Adi. Adam Sura: Recent Episodes

Adriel Rodriguez Sambolin

12/12/1995 🤍 10:20pm Ascetic Anchorite Of Gerostasis 🌺 Holistic Health Aide|Conscious Counselor Partner Of The Divine Mother🌾 A Yogi Of Resistance|Student Of Agriculture.

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On a whim I sing today

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For public and advanced students.

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ideally, ⚡️⁣ Energy in — Energy out ⁣ ⁣ A bamboo cup 🍵 lives out it’s very life by emptying each day; if we leave water in the cup without releasing, the bamboo ferments very quickly; it’s also this way with all organisms on the planet; hello my brothers and sisters; The more we are, the more one must give to maintain equilibrium...An equilibrium, that comes from action is called Karma Yoga, and this innately natural aspect of my (self)teaching is for my self, unto myself, yet no bee can be a being unto himself without the hive; whether he is aware of his workings, his acts feed the queen and his bones do the propagation... his bones do a work he is unconscious of, a natural selection has burned a tendency must be lived out; So the highest for a ‘karma yogi’ is to live burning out as brightly and yet late as possible... yes spending every morsel of thought and using every cell to depravity; And this process need not be ugly, we can die with dignity if such a thing exists, by being conscious. 🌺🐝🌺Om Namo Narayaya 🦋⁣ ⁣ Adi-Ada Amsura (Nickname)⁣ Adriel Amsura Sambolin⁣ AmonboAmsuraArts(@gmail)⁣ ...⁣ ⁣

selflove #compassionfatigue #bodyweightworkout #callistenics #deadlift #findyourcore #martialmovement #asanarebel #yoga #bodybuilding #respect #hara #security #sacredsons #brotherhood #motivation

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Kali, Love, Wisdom

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Koan 3, Mondo Zen. The Answer Is I Don’t Know, You’ve Had This Insight Your Whole Life. (5min)

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Of all those I could’ve ⁣ chosen to worship, not only did I choose the death, I choose the black beautiful and incandescent radiance of my Kali. I choose the man who can look her in the eyes, and the boy who delights in her dance, and the student who bridges all her connections.. I sing;⁣ “Om Hrim Shreem Klim Adya Kalika Param Eshwari Swaha” 🌺 ⁣ ⁣ There is a purgative component of my practice; orbiting caloric restriction, cyclic fasting, rigor in exercise, and adequate nutritional supplementation; The yoga of the heart will find use in these; Once someone begins, the chaos starts... it was always there yet to fully live responsibly ~ ripely ~ means to see and feel what was always numb before — do you see —⁣ ⁣ “The whole world worships ease and pleasure, and very few dare to worship that which is painful. To arise above both is the idea of freedom. ⁣ Unless we pass through this gate, we cannot be free. We all have to face these. 💀🐚🌊⁣ {Swami Vivekananda}⁣ ⁣ Vivekananda(Naren) introduced me to the divine mother, Call her whatever name you like; Every brother has a mother, and a daughter a mother, and a bee a hive, and the darkness is even housed in something — summoned from a womb of immortal shadows — 🌕🖤⁣ although it was exactly like being introduced to my own self, an entire dimension of new eyes ... is risen, and now I want to work with every form I see. There is an ethic and a dialectic role in being a leader, So thank you, ⁣ ⁣ Thank all of you divinely inspiring and embodying the lovely and wonderful beauty of my great mother. So I may talk about it here; My silence suffices to make rhymes, and my hands only to be broken apart.. my whole eyes and heart burn waiting for her crescent - though you are already here. I feel so ready for the pit to be emptied. And the council to truly begin. ⁣ Om Klim Kalika-yei Namaha..⁣ ⁣

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What I believe in my heart, think in my mind, becomes the words, and becomes my reality. It’s easy for experience to seem confusing, on one level we just accept, and on another, to change, we take responsibility for practices. This becomes a foundation for love and worship.. three places come to mind, pranayama, asana, and selfless action — keeping the emotions close to the actions, touching the feet in front of us, touching the feet of god; the shifting change is just hardly kept to order; albeit the only order that truly matters is the ever present true self, which watches god, and watching — this body, and these people — I see myself in projections. there are an endless cluster, singing to me, through the blackness barrels music. and in today’s silent night, I’m firm through sleeping bruises. Om Hari Om Hari Om Hari Shiva Shi-Sh-Sh-Shambo⁣

