My husband and I were talking last night about finally beginning to feel the full depth and breadth of our loss of our son to suicide 2.5 months ago. All of the "not gonnas" are starting to seem so real -- not gonna hear his voice on the phone again (he talked with his Dad nearly daily), not gonna get to see him mature from a young man into an adult, not gonna get to see him possibly get married and have children, not gonna get to see him age beyond age 24 (even though his 25th birthday is...

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