In this episode, Brittany and Vanessa explore the nuances of the phenomena of integration. They share their perspectives on this nonlinear process and look at the undoing of the conditioned desire to “make ourselves whole” as we incorporate wisdom into our daily lives after illuminating experiences. Offering an alternative to “seeking solutions,” they dig into the benefits they’ve each experienced in opening to the unknown and inviting mystery as a conduit for approaching the process with curiosity and compassionate awareness.

Episode Details * Exploring the nuances of integration in post spiritual experiences * Unmaking the desire to construct wholeness through integration * Integration as Resting in Unknowing: Letting what is already in existence make itself spontaneously aware * Redirecting soul searching towards recognition of the wholeness in oneself * Becoming attentive to the aliveness of space through the qualities we carry with us * Cultivating compassionate awareness in daily life * How subtly is the mysterious language of receptivity * Brittany and Vanessa discuss digesting the medicine of the 3rd line experience of experimentation * Dismantling the effort of integration through deconstructing our deficient and compensatory identities * Repairing our injured instincts through unlearning our conditioned desire to “make whole” * Feeding our demons and allowing them to reveal their allyship

Behind the Mirror Links * Behind the Mirror Radio at https://www.instagram.com/behindthemirrorradio/ * Vanessa Murchie at www.awaveoflight.com and https://www.instagram.com/awaveoflight/ * Brittany Ronzio at https://www.instagram.com/brttnyrnz/ * Resting in Unknowing article by Vanessa https://wandererofinfinitesimal.substack.com/p/resting-in-unknowing