Since my dad's death and now my brother's, I've been completely stuck. Its been three and a half years of almost never leaving the house, I even forgot how to drive, I barely do anything during the day.

Today I came into the realization that as of today I dont have a version of myself without them. All I've ever known about myself is something that is no longer there, and I dont know myself anymore.

I think the reason I've been this stuck is because I dont want to look at myself and see...

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