I lost my son a little over 2.5 years ago and this past week has been absolutely horrible. I feel like my body is alive but my soul is dead. I do not have any desire to continue living, though don't confuse that with being suicidal. I would not do that to my remaining family, but I have no desire to live either. I feel like the walking dead. All reasons for being alive are gone: joy, hope, purpose. All that is left is guilt, emptiness, and pain.

Since I have been feeling like this...

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