Hi all,

I haven't been able to find solid ground in my grief over Steve for a long time.
He would have been 40 today, and whilst I have done things to mark the occasion...
I'm not really sure what to do with it.
I suppose it's the fact that it's a milestone birthday that he didn't get to see.
As someone who was 'only' a friend, I feel weird even posting this...but it would be more strange not to mark it in some way.
Thanks for bearing witness with me.
PeaceSeekingPoet.