The reality is that although some days it seems I have one foot at hell's doorstep and the other near heaven, this heathen loves and believes in God. Life has taught me to still have hope when everything looks hopeless, when those I've loved most have transitioned, and when life doesn't seem to be dealing fair hands. Hope looks different for everyone so in this episode I ask Ricky, who was recently shot more than 7 times, what hope looks like for him.