XN: Shadowed: Recent Episodes
Allan Descheneau
XtianNinja is a full-time Twitch streamer and content creator, using his platform to mentor streamers and build an open, encouraging, and meaningful online family through gaming and real talk, bringing God's love and truth to the lost, lonely and disenfranchised that no other form of ministry can reach. This podcast is an audio version of some of the best parts of XtianNinja's Twitch Live Stream and YouTube channel.
In this season finale of TACO Talks, I dive into a profound section of J. Oswald Sanders' book, "Spiritual Maturity," focusing on the power of weakness as described in 2 Corinthians 12:9. I share reflections and personal anecdotes on how this message resonates with my journey as a content creator. Discover how God uses our inadequacies to achieve His purposes and the importance of relying on Him rather than our talents. Learn how embracing weakness can transform your content creation and spiritual life. Let's uncover the surprising secret to success in content creation!
Key Takeaways:
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Embracing weakness as a strength in content creation
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Reflections on "Spiritual Maturity" by J. Oswald Sanders
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Personal experiences of relying on God over natural abilities
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Moving from self-reliance to God-reliance
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Questions to reflect on your own journey and reliance on God
Actionable Steps:
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Reflect on your natural abilities and how they align with God's plan
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Spend time in prayer, seeking God's guidance in your creative journey
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Set aside specific times to connect with God before starting your work
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Evaluate areas where you rely too heavily on your own strength
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Practice letting go and trusting God with the outcome of your efforts
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Share your struggles and successes with a supportive faith community
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Regularly remind yourself of God's role in your content creation
Links:
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XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
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XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja
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BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
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The Irony of AI: Enhancing and Hindering Creativity
Description:
In this episode of TACO Talks, ChatGPT and Ninja dive into the world of AI in content creation. They discuss the pros and cons of using AI, exploring how it can be both a powerful tool and a potential pitfall. From the misuse of AI in creating low-quality content to the dangers of over-reliance, they cover it all. Ninja shares personal anecdotes and biblical wisdom to provide a balanced perspective. Tune in to learn how to leverage AI responsibly and enhance your creative journey while staying true to your values.
Key Takeaways:
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The irony of AI discussing AI in content creation
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Personal anecdotes about reliance on AI
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Issues with AI: misuse, misinformation, and intellectual property concerns
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The dangers of over-reliance on AI
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Biblical perspectives on using AI
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Benefits of AI in content creation
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Responsible use of AI for content creators
Actionable Steps:
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Establish a routine with designated office hours
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Declutter your workspace regularly
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Limit social media use and turn off push notifications
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Schedule time off and take breaks when needed
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Delegate tasks and collaborate with others
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Connect with a supportive community
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Practice self-compassion and celebrate achievements
Links:
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XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
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XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja
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BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
In this episode, we conclude our series on preventing burnout by exploring the vital practice of self-care for content creators. Learn how spiritual nourishment and practical self-care strategies can help you maintain your mental, physical, and spiritual health while continuing your passion for content creation. Key Takeaways:
- Spiritual Nourishment: Importance of daily Bible reading, prayer, worship, and meditation.
- Biblical Rest: Understanding the theological concept of Sabbath rest.
- Routine and Boundaries: Establishing a consistent routine and setting boundaries.
- Decluttering: Regularly organizing your workspace for better productivity.
- Social Media Management: Limiting use and turning off push notifications.
- Time Off: Prioritizing rest and taking breaks when needed.
- Delegation and Collaboration: Working with others to lighten your load.
- Community Connection: Engaging with supportive communities.
- Self-Compassion: Celebrating achievements and being kind to yourself.
Actionable Steps:
- Establish a routine with designated office hours.
- Declutter your workspace regularly.
- Limit social media use and turn off push notifications.
- Schedule time off and take breaks when needed.
- Delegate tasks and collaborate with others.
- Connect with a supportive community.
- Practice self-compassion and celebrate achievements.
- Social media scheduling tools
- Email organization systems
- Task reminder alarms
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
In this follow-up episode, we dive deeper into the reality check exercise from last week. If you haven't listened to that episode, be sure to catch up first! Today, we'll explore how to create a manageable and realistic weekly schedule by categorizing tasks, prioritizing commitments, and ensuring self-care. This step-by-step guide is designed to help you prevent overcommitment, protect your mental health, and maintain a balanced life.
Key Takeaways:
- Awareness and Reality Check: Understand the importance of writing down commitments to confront actual time requirements.
- Preventing Overcommitment: Recognize overcommitment to reduce stress and avoid burnout.
- Prioritization: Learn to prioritize effectively by seeing the full picture.
- Self-Care and Well-Being: Ensure balance by acknowledging self-care and personal growth needs.
- Practical Steps to a Healthier Schedule: Create a manageable weekly plan with practical steps.
Actionable Steps:
- List All Commitments: Start by listing all your current commitments.
- Categorize Tasks: Group similar tasks together for better organization.
- Prioritize: Determine the priority of each task.
- Allocate Time Slots: Assign specific time slots based on priority.
- Be Realistic: Schedule based on actual time requirements.
- Schedule Downtime: Include time for fun, relaxation, and unplanned events.
- Review and Adjust: Use the schedule and make necessary adjustments.
- Set Boundaries: Learn to say no to new commitments that don’t align with your priorities.
