Hi everyone,

Nice to meet you, sorry it's under these circumstances.

My ex (who I was in the process of leaving because he was an abusive alcoholic), hung himself in our basement days before Christmas 2024. I found him. Had to untie him and do CPR. I'm a nurse. I knew he wasn't going to come back. He didn't. They kept him on life support to donate his organs on boxing day.

I tried to safe the life of my abuser. And I'm hurting because he didn't always threaten or hurt me. Once upon a...

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