Dr astro here late night. I tried to go to sleep tonight, Then woke up at two and I don't feel like going back to sleep, whatever. So yeah, thoughts. My thoughts for tonight, fears, fears. I used to not affect me at all. I would say most of my youth was me being reckless and not giving a what and fears was laughable fears made me laugh, fears. I dove interferes as I age as I grow older. That's no longer the case. Um fears have become a wall of shame for me now. It's uh I don't bust through that wall like I used to much more cautious and I hate it. I despise it and I want to revert back to my reckless days, not where there's consequences, but more so the fearlessness I once had. And I wonder sometimes if other people go through this now anyway, those are my thoughts. I hate fear and I'm gonna do my dampness. Is that a word to overcome it again? Like I did once upon a time peace.

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