The Sugar Diaries: Recent Episodes
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Hi, if you're new here.. welcome. It's a bit of a ride, but I'd encourage you to start at the beginning and to bear with me. It gets better. I am now a 20 year old sugar baby from Toronto, but I've been doing this shit since I was 17. This is my story.. my adventure.. and I've been documenting all of it for at least a year. Here's my life. thank you for following along. The instagram is @thesugar.diaries.Thank you guys for all your support, and for following my story. business inquiries ONLY keepupp82@gmail.com
Funny enough. I post this today, recorded this a week ago. But this weekend was amazing. Lol this is f*cord up
On a plane rn with my man. thought I’d upload this so you guys can listen. I miss y’all. I forget I have a podcast sometimes. But love you all
I just had to rant about my mother. Love her dearly but omg u drive me insane. Also I wanna start being consistent on here again.. will y’all give me a 10th chance.
It’s not easy being single after coming out of a relationship where you based your whole life around one person.
Hi guys, I don’t wanna give away too many details on here but I had a ménage a Trois. And it was good, it was based on respect and I’m relieved because I didn’t know that it was possible for someone to be so aware of my feelings and do my friend
The story of my recent sugar venture, is simply don’t say no. And why the key to success in maintaining your own integrity is not saying no, especially if you think you might have to say yes. Don’t put yourself in a position where you have to comprise your own beliefs and morals. Just don’t say no,
Daddy did not enjoy the two week break. In fact, it’s hindered our relationship more than it’s helped it! It ended with a rough decision, one that isn’t in my favour. To love and ultimately not be loved back. I would tell you that I am going crazy, but the chances are.. you already knew that.
I’m trying something out. Also another update on this drama. Introducing a new character, a friend I’ve made. And didn’t really keep very long.
This podcast is filled with a lot of drama and daddy and I break up for the final time, but he doesn’t know yet. If he can’t change who he is when I’m not there, then there is absolutely nothing to this relationship. I can’t spend my life holding his hand, and I really worry sometimes about what this relationship actually means to him. In this world, the only way to come out on top is to frame your situations so that you are a winner, even when you’re finishing last. There is always a bright side!. Remember that the glass isn’t half empty, that instead you hold the ability to frame it to be half full. Sometimes, you have to sit back and just act accordingly based on the information you got. You can’t change other people, you can only change yourself
The ones who got it got it.. and the ones who don’t.. FAKE IT. Find your best asset and use it. Instagram: @thesugar.diaries
In this podcast we cover A little bit more about the hot girl shit.. and the dos and donts about designer clothing and handbags
Real hot girls get their shit together for the new year. With hot girl planners and schedules we need to be prepared and ready to combat 2022. This is one of my favourite podcasts and I really encourage you girls to listen and internalize and write down this advice. Everything revolves around mindset, and putting yourself first is sometimes more important than loving yourself. Leave a review
.. because of the things that I’ve been through and how they have shaped and moulded me into the woman I am today.
As sugarbabies we tend to forget the very thin line between ours and his. Do not forget the line! As it can be taken away from us at any point, instead invest in having your own things! Even if you have to work to get the things that you want, ensure your own comfort and security in your OWN shit. !! what’s mine is mine, and no man can ever take that shit away from us! This is one of my favourite podcasts, I’d encourage you all to listen. Includes some short stories with powerful messages, Maybe I should start a blog? Only low quality girls and boys have to prove themselves to the world, when you know you’re the shit you don’t have to force it down everyone else’s throats. Good energy and good vibes Will naturally follow you!! , you will never have to convince anyone of your worth or that you are a good person and deserve good things. The universe will just reward you with a rich daddy! I included my favourite tips for sugaring at the end of the episode!! Use the advice and apply it, step #1 is to put positive vibes and energy into the universe!! Follow the Instagram @thesugar.diaries
This was recorded over four days, I have some exciting news, I hope you guys are happy for me and it inspired you guys to internalize the same attitude and never let a man stand in the way of your shit. Get the shit that you want and deserve!! by any means necessary, we talk shit about working but never feel bad about getting a job. A sugar baby is a mindset, what’s meant for you will eventually find it’s way!!