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⁣A man who has received the lotus seeks growth by his nature, 🌸 he is capable in himself and thus becomes a hero. A lobster stands more straightly after a win, 🦞and on a whim it has been noted that a win in himself - causes the standing straightly - and makes him/her more likely to win again. The unseen but felt lord within whittles the despair of a broken heart, 💔the ever-present love enriches even the most barren of boroughs. Abundance is a structure; out of the two attitudes a man can take to his life(cain & abel), I choose that which tries knowing the world does not guarantee salvation. It is the universe playing with him and events, 🌌it is what the great mother asks of me, it is my madness and sanctuary among the imbalanced beings, stands whole is mother and me. How many times did it rise? ☀️How many sunrises have preceded me? How many mountains did die before, this little life I call ‘the moment’ came to be eternal? And how many times has this sun risen by me, on other planes, or by other planets on massive fields? 🪐Whatever she is, it lives through me - and my hands like possessed elves working towards a union my mind sees, but I do not yet feel; the Architect at his work; being praised by his vitality. Those are the associations I make as I type this out, I’ll be at my destination soon. It is not a cold day, I am here to stay, Love, Life, Wisdom and Power, Om Nama Hri Hri 👍🏼🌞🦍🌊⁣ ⁣ Amonbo Amsura Arts ⁣ Ascetic Anchorite Of Gerostasis⁣ Adriel Amsura Sambolin⁣ ⁣ 🌺 Om Hreem Shreem Klim Adya, Kalika Param, Eishwari Swaha 🌺⁣ .,,,⁣

jnana #yoga #asanarebel #nature #vivekananda #influence #spiritual #grand #one #atman #spirituality

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A gentleman means he is strong. It means he has a frame about him, or virility. #notestoself

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documenting my nature walks and talks

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Mondo Zen Facilitation, Koan Two; Most people locate deeper listening at their heart. If they do not feel the sound of their heart, feel invited to breathe the sensation into the heart and see if you feel the difference.

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“is it possible to just purely listen without an opinion?” (Koan One) Mondo Zen Facilitation, Project Of Emotion

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The best description I can think of for this one minute, and 44 seconds is — miyamoto musashi, moonlight, and self dialogue with a gorgeous piano that knows my name. Have a good night brothers and sisters.

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(2min) Masculine, Tribe, Future, Worth, Fulfillment

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In this one I talk about losing 10,000usd today, and giving that back to the market because that’s life. I am happy I did so many other things here, it’s going to be so potent for me to look back on this powerful muse. If you are interested in hearing a more detailed and concise description, ask me a question directly, I’ll reply.

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I an walking to the train now, I felt goof about flowing on my way to swipe my metrocard. This is a good one, I want to share it to others. Hotep.

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dmt , psychedelics , natural path

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Good morning, listen to my (4min) morning intuitive rant on Caloric Restriction and long-term genetic and generational wealth. #formywallet #formygenes #formyfuture

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and this morning episode, I’ll give a bit of detail into Brahmacharya and it’s relationship to sex. There is endless to say so keep up the conversation with me.

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HOLDING SPACE :⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ My favorite way of doing this is to be more comfortable by myself, and for example, Laughing; really owning my laughter as an extension of myself. ⁣⁣ More people than ever seemed triggered by me, isn’t that funny? but more than ever resonate and are touched by what I’m saying.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ A customer of my grandfather called me weird, and I acknowledge it is from looking up;⁣ For him, normal people look down when they speak. And for him, restlessness should show in physical gestures;⁣ ⁣⁣ He feels uncomfortable, that’s all it is. And If he cannot find it in his self to stead my company, it is his loss. Not mine. I am comfortable. With me, you can become comfortable ... But sure enough he did ease in, and that day showed me his new pair of shiny glasses. They were nice, and made him look handsome.⁣ ⁣⁣ I hear people say they’re just not ready to be vulnerable, but frankly after discovering my anchor in life, I had no choice but to be myself ... it’s all there was. A daily desire for rituals is the way I — Break The Fuck Out. ⁣⁣ I hear it’s difficult for all of us. But I’m just as much the valleys, as I am the ocean. And in time we gain a greater capacity for the world; A Greater Capacity To Heal;⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ The two things I see important for that. (1) One is — acceptance, and a meditation is to do that every day; I Laugh at my discomfort, Owning that shit! It’s mine. ⁣⁣ (2)The second part rarely mentioned is that our Being requires to be fortified for the personal onslaught that is sure to take you on.⁣⁣ Part of nature is illogical, and the only way to prepare for that is to find center. ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ But that’s okay, because we are capable and fully equip; The fortifying of your mind and heart will wait for you until death, but lets persist in our paths lively and sure-footed enough to challenge each other. I love you. ⁣

