Comparing yourself is the worst thing you can do because as far as your concerned you don't measure up that's bullshit. It is so toxic that we do it everyday we compare ourselves to somebody better than us so we think with more stuff than us with a better job than us just don't do it it's futile and you'll get nothing good from it. Trust me comparing yourself sucks because they are always better as far as you're concerned but they're not you just think they are once you look deep enough they're really not promise.