I wake up every day on my own and wonder if this is how it will be for the rest of my life now. At 59 and following the suicide of my wife, I don't think I have the energy to embark on a new 'living together' relationship, although I really don't like being single. I loved being married, and had expected us to get old together, and now that that is not going to happen I wonder what the future is likely to be for me. I've spent the last 19 months trying to keep the family going forwards and...

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