One day I hope to tell others the story of my brother's death. Though he died by his own hand-my story is different than many. Until I am ready to tell my story-I want each of you to know that I am here and understand what we all have in common-losing someone to a terrible situation. It has been almost 4 years since my brother died and there are days that my heart hurts as much as that ONE day! I have to remind myself at times that I am not alone.