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WHEELS: AND HONESTY: CANTHURTME: 🌊🧿⁣ ⁣ Life doesn’t care who One thinks they are; Life is conspiring, and conspiring with the gods on your behalf, and yet there are forces eager to take you the fuck out.⁣ ⁣ One way to deal with this reality is to create a plan. If the plan breaks, make a new one. Keep your mind oriented so that your attention keeps becoming sharper.⁣ ⁣ Visualize the image of your next step and stare at it - as long as necessary. Break down your time into increments and count the clock backwards until your monkey mind fades off. ⁣ ⁣ I like to talk about sunlight: We as planetary beings are in a circadian cycle with the sun, and therefore we worship it as God in this life. Get some sunlight if you want to sleep tonight, because the hours we spend under the light - horde melatonin for tonights vivid slumber!⁣ ⁣ I can never forget what it was like to feel hopeless — I vividly remember how much my energies and core-self wanted a way out of the old cycle; 🧿⁣ Lots of things in my life are difficult and undermine how I want them to go, ⁣ But I call it real. My thoughts show me what is possible, and I can expand that or break it depending on my actions,⁣ ⁣ The message to take away from this post; Sometimes we think a thought OR have a feeling — and it cripples us from even trying! 🌊⁣ For me, It was a crappy cycle of believing what no longer served me; The voices of my friends OR teachers OR parents repeated themselves in my head like they were my fucking mantra. ⁣ It took time to break that wheel, and remake my wheel. But what else do you want to do? What is more important in your life than your own mind and heart? When you realize no one can hurt you, it becomes about what you want for You. #canthurtme #athlete #artist #writer⁣

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We start the podcast slow between brief pauses, and we revisit a practice that comes from our history together as friends. You can expect the intellect to have a chair here, and the tea in the kettle — is silence. (ep. 5)

So many interesting threads I’d like to listen to over. #documentingreality

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After two days of binge eating and depression, I’m back on schedule. ⁣ ⁣ Lots of things go right when I’m able to show up and execute; Discipline is a mandatory skill. ⁣ I share this with you because it is also important to be accountable, and I want you to be able to trust all of my posts as regular and authentic parts of my life.⁣ ⁣ My intentions are to reveal my rallies of thought and spread a coherent message from authentic experience. It is important to believe that things can change, to say that there is a way, and to believe that there is one. ⁣ ⁣ Because you cannot manifest a future vision from a place of lack... ⁣🌸 ⁣ Both my sense of body, and sense of reality are grounded in a #psyche that feels emotions. So that means I need to ask — Am I playing on the bench, instead of on the field? Because it’s easy to get lost in narrative. ⁣ Are these thoughts (by their nature) illusions to illustrate the worthless and powerless perspective? Because it’s easy to play the victim. ⁣ Further, will I agree to continue this way, As another wounded creature without higher motives? Because it’s easy to get ugly and comfortable in this wonderful age. ⁣ ⁣ It’s easy, It’s easy to fetter this form, and all forms, and to relinquish the restless craving to converse the chaos and breed results - both for my behavior and for the bright completion of being.⁣ ⁣ "Why push?" It says, "You will go forth to death anyway."⁣ 🌺 ⁣ And I say, "Yes, that's right. But don't let me die unworthy, depressed and insecure in my life." I prefer to die as a simple man; authentic in his choice of words, satisfied with his bare situation, and penitent (perhaps) of only his own efforts....Not of nature. ⁣🤔

