I tried to film a vlog, but as it often does a sense of perfectionism kicked in and I struggled to get it feeling like I wanted. I didn’t know what the story was and just plain struggled. Just when I hit some kind of resolution I decided to quit. On the flip side, chatting with mum about life and it’s trajectory results in a rather dreary yet incredibly candid conversation that looking back makes me realise what an unconstructive frame I was in. I think it’s important to document these moments so we know, we’re not alone.