- Use Tools and Automation: Streamline tasks with digital tools and automation.
Recommended Tools:
- Social media scheduling tools (Opus Pro, YouTube schedule posts)
- Email organization systems and unsubscription services
- Daily alarms for task reminders
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
This episode breaks down Pokimane's recent struggles with mental health and provides valuable lessons for content creators on avoiding burnout. We discuss the impact of being a high-profile creator, how online harassment can take a toll on mental health, and offer practical advice on managing stress and creating a sustainable content schedule.
Main Points:
- The stress of being a high-profile content creator
- Pokimane's journey and the impact of online harassment
- Practical advice for managing stress and preventing burnout
- The importance of self-care and taking breaks
- Creating a balanced and sustainable content schedule
Protect your mental health while creating content. Discover practical tips and strategies in this episode, and connect with other creators on the TACO Discord for ongoing support!XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
Content creation isn’t just about algorithms and platforms—it’s a battle within ourselves.
In Part 1, we explore the pitfalls of comparison, compensation, and competition. The hunger for approval can lead to burnout, and the pressure to please our audience can distort our authenticity.
In Part 2, we confront condemnation—the harsh inner critic that magnifies flaws and minimizes strengths. We’re reminded that our worth isn’t tied to external judgments but to God’s love. The “Love Chapter” (1 Corinthians 13) becomes our guide, emphasizing love’s patience, kindness, and endurance. We’re encouraged to view our work with maturity, faith, and the assurance that love never ends.
Key Points:
- The destructive force of self-criticism
- Viewing ourselves through God’s lens
- Love as the driving force
- Maturity, faith, and overcoming insecurities
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
In this episode, we delve into the crucial role of moderators in live-stream Christian content creation. We discuss how moderators provide more than just chat management; they offer encouragement to the streamer and a sanctuary for individuals dealing with personal struggles.
Key discussion points include:
- Supporting the Streamer’s Vision: How moderators align with the streamer’s mission, vision, and goals, and promote them within the community.
- Active Engagement: The importance of moderators in fostering a lively and welcoming chat environment.
- Fair but Firm Rule Enforcement: The delicate balance moderators strike in enforcing chat rules while maintaining a positive atmosphere.
- Discretion and Humility: The need for moderators to handle situations with tact and humility, ensuring a respectful and professional chat environment.
- Mod Personalities: An exploration of the different mod personalities - The Guardian Angel, The Pathfinder, The Chronicler, The Sage, The Spirit Lifter, and The Sheriff - and how they contribute to a successful moderation team.
Join us as we celebrate the unsung heroes of Twitch - the moderators - and learn how they help create a community the streamer can connect with. Whether you’re a streamer looking to build your moderation team or an aspiring moderator wanting to improve your skills, this episode is for you!
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
In this thought-provoking episode of “TACO Talks,” we address a topic that touches every Christian Content Creator: the battle with insecurities. While our mission is to inspire and equip through our creations, we often face internal struggles that can hinder our impact. Join us as we explore the emotional undercurrents of content creation, offering biblical wisdom and practical tools to overcome self-doubt and build a resilient, faith-driven approach to our craft.Three Tests:
- “The Comparison Conundrum”: We tackle the temptation to measure our worth against others and how to find contentment in our God-given talents.
- “Compensating with Conviction”: Learn to balance self-promotion with humility, and how to genuinely value your work without falling into the traps of overcompensation.
- “Competing with Compassion”: We discuss the fine line between healthy competition and rivalry, emphasizing the importance of community over competition in the body of Christ.
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
In this episode, we delve into the journey from concept to reality in content creation. We reflect on the Fyre Festival as a cautionary tale and discuss the common hurdles creators face. Learn how to apply six transformative principles to ensure your ideas materialize into meaningful content:
- What You Talk About Gets Done: Keep sharing your idea to move it from imagination to reality.
- What Gets Trained For Gets Done: Invest time in learning and honing skills for yourself and your team.
- What Gets Measured Gets Done: Use analytics as a map to guide your progress and set priorities.
- What Gets Budgeted Gets Done: Allocate resources to what matters most to improve quality and impact.
- What Gets Confronted Gets Done: Maintain standards and growth through constructive feedback and confrontation.
- What Gets Rewarded Gets Done: Motivate with incentives and celebrate every milestone, big or small.
Join us for an inspiring discussion that will equip you with the tools to bring your creative visions to life. And if you’re seeking support or wish to contribute to the conversation, our TACO Discord community awaits you. Let’s embark on this creative journey together!
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
In this episode, XtianNinja delves into the multifaceted world of female content creators to shed light on the unique challenges they face, from online harassment to the struggle for privacy in an ever-connected digital landscape. XtianNinja works through interviews he's had with female creators and explores the resilience required to thrive amidst scrutiny and the strength it takes to navigate the complexities of gender dynamics in content creation. Listen to heartfelt anecdotes from creators who’ve faced adversity, and learn from the practical advice shared by experienced voices in the community.
Seven Tips for Female Creators:
- Be Careful with the Communities You Choose to Join: Find your niche to lessen the chances of negative experiences.
- Be Very Secure with Your Online Privacy: Be cautious about sharing personal information to avoid doxxing or swatting.
- Consider Creating Without Disclosing Your Gender: This can help avoid targeted reactions, though it may not be suitable for all.
