It was something I willed myself to do.

However, now I have learned that you need to walk away from some problems. To leave when the time is right. Otherwise, you end up bitter that you fought a lot and lost a big part of your life, fighting.
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You will realize that some problems are not meant to be solved. You ignore them and push them aside and begin your chapter anew.