I cannot with daddy, he’s giving me a headache.. daddy is a bull, he’s firm when he says no and I hate it!! I call daddy stingy because we know he can afford to take care of us, he just chooses not to. Although I am angry at the moment, I see the long term benefits of not relying heavily on a man. this can be a lesson for all of us when daddy says no, just secure it yourself. Again, by any means necessary! Instagram : @thesugar.diaries
All daddies naturally have a hero instinct.. they want to be the ones who save us , they are after all, the hero! Now daddy has taken this a little too literal, he’s trying to rescue a girl out of prison who is NOT me. While I’m pissed! Is daddy morally right? How would you feel if your boyfriend was saving another girl from jail, all while denying you your own down payment. Let’s just say, it’s daddy and the jail bird. Follow the Instagram @thesugar.diaries
This is the more personalized life update, you guys haven’t heard from you in two months. So here is the content, back to back. I begin by recapping about the situation with the Simp, just sharing my final thoughts and ideas. This podcast also includes advice, and a boyfriend update halfway through. Follow the Instagram @thesugar.diaries and let me know what other content you guys want to see (or hear)
Seashell once told me that my simp and I deserved each other, now in hindsight, only a weak and insecure girl can handle a weak and desperate man. No thank you! I had to remove myself from the equation, no amount of pocket change would ever be worth compromising my own morals and self worth!
This is baby’s return to the podcast! A fire has been lit under her that has only encouraged her to become unstoppable and return home to you all! There’s been drama between seashell and the simp.. and I’ve been caught in the crossfire. When a friend chooses a broke man over you, that’s when it’s time to bounce ! You can no longer trust a bitch that will try and choose pocket change over a friendship. Seashell has showed her true colours, it’s only fair that we listen and run!
Hey guys, I know I’ve been gone for a bit but I’ve genuinely just been going through it. ever since things have just been downhill from there, I’m wondering if this is a sign from God telling me that I truly deserve better. I want you guys to also remember, when your intentions are good… People lose you. You don’t lose them. I want you guys stay safe stay healthy and don’t let these fucking man take away your sanity. Love you
This is more of a story time and I go on a date midway through. Part 2 will describe my daye
Getting seen in public with your sd is never fun, lol. Last week I was “spotted” these are my stories. Was I being too aggressive? I don’t know. Follow the Instagram @thesugar.diaries
It’s been a while, but today’s show is a bunch of conversations about friends from high school , leading up to my crazy weekend. Catching up with girls from high school is interesting .. need another conversation on this asap!! New episode tomorrow
Back at it again with the consistent posting schedule.. what does a man truly want? I think I’ve finally cracked the code.. only with this knowledge can we successfully secure a man. Also talking about broke girl energy.. perhaps we should discuss further ways to increase your own wealth.. don’t be broke or goal-less.
Making daddy jealous at a car show full of rich men , checked that off the bucket list this weekend. Enjoy
Or is it Old Men and Expensive Cars? It’s Baby’s first car show! Travelled all the way to America to stir up some trouble with Daddy. Of course the drama is never ending. Detail on current relationship status. Recorded Today
no actually it’s probably you.. sugaring on the grand stage, not as idealized as it should be. but I don’t think it’s working out, I miss my bf and yes, I had fun while it lasted but sugaring on steroids isn’t for me full time.. anyways, I’ll be posting the old podcasts backwards. And would like for you guys to check out my interview with CDC it’s on Spotify!! https://open.spotify.com/episode/7jjERVs8aHeNitLM4dgxCN?si=KtEEIz0iQSG9Hf-sD3USvA&dl_branch=1 follow the Instagram for more updates @thesugar.diaries
My two golden rules: don’t fuck for free and don’t hang around broke men … LADIES. why are we fucking broke men??? who ever said that was okay. And why are we letting men stress us for free. ??? Don’t embarrass urself like that girls , know your worth and if a man is going to stress you out, he needs to compensate you. This is just a little rant before my trip to Vancouver!! stay safe girls. @thesugar.diaries
Another podcast most likely left on a cliff hanger. But guys, I recorded this two days ago. And today, I’m having fun.. trying a different side of sugaring. Look forward to the next podcast, I have gone full level wild.
send me your thoughts on the Instagram @thesugar.diaries !! I need HELP... baby has finally realized.. it’s taken her 9 months, but she might be seeing Daddy for the true monster he is underneath. Is it weird when I talk in third person like that? Okay, so daddy’s an asshole and when people show you that they’re not very nice people. You should listen.. I also saw my ex this week, but that’s besides the point.