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Women seem to be more naturally aligned to muses of nature; Wired more readily to a matrix, that men might more readily resist. To buy his way into this initiation... Which embody’s an apple that he must acquire in his search for meaning. This purely prudent man finally finds his Soul singularly salvaged by perseverance and abandon. This man must be able to develop an intuition for the threads that underlie all of his facts, and further, he must muster up the will to win over his comrades by creating a future worth fulfilling. That’s a high-masculine tale, ringing equally as true as a Feminine One I’ve heard; 🌿⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ I heard there was a woman who wanders through the woods and walces naked between the trees. The guards ask me: Who is the wild woman pregnant by these ghosts? Full of gods she learns move through her. They coax her to sing and she sings the natural sounds that lead to harmony. ⁣Howling the homage of her sisters from the swamps;⁣ I see muses move through their mouths, Mauve I heard the swamp speaking highly of change.⁣ Waves came that day; welcomed anguish just allied by her voice... Which I saw she got to understand intimately, and by virtue of her unique blessings - kept transcending things. ⁣ ⁣ Possessing an aura — cleaned and passed over us all in a web of light; existing as a sensuality that secures the soul. In her life — Not giving up her subtle sense of solitude and spiritual sovereignty for family nor friends. She being naked and vulnerable and raw and scary and unbelievably in love. 🌸⁣⁣ ⁣ I saw and believed that was in me too. And so it is from then on, as I partook in that burden.⁣ ⁣ ADAM, ASCETIC, ARTIST 🍎⁣ APRIL 29 MMXX : 2020 🌺⁣

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I am — showing you my name and let me say again, welcome. I invite you to take you in laughter. 😄 Just to keep you company. What are you feeling? That’s okay. Welcome. We chat for a while with the synchronicity of three. Zen masters, stoic guys, and Swamiji.

  • You may suppose that time is only passing away, and do not understand that time never arrives. ⁣ — Dogen Zenji (1200-1253)⁣ ⁣
  • The first rule is to keep an untroubled spirit. The second is to look things in the face and know them for what they are.⁣ — Marcus Aurelius ⁣ ⁣
  • We want today that bright sun of intellectuality - joined with the heart of Buddha, the wonderful infinite heart of love and mercy, This union will give us the highest philosophy.⁣ — Swami Vivekananda ⁣

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MUSE : BIRTH 🤱🏻⁣ ⁣ He was - born two months earlier than they expected, diagnosed as too dangerous by the doctors, they say the mother should expect the worst. ⁣ ⁣ She lies down to treat the infection, and they collectively aim to treat the issue of, time...⁣ Because this infant was in a hurry. He didn’t listen to his mother or the doctors. Maybe he did. Maybe one still decides their own fucking time. Maybe the stress became too much on the body and Adam was forced out. Maybe he remembers that. ⁣

He could barely fit in our hands, the time of the clocks were heavy, But ⁣ ⁣ he still remembers the tribe who gathered at the church, and prayed with intention and light to reach his soul. The devil was there, ya know. Fat and short and smiling. ⁣ ⁣ I awoke before he reached me. And become Grounded by the darkness, wombed by the earth, and tethered to the truth. I’ve been on earth for about 24 years now. ⁣ ⁣ ..☁️☁️☁️.🌞.☁️☁️☁️..⁣

birth #death #experience #poetry #philosophy #psychology #strength #bodybuilder #adamantine

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As I am listening to birds chip by the window, reflecting on my role in the world, a poem by William Ernest Henley trembles forth to my mind:⁣ ⁣ ‘Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul.⁣ ⁣ In the fell clutch of circumstance, I have not winced nor cried aloud.⁣ Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed.⁣ ⁣ Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds and shall find me unafraid.⁣ ⁣ It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll,⁣ I am the master of my fate,⁣ I am the captain of my soul.’⁣ ⁣ I love that poem. I love that poem. It summons the human spirit to recall the values at my core. Invictus, meaning “unconquerable” or “undefeated” in Latin, was a poem written while Henley was in the Hospital, being treated for tuberculosis of the bone.⁣ ⁣

