I lost my brother last year. It feels like 5 minutes ago. Most of my close friends have no idea what to say to me so they disappeared. I was very close to my brother. We had just, 3 years prior, helped our parents get through the last days of their life. Then, he goes and I'm numb and in a constant fog....and wonder why I'm still here--not sure I want to be. It had been a curious and tricky week prior to his death. The police appearing at my front door to tell me and dropping to my knees in...

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