- Your Appearance and Perception Will Influence How You are Treated: Present yourself in a way that aligns with how you want to be treated.
- Make a Choice to Control Your Emotions: Have a plan for your demeanor and stick to it to maintain a consistent brand.
- Set Firm Boundaries With Your Community: Manage relationships intentionally to protect yourself and your community.
- Cultivate a Community that Supports and Protects You: Value and cultivate a supportive community that understands your mission and content.
Whether you’re a creator yourself or an ally in the digital realm, this podcast offers insights into creating safe, inclusive spaces for all.
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
This episode is a deep dive into what it truly means to be a content creator and poses the question: Is content creation a real job or not?Using the recent viral clip about HasanAbi, a streamer on Twitch that faced immense scrutiny and harassment, this episode delves into the world of content creation and streaming. We explore the challenges, risks, and emotional toll that creators like HasanAbi endure. Despite having millions of followers, they face immense pressure and often work in isolation. We compare content creation to traditionally difficult jobs and question why some people dismiss it as not a “real job”. We shed light on the time, effort, and emotional investment that goes into each piece of content. We also discuss the risks involved, from privacy concerns to potential harassment and doxxing. Finally, we touch on the often thankless nature of content creation, the loneliness and rejection many creators face, and the passion and resilience that keeps them going.
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
On this special episode of TACO Talks, because the TACO Network has recently announced that their Content Creator Training Class is starting up again on April 6th, we're sharing a recording of the entire first session, enitled 'Created to Create!'. It challenges the notion that only a select few are meant to take on the role of Christian creators because the human ability to influence through creativity is an intrinsically biblical concept available to everyone. We are designed to reflect God's image and have been gifted the autonomy, authority, and ability to express ourselves in ways no other creature can.
Whether you're a seasoned creator seeking a deeper purpose or someone at the threshold of embracing your creative calling, TACO Training is a way to unleash the creative potential within you to impact the digital mission field in ways you never thought possible.If you want to learn more about the course, visit https://taconetwork.org/im-a-creator/taco-training/
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
Effective communication is all about timing, context, and approach. In this episode, we explore how to gauge your audience’s readiness to receive your content. Just as a farmer prepares the soil before sowing seeds, you might need to do some groundwork to prepare your audience for the impact you intend to make.
Here are the points:
- Avoid Sudden Changes: Introduce changes gradually to maintain audience engagement.
- Introduce Gradually: Weave spiritual elements subtly into your existing content.
- Keep Providing Value: Align spiritual content with the existing value you provide.
- Be Authentic and Vulnerable: Share your spiritual journey and experiences authentically.
- Involve Your Audience: Frame content changes as a collective journey, seeking audience feedback.
- Use Secular Themes to Transition: Use common themes to bridge the gap between secular and spiritual content.
- Be Willing to Reassess: If facing resistance, be ready to reassess and dial back changes temporarily. Flexibility is key.
Stick around afterward for some great personal reflections from fellow creator BornAgainGamer.XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
In this episode, we make a deliberate choice to NOT help our audience before asking the question, "What's God's answer?" Let's continue our journey in the content creation series by exploring the next crucial step after identifying your audience and understanding their needs.
Key Points:
- Cautionary Tale: A story about a Christian content creator who missed out on humility, patience, and faith during an interaction with a viewer.
- Facing Fear: Addressing the fear many Christian content creators face when discussing God or the Bible in their content.
- Private Study: The importance of spending time privately reading, studying, and meditating on God’s word.
- Presence of a Believer: Understanding that not everyone will appreciate the presence of a believer and that sharing God’s word may face criticism.
- Closing Note: Encouragement to be courageous in the content creation journey despite facing opposition.
Stay tuned for more insights in our six-week series as we continue to explore the questions that will help you become a better Christian content creator.
Stick around afterward for some great personal reflections from fellow creator BornAgainGamer.XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
Welcome back to the third installment of our series, "6 Questions That'll Transform Your Content." This episode delves into the question: "What needs to be accomplished most?" and talks about the challenges faced by online community leaders, particularly those in Christian content creation. We discuss how leaders often find themselves dealing with sensitive issues within their communities, and how these experiences can impact them personally.
We explore five common pitfalls to avoid when responding to community members who share their personal struggles:
- Avoid becoming overwhelmed by the magnitude of the task.
- Resist the urge to go into superhero mode and try to fix everything.
- Refrain from making jokes or trying to compete with the emotional experiences shared by your audience.
- Don’t rush into addressing anything without taking time to properly think, pray, and read about it.
- Don’t expect instant results. Deep emotional issues require patience, repetition, grace, and time.
The podcast also provides practical advice on how to effectively support your community:
- Spend more time listening and asking clarifying questions.
- Engage your community in meaningful discussions.
- Prioritize the most urgent needs.
- Remember what individuals are going through and regularly check in on them.
We hope this series becomes a comprehensive guide for anyone wanting to lead a supportive, empathetic, and engaged community. Tune in to learn more about transforming your online space into a safe haven for your members.
Stick around afterward for some great personal reflections from fellow creator BornAgainGamer.XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
Welcome back to the second installment of our transformative series, "6 Questions That'll Transform Your Content." In this episode, we delve into the vital question: What are your audience's questions and needs right now? Gain valuable insights to align your content purposefully. Join us on this journey of content creation with impact.
