Here I am, Christmas Day, having finished just opening lovely gifts with my family. And here I am counting down the hours until I am back home by myself because I am feeling depressed over her.

I can tell they are worried about me and I can’t say I blame them. They can’t fully understand what I’m going through and I don’t blame them or expect them too. But today is so full of emotions. I regret not introducing her to my family. I did not want to because she was very unstable and was afraid...

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