This podcast ended on an awkward note.. I forgot to conclude it. I decided I’d record a part 3.. but lol, no I have a point to the anecdotes I was telling towards the end. Honestly this man makes my head ache.. I’m tired of asshole men with money, who think they own the whole world. Follow the Instagram @thesugar.diaries
Another 5 day holiday with my man.. but not without constant conflict. Daddy is a bull, but so is baby.
I brought my friends to meet my SD for the first time for a pool party! At the same time, he brings me to meet his ex girlfriend and things got messy. fast. One of the most drama filled experiences of the podcast, so much happened. Thanks for listening guys!! Also ** it’s not Rose, Rose is a different ex baby, this ones name is Petunia. Follow the Instagram @thesugar.diaries
It’s been a loooong three weeks, but I’ve missed you guys.. have you missed me? This weeks show covers the past two weeks, and the ongoing drama and conflict within my relationship. But you can finally say, she’s confident about her relationship.. daddy isn’t going anywhere. Fun fact.. night of recording he asked to see me again!!
The final episode of our series, a bit of a long introduction skip to about 14:00 to skip the extra bullshit about my day 😂. This is the final part, let me know what you guys think on the Instagram!! @thesugar.diaries
This weekend was a literal rollercoaster!! The amount of fighting and kissing and making up we did. Was ridiculous
and by them.. I meant ME😂! We broke up and got back together, we discussed what happened on Monday night. But daddy is a bull and doesn’t like to be told otherwise. Part 2 will be recorded soon. I forgot to include!! That he did apologize to me for the name calling, that will be in part 2.
The tea is so hot. The drama.. was insane, there’s no way I could’ve shortened this to an hour. I couldn’t wait to tell you guys what I had found out. I met the threesome girl again, but this time she came with vengeance and stories. Seems like we might be going through another sugar heartbreak, sounds like we need more alcohol and weed. I really encourage you guys to listen until the end although it’s long, it’s worth the listen. Follow the Instagram @thesugar.diaries
Is this podcast giving you déjà vu? Maybe it’s because it’s the re-recorderded version of the original episode, sorry if you had to listen to that. I’m officially 20 years old, and I couldn’t have welcomed the roaring twenties in a more interesting way.. My simp + weed brownies + lots of booze.. what could POSSIBLY go wrong??
Yes guys, we have began our highly requested series and I’m excited to share my experiences and stories with you guys!! I wanted to break this series into parts, today we are discussing meeting the daddies both online and in person. Things that I wish I had done differently and stay until the end for my top two sugar rules. Message me on the Instagram if you have anymore questions @thesugar.diaries thank you for listening as always.
This relationship finally has a little more stability to it, but we are still caught in our feelings from the past. Do people actually change? Do daddies change?Later this week I will have special content for you guys on sugaring and tips!! Keep your eyes out for that. Please share with your friends and follow the Instagram and send me a message!! @thesugar.diaries
I met his friend for a threesome.. I think that was the high of my week. Today’s story time is juicier than the last. Follow the Instagram @thesugar.diaries
They say what you don’t know, can’t hurt you. And I find that the more I find out, the more I just see red raging flames. Why does he do this to me, or more so why do I do it to myself? Daddy is still seeing his other girls, but why does he act like he’s not?
I think I have a stalker guys, and not the good type. I mean sitting outside of my house stalker, and I’m absolutely terrified. Unfortunately, wouldn’t be my first I’m almost used to it by now. This is an interesting Simp update and follow the Instagram !! @thesugar.diaries id love to hear your opinions!!
Has it been two weeks since we talked? Maybe a week and a half? I’m not sure, but I have loads to tell you about.. another weekend getaway, texts in his phone, and a little bottle of hard candy sparkly lip gloss. Follow the Instagram to chat @thesugar.diaries
You guys have been asking.. what’s a simp? And what does it do.. well Urban Dictionary that word, and I kid you not a picture of my guy would be sitting in the bottom corner. So of course I always have main plot development, but there’s always little things I keep on the side.. the devil is in details! And as I’ve told you guys before, either cheat or be cheated on. and over here, girls and boys.. we don’t like to lose. Follow my Instagram @thesugar.diaries
Lights... Camera.. ACTION. I always compare my life to the likes of a movie. Horror, comedy, or a tragedy.. Idk you be the judge.. but today’s show, reveals an epic plot twist. Maybe Daddy isn’t really who he claims to be, and his feelings aren’t as real as I thought they were. You can’t build a relationship based on lies and hope. and if we don’t have trust and some level of honesty, then it sounds like we don’t really have anything.