- Gain insights into the importance of understanding and addressing the needs of your audience in content creation.
- Learn about the Christian principle of loving and serving others and how it shapes content creation.
- Understand the role of empathy in building a successful community.
- Reflect on whether your content addresses your audience’s needs and moves them in a positive direction.
- Discover the importance of engaging with your community and actively listening to gather valuable insights.
- Learn how to resist the urge to jump in without careful consideration and guide your approach with thoughtful questions.
- Understand how aligning your content with the immediate concerns of your audience can build trust, increase audience retention, and make your content more shareable.
Stick around afterward for some great personal reflections from fellow creator BornAgainGamer.XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
In this six-part series, embark on a transformative journey of purposeful Christian content creation. This is part one, where we delve into the foundational question: 'Who is My Audience?'
Uncover the secrets of tailoring your content to resonate with a specific group, the power of specificity, and learn how to connect with your audience on a deeper level. Join us as we unravel the keys to impactful storytelling, positive community building, and aligning your content with God's vision.
Stick around afterward for some great personal reflections from fellow creator BornAgainGamer.XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
In this episode, we explore the ten crucial alarm signals for Christian content creators that serve as indicators for potential pitfalls in a creator’s journey, emphasizing the importance of self-awareness, accountability, and community support.Here they are:
- Inconsistent Daily Walk with God
- Misaligned Priorities
- Avoidance of Self-Reflection
- Lack of Accountability
- Failure to Engage with the Broader Christian Community
- Excessive Concern with Image
- Sensitivity to Criticism or Flattery
- Isolation in Content Creation
- Lack of Awareness of Weaknesses
- Loss of Passion for Meaningful Content
Stick around afterward for some great personal reflections from fellow creator BornAgainGamer.XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
As a Christian content creator, you have a unique opportunity to connect your faith to your talents and share your message with the world. But to do that effectively, you need to have a clear plan, a strategy, and a way to measure your progress. In this episode, we’ll help you create your plan by asking you 10 essential questions that will guide your Christian content creation for 2024. These questions will help you align your content with your personal faith, values, and goals, as well as the needs, interests, and challenges of your audience. They will also help you choose the right theme, topic, and format for your content, and improve your technical skills and quality. By answering these questions, you’ll be able to create content that is meaningful, engaging, and impactful for yourself and your audience.Here are the questions:
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Why are you creating content?
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Who is your audience?
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What value does your content add to the digital environment?
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Why do you create content?
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If you know why you create, what you create, who you create for, and what you’re trying to say – is it actually happening?
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Is there anything technical you can improve?
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How do you manage your time and energy as a content creator?
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How do you collaborate and network with other content creators?
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How do you deal with criticism or controversy as a content creator?
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How do you intend to grow and develop as a content creator this year?
Stick around afterward for some great personal reflections from fellow creator BornAgainGamer.XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
Do you feel lonely or isolated as a Christian Content Creator? Wish you had more people to collaborate with, support you, and hold you accountable?
In this episode of TACO Talks, XtianNinja discuss the importance of community for Christian Content Creators with six reasons why you need to include others in your life and content, and how to do it effectively. Whether you are a blogger, podcaster, vlogger, or artist, you will learn how to grow in your craft, your community, and your faith by collaborating with other creators who share your vision and values.
Stick around afterward for some great personal reflections from fellow creator BornAgainGamer.XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
In this episode, XtianNinja, a full-time twitch streamer and executive director of TACO: The Alliance for Creative Outreach, explores the sneaky nature of negative attitudes that can creep up on us as Christian content creators. We discuss how the constant hustle, the pressure to conform, the criticism from others, and the challenges of being authentic and compassionate can affect our mental and spiritual health. We also share some practical tips on how to combat the grindset mindset, find balance, and stay positive in our content creation journey.
Stick around afterward for some personal reflections from fellow creator BornAgainGamer.XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
In this episode, XtianNinja, a full-time twitch streamer and executive director of TACO, shares his insights on how to find joy as a Christian Content Creator. He challenges some of the common lies that content creators might believe, such as:
- More likes, comments, shares, and subscribers equals more happiness
- Investing in the latest equipment will make my content excellent
- Continuous growth is the measure of success and happiness
- Financial success through content is the ultimate solution to problems
- Constantly comparing myself to others is a healthy motivator
- Never taking breaks leads to success
He also reveals how our Christian faith can shape our perspective and help us find true joy in our creative journey. He draws from the wisdom of Ecclesiastes, where King Solomon reflects on the meaning and purpose of life, and how he learned that nothing is better than to be happy and do good while we’re alive, and that this is a gift from God.
This episode is for anyone who wants to grow as a Christian Content Creator and discover the joy that God has for them in their creative process. Tune in and learn how to unravel some of the lies and find joy as a Christian Content Creator.
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
Support, Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninja
TACO Talks offers valuable tips and tools to help create better content, build a stronger online community, and remain a faithful believer within the digital environment. It’s hosted by fellow creator BornAgainGamer and features talks by Al ‘XtianNinja’ Descheneau, the Executive Director of The Alliance for Creative Outreach (TACO).Recent episodes include topics like “Five Ways to Fight the Grindset and Keep Your Joy as a Christian Content Creator” and “Six Lies Content Creators Believe,” where XtianNinja shares practical advice, spiritual insights, and personal stories to help content creators overcome challenges and honor God with their creativity.For more information, you can visit the official TACO Network website at TACOnetwork.org.XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/XN's Website: http://xtian.ninjaXN's Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninjaBornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
Content Warning: I cover some serious topics including bullying and church abuse.
