I’m back. I thought the worst was over but I’ve fallen back onto the guilt train again. I’ve had a really hard few days remembering my Dad.

I think the worst part is hindsight and knowing the signs were there, but I didn’t know they were signs.. I feel so insensitive to have brushed my Dad’s struggles off, right in front of him when he was telling us how bad he truely felt. I can’t even imagine what he felt when we all kept going on about our lives, telling him to keep fighting and the days...

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