https://3speak.tv/watch?v=zeraton/xbtqthcc
Here is an original lyrical poem written and narrated by me...

Underneath this joy and shine, lies a lowly soul

A fervently depressed one... so very depressed.

But however could you know so?

When my joys hath masqueraded the rest.

Do not ever mind my seeming,

For I have been terribly misunderstood.

When you see me proclaim out loud

know that deep within I seat still in silence.

That my heart is not surely out there...

But if indeed you do see me... Know that I have failed in my abstinence.

Do not ever mind my seeming,

For I have been terribly misunderstood.

And If ever I claim to be the happiest,

If this notion depicts in my tone.

Understand that this is far from truth

And that I do so alone.

Do not ever mind my seeming,

For I have been terribly misunderstood.

Even when I move along with the crowd,

do not think I haven't any passions that I seek

And that I do not have my own mind

I have a mind, I am not stupid or feeble, merely only meek.

Do not ever mind my seeming because I have been terribly misunderstood.

And shall I ever claim to have the most love,

that it heavily flows from my heart like a flood.

Realize that this us certainly not my belief

and that I have only simply been disconnected from God.

Do not ever mind my seeming,

For I have been terribly misunderstood.

If I claim to have life

by all the "goodness" I have done.

Know that I have mislead thee...

For in this falsity, I have fled - forever gone...

Do not ever mind my seeming,

For I have been terribly misunderstood.