It says it all in the title.. why buy the cow, when you can get the milk for free? Likewise.. why commit to anything when you can reap its benefits for free.. they say it’s a red flag when a man is so old and hasn’t been married, means he has commitment issues.. or just issues. I gave love a chance, and look where it got me? A figurative slap across the face. follow my Instagram!! @thesugar.diaries
follow my new Instagram!!! @thesugar.diaries For once I feel like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz, where she holds amounts of unspeakable power that unbeknownst to herself.. she never knew existed.. maybe I can bring myself home with the click of my black stilettos.. and perhaps I hold more power in my relationship than I’ve been led to believe.. He is closed-off and I would say emotionally unavailable. So let’s call his girls, the ex-babies and let’s see if like Dorothy.. we can make them disappear.... poof.
I wanted to briefly recap the latest update, and explain to you guys where I am in my life currently - emotionally and mentally. I also wanted to address maybe some questions you guys are having as listeners and explain my current mindset and goals as of now. This relationship is multi-layered in problems and it’s so complicated, sometimes it makes my head hurt. I hope you guys are able to follow along.
So the truth finally comes out.. it’s an ugly truth, but there’s some hope and possibility behind it. Can I change my sugar daddy and possibly make him love me?
He loves me... he loves me not. This is it guys. The tea is hot, and it’s only getting hotter. I couldn’t wait any longer to publish this, part two will be out Saturday morning!!! I think over the last 5-8 podcasts we’ve been seeing pieces of a bigger picture. It’s really interesting to see how things have been unfolding, lots of plot twists and surprises. I’m on a rollercoaster with my hands up screaming. I hate the ride, but don’t want to get off.
This is two parts. I went to go see my ex sugar daddy. And before you listen, it wasn’t pretty. An absolute waste of make-up. To me, it was a huge sign of my own growth and maybe a bit of confronting my old trauma or solely re-living through it. One of the worst decisions I have made in a long time, and you guys will not be hearing any NEW stories about him. But there are many old stories, I would love to share. Remember, grass is greener? Yeah so were my memories of him. I absolutely cannot believe I gave this man so many years of my life
I’m so sorry I have been late to post, I left you guys on a cliff hanger as to what actually went down in our relationship talk. Here it is. Followed by one of our best weekends together. So here are the results, and I must warn you.. you’re not going to be impressed with me on how I let this conversation end. But I share my side, there will be a second part to this one that happens two weeks later.
Last night I took an L, but tonight I bounced back!! I wanted you guys to know that since our talk yesterday, I’ve been doing what’s necessary for myself and I’ve been feeling good. Don’t worry for me, I’m just going through turbulence but I’m resilient and I’ll be better in a week. Today’s podcast mentions “Why Men Love Bitches” and the beautiful art of playing hard to get. This week will have a lot more in store, hopefully I can stop crying by then.
I am going to frustrate the absolute hell out of a lot of you, lol. But whatever you do, do not tell me to leave my man. I’m heart broken, I’m trying to leave a relationship mentally and emotionally while still physically being in it.. sounds like the crappy plot of a very sad love movie. I’ve always said I’ve enjoyed a challenge.. I’m in love with something that doesn’t love me back, it’s very confusing.
Are you guys tired of this rollercoaster? It's not as fun living through it. I'l be changing my content up a bit, I want to start telling you guys stories. I started this podcast off boasting about how crazy. my life is, but I haven't told you guys any stories. I think we will have to start a new segment on here. Anyways, on this 'cast, I’m finally being honest with myself and accepting the truths that I’ve been too afraid to admit. This is embarrassing, I have fallen for a “middle aged” fuck boy. Accepting the truth is the first part of healing.. PT. 2 will be up tomorrow??