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In a way. People long for exhaustion. I long for exhaustion; I long for an atmosphere that can arise at the end of the day. ⁣⁣⁣⁣ I crave the ambiance of silence set by 6PM in my center. Body tells me when rest is earned. ⁣⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣⁣ My nomadic nature, likes the journey and discards all things. I choose a goal that cannot be achieved in this life and it flocks color - to this second. ⁣⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣⁣ My aim is the orienting process. that’s why the way is my dream; an openness to disorder, a claim to touch the top. And where is the top? above is in the middle. the top is right here. Only realized in practice. ⁣⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣⁣ While constantly practicing. Becoming practicing. Instilling the body with the traumas that fortify - in the trials with our natural world. with unknown that is everything.⁣⁣⁣⁣ 🌑 ⁣⁣⁣⁣ In the middle of the night, Do you hear⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ ⁣ “Aim for whole through sharp discernment. find the circle that rides the razor” ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ This Body - a beloved vehicle.⁣⁣ I tribunate challenges;⁣⁣ Adam finds order as himself, and I myself to satisfaction. The way - ⁣⁣⁣⁣ is through a way of discernment. you see. through belief. and faith in your self. through belief. and faith in your self.⁣⁣⁣⁣

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The dragon - is his mother, and it comes bearing three gifts. ⁣ The first - asks to secure his armor, and bear his dreary fists. ⁣ ⁣ His allegiance goes to nature, for that which allows her in; His passion for the selective muse, that draws the line within. ⁣ ⁣ The dragon is his chaos, the second gift to tame the blackness. ⁣ Across the ridge it rises, and starts to make him conscious. 🌺⁣ ⁣ The monster - is inside you, you have to tame the dragon. Not just the wings and fangs, but your own beast - must rise from darkness. ⁣ ⁣ The flowers that I fettered, a damsel in distress. Here procuring the ancient flowers, I open from my chest.⁣ ⁣ Across the ridge it rises, my heart bleeds the ocean calmness. ⁣ I am the only witness, and this body my only promise. ⁣

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I Am Powerful, ⁣⁣⁣ And as Uncle Ben said, great power goes hand in hand with great responsibility. All my actions and their forerunners are important to me.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ Swami also told me that sometimes I could lose control and react irrationally to emotions and passions...He stressed the importance of observing the emotions before the emotions; Watch the patterns just before the injuries, And further adapt these patterns through life situations - Orient your-self around higher principles and the study of this beautiful savage;⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ That means while I am able to comprehend circumstances, “I will gladly change; for I seek the truth by which no man was ever injured. But he is injured who abides in his error and ignorance.” — Marcus Aurelius⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ A steady attention is being bridged by the rapid and material sounds of my clicking-rope. If these sounds feel far away from me, I feel this whisper — and wait.⁣ ✊🏽🌻⁣Today has been packed with the presence of classical music and beethoven is a friend. ⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ When the smell of salt water in the air can no longer be ignored; And Tsunami’s are pregnant with entities from purgatory to flesh — This man organizes the rocks for the streams soon to surface forward. #brahmacharya⁣⁣⁣

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Things change, that's the nature of my experience. I now convey - that this experience I have is a change; In itself exists in an emptiness and vastness ... When I speak, there are no words, I see only sounds and illusions ... and somehow one infiltrates the other. My voice shakes this select frequency around the center — and the forerunning waves affect us all when the center is touched. Welcome back. 🙂. Human voice has the ability to persuade reality; to coax things; to infiltrate my illusions through the miracle of free will and free principles... Maybe this is why, I Laugh...Because he who laughs at himself never runs out of things to laugh at. Chuckles feverishly 😄😂⁣

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I love you so much. This is a message that we are not told enough. A message that gives us strength, ⁣ Maybe because it activates the heart and the heart sends energy to the brain coherently.⁣ ⁣ People are weakened by neglect and doubts, and the repeated exposure thereof. Be clear that their intentions were for the good, even those of the father.⁣ ⁣ I consider myself...the most fortunate to have the message I needed most. ⁣ ⁣ Many start to believe they are the things others say to us. The times a loved one said we were lazy or stupid or inadequate, left a burn on the mind. It’s okay they did. They were rather burned up themselves. It was not intentional. They were not evil.⁣ ⁣ In many ways, they were successful in making a strong sun. We must thank them.⁣

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You do understand, You’re also not perfect. It’s not about being perfect, I’m about structure, over-time.⁣ That’s the way I was taught. To live my life one step at a time, simplify, and write.⁣

