My dad killed himself last month. I have felt every emotion in the book and none of them ever feel right.

My relationship with my dad was complicated, he was abusive emotionally and physically -he never stopped acting that way. All of us children are in our 20s. My mom is all alone now.

Despite the family dynamic-I still had an active relationship with my dad, one with lots of boundaries but there was still a lot of love there.
It feels like every positive memory i have with my dad doesnt...

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