My adult son took his life after finding out that his wife had been cheating on him for years. He's left behind two sons. Ages 17 and 10. He was my only child and the most important person in my life. It's been 10 months and I still miss him so very much. I have a decent relationship with my daughter in law, but feel like I'm betraying my son. I am getting to see my grand children on a regular basis. I don't know how to feel. Is there anyone out there with similiar experiences?