December 31st will be one year since I lost my older brother. I've never been a big fan of NYE, but this year I am dreading it so much. This past year has been hard and the next few weeks I imagine are going to be even harder. There are still days that I feel his presence so strongly that I don't want to believe he's gone. When it does hit me for those few seconds, the pain is so much. It's pretty much my everyday. The death of Twitch in the media has reactivated the dreaded day I found out...

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