Internal struggle is simply our habit of holding onto beliefs we've adopted about how we are and how the world is. The cognitive dissonance that results from holding and defending beliefs results in various forms of anxiety, stress, frustration, and hesitation. What would it be like to be free of obstructing beliefs? Is it possible for you? Why not? Just let go of the reins that you were handed before you were old enough to realize what was going on. You never chose to suffer, but you can choose not to suffer, that is for sure.