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I’m reading a book, called the Happiness Hypothesis by Haidt.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ It says that happiness isn’t something we ever have, not permanently. Physiologically it’s more of something that can happen by outlining aims. ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ This is the way the brain is working. We set an aim, a big aim, and then every step we take towards that aim - the brain releases joy, and satisfaction.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ My aim is mental and physical mastery. So every step that I take towards that, fills me up daily with contentment and joy. The spaces in between that, I empty my mind. ⁣⁣⁣ Every time I make tea, or do a pushup, or eat my one meal ... I believe it is progress, and that satisfies me. ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ Most people do not have good aims, and I don’t believe they know how to take the steps towards that aim, and they also don’t seem to understand - that aims should be ‘beyond’ achieving. Because people do not like to win, they like to try to win.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ We love the journey, to which we are the creators. #nomadic #mentality ⁣⁣

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This is not my favorite talk, but I really enjoy Jeremy’s grace in these 20 minutes.

Jeremy starts with communicating changes in his life, and a new found openness to making his eggs.

The random ‘Om’ sounds are from me. At the 11minute mark our acquaintance ‘Jordan’ comes in complaining about home life.

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Adriel and Jeremy chats 003. “what exists there even when we go to sleep?” . ‘Grandfather’ chimes in - a minute into - the audio chat. He asks me about cheese and growing mushrooms out of cheese. A moment or several later, our neighbor turns on the vacuum. Unbothered, we patiently sit outside and carry on our natural discussion.

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Repeating Affirmations For Myself.

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Sounds: ‘Amrita Tatva Satya Sankalpa Paramashivoham, Sri-paramahamsa Nithyananda’

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Philosophical chat about death between friends.

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Background noises from chimes. Rattles. and I use a deep male shambo to calm down. Do you agree to listen here with me? Can you feel what your body is doing while hearing the sound?

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Words are vibrating sound. They cast from the mouth and channel acts. I’ve read that Shambo is the soft, rare form of Shiva. It’s been a favorite of mine for a few months now. Do you feel the ‘O’ vibrate around your diaphragm in your center torso? This is known as the second brain.

Many neurons are connected here. They have chemical signals that act as command points for human mechanics. Adam admires softness and also directness; and I feel Shambo helps to facilitate an ambience; A subtle purification, a continuation, an endurance.

These are my intentions by sharing this. To illustrate my day in parts, and review them over time, to share with those in alignment to such sounds, and spontaneity. To practice, to practice, to be myself, to be loving, and spacious.

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Casual conversation between friends. Mostly Adriel, and Jeremy. An older voice that’s our Grandfather Miguel, and a passing character named Lou - comes in at the end to say hello.

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This was a discovery from the Isha Foundation, a wonderful phrase; Wear headphones and try to follow along. Shambo. Shambo. Sham-bo. I repeat this over and over, and plan to have this set the stage for my own personal meditations in the evening. I hope you enjoy the peace and sereneness, here I am intending to impart to you all. Thanks.

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I simply rant on; Starting on a basic definition for meaning as an experience to orient the human mechanism, Ending on the note of ‘Karma’ and how this may play a role in who you are.

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This episode is straightforward. It is merely me, talking to myself. In earnest attempt to explore my own loneliness for three minutes.

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Just a passing muse, I’m here bargaining for an answer with the Self in all it’s mysterious beauty.

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This is my first ASMR experiment after learning about the ‘Whisper Community’— Helping people recover from PTSD and Sleep all over the modern world. Stay tuned for more.

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Where I want to take the Podcast. May 23rd, 2019 (2min)

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I speak about an Integral understanding, that is true to myself, and true in my analysis of the social work- As well, as my understanding of necessary inner work. The Social norms that brought us this far, no longer serve. And an updated narrative, That incorporates our scientific edge, Without leaving out our Profound acknowledgement Of Ignorance... Is developing. Here, In Us, Around Us... A great change is happening, And none of us wish to be "left behind".

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Have we addressed the concern of unlimited facts? We've all started out from a cradle of creativity. Later on, We encounter an unlimited number of facts in our Human Experience- We can thank the internet for expaning us. We encounter the Possibilities, and often, our limitations too. When it comes to how we form such conceptualizations of the world, It becomes easy to be misled... And we have been misled. Perhaps misled by our Naivety. There are too many facts to claim Illuminati Conspiracies, Particularly, Without even Knowing the available Literature and history on such subjects. We are limited by our grasp of the infinite stream of Available Information; And Our Access To Information Via The Internet - & This Needs To Accompany Responsibility.

