My youngest brother, age 49, took his life on April 24, 2024. I’m still somewhat in disbelief and keep picturing him here because he lived with me. I’m imagining his last steps he took two blocks away to the pool house and it just crushes me. What ifs and the guilt consume me. I returned to work last week and it was just so difficult. I didn’t really wanna talk about it with people.

My parents live right down the street. They’re in their 80s and my mom is of course devastated, but I...

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