It’s been one week now since my Dad died. I was raw with pain the first two days. Now I can’t access those feelings, the thoughts of him in his final hours. But my preoccupation is with my Mom. Her life was so interwoven with my Dad’s. I worry about her sleeping alone or being alone in the house. Will I be able to access my grief as well? A part of me feels confused for not feeling sorrow right now. I feel anxiety for my Mom.