Hi, I'm a father and grandpa. I just lost my handsome cowboy to suicide my baby went home to Jesus August 14th 2024. Right before his 21st birthday on September 8, 2024. And I need this group to survive. How can I live without him? I feel like I can't breath. How can I face another day without my boy? He left behind a baby girl 23 moths old and another baby girl on the way due next month in November. How in the world did you all do it?