This is my longest episode ever. I have been thinking or overthinking everything now a days. I don't know if I should just give up on my dreams or not. I think I'll never find love like I see on TikTok. I have a TikTok crush that I know is way out of my league that I don't even what to message him. I also want to give up on my small business and Onlyfans because I'm doing everything right but still nothing. That writing this I sound more pathetic.