Lost my wife this morning and I am struggling right now. I was the one to find her. It has been a roller coaster of emotions all day. Luckily I have good friends and family for support but none of them have had to deal with this before. Where do I start and how should I deal with the aftermath. It seems like it is an impossible mountain I will have to climb. Was married for 26 years and it feels like half of me was just cut away instantly.