Hi all,

I am sorry to report that I suffered a relapse with alcohol. The relapse began at the end of October and my last drink was this past Friday.

Just passed the 48 hour mark. I admit to not working my program the way I should. It’s just so hard. I miss my H so much it hurts. It’s so easy to want to just numb your pain. But the thing is substances do not heal. They cannot bring them back. And the best way I can honor her is to stay sober. I know that. That’s what she would want.