I've been talking a lot about my personal story on Twitch, in the TACO Training classes, and to folks in the community, so I thought that, in this episode, I'd share a seven-part testimony series I released in early 2021.
As I edited these together I realized just how transitional my life was then. My time as pastor of my previous church had come to a close and I was seeking God's will for what I was to do next, and over the course of those seven episodes, I went from never having live streamed in February 2021 - to considering some kind of live Q&A, community stream - to starting a Twitch channel which had one podcast discussion stream and one game night stream, to launching into an official full-time, 5 day per week Twitch streamer by the end of April. I'm still amazed, 20 months later, at how many things God was doing then, and has continued to do!
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Every Christian pastor, preacher, small group leader, author, and friend will tell you how important it is to be consistent in your daily quite times with God. If you're struggling to be consistent or just understand how to get the most out of your time, here are some helpful considerations:
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"Under the conviction of thy Spirit I learn that the more I do, the worse I am, the more I know, the less I know, the more holiness I have, the more sinful I am, the more I love, the more there is to love...." Let's talk about what it's like to be a faithful Christian with a heart that keeps pulling us away from God.
Everyone is busy and everyone has responsibilities - but sometimes the list gets so long, the time so short, and the opposition so large, that life feels absolutely impossible. What can we do then? How do we keep from giving up? Philippians 1:6 might help.
A viewer came into my chat a few minutes into the stream with some struggles and looking for prayer. It led to some interesting discussions, open hearts, a bunch of sharing, and some (hopefully) helpful pastoral advice.
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It started with a quick devo on 1 Corinthians 12:26 (suffering and rejoicing together) and quickly turned into a long chat about the troubles and wonders of living life together (and alone). You should join us during the next stream!
We, as friends, partners, workers, content creators, and ministry leaders, want to do things in service to God and others, right? We want to be God's hands and feet in the world so that we can be used to "bear fruit". But, did you know that a productivity-focused mindset, even one focused on loving God and others, can actually be detrimental to your spiritual health?
Everyone who creates has times when they struggle with motivation and confidence - sometimes so debilitating that it causes them to stop creating altogether! Whether you are a Twitch Streamer, YouTuber, Digital Artist, Musician, Cook, or any other type of creative, here are 9 practical ways to boost your confidence so you can get out there and make the world a better place!
In this very personal video, Al (XtianNinja) Descheneau shares his heart, story, and reason for working so hard to bring the gospel to people who can only be reached through online ministry. You will learn why he has such a special concern for the lost, lonely, and disenfranchised on Twitch and what you can do to help him reach them.
There is a huge difference in approach between your personal devotional time and doing a personal Bible study, and knowing that difference is going to change everything about how you connect with God. XtianNinja explains the difference and then gives an example of what it looks like.
What does it mean that we are "Free in Christ"? How free? Does that mean we can do whatever we want? Is there anything we can do to lose that freedom?
What's the secret to living for God - for REAL? What steps do we need to take in order to discover God's plan for our lives and how to live it out in an effective and fruitful way? This message might help.
Each day on stream we take time to go through a Verse of the Day, explain its meaning, and find an application. This verse is a very encouraging one on the surface, but what does it mean, really?
What does it mean that Jesus had the "fullness of God" and why is that such a big deal to Christians? What does it mean that Jesus is Preeminent? Join in as XtianNinja (Pastor Al) talks through Colossians 1:15-20 and answers those questions.
Sometimes God has the reputation of being angry all the time - and a lot of people who grew up in the church were told that when they do something wrong God is disappointed and will come down on them hard if they don't behave. Is that true?
Sometimes life throws stuff at us that we just can't handle. Illness, relationship issues, responsibilities, big needs, cause all of us to shrink back and ask ourselves, "Why would God bring this into my life?". There are a lot of people who have faced the same situation. What are we to do?
Ex-Fundie Diaries released a video outlining how the AWANA Clubs program isn't just a fun church group, but a nefarious "Christian Nationalist Child Indoctrination Cult". Is she right? What defines a cult? What's up with all the weird stuff that goes on at AWANA anyway? XtianNinja, a pastor and former AWANA leader (and clubber) walks through her video step-by-step explaining, refuting, and clarifying what's actually going on. *I left it as a very sparsely edited VOD so that folks could track what I'm saying and (hopefully) recognize it comes from a place of love.
If you've ever asked, "Do good people go to heaven?", give this a listen. XtianNinja talks through the thought process we see in Romans 1-3 and explains why understanding it is critical to understanding what Christians call "salvation".
Everyone in the world wants "peace" - but when we try to make it ourselves it doesn't seem to work very well or last very long. How does the peace that Jesus promises us in the Bible differ from the peace we keep trying to make for ourselves?
Most of the time we believe the thoughts that bounce around our heads, thinking that our beliefs, opinions, perspectives, and ideas are right and best. Mature people know that's not true and have realized that we really can't trust our own hearts and minds.
We've been thinking and talking about this for months now, but it seems to be time to start making this idea become a reality. If you're tired of dead discords and pointless partnerships, give this a watch and then come chat about it with us. You can help us build the greatest Christian Creator Network on the internet!
