On today's episode: "Each time one of these trials rendered a verdict of suspicious or unbelievable, I found myself beginning to doubt my own experience. Was I making it up? Was there some part of me that wanted to be sick? Maybe I was just anxious and this was a manifestation of some deep-seated mental illness. But then at the root of everything I knew myself well enough to know that none of that was true. I was truly suffering and it was only a matter of time before we found the right person or team of people that knew enough about the right set of things to unlock all of the understanding we needed."