they will call you crazy for asking the question(s) and forgiving those that trespass against u; 

their logic to reason all this away is by getting even or neutralizing the threat...

what about forgiveness? 

I air this out since no one wants to offer the truth; 

since last I checked: only b!tches keep sh!t in, I had to air out my whole life on the internet just to find the cause, 

realizing I trusted well enough to be so loyal that I almost betrayed my own loyalty for not having my own views, 

so this is my truth. 

loyal to the end. "why >>>>> tran$mi$$ion.m4a ? " 

with every story there's 3 angles: 

  1. what happened 

  2. what is said to have happened 

  3. the absolute truth.