I want to discuss the nature of the act of my son ending his life. I think one of the most profound things that I am grappling with is the love and caring that my son took in preparing for his final act. In a way, it might have been easier if he had hated me. He did not, though. He obviously took every measure that he could think to employ to minimize the impact on my life, and that it what makes it so difficult to reconcile. I hate to think of the agony that he went through in sorting out...

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