There are no worse feeling when you have a routine or gained a certain pattern to discipline and somewhere in your journey to greatness you fail to keep up and fall back track. I know that feeling and hate it, i feel bad being inconsistent makes me cringe and lowkey feel like a failure. but one good thing there is always an opportunity to get better and stronger than the first time. My encouragement is to love new beginnings embrace them, as always with God , talk to him how you can have new ways to become better than the first time. Dont let seatbacks stops use them to become unstoppable. Love Louise.