOTLEY CRUE??
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Looks like a certain someone is already startin' to make a little extra $$$ for this years holiday season!
Possibly an extra gift for Santa?
I feel a Christmas in July guitar riff coming on don't you?
🎸HMMMMM🎸
Looks like a certain someone may have taken Halloween to a whole new extreme!
RED HAIR?
Looks like someone else does care... that is... if your countin' Timmy in that equation.
They do say to teach your children how to be responsible at a young age.
We just can't believe Baby B.B knows how to already clean on her very own!
Although she IS the BEST baby in the world!!
;)
While the babysitter is busy on her phone baby B.B will play🍼
Or more like...
Find the new Bang creatine drinks in the refrigerator??
ENERGY...BANG! 👶
Look who found the new make up mirror... B.B!!
They sure do Grow Up far too quickly! :)
So much for the start of a well behaved evenin' out with the kids at Dairy Queen!
I mean... what do you expect?
SUGAR!!!
Yep... someone is BUSTED sneakin' snacks after midnight!
Of course in true PAMMY fashion... why not blame it on the puppy??
Where's Leroy when ya really need em?
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Seems the only one available this evening at the garage is Hank... His mind must still be left at the race track or somethin' like that?.
OH REALLY!
So Pammy "THINKS" she's going to start working at HOOTERS?!?
We all see where this is going with Miss little blonde hair, blue eyed, sassy pants... or should we say "SHORTS?" Either way... you just KNOW this is going to turn out to be
F-U-N-N-Y!
HEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE!!!
Leroy has the old videos from last years holiday season a playin' on this early Sunday evening while eating...
🍔MCDONALD'S?!?🍟
Looks like a certain someone took their second Bret Michaels rocking with the oldies Holiday Cruise?.
While the boys are away Honey Mae will play!
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B.B has some really big news to share!
But of course...after her feeding time.
Thank you everyone for continuing to make The Kids Channel such a HUGE success!!
78,000
Looks like old Leroy is running a spring tune-up special down at the garage!
If only they could figure out who is the masked lady that goes by the name...
🙋♀️DORITO POOL??🤷♀️
These little ones were so tuckered out and absolutely adorable!
Once they got back home with her mama that they slept the rest of the evening away...
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While the parents are away...
B.B will play!
At least while the babysitter isn't watching... but I'm not telling.
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"PSA To All Parents"
Be careful with what you are listening to in the car with baby in tow👶
OH 🤣 BOY!!
TWERK
Looks like a little certain someone is feeling a bit Independent!
Watch out American Idol for baby B.B on the mic!!
Miss Independent...or baby Dependent??
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♡HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY♡
Looks like the worlds youngest Chef B.B is up bright and early making her famous holiday chili!chili!
SRIRACHA CHILI!!
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What happened to old Leroy and his Infamous long blonde locks of hair?👱♂️
Sure looks like to me someone joined the BTS train!?
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Yankee Doodle Kitty?😕
This could only mean one thing for a baby named B.B...
KITTIES=SUPER DOOPER EXCITED!!
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So that's what happens when the adults go to sleep!
B.B baby is up reading her daily Goal Getter journal??
Well...Even babies have goals ya know!
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Why look who's come to pay us a podcast visit all the way from the kids channel with over 77,000 fans and subscribers!
💖B.B💖
Hold up a second!
Isn't it past a baby's bedtime for watching late-night television with blue puppy??
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While the babysitter is busy on her phone baby B.B will play!
Or more like...
Find the new Bang creatine drinks in the refrigerator??
ENERGY...BANG!
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We just knew the new baby camera would come in handy!
However...by the looks of things...
It sure seems like the babysitter isn't paying attention😑😐😨
WAIT FOR IT...