But I feel so terribly empty. I feel like the beauty and joy and vivacious life has left with my boys and I’ve been left an empty shell. The void their lives have left is so huge, it’s a lot of nothing but yet I can feel it and I know the nothingness is there. It steals my breath, my life, it stole my boys. I can’t think about anything but my boys, no matter where I am, what I’m doing. They are always on my mind. Sometimes it just sucks every last bit of air out of me and I can’t breathe. I...

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