Why Do Programs Persists? Why do programs like "I'm not good enough" or "I need other people to approve of (or love) me" etc... persists?  We are infinite beings.  We are the personification of love.  We are infinitely and epically more than enough.  Yet when we incarnate on Earth we came here to experience certain limitation.  We cannot have those experiences unless we forget who we are when we incarnate.  Even though we forgot but our infinite nature is still an integral part of our being.  We still have access to it if and when we are ready.  We are ready when we are done with an experience.  We are not done with an experience as long as we have any attachment to the outcome of the experience.  We are done when we feel neutral, when we have processed all the emotional entanglements and judgements of the experience.  When we have become the master of our own internal realities then we can truly be the master of our external circumstances as well.  It is true that when you are congruent within, you can say to the mountain "Move" and it must.

What makes it hard to get to such congruent state is that we are not taught how to process our emotional traumas and align our mind.  What makes it harder is that we forget we wanted the experiences. We forget we signed up for all the experiences that our programs afford us and we turn around and resist the experience.  It is all very understandable because who in their right mind would want to experience any of the craziness that we call life!  Who would sign up to be beat-up by their parents/siblings/partner physically/emotionally/verbally!   And yet we did.  We as infinite source beings desire to experience limitation.  We desire to experience the impossible, i.e. lack/not enough.  We have created these elaborate illusions of lack so we can experience it.  Yet because our nature is infinite, sooner or later we will get saturated by the experience and we will find our way out of the illusion.  We can expedite the process by processing our traumas.  The vast majority of us have been traumatized.  We get slapped on the butt  as a baby, that is pretty traumatizing for an infinite being to experience just for being born.  Then we are surrounded by these giant looking beings that don't know how to look after themselves let alone care for another being. These giants around us try to convince and/or force us to behave like they do, to buy into their messed-up thinking.  Gradually we begin down the path of denying our own knowing and took on their programs/believes/illusions.  There is no experience more traumatizing to our soul then to deny our own knowing.

The way out is to seek and follow the truth that is within you no matter where it may lead you and process your traumas.  The truth is seldom on the surface.  The truth is deep down.  The truth of who you are can be uncovered by letting go of anything that causes you to doubt yourself. Take any issue/doubt/program and drill down on what must you believe inorder to allow this issue/doubt/program to exist.  Look for the truth, look for what resonates with you.  Let go of whatever does not support you any more without the need to assign blame or shame.  Let go of emotions and traumas that may still be stirred up by your journey back towards who you truly are.  Be ready to sit with the traumas without judgement.  You wanted to experience that trauma and now you are done with it.  Remember that whatever you resist persist, so don't resist the experience.  Allow the experience and all the emotional drama trauma to work it's way through and let it leave you in peace again.  It may take some time to allow the energy to work itself out and know that your body is designed to process energy.  It knows what to do without any instruction from you.  Simply let go and allow your body to do it's job by sitting with the emotion/trauma without any judgement or thought.

Download Meditation (Duration 13:11)

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Tonight's meditation is to take us all to the 13th Dimension.  Healing is faster and emotional release is more streamlined in 13D.  13D is a bridge dimension so certain safe guard has been built into this meditation.