I am newish to this site. I lost my brother 2 months ago, and our dad 3 years prior. We have another sibling who is enduring an extremely difficult illness, with treatments, and surgeries, and drugs, etc. I just want to talk to my dad and to my brother. I cannot believe that I can't talk to them about how our brother is doing. It's so unbelievably agonizing.
I started therapy and realized that I am literally pissed at all that I have to explain to the therapist. She has no idea who...

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