Jesus said that if you've met poor, sick, imprisoned, or hungry people, then "as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me." (Matt 25:40) And how you reacted to those people shows a lot about your heart and your faith.
Jo Luehmann tweeted out a pretty intense message declaring her love of Christians, but hatred for the Christian gospel. It just so happened that Logos' Verse of the Day hit this topic perfectly. So, let's talk about that through the lens of 1 Corinthians 15:19-20.
Christians often quote Romans 8:28 ("And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose." to each other as a way to bring encouragement to someone going through a tough time. So, why then does it come as such cold comfort at times? What does it really mean?
The leading men of Jerusalem took turns attacking, arguing, and trying to discredit Jesus, in hopes He would fall for their trap so they could accuse and kill Him. It didn't work.
What do a dead fig tree and overturned tables have to do with worship? And what does it mean for us today?
FrostByteIV (from Love Thy Nerd) and I sit down to chat about what it means to be a Christian nerd, streamer, and gamer - and a dozen other nerdy things - in this extended conversation. It was so interesting, people kept subbing just to keep the conversation going!
Watch Frost here: https://www.twitch.tv/frostbyteiv
There is a certain kind of "religious person" that thinks that they are God's favourite - but are actually the kind of person He despises most! And, there are people serving the most difficult parts of society, who think God doesn't notice them at all, that are some of His favourites! Which are you?
What do you have in your life right now, that if someone broke it, took it, insulted or devalued it, you would cut off that relationship? What habit, tradition, or affiliation do you have that actually causes you to pull away from or even harm people?
Sometimes talking to God feels like a shopping list, complaint form, or even a 911 call - but does prayer mean something more?
JaidenAnimation's "Being Not Straight" video lends itself to a lot of topics for discussion and XtianNinja takes on all of them in this 2-hour video. He talks about his own "asexual/aromantic" experiences, human sexuality, LGBTQ+ and the church, and more
This week, I celebrated my very first "Streamiversary" and reading the parable of the two debtors had me thinking about why God called me away from church work into full-time online missions.
We often hear that "God has better things to do" than help unimportant people like us - that He might be at work in the world, but only on the really big stuff. Is that true? Are you a priority to God or not?
God is so good and perfect, why would He care for messed up, violent, sinful people like us? What motivates Him to talk to us or to care for us? The answer might surprise you!
Wondering if you should stop streaming? Unsure if you have the skills and talents necessary? Not growing enough? Scared you might fail? You're not alone! Give this video a watch before you give up!
I have a lot of viewers from Europe so it was only fitting that we would take time to talk about the situation in Ukraine, how to deal with worry, and read a note from someone who actually lives in Ukraine right now.
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How do you replenish and protect your soul when you are struggling to grow spiritually? What can you do to get out of a spiritual "dry season", where God feels distant, the Enemy is winning battles, and/or you are struggling to grow in faith and hope?
You, as you sit there right now are a ball of potential energy - but where should you release that energy? How do you know what to do? Should you trust your instincts? Go with your gut? Follow your feelings? Or is there another way?
I know it’s been a while since I released an episode, and there’s good reason for that – I think that the podcast season of my ministry needs to be put on hold. I want to start with a huge thank you to everyone who has been listening to the podcast for the past, like, 7 years or so. So many of you have been with me the whole time and have been such an encouragement to me throughout the years.
In this week’s episode, I finally get around to continuing our Pilgrims Progress study and then share a clip from a recent stream where I explain a new Christian Content Creator Mentorship Program that I’m going to be moving into the next phase of very soon.
In this week’s episode, I’m excited to share some amazing things happening with XtianNinja Online Missions and then something a little different – a talk-show interview I did when I was a guest on the Not the Bee Unofficial Podcast, where I share about – well – a little of everything (including my hatred for celery)! It’s a 2-hour conversation and I had a lot of fun, so I hope you’ll enjoy it too.
Last week I shared the number one most downloaded message on my website, this week is number two, entitled, “If God speaks today, why don’t we hear him?”. Plus, a HUGE update on some of the amazing things happening in my life right now.
This week, I need a little time to concentrate on building up my 3D Printing Business so it can be a bit more successful and provide more for my family – and, after seeing such rapid and encouraging growth on my channel lately, I felt it was time I updated and improved the biography and vision pages on my website, “About Me” on Twitch, and contact churches, ministries, and individuals – inside and outside my circle – and introduce myself and explain Christian Ninja Online Missions.
I believe with all my heart that God has called me to stop seeking a traditional pastoral position (as I’ve had for the past 16 years) and serve the online gaming and streaming community full-time. I’ve had my vision, calling, and gifting affirmed by many Christian elders and have raised some support already. So, my current task (and biggest need) is to find people who share my excitement for what God is doing on this new frontier of global missions and want to enable me to pour my whole heart into this work through their financial support.
It’s not something I’ve ever done before, so please keep me in prayer.
But, I didn’t want to skip putting out a podcast episode today – because that’s a bad habit that I don’t want to start – so I went through my website analytics and decided to share what is probably, my most popular message, all about Jesus’ relationship with children and what that means to us today.
Thank you for listening and I hope this connects with you in some helpful way..
