If we draw close to God, we need not accept the horrors of this world, even death itself, as passive actors, but are welcome and invited to push back against them, against God even, with our hearts and minds and bodies. But we must be prepared for God to push back, to take our open, hurting, and maybe even indigent hearts, and resurrect them into glory, in ways that might be painful and unexpected and yet nevertheless, always redemptive.