I think I’m finding out the hard way that the world isn’t all it’s made out to be. That men lie and cheat and don’t seem to think twice about it. Perhaps I’m making excuses still for crumby behaviour. Perhaps he has his own deep seated issues and he’s stuck in his own bad habits. Whatever it is, I sense he is stuck in his own trance of bad decisions and sabotage. I’ve been there, maybe he’s not aware of the trap he’s stuck in subconsciously. Maybe he needs me to pull him out and save him..
I guess we celebrated Valentine’s Day early, this is the happiest I’ll ever be on a podcast. And unfortunately the high was very short. Enjoy
I’ve been a f*** girl my whole life, being on the receiving end of it absolutely sucks! This podcast is filled with my exciting weekend experiences, and our fights. Ready set go
Hey dolls. I’m drowning, lol - figuratively. For once more psychological tips for you guys to apply in your own lives!! I’m still struggling as to whether or not to keep him, if he doesn’t see my worth then someone else has to !!! (me) !!
Hey guys, bet you missed me?? We wear on Spotify now!! Ahh!! I’ve definitely been misses nice girl. It’s time I put my foot down, the tension is rising and I’m mentally not strong enough. Just another update, I don’t want to lose him but I can’t lose myself either.
I think my sugar daddy is seeing other girls, I’m really concerned. I found more evidence in one of the rooms this weekend. Am I being crazy? Or am I just hurt
I maybe admit that I’m really not ready for a relationship, or that I can handle that I’m giving someone the power and ability to break my heart. I discuss the importance of awareness, and how it’s the first step in overcoming being insecure. My thoughts run wild constantly, hope you guys can relate.
A lot of juicy information this time around. I share a lot of good sugaring tips in the second episode, so I would definitely recommend waiting until the end. Our first week together, almost like a real couple. I’m starting to notice his mood swings. we will have to get into it the next ‘cast.
Okay it’s Christmas time, the biggest day of the year for a sugar baby.. after her birthday of course. presents, presents and more presents. but what do you do when daddy’s being stingy with his money?
I had my first fight with my sugar daddy, right on our three month mark. Problems are surfacing in our relationship, very frustrating. will have to talk about it in the next podcast
I went to Mexico!! And did my friend find a potential daddy there? hell yes !! If you’re a beginner I would recommend this podcast for basic tips and advice. I think I covered a lot, even toxic daddies which seems to be a reoccurring topic. I also gave tips and advice and a lot of what not to do, when sugaring. my best advice for sugaring is to never believe what you’re told!! I will start a social media for my page soon. thanks for listening
He was my safe Haven.. Another sugar daddy update , life is good. I just came back from Mexico but I forgot to tell you guys about it, will be in the next podcast. Enjoy
Hey guys, just a little more details about my new relationship. I included some more important lessons and tips for sugaring!! & we need to work out a posting schedule.. expect more updates soon!!
great news girls! My daddy is officially secured.. and it’s going good so far! He officially called me his g-word..! Now it’s time to have fun!! I also talk about toxic past relationships, and how important it is to defuse any fights in a sugar relationship!!
Today’s episode, I tell you about the new Daddy that I’ve been seeing. And I’m beyond ecstatic!! He is a textbook sugar daddy!! And now The final steps are securing him , and seeing where this relationship can take me. I also briefly discuss being in public with the daddies, and the disappointment from the last daddy. Follow the Instagram @thesugar.diaries
Sorry that I start off whispering, I eventually start speaking louder. Finding a sugardaddy is a bit harder than I thought, to be honest, I caught feelings and it ended up not working out. Now I’m starting over for the second time. Considering how short we knew each other , I’m a bit overwhelmed with emotions. Follow along with me on my sugar daddy hunt
Eeks. I broke up with my sugar daddy, but it’s for the better. The relationship was so toxic.. I’m in search of something new.. ready to join me?
Being a sugar baby hasn’t always been as easy. In this podcast I briefly analyze the pros and cons, and talk about how living the lifestyle has always looked better from the outside looking in.
Hi, I’m a 19 year old Toronto sugar baby and I wanna share my crazy year !! This is my first podcast, but I promise that I got much better at recording. So please bare with me as I learn. This podcast will y’all about some of my crazy stories, experiences and lessons. I’m really excited to over share on the internet 😂😂. Check out my Instagram @thesugar.diaries