In this week’s episode, I’m going to share an interesting article about Hate-Raids on Twitch – with special contributions from two black streamers who have faced racism on and offline, continue our interesting study of Pilgrim’s Progress in the beginning of the seventh chapter where Christian meets Apollyon, and finish off with a message entitled, “Who Needs Rules Anyway?”.
Interesting Links:
– RedeemedJay09 on Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/redeemedjay09
– DefinedByKy on Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/definedbyky
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– Article: https://www.washingtonpost.com/video-games/2021/08/11/twitch-do-better-hate-raids/
– Pilgrim’s Progress Free E-Book: https://www.desiringgod.org/books/the-pilgrims-progress
– Buy Pilgrim’s Progress Paperback: https://amzn.to/2VBmWMX
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In this week’s episode, I share an interesting article about Christians doing weird stuff, continue our interesting study of Pilgrim’s Progress with the beginning of the seventh chapter when Christian descends into the Valley of Humiliation, and finish off with a new Bible-Study segment where I talk about how you can know whether or not God truly loves you.
Interesting Links:
– Subscribe to the Podcast: https://anchor.fm/xtianninja
– Article: https://www.9marks.org/article/dont-do-weird-stuff/
– Pilgrim’s Progress Free E-Book: https://www.desiringgod.org/books/the-pilgrims-progress
– Buy Pilgrim's Progress Paperback: https://amzn.to/2VBmWMX
– Support XtianNinja OM: https://bit.ly/2VrzQNC
In this week’s episode, I share an interesting idea about trusting big brother, an interesting article about the difference between discernment and criticism, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrim’s Progress by exploring the end of the sixth chapter where Christian tours the Beautiful Castle.
Interesting Links:
– Subscribe to the Podcast: https://anchor.fm/xtianninja
– Article: https://buildingjerusalem.blog/2021/07/20/being-discerning-and-being-critical-are-not-the-same-thing/
– Briefing Episode: https://albertmohler.com/2021/06/28/briefing-6-28-21
– Pilgrim’s Progress Free Book: https://www.desiringgod.org/books/the-pilgrims-progress
– Support XtianNinja OM: https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=7XJFMCJKESBEG
In this episode: Listening to that little voice inside you, how "Fear of Man" can wreck your life, and why you should let people ask you extremely personal questions.
Interesting Links:
– Article: https://www.desiringgod.org/articles/from-gods-to-gallows
– Pilgrim’s Progress Free Book: https://www.desiringgod.org/books/the-pilgrims-progress
– Website: http://www.ArtoftheChristianNinja.com
- Twitch: http://www.Twitch.tv/XtianNinja
In this week’s episode, I’m going to share an interesting idea about why my Twitch channel is going PG-13 an interesting article about the difference between strong language and foul language, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrim’s Progress by exploring more of the sixth chapter where Christian is stopped at the gates of the Beautiful Palace.
In this week’s episode I share a look behind the scenes at all the interesting, amazing, and exhausting things going on with XtianNinja Online Ministries. Script: Hey, everyone. This episode […]
In this week’s episode I share an interesting idea about how we all stand on the shoulders of giants, an interesting article about how Christians can deal with anxiety, and […]
This week, I share an interesting idea about being soft-hearted, an interesting article about how weird the Bible is, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrims Progress by exploring the […]
This week, I share an interesting idea about how your past trauma doesn’t need to dictate your present feelings, an interesting article about how Saul didn’t actually turn into Paul, […]
This week I’m doing something a little different by releasing an audio version of an upcoming video I’ve produced to help churches and Christian organizations understand the importance online missions […]
This week, I share an interesting idea about interesting ideas, an interesting article about cutting some good things out of your life, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrims Progress […]
This week, I share an interesting idea about the dangers of vulnerability, an interesting article about how women aren’t the problem, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrims Progress by […]
In this episode, I share an interesting idea about the power of vulnerability, an interesting article about how news can deform your soul, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrims […]
Today, I share the last part of my testimony about being part of a wonderful church, an interesting article about the importance of using big words, and continue our interesting […]
This Week, I share some of the miracles of provision I’ve experienced, an interesting article about Canada’s new euthanasia law, and then we’ll be continuing our interesting study of John […]
This week, I share a rough part of my testimony, skip over an interesting article altogether, and then continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, Pilgrims Progress by exploring Pleasant […]
This week I share some more of my testimony, an interesting article about sharing the gospel while playing video games, and then continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, […]
This week, I share some more of my testimony, an interesting article about willpower, and then we’ll be continuing our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, Pilgrims Progress by exploring the middle of the third chapter, where Interpreter takes Christian to meet Passion and Patience. Interesting Links: I have a new Rumble Channel: https://rumble.com/c/c-658037 I’m also on Twitch Now: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja Join […]
This week I share some more of my testimony, an interesting article about that pastor that got arrested in Edmonton, and then continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, […]
This week, I share my interesting testimony, an interesting article about being angry at Ravi Zacharias, and continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, Pilgrims Progress by exploring the […]
This week, I share an interesting idea about livestreaming on Twitch, an interesting article about pornographic detachment, and continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, Pilgrims Progress by exploring […]
