Hey, psychic GOs, depression. When does it creep into your life?
You never know. I first experienced depression in middle school. As a preteen. I naturally wasn't able to tell how my mind was working differently. Probably the most common features in a scenario like that is depression and sadness being somewhat interchangeable terms for you because you haven't learned the difference yet at that age.
In fact, it probably wasn't until my 27th birthday. When I realized how truly separate the two were when I spent a week unable to leave the house, despite being in a pretty great mood and really for two thirds of my life. At that point, I'd only experienced depression in terms of extreme sadness or lethargy in response to an event, usually interpersonal, most of what I've learned about it has come from the past five years as a preteen, I experienced a great deal of depression or sadness as I would call it.
Mainly due to academic social, and presumably hormonal difficulties being a perfect example of your inherent shy kid of the family left me nihilistic. I was often finding ways to try to draw attention to myself passively, of course, because of shyness from drawings and writings to song lyrics. I began to express what I was going through in a number of different.
For the sake of expression. And as a way to prove myself is more capable than the person. I negatively perceived myself to be somewhere between middle school and early high school. I degraded emotionally to a great extent. I began making threats of self-harm and was even pulled out of public school....