Today with the help of my parents, I made my daughter’s , folded the clothes she had left on the floor and straightened her desk. The idea being that aside from the watering of her plants, I could just shut her bedroom door and not have to really go through her stuff for as long as I need.

And I completely lost it. Just shy of wailing. I should not be having to do this. Nobody should. I just laid across her bed and held onto her favorite stuffed animals and sobbed. I miss my baby girl so much.