This is one of those days where I am hoping typing things out will make me feel some relief. God bless anyone that reads my ramble but just hoping I feel better for putting it all out there.

Since my GFs death, my brain seems to have a done a good job of blocking out the images of her on the bathroom floor when I found her. For some reason my brain has decided to play it on infinite loop today and I haven't found a way to switch it back off.

Over the weekend I found the remainder of the...

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