I've No Idea What To Give My Attention To. So I Started To Become Delusional. On Purpose. But It's Difficult Because I'm Buddhist Now. Sigh. I Can't Even Delude Myself Anymore. I Wonder If I Can Fake My Delusion. But Would That Make Me Double Deluded? Fuck.--- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/trevor-david-houchen/messageSupport this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/trevor-david-houchen/support