This week I share an interesting idea about how not to capitalize on the pandemic , share an interesting article about the vital importance of opening churches back up, and […]
This week on “Of Interest”, I’m going share an interesting idea for a New Years Resolution, share an interesting article about the state of Theology in America, and then we’ll […]
This week, I talk about Relationship Simulators, share an interesting article about the Lord’s Prayer, an interesting resource about… well, also the Lord’s Prayer, and then we’ll be continuing our […]
This week, I’m talking about some encouragement I found in one of the Lord’s parables, sharing an interesting article about some big words, an interesting resource to find some amazing […]
Interesting Links: Article: https://entrustedtothedirt.com/2020/10/30/you-are-a-good-teacher-because-you-dress-like-a-teacher/ Resource: https://bibleproject.com/ Study: https://www.desiringgod.org/books/the-pilgrims-progress Want to Support the Podcast?: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=7XJFMCJKESBEG&source=url
CHAPTER 1 Once upon a time there was a grand kingdom beset by two fierce dragons. Had it not been for the dragons, the kingdom would have been a wonderful […]
Script: We’re back in our study of the gospel of John this week looking at the last section of chapter 5, from verse 30-47, entitled in the ESV, “Witnesses […]
This week, I talk about my weird personal motto, share an interesting article about the evaporation of empathy, an interesting resource to teach you a little bit about church history, […]
This week we’re going to do something a little different. Yes, I’m aware that I’ve only done this once and that last week I told you that we’d be going […]
If you weren’t following along when these were being released as sermon podcasts – or with the YouTube videos of the services – or for that matter, have just completely […]
This week, I’m sharing an interesting article about Hell, an interesting resource for getting a free study bible, and then we’ll be continuing our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, […]
This week, I’m going talking about career vs character, sharing an interesting resource for finding out a ton of cool things, and then we’ll be continuing our interesting study of […]
This week I share an interesting article about controversy, an interesting resource for answering tough questions, and continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, Pilgrims Progress. Interesting Links: Article: https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/unhealthy-people-crave-controversy/ […]
This week’s episode is something a bit different. It’s an update on the interesting things that have been going on in my life. Thanks for your support! Support Links: Support […]
The 5th Episode of “Of Interest” talks about the Spanish Flu vs Today , an amazing blogger named Tim Challies, and how John Bunyan’s Suffering led to Pilgrim’s Progress Interesting […]
Please open up to John 5:1-18 and let’s read it together: “After this there was a feast of the Jews, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now there is in […]
Please open up to John 4:46–54: “[46] So he came again to Cana in Galilee, where he had made the water wine. And at Capernaum there was an official whose […]
Please open up to John 4, the story of Jesus and the Samaritan Woman, and let’s read it together: “Now when Jesus learned that the Pharisees had heard that Jesus […]
This week, I’m going to share an interesting article about Why Sipping Poison is a dumb idea, an interesting resource for getting answers to bible questions, and then we’ll be […]
Interesting Links Interesting Article: https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/4-ways-jerk-online/ Interesting Resource: https://gospelebooks.net/ Interesting Study: www.desiringgod.org/books/the-pilgrims-progress
Please open up to John 3:22-36. We’re back into the Gospel of John series we started a while back. Life is ever-so-slowly starting to look a little bit more normal […]
I’m super excited to announce the launch of my newest podcast: “Of Interest”. There are three parts: An Interesting Article, An Interesting Resource, and An Interesting Study. I know that sounds “educational”, but it’s actually personal, fun, interesting, helpful and short! Please consider giving it a listen and letting me know what you think of it. This week’s episode: An […]
Please open up to Luke 8:4-15, the Parable of the Sower. I figure that this is the last of the “Building Faith during Difficult Times Series” that I started at […]
Hi everyone, This is going to be a little bit different of a post, so thank you for taking the time to read. As you know, I’ve been a full-time […]
Please turn to Luke 6:17 where we read about Jesus’ “Sermon on the Plain”. We’re used to hearing about the “Sermon on the Mount”, but Jesus obviously preached the same […]
Service Video: Podcast Audio: Sermon Text: A lot of things sort-of collided this week. First, of course, we’ve got this pandemic looming over us with all that entails – including […]
Service Video: Podcast Audio: Sermon Text: Please open up to Luke 5:16. We’re going to concentrate our efforts on one verse today and use it as a jumping-off point […]
Service Video: Podcast Audio: A Living and Active Word Most of you know the passages I read at the beginning of service – the Call to Worship and the […]
Podcast Audio: “Before I was a Mom” By Suzana Haertzen Before I was a Mom…I made and ate hot meals. I had unstained clothing. I had quiet conversations […]
Podcast Audio: To say it’s a strange time is an understatement. As this pandemic looms, and the lockdown enters its second month, it’s very interesting to see how people are […]
Podcast Audio: How have you been this week? I know asking that right now is weird. I’m standing alone in a room full of empty pews, addressing myself to […]
Service Video: Podcast Audio: Please open up to 2 Corinthians 1:3-10 and let’s read it together. “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father […]
It’s been sort of my tradition to take time on Palm Sunday to tell the story of the history of the world, the story of salvation, from beginning […]
Service Livestream: Sermon Audio: The song I played earlier is called “The Voice of Truth” and it’s by a Christian band called “Casting Crowns”. It’s a song that […]
We’re headed into the Easter season. This week we celebrated Shrove Tuesday or Pancake Tuesday as it’s sometimes called, followed by Ash Wednesday, the official start of the season of […]
“Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews. This man came to Jesus by night and said to him, ‘Rabbi, we know that […]