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How to Cultivate 'Joy', is the same as cultivating anything else you've come to experience. It resides in Practice, And hardly anything else. I'll speak on meditation, and briefly intimate some of Ken Wilbers articulation of 'Big Mind'. I intend to inform you, to remind, and to align my own intuitions on such of a subject. 🙏

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Health, means ‘Function’. If you want to have function, you must make the body functional. It is important, to watch the body, & to know the ‘Mind’ in which the body is a constituent of. The conceptualization of ‘Alignment’ became a theme in this podcast, because the Speaker’s intent is to articulate our experience under the guise of this accurate Trinity. To reiterate: Is Your body not a figment of Your Mind’s Vision?; Your minds composition of existence. And Is the body not also encapsulating your brain in which Your Mind resides? How then, important, is it to have such composites of Self functioning as a whole?

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A friend called me an Optimist yesterday evening. I didn’t understand why, but I disagreed. So I took this opportunity to clear my head on the issue and straighten out thoughts on ‘mindset’.

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A Jungian idea conceptualized in his work as ‘The Shadow’. An aspect of a person that is repressed- This inhibition fragments the psyche of the Individual.

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An article analogous to this Podcast is available on Medium; A writing platform. My Username: Adam.s.apple , Title to look for: 'God is dead'. https://medium.com/p/af0affe489b8?source=linkShare-93c6f38bbf51-1535049629

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Meant for a particular few. A thank you, but not an apology. Sincere and as aligned with my own truth as can be pressed into speech.

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(Three Points). 1. Catalyst Point: “I am morally opposed to the exploitation of animals for culinary indulgence (food), sport, entertainment, cosmetics, or even as tools of ‘scientific’ inquiry”. -Dr. Nun Amen Ra 2. It’s not whether you win or lose, it’s how you play the game. Win the war, not the battle. (Based on thoughts by Jordan B. Peterson). 3. Example from Dan Riskin’s book, ‘Mother Nature Is Trying To Kill You’. Where a species of Rats, turn propagation into cannibalism. How far are we willing to take day to day survival? Are we as individuals willing to risk the potential of our kin?; Our Future??

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I rant off a bit about the illuminiti, Well at least what I’ve appropriately heard the main symbol means,🔺. It’s thought that memes are more than just a facebook trend, but something we carry in our relationships; Archetypes. Relationships are really difficult for us, Maybe more so Now than before— the culture and new generation just don’t seem to understand how to ‘play’ with one another. And it might be attributable to the fact that ‘Bobby’ never got to practice how in the sandbox with friends, god knows. But I try to answer it, and why ‘labels’ like the ones we use in relationships are useful.

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My current understanding on beliefs, and how to tell what one really believes; You watch how one acts, it will show you, their actions intimate over time what their truth really is. Beyond what they say or even Think.

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A faint whimsical chat on humility

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You’re going to die.

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The problem is a future which lacks the present, and past.

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I just remembered some of my fav memories, things I’ve (like many of us have) structured into being. Here they are.

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(10min) So what will my career look like? ‘Need’ only listen to the first min to get your answer.

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Adam ranting about being weird, and how it’s applied to culture.

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(6min) Just a quick opinion and overview on my own understanding of his work. 👨🏼‍🏫

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(20min) How does a young man actually go about changing the world? I try to outline that from my own experience and present, obviously limited understanding here. #mytruth

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(5min) Rant on the slim difference between men and women. Via Culture. And how education is Essential.

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My first try at this one, More to come. I understand this is a LOADED Subject.

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A 5 min clip on relationships, how the tragedy overtakes. How we follow the same tragic pattern in the next relationship. And how we’re all profoundly alone with the truth of our selves.

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The Rant’s Cannot Be Contained. I Must Speak. I Have To Articulate The Truth To The Best Of My Palpable Abilities... Please Challenge me So That I May Improve.

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Bring your damn wallet on your way to save the world. period. The rest of this is self explanatory. Thank you for lending an ear.

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A simple rant on the tree of knowledge in ‘Genesis’, and my attempt to connect this story to “Shrooms”. ( Adam & Eve ) 🍎🍄