the thing about most people is that they want things outta life but have no ability to make it hapen beacause of the fear that they will fail...AS SANTANA said on a previous show ''the BIGGEST RISK in life is NOT TAKING A RISK'' so that being said you cant think about the what if's....you must think on the WHAT CANS...WHAT CAN HAPPEN...WHAT CAN BE....WHERE CAN I GET TO....so jump in that water and swim playa...beacause a confident person will NEVER DROWN.