I miss him. I just really miss him. I used to go mad at him for telling me what to do, and I miss that too. As soon as I open my eyes in the morning I think "oh he's not here anymore" and then the blanket of sadness returns. I'm home today and my thoughts wander to what I should of said, what I shouldn't have said, how we both should have lived in the moment instead of co-existing through life lately. I thought we had everything, 3 healthy children who have grown into wonderful young...

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